Asher
There’s an old saying: the devil resides in calm waters.
I doubt Camila knows this proverb. Unfortunate for her, but advantageous for me.
Inside the car, darkness envelops us. In this space, only she and I exist. The driver is inconsequential to me. The men waiting to follow us are irrelevant. Right now, all that matters, if only for a moment, is the satisfaction of having her. Camila is in my grasp.
Pulling out my phone, its screen casts a faint blue glow in the car’s interior. It outlines the edges of her jaw, highlighting each strand of hair that has come loose from her once pristine updo. She’s beautiful, even in fear. Perhaps... more so, in a peculiar way. She reminds me of a vibrant butterfly resting on a flower. They stand out in the world, demanding attention. Yet for all their splendor, a gentle touch can crush them into dust.
“What are you going to do with me?” she demands.
Such boldness. Even now, here, trapped with me. I ignore her, focusing on typing a message to Mila. It’s crucial to inform her promptly of the situation. There’s an opportunity—a significant one—to accomplish something monumental tonight.
Me: I have what I need to swiftly end the conflict with Yannick. Now, you must play your part.
After sending the text, I return my phone to my pocket. Turning to face Camila, I interlace my fingers on my lap. Her eyes widen, her chin quivers as she struggles to maintain composure. She’s on the edge of breaking.
“I asked,” her voice trembles, “what are you planning to do with me?”
“What do you think I’m going to do?”
Camila falls silent and draws her knees together, tucking herself into a ball. She wedges into the window to get as far from me as she can. Without a word, she makes it clear what she expects. Movies have done a wonderful job creating the cultural fear that a gorgeous woman like her would be captured for only one thing.
I don’t bother correcting her fear.
It’s good for her to be afraid.
The car jolts forward, startling a small gasp from her plump lips. She has a thin indentation down her bottom lip that fascinates me. During our meeting tonight, it was a frustrating struggle to stay focused instead of staring at her damn mouth. The mouth that called you a murderer, I remind myself. She’s not wrong.
Still … I’m amazed she had the spine to come see me tonight, knowing what she did.
Reclining in my seat, I roll my neck to loosen the muscles. “As long as you cooperate, you have nothing to fear. But if you try to turn against me?” Lifting my fist between us, I crack my knuckles. Camila flinches. “Now, please, enjoy the ride.”
She doesn’t speak after that. I’m tempted to goad her into some kind of response; I have a wicked urge to get a rise out of this woman. I can’t explain the desire, or more likely, I don’t want to. You’re just riled up because you’ve got her. That’s all it is. I’m a cat playing with his food. Raw instinct doesn’t need an intelligent explanation.
A whiff of orange peel enters my nose. In the small pocket of the car, there’s no avoiding her smell. Shifting around, I make myself stare out the window. The city sprawl is vanishing the further we drive. There’s less light pollution, but I can still make out the shapes of scraggly trees, their bodies bending to the will of the breeze. Briefly, I wonder if Camila might bend to my will.
She breathes out softly. My fingertips clench on my thighs, digging into the muscles. How can she capture so much of my attention when she’s doing nothing?
I send a covert glance her way. That’s when she notices me noticing how she’s trying to slide her phone out of her jacket. Quick as a whip, she shoves it down deep, looking nervously out her window. We both pretend she wasn’t trying to call for help. I’m impressed she tried, but it’s a useless gesture.
I don’t tell her that though. Why not let her have a little glimmer of hope? It’s always better to give her that glimmer before extinguishing it for good.
“Here we are,” I say, spotting the hard lines of my home’s tall gates in the distance.
Camila leans forward to look. It brings her only an inch closer to me, but I feel every bit of it. “That’s where you live? It’s huge.”
“Plenty of room for guests like you.”
She gawks at me in disbelief. With a vague smile, I rest my chin on my fist, elbow on the door beside me. The car rolls through the massive gates with their spade-shaped tops. Anyone crazy enough to try and climb over would gut themselves before they managed it. And even if they did manage to get over, the guard would make quick work of them long before they reached where they needed to go.
The floodlights spanning the vibrant green yard illuminate the red and white roses. The chilly weather hasn’t beaten them down. Their soft petals wave as we pass, the edges of their wicked thorns gleaming from the corner of my eye. Camila’s gaze lingers on the flowers. She cranes her neck in the car to watch them through the rear window. I take note of that. I notice everything about her.
She’s still looking behind us when the car halts in the huge circular parking area by the mansion’s front doors. “The ride is over,” I say softly.
