Camila
My hands are sweaty and damp as I let go of the steering wheel.
Just breathe. In and out.
I bow my head, shutting my eyes, focusing on the slow rhythm of my breathing. It's the third time I've tried this in the last ten minutes. It hasn't calmed me yet, but I can't think of anything better.
I could just drive away instead of meeting Asher face-to-face. The thought tempts me. Relaxing my grip on the steering wheel, I push open the car door. As appealing as disappearing sounds, it would mean losing my only chance to save the studio.
I need to be brave.
I can do this.
Adjusting my jean jacket over my knee-length tan sweater dress, I slip my phone, with my wallet attached, into my pocket. It probably won't help much, but I've set Adriana as my emergency contact, not my mom. If she found out I was in trouble, she'd overreact. And involving the police would likely be pointless.
Adriana, though, would figure something out if I called her in a panic. She'd make Jonah move mountains to help me.
I hope it doesn't come to that.
Locking my car, I stride purposefully in my ankle boots towards Topher's. Unlike last night, there's no crowd of partygoers hanging around outside. That's one less obstacle for me.
Pushing open the heavy front door, I scan the lounge, searching for Asher. I'm a few minutes late for our meeting—I didn't want to seem too eager or desperate by arriving early.
He should already be here. Where is he? He's hard to miss. The man is like a walking refrigerator!
Topher's keeps the lighting low, but it's not pitch dark. Where could he be hiding? And why is it unusually quiet tonight? I count maybe five customers at the bar and one sitting alone in a booth.
"Excuse me?"
Turning, I see the waitress from last night, her hair now styled in space buns. She's dressed the same as before, but there's a twitch in her smile, an edge to her demeanor.
"Oh, hey!" I greet her.
Her smile falters slightly at the corner. "He's waiting for you over there."
I don't need to ask who she means. Following her gesture, I spot the VIP section, cordoned off with a velvet rope. I've never been there before; it's reserved for big spenders who like to flaunt their wealth.
"Thanks," I murmur. "How long has he—" My question trails off as I watch her quickly retreat, almost as if she's afraid of me now. It's unsettling, especially considering how friendly she was last night.
What changed?
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The nerves from earlier grip my heart again. Steeling myself, I walk stiffly into the VIP area. A thin curtain covers the doorway. Peeking through the gap, I see a large, rounded black leather couch. Asher sits in the center, legs spread wide, arms draped casually over the backrest. His posture exudes confidence and control. Unlike me, he didn't need to psych himself up in his car before coming inside. He's dressed impeccably in ash-gray slacks and a matching suit jacket, his chest adorned in a rich sienna shirt. If someone snapped a photo of him now, it could grace the pages of GQ magazine, earning millions in royalties.
He catches sight of me peering through the curtain. "Hello, Camila."
"Hi," I reply coldly. He chuckles, as if my demeanor amuses him. Letting the curtain fall back into place, I approach him cautiously. "You didn't need to book the VIP section. We're just here to discuss business."
“My mother should know that you change your mind and won’t be buying the studio.”
“That would not be generosity.”
“But it would be to me.”
Eyes narrowed, Asher gave me a curious look. “You would allow your mother to end up on the street? And for what? Your pride?”
I was jerked forward, causing a few drops of champagne to spill onto my dress. “I would never let her end up on the street. You have a big idea of yourself if you think you are our only option.”
“I am your only option,” he said sharply.
My indignation simmers into a full-blown inferno of disgust. “Anyone would be better than a murderer.”
It’s as if all the air has fled the room. Asher is immobile, focusing on me with his eyes so intently that I can feel the angry heat emanating from them.
“Oh, ptichka.” There’s a silky danger in his voice now. “That was the wrong thing to say.”
Not wanting to show any weakness, I push my jaw out defiantly. “Back out of the deal, or I’ll call the cops on you.”
“Is that a threat?”
“I’m not afraid of you.”
