SARAH
Ryder growled loudly, butting heads with the stranger. The heat in the room increased as their wolves threatened to break free. The growling intensified.“Stop!” I yelled, placing my hands against my ears.“Stay out of this, Sarah,” Ryder spat in my direction. “This doesn't include you.”“It does, Ryder…damn you! It does.” I let my tears fall freely. “You're tearing our home apart and breaking my heart. Don't you see it?”I took a tentative step towards him, hoping he would meet me halfway. He didn't bulge.The pain I felt was overwhelming my senses. I couldn't breathe properly so I took short breaths.“We have nothing binding us together, Sarah! Our union was never blessed by the goddess. You are wolfless, Sarah.”I wiped my tears with the back of my hand. “You can say all you want but I'm not leaving. This is my house too.” I spoke, my body trembling from exhaustion. “I gave you five years of my life, subjected myself to various healers and doctors just so I can conceive yet you disregard everything for her? You’re willing to drag me out of here because of her!”“I treated you right, Sarah. You lacked nothing but I've a duty to my pack.”“Say what you will but I'll not leave!”“Then I'll be forced to call the guards back in here. There is nothing left for you here.”“It won’t have to come to that,” the stranger spoke up again. “I'll claim her.”I've never met this man before. He stood a few feet from me, arms crossed across his chest. I stole a glance at himHe was tall and muscularly built. He caught my eyes, held my gaze for a second and smiled. I felt a chill run down my spine as his glassy blue eyes settled back on Ryder.Where did this stranger come from and why is he here? Why is he willing to claim me?Ryder stood stiff as he turned his icy gaze on the man. “You'll do no such thing.”In all the years I had known Ryder, he has never lost control of his composure but here he was, turning red with rage. The thing between them wasn't about me and I wasn't ready to get caught in the middle.“I'll go with him,” I spoke loudly, breaking the tension in the room.Ryder stared at me and for the first time since tonight, I knew deep down I had lost my mate. His eyes were blank, leaving nothing to my imagination.“If you leave with him, don't ever step foot on my land…again.”I stood silently, not swayed by his threats and watched him walk away, leaving the door ajar.“And that goes for you too, Lucas. See yourselves out.”My resolve broke immediately he was out of sight. I stumbled slightly, falling straight into the hands of the stranger.“Are you okay?” he asked, gently pulling me up straight.I nodded my head, afraid to speak. I didn't trust that I could hold back my tears and I have had enough of it. It couldn't save my marriage.“C’mon, let's get you out of here.”****I felt empty as I took in the room Lucas had assigned to me. It was painted in pastel colours and decorated in gold. The king-size bed sat in the centre of the room and a tub was situated at the far end, close to the window.A long silk nightgown lay on the bed. I felt its texture and tears gathered at the brim of my eyes. I had walked out of the Stormclaw pack empty. I had nothing to my name.I refused to acknowledge the reality of things.I knew I just needed to get through tonight and everything would be back to normal, like it never happened.“Do you find everything to your comfort?” Lucas' voice interrupted my musing. His words came out raspy every time he spoke. “I could get them to set up the empty rooms for you to make a choice.”“No,” I replied hastily. I didn't want to give him the impression I'd be staying here longer than tonight. “This…this is beautiful. Thank you for assisting me and opening your home to me.”“That was all you kept saying throughout the ride down here. It is my pleasure, Sarah.”Good. Just what I needed; we’re now on a first-name basis. He had insisted on it during the ride to his place. He wouldn't stop talking. I realized he was the CEO of Dubling Shipping and Co. - the architect of Ryder's frequent late nights at the office.Were they really or was it the perfect lie he concocted on my behalf while he screwed his mistress behind my back? Have I really been that naive?I bumped into Lucas as I turned, heading towards the tub. I had forgotten I wasn't alone and he must have covered the distance between us during my self-loathing.He smiled at me as he steadied me with his hands. “I'll let you be but I've to let you know I don't offer free rides.”He wasted no time coming asking for his due.“What's the price for your generosity?”“In return for your stay here, in Nightshade, you'll have to cut ties with the Stormclaw pack forever and be my mistress.”My mouth dropped open in shock while his smile expanded. He took two steps back and let his hand fall off me.