MIRACLE POV
I am dreaming. I know it, but this feels too real.
I am seeing his memories again. I wonder how this happens in the first place, but I have no answer for this.
Looking from his eyes, I can see bodies piled upon bodies. A massacre.
This seems like the work of a beast and deep down I know it’s him who did this. He killed humans. Lots and lots of them and now he is simply staring at them without an ounce of regret. Or perhaps, he regrets it deep down somewhere, but he is in some phase of madness that he is unable to bring himself out of.
After watching the bloody scene for a long time, his wolf begins walking back to the huge palace.
It seems like days pass as mere moments in this dream and I witness his memory in which he has killed people – innocent people. He has caused destruction – great destruction.
I feel so angry and hateful toward him. I want to reach out and stop the cruelty, but h
MIRACLE POV After I apologize for nothing in general like an idiot, he only gives me a poker face. “ What are you apologizing for? ” He questions, his face expressionless. Finally, he asked. I thought he will never ask me. “ I – ” I trail off, not finding the right words or the right excuse. Should I tell him the truth? Will he believe me if I said that I saw his memories which is strange. Seeing an Alpha’s memory is only possible if his blood is in my blood stream. This only points to one thing. He saved me with his blood again. Sighing, I look down at my hands. They are still stained with my own blood. I shouldn’t have done this. I shouldn’t have tried to kill myself so I could hurt him eventually. “ You still want me to reject you?... ” I whisper out and look up in his silver gray orbs. Surprise flashes in his eyes and he shifts his weight from his right foot to the left one, before h
CAIN’S POV She saw things. That’s not too good. Did she see Elijah too? I wonder as I look up, trying to shake off all thoughts from my mind. I am at Crescent Moon Pack. Right – It was Miracle’s Pack. Her father had died after she left thought. She probably doesn’t know about his death at all as she doesn’t have any bond with this pack anymore. After the future Alpha of Crescent Moon Pack – Matthew Cullen died, Miracle Cullen was shunned from the pack by the current Alpha. She went away and her father died a few months later, because there was just so much heartbreak a wolf could take. Marcus Cullen was a strong wolf. He survived even after his mate died and he kept himself sane for his children, but the moment both of his children were gone, his connection to life was gone too. So, he died. Now, the former Beta of this pack – John is the new Alpha. He is capable, that’s a given, so I don’t have any problem with him being the
MIRACLE POVI have been staring at the ceiling, doing nothing, for hours now.It’s so boring and nerve wrecking.The more I have time, the more I think. The more I think, the more I feel.It’s not good for my health at all.Sighing, I raise my hand in the air, blocking my view of the ceiling. Waving my hand in the air, I feel stupid to myself, but I don’t have anything else to do.That Alpha King fought with me and he managed to say some really hurtful things this time.They all think I never tried. What could a single soul like me would have done against a pack of twenty rogues? They don’t think logically at all.Even if I almost died and was thrown off edge with my brother, they still think I didn’t try enough because the Future Alpha of Crescent Moon Pack had died protecting me.If you haven’t ran outside the borders, he would be alive. They always say this.
MIRACLE POVHis lips just stay still, tingles running up and down my body. The pain subsides immediately like it was never there to begin with.I close my eyes, my mind focusing only on his touch. It calms me down. It makes me oddly feel alive and dead at the same time.Sighing softly, he pulls away and gets up, knowing the pain has gone away. Opening my eyes, I crane my neck back to look up at him.His silver gray eyes are switching between red and the natural color rapidly, the wolf threatening to take control over his mind and body. I can feel this light nudge at the back of my mind too.“ You have to reject me. ” He whispers, but his voice sounds too loud in my ears. Perhaps, I don’t want to hear these words, that’s why they sound so loud.“ I am not rejecting you. Ever. ” I reply, an uneasy feeling gripping my heart.Is he going to torture me? But, it hurts him too. I don&rsquo
CAIN POV Her thoughts are too loud. It’s not in my control to block them out and she doesn’t know how to fucking build a wall in her mind. I bet, she doesn’t know how to do it anymore. This is strange. I can block her thoughts if I want to, but I want to know what she is thinking. At least, I have the privilege to know what she is thinking this time, because she is weak, she is not trusted and she doesn’t know how to build a mind wall to keep her thoughts away from my mind – his mate’s mind. How strangely Moon Goddess made mates. They literally become one with all this listening to each other’s thoughts and feel what the other one is feeling. No need for long ass conversations at all. I looked at her for quite some time, from the window on the first floor. She was talking to her wolf. Her hair swayed lightly due to the strong breeze and her scent travelled to me. It’s so infuriating sometimes, that she pays no attentio