“Clearly.” Settling into the cushions, he takes a swallow from his glass. “But if I am, as you say, a murderer,” he sets the glass down, “then agreeing to meet me in person tells me that you’re either very brave, Camila, or very stupid.”
Something in his demeanor has changed. It seeps from his pores, a black, insidious cloud that fills the room until I’m struggling to breathe. Asher isn’t worried about my promise to call the cops. In fact, he’s practically daring me to do it. Coldness grips my heart. I’m in over my head. Setting the champagne down, I will my legs not to tremble when I rise. “I’m leaving.”
His smile is cruel. “Are you?”
Whirling around, I throw the curtain aside. I’m moving with purpose, but internally, I’m frantically making plans. Don’t look back, don’t scream, just get out and go to your car. From there I can call the police … warn my mother to go somewhere safe until this is all handled. Asher is dangerous; I knew it from the start.
And he’s right about one thing. I was stupid for coming here.
The hair on the back of my neck rises as I walk. Something’s not right. The only sound in the lounge is the music piping from the speakers. I look around and suddenly realize that it’s empty. Where is everybody? There were at least people—customers drinking and waitresses walking about—when I walked inside. It can’t have been more than a few minutes. And I know Topher’s doesn’t close this early.
“You didn’t know, did you?”
Spinning, I back up at the sight of Asher looming over me. His hands are folded behind his jacket, while that same handsome, predatory grin flits across his face.
“Know what?” I demand.
He turns to the right, gesturing grandly at the ceiling, then at the curved bar. “This is my establishment. I own it, Camila. Just like I’ll own yours.”
The revelation is a gut-check. This city has bred corruption longer than I’ve been alive. But to learn that a place I’ve used as a sanctuary to let my guard down, to let loose with friends, is owned by this wretched man … It’s too much. What else does he control? How far do his hands reach?
And when will he stop?
The last wall holding my fear at bay crumbles. Inching my heel backward, I take a second step, then bolt toward the exit. Adrenaline leaves my tongue tasting like battery acid. It makes me faster than normal too, and I burst through the exit with my calves straining. I don’t see the wall of men until it’s too late.
Screaming in shock, I stumble into the chest of the man right in front of me. His hands wrap around my upper arms, digging in, holding me still.
“Let go of me!” I shriek, wrenching from side to side. He laughs, a few of his companions joining in. All of them are big, though none would rival Asher. Twisting violently to escape, I throw my elbows, searching for something to hit.
“Look at her fight,” one of them chuckles.
“A wild one,” another agrees.
The man gripping me gives me a hard shake. I lose my balance, and he takes the opportunity to yank me against his rough peacoat, forcing my breasts into his body. He lets loose a disgusting groan, indicating he’s enjoying the contact. Horrified, I stare up at his face. His head is shaved. I notice, in my hyper-awareness brought on by fear, that there’s a small raised scar on his left temple.
“Calm down.” His breath smells like rank pickles. “You’re not going anywhere. When Asher Volkov wants something, he gets it. Ponimayesh?”
Hearing Asher’s name lights another flash of defiance in me. With renewed strength, I drive my boot heel sharply into the man’s ankle. He shouts, jumping as he releases me.
“You bitch!” he roars.
His companions cackle at the display. “She got you good, Kostya!”
He swipes to grab hold of me again. Dodging aside, I sprint blindly away from the group. Where do I go? How do I get away? I’m spinning, tangled in a tornado of mocking faces who all want to harm me. I run to my right, but I’m blocked. To the left is another row of hands snatching for my body. The men have created a funnel that forces me back toward the lounge. Unable to go elsewhere, I dart at the front doors.
This time, I hit the biggest blockade of all.
Asher clutches my wrists in a single hand. With his other, he cups my cheeks, manipulating me to gaze up at him.
“What a shame,” but now, he’s no longer smiling, “that you won’t be changing your opinion about me, Camila.”
His fingers reach into my pocket, dig around like a second home, and pull out my keys. He dangles them in front of my nose before tossing them to a man nearby. “Move her car. It’s parked around the corner.”
