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Part 2- Chapter 40
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2021-11-12 13:00:24Lucien’s pov-
She sighed heavily beside me, and I knew all playfulness was now over. And just as I had expected I looked down to see her lips pulled into a thin line and her smile vanished.
“Did we ruin it?” she asked, her face contort of many emotions.
“What do you mean?” I frowned not entirely understanding her question.
“We were so happy together when we were young. You know, before the kissing and the hand holding began” she drifted her eyes to her lap “before the risk we took to fall in or out of love. What happened to us?” she asked, I wasn’t even sure if she was asking me or herself.
With her question it was obvious that although she was trying her best to hide that our breakup had hurt her, she couldn’t, she was in fact burnt and in pain by the fall out of her love for me.
“We could go forever without ever getting into an a
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