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Part 2- Chapter 32
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2021-09-24 22:36:50Maria’s POV-
With a squeeze I hugged the pillow tighter. I felt like crap. I was hungover!
In Fact not hungover just dead, but ten times over.
My body ached and my head felt so heavy, all the dancing from last night had taken a toll on my muscles like I had never done any workout of any kind in my entire life.
I squinted my eyes open, adjusting to the natural light that seeped through my half open curtains.
I have no idea what time it is but I was hoping to see darkness when I opened my eyes because.. sleep..god sleep is all i want right now.
A glass of water and two white t
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