Sucking in breath after breath, I almost miss the crunch of tires pulling up on the curb. Asher looks over my head. My gaze follows him, and a glossy black Cadillac Escalade pulls up.
“What’s happening?” I ask shakily.
Ignoring me, he thrusts me toward the men. Two of them hold me by either arm, being extra careful this time not to let me attack them.
“Put her in the back seat,” he commands them.
Panic seizes me when I realize what’s about to happen.
“No! Let me go! Stop, please! Someone help me! Someone, help! HELP!” My voice echoes around the empty streets. Asher isn’t fazed. He watches calmly as I’m pushed into the vehicle.
I know there are people in the area. It’s impossible for nobody to hear my desperate pleas. I can see them peeking through window cracks to witness what’s happening to me, but not a single one intervenes. Nobody is willing to stick out their neck and get involved.
I yell again, shrieking until my throat is raw, but it’s pointless.
No one is coming to save me.
AsherThere’s an old saying: the devil resides in calm waters.I doubt Camila knows this proverb. Unfortunate for her, but advantageous for me.Inside the car, darkness envelops us. In this space, only she and I exist. The driver is inconsequential to me. The men waiting to follow us are irrelevant. Right now, all that matters, if only for a moment, is the satisfaction of having her. Camila is in my grasp.Pulling out my phone, its screen casts a faint blue glow in the car’s interior. It outlines the edges of her jaw, highlighting each strand of hair that has come loose from her once pristine updo. She’s beautiful, even in fear. Perhaps... more so, in a peculiar way. She reminds me of a vibrant butterfly resting on a flower. They stand out in the world, demanding attention. Yet for all their splendor, a gentle touch can crush them into dust.“What are you going to do with me?” she demands.Such boldness. Even now, here, trapped with me. I ignore her, focusing on typing a message to Mi
CamilaThe urge to resist surges through me, my body coiled like a spring, yearning to erupt with every uncertain step I take. Don’t fight yet. I need to orient myself before I make a move. I know I’m outnumbered. Patience is my only ally."Inside," one of the men grunts, pushing his hand against my back. A forceful shove sends me stumbling forward. I regain my balance and spin around to confront them—there's a click. I freeze, imagining the barrel of a gun aimed at my chest. They’re going to shoot me. I’m dead. Oh shit.My breath rushes out in a frantic stream, my ears straining to catch any hint of what Asher’s men might be planning.Silence greets me.That wasn’t a gun cocking. It was the door closing!Ripping off the blindfold, I find myself alone in a bedroom. Despite its size, it doesn’t feel empty. The shelves lining the walls are meticulously adorned with bowls of dried flowers and small candles in shades of red, complementing the sunflower-yellow carpet. A single window with
AsherShock, unease, fear—the fleeting emotions that dance across Camila's face transform her beauty in ever-changing ways. But in an instant, she masks them behind a veneer of genuine rage, her fists clenched at her sides.Advancing towards me, she demands, "What the hell is going on? What is all of this?""You'll have to be more specific," I chuckle lightly.Furrowing her brow, she gestures towards the photos on the wall. "Have you been following me?""Just doing some research," I reply casually.It's the nonchalant manner in which I deliver those words that seems to unsettle her. Camila stiffens, as though restraining an impulse to strike me. A surge of adrenaline courses through me; I enjoy provoking her, though it's neither professional nor part of the plan. Some things are beyond prediction.She exhales sharply, her shoulders slumping. "Stop playing games. I want to know why you're doing all of this.""I'm not playing any game, ptichka," I assert, closing the distance between us
