MIRACLE POV
“ Hot. ” The word slips out of my mouth before I could even decide to shut this Bitch mouth of mine.
He glares at me, his eyes moving from my orbs to rest on the diary in my hands.
Oh. Shit.
That’s what I think about right now as I don’t try to think about his collar bone and naked chest shining with Sweat. My eyes beg to move down to see those hard six – pack abs and then even down to see something, I shouldn’t even be thinking about.
I swallow my saliva with great difficulty, my eyes shooting up to meet his again.
He is already staring deep in my eyes, aware of the inner turmoil I am going through.
Damn. This. Mate. Bond.
I feel like jumping his bones in this moment after forgetting why I came here in the first place.
Oh yeah.
Why did I come here? I inhale deeply taking in his rosewood scent. My eyes go down to the open book in my
MIRACLE POVA bad feeling nags my mind as soon as I decide to read what is in those papers.“ You shouldn’t do this if you don’t want to. ” Gia yawns in my mind, causing me to jolt up.I have been just staring at these ripped papers for an hour. My nerves are jumpy, because I know Alpha King Cain Reyes is going to find out about this sooner or later and when he does…He will be on my neck again.Sighing softly, I ignore Gia altogether and finally unfold the papers. My eyes squint so I can use my ability of seeing in the dark.Sometimes, I feel good to be a werewolf. In moments like these, actually.Queen Orelia. I see the picture of that woman again – the woman who looks exactly like me.There is some sort of weird connection I feel with her but I am unable to understand what it is, yet.Keeping the page with the picture aside, I look at the next page.‘
MIRACLE POV“ Training at 7. ” Xavier informs me from out of my room and turns away, going back down.I haven’t seen Alpha King moving past my room and I have a hunch that he is not in his room either. He definitely used the window to go down again.Is he avoiding me after what happened last night? I ponder over the stupid thought for a moment, but then I remember his words from previous night.‘ Punishment Tomorrow. ’He is going to send me to hell today, I guess. And I…I am going to drag him with me.Shaking my head, I make my way out of the room and climb down the stairs to come face to face with Selvia. She is standing at the end of the stairs, possibly waiting for me because Cain never lets me roam around freely. I am always looked over even if it is from the shadows.He thinks of me as capable enough to run away from here even after I know that he can find me anywhere
CAIN POVShe knows now. But how?She remembered something? It doesn’t seem like she remembered.It seems like someone told her. Now, I can understand why she wanted that book back so desperately. Miranda is the one who helped her. That book must be the ancient tales book so she can read the old story.But, Miracle is still stupid.She thinks history is true. I can see it in her eyes. She thinks it’s all true without any hint of lie. But what is history, but a truth with hint of lies.When she raised the knife, I thought she is going to come attack me in anger, but it never crossed my mind that she is going to stab herself.The pain I feel the moment that knife pierces her chest is ten times more than the pain she is feeling right now. I am sure of it.“ Get away from me! ” I hiss at Olivia when she crouches down beside me to check up on me.Pushing myself to stand on my feet, I ru
MIRACLE POVI am dreaming. I know it, but this feels too real.I am seeing his memories again. I wonder how this happens in the first place, but I have no answer for this.Looking from his eyes, I can see bodies piled upon bodies. A massacre.This seems like the work of a beast and deep down I know it’s him who did this. He killed humans. Lots and lots of them and now he is simply staring at them without an ounce of regret. Or perhaps, he regrets it deep down somewhere, but he is in some phase of madness that he is unable to bring himself out of.After watching the bloody scene for a long time, his wolf begins walking back to the huge palace.It seems like days pass as mere moments in this dream and I witness his memory in which he has killed people – innocent people. He has caused destruction – great destruction.I feel so angry and hateful toward him. I want to reach out and stop the cruelty, but h
MIRACLE POV After I apologize for nothing in general like an idiot, he only gives me a poker face. “ What are you apologizing for? ” He questions, his face expressionless. Finally, he asked. I thought he will never ask me. “ I – ” I trail off, not finding the right words or the right excuse. Should I tell him the truth? Will he believe me if I said that I saw his memories which is strange. Seeing an Alpha’s memory is only possible if his blood is in my blood stream. This only points to one thing. He saved me with his blood again. Sighing, I look down at my hands. They are still stained with my own blood. I shouldn’t have done this. I shouldn’t have tried to kill myself so I could hurt him eventually. “ You still want me to reject you?... ” I whisper out and look up in his silver gray orbs. Surprise flashes in his eyes and he shifts his weight from his right foot to the left one, before h