MIRACLE POV “ I told your Punishment equipment Olivia that you are my mate and she knows I am marked too. ” I don’t even know why I said this to him in the first place. He was behaving oddly good just now and I, as always, ruined it by saying the most dumbest thing at an unexpected time. I flinch when he whips his head around and shoots me a vicious glare. I try to act nonchalant, but I get scared every time he looks at me like this. Like…He is going to throw me into a river so my lungs can get filled with water and then pull me out so I gasp for an ounce of oxygen. I inhale sharply, dragging my tongue across my lips. He saunters toward me, his expressions unforgiving and his movement calculated. “ You. Did. What? ” He says each word with each stair he climbs down, his eyes flashing glowing red. I swear I can see steam coming out of his ears. He didn’t want her to know that I am his mate? Why? Is he ashamed of me? I gulp the non – existent lum
MIRACLE POVHave you ever wanted something and someone so bad that you can feel an itch under the layer of your skin? I haven’t.Not before this stupid Heat Season in all honesty.I feel so angry at him for using this against me, but I should have known he will do this.He is too smart and cruel.“ I will not reject you. Not now. Not ever. ” I shake my head stubbornly, my eyes shifting colors as Gia shifts inside me.Will this be better if I let Gia take over? I will not be in control anymore. Occasionally, it’s better to give up on the rational mind, I guess.This heat season which forces me to want him in all ways also makes me want to act stupid.Lifting my gaze to look at Cain, I stiffen up immediately.He is staring at me. There is nothing in his eyes. No emotion. No warmth. He is not even blinking.He is just waiting. He got me all weak and he wants to make use of thi
MIRACLE POV “ You are saying I am not…Loveable? Am I so bad? ” I step forward, my eyes fixed at his as I try to push the tears back. I hate this more than I like to admit. I don’t want him to mate with me, I don’t want him to kill me, I don’t want him to hate me, I don’t want to be forced to feel this way…But, I am helpless when it comes to the mate bond and mate mark on my neck. “ We are not alike. You and Me. We are different. There is no way we could have even looked at each other if we were not mated. I don’t think there is anything I can love about you. I don’t know about others. ” Cain speaks out with his eyes holding mine. My shoulders that were stiff, loosen up. So that’s what he meant? He is so confusing. Just when he is about to achieve what he aims for, he stops pushing forward and takes a step back. Is this because my pain will cause him pain eventually or is there something else? I don’t know yet, but I think I will find
MIRACLE POVMy mind was drifting off to some weird memories, the past. There was an element of darkness swirling deep inside somewhere while I thought about my childhood, my father, my brother then everything changed in my view and I thought about the day I was thrown out of my own pack house.Lost. Alone. Miserable. That’s what I had become, but then, I refused to let this life hit me hard and throw me off my feet.I will help myself, I will not give up…That’s what I had thought and I had made it through everything all alone. I am strong, I had whispered this to myself many times.Then, I met Cain.He was not what I had expected, the rainbows and sunshine, the answer to all my questions, my saviour.He hurt me on great levels, but I still continued to love him. My stubborn side hated him though. But the hopef
MIRACLE POVBefore I can even blink, Cain takes his hand out of my hold and then runs ahead.A war breaks out around us. Hybrids are adamant on killing the werewolves, but we all know they are our own people so we won’t hurt them anymore.“ You will stay out of this. ” Matthew warns me before he takes off behind Cain who is aiming right for Elijah.Elijah sees Cain coming. Instead of running like he always did before, Elijah seems to want to end this today.Just like us.I do what I did the last time during the war. I make it to different hybrids and watch them freeze, before I twist their necks.This takes my focus off Cain and Matthew. I catch glimpse of them after a while and they are both fighting Elijah.Elijah is easily handling both of them. The training of centuries and the unnatural power is really helping him in this.I shake my
MIRACLE POV~A WEEK LATER…“ I don’t think it’s a great idea. ” I repeat the same thing like a broken radio.Cain turns to look at me, an annoyed look painted over his face and held into his eyes.“ Come on. Do you want to fight again? ” He groans, focusing back on the road.I give him a once over look and the previous night flashes before my eyes. We had sex until morning after arguing for two hours…I cringe at the thought and look away before we start something like this again.I look out of the window and see all the familiar roads. We are once again going back to the dark forest and it’s not making me feel any good.The first time was creepy enough in my opinion, but apparently, we have no way other than doing this.I inhale deeply and glance at Cain. “ I never thought Matthew would this. ”There is worry an