CamilaI'm stuck with a murderer, and I've just agreed to remain with him indefinitely.That's Asher. He didn't try to deny it. If anything, he seemed sickeningly proud of his capability to kill. There was no hint of remorse in his eyes or voice as he recounted his version of what happened by the docks the other night.How can I trust anything he says? His story about Yannick could easily be a manipulation. But strangely, I do believe Asher. My gut tells me he has no reason to lie about this. If he intended to harm me or my mother, he could have done it already. That's why there must be some truth in his promise to protect me.But I refuse to feel indebted to him.Not to a man like him.The revelation that he's Bratva actually makes sense. The wealth, owning Topher's and who knows what else—this mansion, and his men. Even the way the waitress seemed terrified when she pointed out he was in the VIP, despite her earlier assertiveness in dealing with a man who touched her.Honestly, I fe
AsherTHE NEXT NIGHTWater runs in fast circles around my feet. Some of it gets in my eyes, blurring my vision. It doesn’t stop me from watching the drain. It’s easy to imagine myself washing away more than just sweat or dirt in this pristine place. The truth is, even if the water runs clear, my sins aren’t gone. Nothing can wipe them from my soul.She hates me, but she agreed to dinner. I remember Camila’s face this morning when I came to her door, and how she glared at me through the crack. The thought draws a dark laugh from my throat. She is wild. I have a feeling if I’d stepped into her room, she would have tried to attack me. There are no weapons in there; I made sure of that. But still … I wouldn’t put it past her to have found something suitable outside of her bedroom, tucking it away until I came to see her.Camila has claws; that doesn’t make her foolish enough to use them. Bracing my palms on the pure white tiles of my shower, I arch my face upward into the hot spray. How f
She doesn’t argue as she stalks away, her head held high, her hair a mess, and her heels clicking on the wooden floorboards with every step. Nothing in her posture indicates that she lost our battle. I could’ve killed her if I wanted to. But she won.And she knows it.Sitting heavily in my chair, I stare at our plates of food. Camila didn’t touch anything. In fact, she actively refuses every kind gesture I make. I’ve never had someone reject me so thoroughly. My mind is frazzled as it tries to process what the hell just happened.A ringing comes from my pocket. Still distracted, I put my phone to my ear. “Hello?”“You’re not going to get away with this.”An icy waterfall drenches me, clearing my mind of the haze of Camila. The voice on the line is thick, gritty, and easy to recognize.“Yannick,” I say, “I was almost starting to get worried you wouldn’t call.”“Act as calm as you want. I’m not joking around. You will pay for this stunt of yours.”He hangs up before I can respond. Holdi
CamilaI should have kept the knife.That’s all I can think about as I rip the green dress from my body, throwing it onto the floor of the bedroom like it’s a useless rag. It joins the discarded heels, the only shoes I have since they’re the ones I arrived in. Layla was prescient enough to bring me a few pairs of underwear along with the dress. But now, thinking about that kindness makes me angrier.She knew I’d need clean clothes because she’s in on the plan to keep me here. It’s easy to be mad at her. She’s what set Asher off when I was trying to probe him for information. He picked up on how I was subtly leading him into talking about himself. He’s not an easy man to trick.Remembering how I attacked Asher doesn’t bring me joy. In hindsight, it was a stupid move. Because he’s right. If I’d managed to hurt him, or worse, kill him … What would have happened to me? Somehow, I doubt his men would have just let me waltz out after I killed their boss.And if he’s telling the truth about
CamilaThe pancakes have no flavor. From a distance, I watch myself lift a forkful of the tender batter into my mouth. It’s heavy on my tongue, like chewing a wet sweater, but I eat it anyway. Partly because I need my strength for what’s going to happen today. The other reason is I’m being watched.The young woman waiting by the doorway of the breakfast nook is wearing similar garb to Layla. Hers is lighter in shade, more sienna than soil, but the dress falls to the same length on her wrists and ankles. She keeps her hair in a pair of blonde braids that reach her clavicle, and unlike Layla, she doesn’t have a trace of jewelry on that I can see.Even if she’s got rosy cheeks, I know a sentry when I see one.“You don’t have to stand there,” I tell her. “I’m not going to vanish.”She stiffens like a bolt of lightning hit the top of her head. “Oh! No! I don’t think—It’s just that, um, Mr. Volkov, wanted me to make sure you had everything you needed.”I’m not seated in the same dining room