Camila has just enough time to look at me, and that’s all she gets before I reach for her. Grabbing her by the elbow, I yank her from the car. She shouts, thrashing the whole time.
“Let go of me!” she demands.
“In a moment.” Spinning her with ease, I press her chest against the side of the Escalade. She lets out a shocked whimper. The sound is decadent to my ears, and it sends a thrill through my body. I didn’t plan to enjoy this part. I’d never claim I was a good man, but maybe I’m more twisted than I realized. Leaning my weight against her spine, I breathe into her ear. “Hold still. I need to blindfold you.”
“Why?”
“Be a good girl and do as you’re told, for once.”
One of my men approaches and passes me a thick black square of cloth that I expertly twist around Camila’s eyes. Tying the knot behind her head, I’m careful not to tangle her long hair in the binding. My fingers trail through her luscious strands as I finish. It’s impulsive … exciting. The carnal lust in me flares again.
Focus on your task, I remind myself firmly.
I go to grab her jean jacket. In the process, my fingers slip beneath, exploring the curve of her shoulder blades through her sweater dress. The ribs on the cloth tease my fingers with their soft texture. A whimper exits her lips. I shut my eyes, gathering myself. She’s a walking sex dream. Shit.
Ten of my soldiers, are gathered in a tight perimeter around us. “Listen closely. Camila is a guest and not to be harmed.” One by one, I look them in the eye. “If you break this rule, I’ll find out; then I’ll break every single finger in your hands.”
None of them react. They know better than to defy me.
Holding Camila by her jacket, I shove her toward two of my men. I do it harder than I need to, like she’s a hot furnace that scalds to the touch. She rocks away from the hands that hold her. I can’t see her eyes, but I can tell she’s searching for me. Staying where I am, I watch and wait for her to argue. She’s been making demands since the beginning. There’s no way she’ll stop now.
Amazingly, she angles her head downward. Her pretty lips form a grim frown, but she doesn’t speak. I’m confused by her sudden compliance. She’s not fighting … not even begging. My urge to taunt her, to get a rise out of her, is interrupted by my phone buzzing.
The men haul Camila toward the mansion while I walk further away. Eagerly, I look at my phone. My joy shatters when I read the text.
Mila: Yannick showed up, just like you predicted. Couldn’t get a clear shot without causing too much extra damage.
Clutching my phone hard enough that the veins throb in the back of my hand, I growl under my breath. I push my knuckles between my eyebrows. The pressure hurts at first, but slowly, it relieves the tension in the back of my skull. It’s okay. Stay calm.
Exhaling through my nose, I gaze back at my mansion. My men are nowhere to be found. I don’t have to see them to know that they’re there. Some prowl the perimeter of the yard; others are tucked away like bees in a hive, ready to swarm at a single word from me.
No one can get inside. No one can get out.
I didn’t get Yannick tonight. But now I have her, which means there’ll be many more chances.
CamilaThe urge to resist surges through me, my body coiled like a spring, yearning to erupt with every uncertain step I take. Don’t fight yet. I need to orient myself before I make a move. I know I’m outnumbered. Patience is my only ally."Inside," one of the men grunts, pushing his hand against my back. A forceful shove sends me stumbling forward. I regain my balance and spin around to confront them—there's a click. I freeze, imagining the barrel of a gun aimed at my chest. They’re going to shoot me. I’m dead. Oh shit.My breath rushes out in a frantic stream, my ears straining to catch any hint of what Asher’s men might be planning.Silence greets me.That wasn’t a gun cocking. It was the door closing!Ripping off the blindfold, I find myself alone in a bedroom. Despite its size, it doesn’t feel empty. The shelves lining the walls are meticulously adorned with bowls of dried flowers and small candles in shades of red, complementing the sunflower-yellow carpet. A single window with
AsherShock, unease, fear—the fleeting emotions that dance across Camila's face transform her beauty in ever-changing ways. But in an instant, she masks them behind a veneer of genuine rage, her fists clenched at her sides.Advancing towards me, she demands, "What the hell is going on? What is all of this?""You'll have to be more specific," I chuckle lightly.Furrowing her brow, she gestures towards the photos on the wall. "Have you been following me?""Just doing some research," I reply casually.It's the nonchalant manner in which I deliver those words that seems to unsettle her. Camila stiffens, as though restraining an impulse to strike me. A surge of adrenaline courses through me; I enjoy provoking her, though it's neither professional nor part of the plan. Some things are beyond prediction.She exhales sharply, her shoulders slumping. "Stop playing games. I want to know why you're doing all of this.""I'm not playing any game, ptichka," I assert, closing the distance between us