“You're a beautiful woman and I can't act like I'm not aroused by you,” he continued, his eyes resting on my lips. “You've nowhere to run. You would have to roam with the wild wolves and you tell me, what do you think would happen to a pretty woman like you, alone, in the wild?”“I can't be your mistress.”“You can't or you won't?”“I'm pregnant,” I blurted out. “I'm carrying Ryder’s child.”The sound of his laughter caught me off guard. Goosebumps sprouted all over my body.“Ryder has it coming,” he recited in a sing-song manner.I rolled my eyes at his rhyme. I didn't want to be burdened with their problems, I just wanted to get back to my husband.If only I could have a moment with Ryder, we would be able to talk through it. I was willing to forgive, damn, I was willing to share him if that's what it takes.“Lucas,” I called out timidly, afraid that he would say no to my request. “I need to speak to my husband. I need to tell him…he doesn't know I'm pregnant, maybe if he knows…he will reconsider. Please, I just need him to know.”“That won't be easy,” he answered with his annoying pitch.“I'll give anything you ask for.”“Anything?”The thought of being his mistress flashed through my head but I dismissed it. It won't come to that.“Yes, anything,” I replied calmly.“You owe me one, Sarah.” he sang as he walked out of the room. I slumped on the bed, the bath forgotten.RYDERSleep eluded me tonight. I pulled the covers aside and stood up. The thought of Sarah occupied my mind. I knew she was excited to celebrate the anniversary with friends but I had made other plans.The anniversary party had been the perfect place to execute them. It was like killing two birds with a stone; denounce Sarah as my mate and introduce Alexis to the world as my Luna. I have held up my path of the deal, now it's time for them to do the same.It was supposed to buy me time to strategize, knowing Sarah was tucked in somewhere safe. I had planned everything perfectly with the help of my beta, Trevor. Now, everything has been destroyed before it even began.I had met Alexis at a business meeting. She had stood in her father's stead, Regan Blackwood(Alpha of the Blackwood pack). They have been pushing to merge with my company, SC Enterprise (Stormclaw).Alexis was meant to be a one-night stand. The sex had been incredible. Better than I had imagined. All that perfect skin a
Sarah I was sitting next to Lucas in the back seat of the car. He had dragged me out of bed in such a hurry that I didn't get to wash my face because it took me forever to pull myself away from the bed. “You're extremely quiet. Did you have a good night's rest?” he spoke up, breaking the silence between us. My eyes were still laden with sleep. Last night was a nightmare. Literally. I wasn't in the mood for a conversation, so I said nothing. But Lucas wouldn't take the hint. He tapped my hand, lightly. “Was it to your comfort?” he continued, unbothered. “ I know you came into luxury when you married Ryder but five years is enough time to know the taste of finer things.” It had crossed my mind that he might have been aware of my past. But it was way too early for me to have a decent conversation and my head sat heavy on my neck. Every part of my body ached and the hard leather seat of the car did nothing to ease it. “Yes, the room was pleasant,” I replied softly. “But my disco
Sarah My eyes fluttered open, greeted by the bright light from a window. Still woozy from the sedatives packed in my system, I tried to recollect the events of the past hour. Then, like a cruel punch, the memories came flooding back—the argument, the push, the unbearable pain. I struggled to sit up but my body protested against every movement. The door to the room swung open and the doctor walked in, closely followed by a woman. “Ms Willow,” his voice sounded cherry, a bit too cheery. “I'm Dr. Adian. I'm glad to see you awake. The sedatives are beginning to wear off. How are you feeling?” “Better,” I lied. Partially. “That's good.” I watched as he whispered to the nurse. I sat perfectly still, like a statue, dredging to ask the question that plagued me. He pulled me out of my misery. “Ms Willow, we have good and bad news. The good is you've sustained nothing major, just a slight concussion. And the bad news is we couldn't save your baby. The fall was fatal—” His voice faded