CamilaThree years laterI'm going to be late!It's the one thing I was dead set on avoiding. I'd looked Asher in the eye this morning, kissing him as I climbed into my car, and assured him I would definitely be on time for our date.How arrogant of me.It's not my fault, the Nutcracker performance is in just two weeks. It's our biggest show and it has to be perfect. It's baffling that in just a few years my studio has blown up to be recognized as the top ballet studio in the state. Maybe the entire coast, though I try not to let my ego get wind of that.But none of that matters. Today is about celebrating my three-year anniversary with Asher.Which is why I should NOT be late. Ugh.Driving through downtown, I take a familiar road that I'd be able to navigate in the dark. Street lamps being out because someone busted the glass with a rock for fun wouldn't be strange—in the past, that is.Big globe lights propped on black poles dot the entire sidewalk, glowing like a row of tiny moons
CamilaHe leaps across the room, his reflection copying him in the floor to ceiling mirrors. One spin, a second and a third, before he bends forward, arms stretching long enough they give him the illusion of being taller than he is.When he finishes his last pirouette, Roman faces me with his eyes ablaze. Some of his dark hair is stuck to his forehead.I clap enthusiastically. "That was wonderful, Roman!"His smile deepens his dimples. There's pride on his face, but his voice still has the fragility of an unsure child. "Thanks. But I keep messing up on the pivot.""You'll get it, just keeping trying."Cocking his head, he frowns to himself. Looking in the mirror he does a few quick half-bends, like he's testing my theory. "You're sure that's enough?"Putting my hands on his shoulders from behind, I study our reflections. Roman has changed in a short amount of time. It began the night he was forced to witness his father's death. The kindness that was always in his heart has crawled ful
AsherI've been lucky enough to see many beautiful things in my lifetime. Expert oil paintings, hand crafted statues, flowers that took years to cultivate into a special shade of maroon.Camila outshines all of them.I'm knuckle deep inside of her, my other hand cupping her left breast and teasing her hard nipple. She's mewling beneath me, the sound of it making me wild. My cock is hard enough that it hurts. A moment ago, she was jerking me off through my trunks, but she's too busy coming to do anything but quiver.Turning her brain and body into mush is addicting. She's the strongest, most intelligent woman I've ever known, but in my touch she falls apart. The power of that... it thrills a dark part of my soul, a hungry, primal piece of me that wants to conquer.Camila tries to look at me—her sunglasses are gone, and her face is scrunched up in the sunlight. I lift an arm over her head to create shade, lowering my face to hers in a passionate kiss. This works even better because she
Asher spins me in a circle, and to my personal horror, I stumble. Catching myself, I narrow my eyes, my competitive nature roaring to life. I haven't made a mistake on a dance floor since I was a child. "You're alright," I tell him lightly.His chuckle is razor sharp. "Just alright?""Were you trained?" I ask, my feet tapping around his, matching his pace. His palm smooths over my hip, grazing my thigh as he lifts my leg to hook onto his middle. It's not fair that he can throw me off balance with sexy moves like this. I try to maintain a cold expression, but it's impossible when he dips me low, his face inches from mine.His teeth glint in the fairy lights strung above. "I taught myself.""Bullshit," I scoff.The smugness in his laugh creates hot swirls in my heart. "So you are impressed.""Fine, maybe a little."That time, his laugh is warmer—kinder. It coaxes a smile out of me. Hoisting me up to my feet, he holds me close, our bodies swaying in unison. "It should come as no shock th