CamilaI'm stuck with a murderer, and I've just agreed to remain with him indefinitely.That's Asher. He didn't try to deny it. If anything, he seemed sickeningly proud of his capability to kill. There was no hint of remorse in his eyes or voice as he recounted his version of what happened by the docks the other night.How can I trust anything he says? His story about Yannick could easily be a manipulation. But strangely, I do believe Asher. My gut tells me he has no reason to lie about this. If he intended to harm me or my mother, he could have done it already. That's why there must be some truth in his promise to protect me.But I refuse to feel indebted to him.Not to a man like him.The revelation that he's Bratva actually makes sense. The wealth, owning Topher's and who knows what else—this mansion, and his men. Even the way the waitress seemed terrified when she pointed out he was in the VIP, despite her earlier assertiveness in dealing with a man who touched her.Honestly, I fe
AsherTHE NEXT NIGHTWater runs in fast circles around my feet. Some of it gets in my eyes, blurring my vision. It doesn’t stop me from watching the drain. It’s easy to imagine myself washing away more than just sweat or dirt in this pristine place. The truth is, even if the water runs clear, my sins aren’t gone. Nothing can wipe them from my soul.She hates me, but she agreed to dinner. I remember Camila’s face this morning when I came to her door, and how she glared at me through the crack. The thought draws a dark laugh from my throat. She is wild. I have a feeling if I’d stepped into her room, she would have tried to attack me. There are no weapons in there; I made sure of that. But still … I wouldn’t put it past her to have found something suitable outside of her bedroom, tucking it away until I came to see her.Camila has claws; that doesn’t make her foolish enough to use them. Bracing my palms on the pure white tiles of my shower, I arch my face upward into the hot spray. How f
She doesn’t argue as she stalks away, her head held high, her hair a mess, and her heels clicking on the wooden floorboards with every step. Nothing in her posture indicates that she lost our battle. I could’ve killed her if I wanted to. But she won.And she knows it.Sitting heavily in my chair, I stare at our plates of food. Camila didn’t touch anything. In fact, she actively refuses every kind gesture I make. I’ve never had someone reject me so thoroughly. My mind is frazzled as it tries to process what the hell just happened.A ringing comes from my pocket. Still distracted, I put my phone to my ear. “Hello?”“You’re not going to get away with this.”An icy waterfall drenches me, clearing my mind of the haze of Camila. The voice on the line is thick, gritty, and easy to recognize.“Yannick,” I say, “I was almost starting to get worried you wouldn’t call.”“Act as calm as you want. I’m not joking around. You will pay for this stunt of yours.”He hangs up before I can respond. Holdi
CamilaI should have kept the knife.That’s all I can think about as I rip the green dress from my body, throwing it onto the floor of the bedroom like it’s a useless rag. It joins the discarded heels, the only shoes I have since they’re the ones I arrived in. Layla was prescient enough to bring me a few pairs of underwear along with the dress. But now, thinking about that kindness makes me angrier.She knew I’d need clean clothes because she’s in on the plan to keep me here. It’s easy to be mad at her. She’s what set Asher off when I was trying to probe him for information. He picked up on how I was subtly leading him into talking about himself. He’s not an easy man to trick.Remembering how I attacked Asher doesn’t bring me joy. In hindsight, it was a stupid move. Because he’s right. If I’d managed to hurt him, or worse, kill him … What would have happened to me? Somehow, I doubt his men would have just let me waltz out after I killed their boss.And if he’s telling the truth about
CamilaThe pancakes have no flavor. From a distance, I watch myself lift a forkful of the tender batter into my mouth. It’s heavy on my tongue, like chewing a wet sweater, but I eat it anyway. Partly because I need my strength for what’s going to happen today. The other reason is I’m being watched.The young woman waiting by the doorway of the breakfast nook is wearing similar garb to Layla. Hers is lighter in shade, more sienna than soil, but the dress falls to the same length on her wrists and ankles. She keeps her hair in a pair of blonde braids that reach her clavicle, and unlike Layla, she doesn’t have a trace of jewelry on that I can see.Even if she’s got rosy cheeks, I know a sentry when I see one.“You don’t have to stand there,” I tell her. “I’m not going to vanish.”She stiffens like a bolt of lightning hit the top of her head. “Oh! No! I don’t think—It’s just that, um, Mr. Volkov, wanted me to make sure you had everything you needed.”I’m not seated in the same dining room
Reaching into the pocket of her gray dress, she hands me a small gold wrapper. “Eat. The sugar will help.”Opening the tiny package, I see it’s a hard caramel candy. My mother used to give me these when I was little. Sucking on the candy refuels my energy. “Thank you.”Layla settles beside me on the sofa. She folds her hands neatly on her knees. “You’re troubled about the marriage.”My chuckle is stale and mirthless. “Was it that obvious?”“You must remember that this is all to defeat Yannick.”“Asher said that, yes.”“It’s the truth.”“He also said I’ll be free when it’s over with.” I keep my voice casual. “What if getting rid of him takes a long time? Months or even years.”Layla’s smile is surprisingly tender. “One must do unthinkable things for survival, child.”My molars crack the candy in two; I chew it loudly. “I’m not a child.”“No,” she agrees, looking out at the dresses. “You’re a woman who must choose what she’ll wear to her wedding. That’s not a task for the weak-hearted.”