MIRACLE POVHow can I be so oblivious to this? I often wondered what Cain felt for me, but the thought that he loved me had never crossed my mind…Perhaps, I was too insecure to realise he loved me and all his actions were his display of love for me.I don’t know where to fit this newfound wholesome feeling now. He loves me and I am not stuck in a never ending cycle of one-sided love anymore.Consider me impatient or maybe selfish, but I want him to mark me and mate with me right now and right here just so nothing can ever separate us again. I am afraid of time, love and circumstances…and I desperately need the stability now.“ Do you want to mark me? ” I breath the question against his lips, my eyes filled with hope.Cain goes still, his eyes fixed at me, equally unmoving. His chest is not even moving up and down which means he is holding his breath back.Say yes. I plead through my eyes while
CAIN POVThere it is. I told her. Finally.The feel is supposed to be like ‘yaay’ but seeing her blank expressions throws me off the track of all expectations.I stare at her, my breath stuck in my throat and all she does is…acting the same way as me.“ I told this to the Secret keeper. ” I mumble, still expecting some kind of reaction.Something…My shoulders drop down a little. Anything at least? I squint my eyes, observing her dumb face.Her eyes are wide open, round and unblinking. Her kissable beautiful pink lips are a little parted as she inhales and exhales softly.Okay. Now what? I wonder as I raise my hand to her cheek, wanting to bring her down to this world.It’s not supposed to be such a shock right? I told her I cared about her a lot of times.“ Miracle…” I whisper her sweet name, my fingers landing on her soft cheek.Sudde
MIRACLE POVI felt my skin peeling off. I couldn’t understand what was happening to me and why it was happening in the first place.My soul was slowly ripping itself apart from my body and I could feel it deep inside me as I bled.I was calling out to Cain, but he was not coming and the pain was not allowing me to open my eyes and find him.He was there. Near me. I could sense him, but I could not see him or hear him at all.The constant ringing in my ears was growing louder and louder by the moment while blood began to coat my body as a new skin.I never felt this kind of unbearable pain before. Not even when Elijah tortured me. It was like I wanted to die so I could free myself from this misery.Then, I just lost my consciousness and everything went black. It was a relief that I didn’t have to endure such a horrible agony for much longer.******This always happens to me and it’s even getting normal n
CAIN POVI didn’t know how I was going to deal with the secret keeper. A secret I never told anyone? I couldn’t think of something like that.…And even if there is something like that, I am not going to tell something like that to the minion of God of Chaos. I can’t invite home something more horrible than Elijah.That’s why I wanted to go alone, but Miracle came along. Gratefully, she listened to me and stayed behind.I went to the forest, a creepy feeling crawling up my spine with every step I took forward.Eventually, I ended up in front of the old cottage in the dark forest. There is a thick fog surrounding everything here and it makes my vision hazy.Like the secret keeper knew I was here, she opened the cottage’s door and stepped outside.Surprise overcame my expressions. Amanda
MIRACLE POVDay turns into night and then night turns into the new day.Cain still doesn’t know what he wants to tell the secret keeper.I wish I had a secret of my own so I could tell it to the secret keeper. That way I would have been able to save Cain from this trouble.Cain have been constantly driving and we only stopped to eat something in the neutral territories.Cain didn’t sleep through the night and I couldn’t sleep either so we both just stayed awake in silence. I know we need to get this done and then we need to get back to the pack so nothing goes wrong there.“ How far is it? ” I ask, yawning.“ Ten minutes. ” He shrugs his shoulders.I turn my head toward him, a lumping forming in my throat after hearing his answer.“ You came up with something t
MIRACLE POVCain turned out to be very serious about the ‘not gonna talk to you’ threat. He didn’t even come back in the night and stayed Moon Goddess knows where.For a change, I didn’t leave to look for him. I felt too tired for it.The strange conversation I had with Amanda bothered me throughout the night and didn’t let me sleep even for a moment. Curiosity is killing me slowly.The morning came and I went down to the study room to find Cain finally, but I found Xavier instead. Cain had asked Xavier to tell me that we were leaving right away as it was 2 days drive to the dark forest from here.To my surprise, Cain and I are leaving alone. No one else is coming with us and before I could ask Xavier about it, he told me on his own that it’s best to leave alone because it will help us remain unnoticed for a long time.The fewer people, the better chance at staying undetected by any other