"After," he says, kissing the top of my breasts. "When we're done."A single finger rolls down my spine; he unclips the bra, yanking it off my arms by the straps. I don't know where it ends up after that.His hands palm over my naked breasts, covering them fully. He pushes inward, my soft skin pressing through the gaps of his fingers as my chest overflows from the pressure. Gasping, I toss my head back, enduring the hard jolt of delicious pleasure. My nipples firm and dig into his palms; he loosens his hold, making light circles over my nipples, playing with me until I see stars."Oh!” I moan. “Yes.”I rub myself against his pelvis, ramping the speed, the force, until I expect smoke to start forming. The friction is perfect on my clit. If I keep at it, I'll come just from this. He hikes my skirt up, rolling my panties downward. I'm not satisfied by this; the texture of my skirt is too much for my sensitive skin. I rip it up, over my chest, until it comes over my head.Asher stops movi
CamilaI've never seen so many shades of blue and green. The ocean is like a stained-glass painting, stretching for endless miles until the border merges with the cerulean sky, making it impossible to tell them apart. It's the most amazing thing I've ever seen.But I can't enjoy it, not with my heart wedged in my throat."Are we almost there?" I yell over the buzz of the sea-plane's engine.The white and red plane looked sturdy when I first laid my eyes on it. Now, though, with the air yanking at the wings, jolting the plane from side to side, I feel like it’s about to split in two. I wish it was as big as the one we took to the main airport. The flight to the Maldives was long, but thanks to Asher splurging for first class, quite comfortable.This is anything but that."Excuse me?" I yell louder, trying to get the pilot's attention. "I asked how much longer until we're at the Reethi Rah resort?""It's okay, Camila." Asher gives my hand a squeeze, pulling me closer to him in our seats
Asher"It's taken months, but I think we’re finally about to root out all of the corrupt cops on Yannick's payroll," Jonah says as he paces in front of his window. It's a new office, one that's on a higher floor and bigger than the last.Whatever his complaints about me, our connection has helped lift him up in his career.I nod as he finishes talking."Thank you for working so hard at this.""Please, it's my pleasure," he chuckles, spreading his arms. "With the new police commissioner's help, this city will be scraped clean. This is a day that’s been decades in the making."Camila casts me a sly look from where she's sitting across the room. She sits everywhere now, her stomach jutting out as the baby threatens to come each new day. Her eyebrows wiggle; she's trying to tell me that Jonah is a piece of work. I agree."What happens now?" I ask him."All the paperwork is being organized, the records of the Grachev Bratva should be corrected in time. But you need to keep a close lid on t
CamilaMy toes are perfectly pointed as I strut across the stage. A simple ankle-turn and I'm pivoting, another and another and I'm a flurry of motion, my white tutu fluffing like a dandelion on the breeze. I was born to dance. I know this in my soul.Curtains flutter around me, brushing me as if they want to hold me close. The only person I want a hug from is the man sitting in the audience.Dad beams proudly, never taking his eyes off of me.I'm so glad I decided to do this performance! I'd been terrified when Mom suggested it, the moves were advanced for a ten-year-old like me, but she would always click her tongue and insist that she did ballet like this when she was my age.But Dad?He caught me fretting in the studio, staring at myself awkwardly in the tall mirrors. He'd come to me, knelt, and told me not to be afraid of the stage. Even if you make a mistake, it won't matter to me. If you get nervous, just look for me in the audience, malyshka.Lunging forward, I hold my breath,
AsherNight has become day from the fires of the chattering rifles. Each time a muzzle flashes I can see the face of the man firing it. Whether an enemy or one of my own boeviki, they all have the same feral expression.Everyone is fighting for their life.Including me."This way," I urge Camila, holding her by her wrist. We wasted enough time hovering inside the front door of Yannick's hideaway. I had to get my bearings, but I know we can't linger. As helpful as this chaos is, someone is bound to come and check on Yannick.Not every one of his men is a corrupt cop, some are as loyal to him as my own brigadiers.Camila tugs backwards. "Wait!""No time," I argue, stopping on the front step. She's gawking at the fighting behind me. Her eyes shine with flashes of guns going off, the sound loud in my skull. Katinka and Roman crouch behind her. They're just as afraid. "If we stay here, we'll be found, and then?—"The wood of the door-frame explodes next to my ear. Splinters stab into my te