CamilaThree years laterI'm going to be late!It's the one thing I was dead set on avoiding. I'd looked Asher in the eye this morning, kissing him as I climbed into my car, and assured him I would definitely be on time for our date.How arrogant of me.It's not my fault, the Nutcracker performance is in just two weeks. It's our biggest show and it has to be perfect. It's baffling that in just a few years my studio has blown up to be recognized as the top ballet studio in the state. Maybe the entire coast, though I try not to let my ego get wind of that.But none of that matters. Today is about celebrating my three-year anniversary with Asher.Which is why I should NOT be late. Ugh.Driving through downtown, I take a familiar road that I'd be able to navigate in the dark. Street lamps being out because someone busted the glass with a rock for fun wouldn't be strange—in the past, that is.Big globe lights propped on black poles dot the entire sidewalk, glowing like a row of tiny moons
CamilaHe leaps across the room, his reflection copying him in the floor to ceiling mirrors. One spin, a second and a third, before he bends forward, arms stretching long enough they give him the illusion of being taller than he is.When he finishes his last pirouette, Roman faces me with his eyes ablaze. Some of his dark hair is stuck to his forehead.I clap enthusiastically. "That was wonderful, Roman!"His smile deepens his dimples. There's pride on his face, but his voice still has the fragility of an unsure child. "Thanks. But I keep messing up on the pivot.""You'll get it, just keeping trying."Cocking his head, he frowns to himself. Looking in the mirror he does a few quick half-bends, like he's testing my theory. "You're sure that's enough?"Putting my hands on his shoulders from behind, I study our reflections. Roman has changed in a short amount of time. It began the night he was forced to witness his father's death. The kindness that was always in his heart has crawled ful
AsherI've been lucky enough to see many beautiful things in my lifetime. Expert oil paintings, hand crafted statues, flowers that took years to cultivate into a special shade of maroon.Camila outshines all of them.I'm knuckle deep inside of her, my other hand cupping her left breast and teasing her hard nipple. She's mewling beneath me, the sound of it making me wild. My cock is hard enough that it hurts. A moment ago, she was jerking me off through my trunks, but she's too busy coming to do anything but quiver.Turning her brain and body into mush is addicting. She's the strongest, most intelligent woman I've ever known, but in my touch she falls apart. The power of that... it thrills a dark part of my soul, a hungry, primal piece of me that wants to conquer.Camila tries to look at me—her sunglasses are gone, and her face is scrunched up in the sunlight. I lift an arm over her head to create shade, lowering my face to hers in a passionate kiss. This works even better because she
Asher spins me in a circle, and to my personal horror, I stumble. Catching myself, I narrow my eyes, my competitive nature roaring to life. I haven't made a mistake on a dance floor since I was a child. "You're alright," I tell him lightly.His chuckle is razor sharp. "Just alright?""Were you trained?" I ask, my feet tapping around his, matching his pace. His palm smooths over my hip, grazing my thigh as he lifts my leg to hook onto his middle. It's not fair that he can throw me off balance with sexy moves like this. I try to maintain a cold expression, but it's impossible when he dips me low, his face inches from mine.His teeth glint in the fairy lights strung above. "I taught myself.""Bullshit," I scoff.The smugness in his laugh creates hot swirls in my heart. "So you are impressed.""Fine, maybe a little."That time, his laugh is warmer—kinder. It coaxes a smile out of me. Hoisting me up to my feet, he holds me close, our bodies swaying in unison. "It should come as no shock th
