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Author: Kiara Nicole
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Pamela 76.

His Fragile Mind

I could not join Georgia to see the video all over again. I did not have the heart to see Stephan unravel for the second time, because I was still jarred from watching for the first time. I was in my room and it was already past midnight.

I was anxious about Stephan's return as I lay curled up on my bed. I could erase the look I had seen on his face as it played over and over again in my head. I hated that I needed him after all he had put me through.

I was curious about Georgia's state of mind when she saw the video. The silence in the room was deafening and uncomfortable. I got up from the bed and headed for Georgia's room, I needed the company.

Her room was situated on the top floor of the house above Stephan's. It was an attic-styled chamber. I was about to knock when the door abruptly swung open. There stood Georgia with eyes rimmed with pain, tears, and heartbreak.

I was aghast at seeing someone as emo
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