CAIN’S POV She saw things. That’s not too good. Did she see Elijah too? I wonder as I look up, trying to shake off all thoughts from my mind. I am at Crescent Moon Pack. Right – It was Miracle’s Pack. Her father had died after she left thought. She probably doesn’t know about his death at all as she doesn’t have any bond with this pack anymore. After the future Alpha of Crescent Moon Pack – Matthew Cullen died, Miracle Cullen was shunned from the pack by the current Alpha. She went away and her father died a few months later, because there was just so much heartbreak a wolf could take. Marcus Cullen was a strong wolf. He survived even after his mate died and he kept himself sane for his children, but the moment both of his children were gone, his connection to life was gone too. So, he died. Now, the former Beta of this pack – John is the new Alpha. He is capable, that’s a given, so I don’t have any problem with him being the
MIRACLE POVI have been staring at the ceiling, doing nothing, for hours now.It’s so boring and nerve wrecking.The more I have time, the more I think. The more I think, the more I feel.It’s not good for my health at all.Sighing, I raise my hand in the air, blocking my view of the ceiling. Waving my hand in the air, I feel stupid to myself, but I don’t have anything else to do.That Alpha King fought with me and he managed to say some really hurtful things this time.They all think I never tried. What could a single soul like me would have done against a pack of twenty rogues? They don’t think logically at all.Even if I almost died and was thrown off edge with my brother, they still think I didn’t try enough because the Future Alpha of Crescent Moon Pack had died protecting me.If you haven’t ran outside the borders, he would be alive. They always say this.
MIRACLE POVHis lips just stay still, tingles running up and down my body. The pain subsides immediately like it was never there to begin with.I close my eyes, my mind focusing only on his touch. It calms me down. It makes me oddly feel alive and dead at the same time.Sighing softly, he pulls away and gets up, knowing the pain has gone away. Opening my eyes, I crane my neck back to look up at him.His silver gray eyes are switching between red and the natural color rapidly, the wolf threatening to take control over his mind and body. I can feel this light nudge at the back of my mind too.“ You have to reject me. ” He whispers, but his voice sounds too loud in my ears. Perhaps, I don’t want to hear these words, that’s why they sound so loud.“ I am not rejecting you. Ever. ” I reply, an uneasy feeling gripping my heart.Is he going to torture me? But, it hurts him too. I don&rsquo
MIRACLE POVMy mind was drifting off to some weird memories, the past. There was an element of darkness swirling deep inside somewhere while I thought about my childhood, my father, my brother then everything changed in my view and I thought about the day I was thrown out of my own pack house.Lost. Alone. Miserable. That’s what I had become, but then, I refused to let this life hit me hard and throw me off my feet.I will help myself, I will not give up…That’s what I had thought and I had made it through everything all alone. I am strong, I had whispered this to myself many times.Then, I met Cain.He was not what I had expected, the rainbows and sunshine, the answer to all my questions, my saviour.He hurt me on great levels, but I still continued to love him. My stubborn side hated him though. But the hopef
MIRACLE POVBefore I can even blink, Cain takes his hand out of my hold and then runs ahead.A war breaks out around us. Hybrids are adamant on killing the werewolves, but we all know they are our own people so we won’t hurt them anymore.“ You will stay out of this. ” Matthew warns me before he takes off behind Cain who is aiming right for Elijah.Elijah sees Cain coming. Instead of running like he always did before, Elijah seems to want to end this today.Just like us.I do what I did the last time during the war. I make it to different hybrids and watch them freeze, before I twist their necks.This takes my focus off Cain and Matthew. I catch glimpse of them after a while and they are both fighting Elijah.Elijah is easily handling both of them. The training of centuries and the unnatural power is really helping him in this.I shake my
MIRACLE POV~A WEEK LATER…“ I don’t think it’s a great idea. ” I repeat the same thing like a broken radio.Cain turns to look at me, an annoyed look painted over his face and held into his eyes.“ Come on. Do you want to fight again? ” He groans, focusing back on the road.I give him a once over look and the previous night flashes before my eyes. We had sex until morning after arguing for two hours…I cringe at the thought and look away before we start something like this again.I look out of the window and see all the familiar roads. We are once again going back to the dark forest and it’s not making me feel any good.The first time was creepy enough in my opinion, but apparently, we have no way other than doing this.I inhale deeply and glance at Cain. “ I never thought Matthew would this. ”There is worry an