"After," he says, kissing the top of my breasts. "When we're done."A single finger rolls down my spine; he unclips the bra, yanking it off my arms by the straps. I don't know where it ends up after that.His hands palm over my naked breasts, covering them fully. He pushes inward, my soft skin pressing through the gaps of his fingers as my chest overflows from the pressure. Gasping, I toss my head back, enduring the hard jolt of delicious pleasure. My nipples firm and dig into his palms; he loosens his hold, making light circles over my nipples, playing with me until I see stars."Oh!” I moan. “Yes.”I rub myself against his pelvis, ramping the speed, the force, until I expect smoke to start forming. The friction is perfect on my clit. If I keep at it, I'll come just from this. He hikes my skirt up, rolling my panties downward. I'm not satisfied by this; the texture of my skirt is too much for my sensitive skin. I rip it up, over my chest, until it comes over my head.Asher stops movi
CamilaI've never seen so many shades of blue and green. The ocean is like a stained-glass painting, stretching for endless miles until the border merges with the cerulean sky, making it impossible to tell them apart. It's the most amazing thing I've ever seen.But I can't enjoy it, not with my heart wedged in my throat."Are we almost there?" I yell over the buzz of the sea-plane's engine.The white and red plane looked sturdy when I first laid my eyes on it. Now, though, with the air yanking at the wings, jolting the plane from side to side, I feel like it’s about to split in two. I wish it was as big as the one we took to the main airport. The flight to the Maldives was long, but thanks to Asher splurging for first class, quite comfortable.This is anything but that."Excuse me?" I yell louder, trying to get the pilot's attention. "I asked how much longer until we're at the Reethi Rah resort?""It's okay, Camila." Asher gives my hand a squeeze, pulling me closer to him in our seats
Asher"It's taken months, but I think we’re finally about to root out all of the corrupt cops on Yannick's payroll," Jonah says as he paces in front of his window. It's a new office, one that's on a higher floor and bigger than the last.Whatever his complaints about me, our connection has helped lift him up in his career.I nod as he finishes talking."Thank you for working so hard at this.""Please, it's my pleasure," he chuckles, spreading his arms. "With the new police commissioner's help, this city will be scraped clean. This is a day that’s been decades in the making."Camila casts me a sly look from where she's sitting across the room. She sits everywhere now, her stomach jutting out as the baby threatens to come each new day. Her eyebrows wiggle; she's trying to tell me that Jonah is a piece of work. I agree."What happens now?" I ask him."All the paperwork is being organized, the records of the Grachev Bratva should be corrected in time. But you need to keep a close lid on t
CamilaMy toes are perfectly pointed as I strut across the stage. A simple ankle-turn and I'm pivoting, another and another and I'm a flurry of motion, my white tutu fluffing like a dandelion on the breeze. I was born to dance. I know this in my soul.Curtains flutter around me, brushing me as if they want to hold me close. The only person I want a hug from is the man sitting in the audience.Dad beams proudly, never taking his eyes off of me.I'm so glad I decided to do this performance! I'd been terrified when Mom suggested it, the moves were advanced for a ten-year-old like me, but she would always click her tongue and insist that she did ballet like this when she was my age.But Dad?He caught me fretting in the studio, staring at myself awkwardly in the tall mirrors. He'd come to me, knelt, and told me not to be afraid of the stage. Even if you make a mistake, it won't matter to me. If you get nervous, just look for me in the audience, malyshka.Lunging forward, I hold my breath,
AsherNight has become day from the fires of the chattering rifles. Each time a muzzle flashes I can see the face of the man firing it. Whether an enemy or one of my own boeviki, they all have the same feral expression.Everyone is fighting for their life.Including me."This way," I urge Camila, holding her by her wrist. We wasted enough time hovering inside the front door of Yannick's hideaway. I had to get my bearings, but I know we can't linger. As helpful as this chaos is, someone is bound to come and check on Yannick.Not every one of his men is a corrupt cop, some are as loyal to him as my own brigadiers.Camila tugs backwards. "Wait!""No time," I argue, stopping on the front step. She's gawking at the fighting behind me. Her eyes shine with flashes of guns going off, the sound loud in my skull. Katinka and Roman crouch behind her. They're just as afraid. "If we stay here, we'll be found, and then?—"The wood of the door-frame explodes next to my ear. Splinters stab into my te