Five Years Later Sarah I stood in the living room taking in the breathtaking view of the ocean below my penthouse. Watching the waves rise and fall has been part of my morning ritual for the past five years. It was beautiful to see and the sight never gets old. I moved around the room, clad in nothing as the morning sun teased my pale skin. A soft sigh escaped my lips. I need to go out more often, I subconsciously reprimanded myself. It would be good for my social life—not that I needed one. I paused as my eyes caught my reflection on the window glass, which replaced a section of the wall. My long, wavy hair was packed into a messy bun, accentuating my high cheekbones. My skin looked pale under the bright light. I strolled over to the fridge and pried it open. A plate of half-eaten salad stared at me gloomily. My eating habits were bad and needed to be addressed. I made a mental note to stop at the grocery store after my gym session. Which will entail letting my assis
Ryder “Have you gotten the call from Regan?” I spoke as my fingers tapped on the mahogany desk in my office. “Not yet. I haven't been able to get through to him. My calls are always been redirected to his secretary.” Trevor spoke without taking his eyes off the stack of papers in his hand. “I'll keep trying. You have nothing to worry about.” I turned my gaze at Trevor, baffled and annoyed at how calm and collected he was at the moment. He raised his eyes and caught my glaring eyes. “All I'm trying to do right now is to make sure you're calm and not worked up. You wouldn't want to make hasty decisions right now because you feel backed into a corner. He might just be testing you, to see if you would crack.” Trevor was right. I needed to think not react. I looked across my office. It was situated on the topmost floor of the SC Atlantic Enterprise building. The windows were large, giving me a massive view of my city. I slumped into my chair, feeling drained before the day start
SarahI had my bags packed and arranged by the door. It was a small assembly of suitcases, mostly boasting of my multiple gym wear and fighting gear.After my ordeal with the miscarriage, I had learnt to treat my body as a temple. Though, going to the gym helped me focus, its main reason was to release some of the rage buried within me.“Ms Sarah, the driver has arrived,” Valeria called from behind the door, her face flushed from the cold.“I'm all set,” I motioned to the suitcases as I walked past her. “Tell them to be careful with my boxes. I've some valuables stored in them.”The wind outside was bitterly cold. I hugged my coat tighter around my body as I walked towards the black sedan parked by the side of the road.It was in moments like this that the feeling of emptiness washed over me. It's been years and my wolf has been lost to me. Nothing seemed to work.She was gone forever and I miss her terribly,I was wolfless in a community filled with wolves. I worked harder than the a
Sarah My eyes widen, taken aback by his reaction. Lucas was known across the realm for his ruthlessness. But he has never raised his voice at me. Not once. “What does it look like?” I said, still shocked by how fast he switched up. “I was returning the gesture.” He arched his brow. “Which I find very strange. You would never welcome me with open hands. Not you, Sarah.” Lucas wasn't entirely wrong; I had my selfish reasons. If he thinks that I was playing along—which I was doing, willingly—he wouldn't be so anxious to spy on me. Nevertheless, kissing him hadn't been as bad as I’d imagined and I might be tempted to try again. No, I wouldn't. It might send the wrong signals and make things between us uncomfortable. I knew what I was doing being flirtatious over the phone but right now, I have taken things too far. “You're right,” I chided myself. “That's unlike me. Do you need me to apologize?” “No. Never.” His eyes had lost their hardness when they settled on me again.
Ryder I sat on the edge of the bed. My fingers were lost in Alim’s mop of black hair. Strands of curly hair fell across his face, as he lay on the bed, eyes shut to the world. The silence in the room was temporarily punctured by his soft breathing. I've been told he takes after me. His eyes were the same shade of blue as mine. He has the strength of wolves ten years older than him. He was growing up to be a strong leader. I stared at his face and guilt washed over me. I haven't been paying attention to him. I came back home way past his bedtime and left the house before the sun was up. I needed to make time for my son. This business with Reagan needed to be over so I could get back to my life and son. The thought of speaking to Alexis about her attitude towards Alim crossed my mind. But I quickly dismissed it. It was useless. It was like talking to a brick wall. Alexis had never taken any interest in the boy. After his birth, she had handed him over to the wet nurse and