MIRACLE POVHow can I be so oblivious to this? I often wondered what Cain felt for me, but the thought that he loved me had never crossed my mind…Perhaps, I was too insecure to realise he loved me and all his actions were his display of love for me.I don’t know where to fit this newfound wholesome feeling now. He loves me and I am not stuck in a never ending cycle of one-sided love anymore.Consider me impatient or maybe selfish, but I want him to mark me and mate with me right now and right here just so nothing can ever separate us again. I am afraid of time, love and circumstances…and I desperately need the stability now.“ Do you want to mark me? ” I breath the question against his lips, my eyes filled with hope.Cain goes still, his eyes fixed at me, equally unmoving. His chest is not even moving up and down which means he is holding his breath back.Say yes. I plead through my eyes while
CAIN POVThere it is. I told her. Finally.The feel is supposed to be like ‘yaay’ but seeing her blank expressions throws me off the track of all expectations.I stare at her, my breath stuck in my throat and all she does is…acting the same way as me.“ I told this to the Secret keeper. ” I mumble, still expecting some kind of reaction.Something…My shoulders drop down a little. Anything at least? I squint my eyes, observing her dumb face.Her eyes are wide open, round and unblinking. Her kissable beautiful pink lips are a little parted as she inhales and exhales softly.Okay. Now what? I wonder as I raise my hand to her cheek, wanting to bring her down to this world.It’s not supposed to be such a shock right? I told her I cared about her a lot of times.“ Miracle…” I whisper her sweet name, my fingers landing on her soft cheek.Sudde
MIRACLE POVI felt my skin peeling off. I couldn’t understand what was happening to me and why it was happening in the first place.My soul was slowly ripping itself apart from my body and I could feel it deep inside me as I bled.I was calling out to Cain, but he was not coming and the pain was not allowing me to open my eyes and find him.He was there. Near me. I could sense him, but I could not see him or hear him at all.The constant ringing in my ears was growing louder and louder by the moment while blood began to coat my body as a new skin.I never felt this kind of unbearable pain before. Not even when Elijah tortured me. It was like I wanted to die so I could free myself from this misery.Then, I just lost my consciousness and everything went black. It was a relief that I didn’t have to endure such a horrible agony for much longer.******This always happens to me and it’s even getting normal n
CAIN POVI didn’t know how I was going to deal with the secret keeper. A secret I never told anyone? I couldn’t think of something like that.…And even if there is something like that, I am not going to tell something like that to the minion of God of Chaos. I can’t invite home something more horrible than Elijah.That’s why I wanted to go alone, but Miracle came along. Gratefully, she listened to me and stayed behind.I went to the forest, a creepy feeling crawling up my spine with every step I took forward.Eventually, I ended up in front of the old cottage in the dark forest. There is a thick fog surrounding everything here and it makes my vision hazy.Like the secret keeper knew I was here, she opened the cottage’s door and stepped outside.Surprise overcame my expressions. Amanda
MIRACLE POVDay turns into night and then night turns into the new day.Cain still doesn’t know what he wants to tell the secret keeper.I wish I had a secret of my own so I could tell it to the secret keeper. That way I would have been able to save Cain from this trouble.Cain have been constantly driving and we only stopped to eat something in the neutral territories.Cain didn’t sleep through the night and I couldn’t sleep either so we both just stayed awake in silence. I know we need to get this done and then we need to get back to the pack so nothing goes wrong there.“ How far is it? ” I ask, yawning.“ Ten minutes. ” He shrugs his shoulders.I turn my head toward him, a lumping forming in my throat after hearing his answer.“ You came up with something t
MIRACLE POVCain turned out to be very serious about the ‘not gonna talk to you’ threat. He didn’t even come back in the night and stayed Moon Goddess knows where.For a change, I didn’t leave to look for him. I felt too tired for it.The strange conversation I had with Amanda bothered me throughout the night and didn’t let me sleep even for a moment. Curiosity is killing me slowly.The morning came and I went down to the study room to find Cain finally, but I found Xavier instead. Cain had asked Xavier to tell me that we were leaving right away as it was 2 days drive to the dark forest from here.To my surprise, Cain and I are leaving alone. No one else is coming with us and before I could ask Xavier about it, he told me on his own that it’s best to leave alone because it will help us remain unnoticed for a long time.The fewer people, the better chance at staying undetected by any other