Violen
Lesley woke me up in the morning. She even opened the window curtains wide so that the sunlight dazzled my eyes. Even though I was lazy, I walked to the bathroom to wash my face. While Lesley has prepared breakfast for me, "today I will not open a café. What do you want to do today? "Lesley asked me.
I chewed my jam bread voraciously. Lately, I rarely enjoy my food, "I don't know. I haven't thought of anything. I'm busy keeping my heart calm. Besides, there is nothing I can do for now, "I replied carelessly. Lesley chuckled irritably "then? You're going to stay at my house forever? "Lesley protested
I wrinkled my forehead, "what? now you forbid me to stay at your house? Whereas you used to take me to always stay here," I replied in protest. Lesley rolled her eyes lazily. "Damn, you're someone's wife now. You used to be a single woman. But now you have responsibilities. Hey sooner or later the year end holidays are coming to an end.
ViolenSuddenly the big house felt cold to me. I want to go back to my apartment. I'm not comfortable living in a home that is too big, and I still feel lonely. It's better to be alone in my apartment. Back my mind screamed if I returned to my apartment. That means Noah and I will live in separate places. This situation will only invite Nandin and Jasmin to insult me even more.Ahh, I'm trapped in a cage with no master. My body still shakes when I have to see Noah. Like this morning, I forced myself to have breakfast with Noah at one table. However, a dish that looked delicious and warm was already on the table. Instead, my appetite is lost somewhere "This is delicious isn't it? I don't know your favorite food. So I only ask them to serve what is appropriate for you," said Noah opening the conversation.I stay focused on my activities to feed my food without thinking of replying to Noah's chat. Just enjoying this food is hard for me the spoon
ViolenThings changed after a few days. I saw Noah not going anywhere but to stay at home. Now and then, I peek into his room, and at that point, Noah was doing something at his desk. Noah looked thoughtfully at the laptop screen. Today I still wonder what Noah was doing in his room, and I peeked at Noah from behind the gap in his door."Well, he's still busy with his job," I grumbled. I'm tired of seeing the same things, when I intend to go back to my room, suddenly Daliah intercepted my steps making me startled and fell "awww" I screamed in pain when my ass hit the floor. Daliah immediately hugged me to stand up, "are you okay?" asked Daliah with a worried expression."Yeah, I'm okay," I replied, lying. Even though my ass was still throbbing from hitting the floor. Daliah pulled my hand toward the balcony of my room, and she made me sit while she looked at various directions of my space. for a moment, she ran slowly closed the door of my room
ViolenAt first, I didn't want to go home. I want to stay at my mom's house. But I didn't want them to think the trouble I had with Noah was too big. And now I end up eating breakfast with Noah at the table. The sound was only the clink of a spoon. My appetite is not as good as when I ate with my parents last night."Later in the afternoon we will visit Nana's place," said Noah after eating and just walked away. My heart rustled at Noah's coldness. Evil thoughts haunt me. I mean, is Noah starting to change? What I expected anyway. Indeed this is what will happen.I chose to read a novel in my room, without realizing that time passed, and that's when Noah came into my room "put your dress on. Dress up as you like. I'll wait for you in the car, "said Noah briefly and walked away from my room. "But I haven't showered yet?" I protested. Noah ignored my screams. As a result, I do everything quickly. I showered in a hurry and dressed up too in a hurry.After ma
ViolenI don't know because of the accumulated thoughts. Or am I tired of thinking about something that will only destroy me in the end? Sad? Of course, I'm feeling bad. The day I think more and more ignorant. Noah came to me after I didn't have breakfast with him "what are you doing?" asked Noah seeing me tidying up my books."In three days I started going to college, I prepared some of my college equipment," I said while still tidying up my college equipment. Noah stood in front of me, only to get closer to me. I sighed in discomfort for that "what?" I asked, returning Noah's gaze with annoyance. Noah was sweeping the situation around my room. My stuff was scattered "You want me to ask the household assistant to help you?" said Noah attentively"no need. I'm used to myself "I replied firmly and resumed my activities. I want to scream. I miss the times Noah and I were still talking a lot, joking, and Noah hugging me warmly. But now, I'm getting more robust with
Violen"Why are you torturing yourself? look now you have a fever as this "Lesley protested me. My body still feels wilted, and my face feels hot Well, after spending a long time under the splash of water, I got a fever. Daliah sat on the sofa in my room, while Lesley compressed my forehead so that the heat in my body fell. The doctor has given the medicine to me, and I have taken the drug "Don't scold me again, I don't have the energy to fight with you Lesley" I grumbled irritably.Daliah patted her forehead "this must all be because of Kayla's presence, right?" said the Daliah. I rolled my eyes lazily to hear the woman's name. There is a side in my heart that doesn't care anymore about Noah's life. I love Noah, but I don't think love is always beautiful. Lesley turned to stare at Daliah. "Who is Kayla? is she the woman I passed earlier?" asked Lesley. Daliah sighed and walked over to me. She touched my forehead to check my temperature "You need rest
ViolenI think my day is unlucky. Usually, I will stand in front of Café Lesley when I get there to make sure Daren doesn't visit Lesley's Café. But that day, because my annoyance at Kayla made me lose concentration and just walked into the café. I was stunned when Lesley dragged my hand towards the kitchen and said Daren was sitting at the far right table near the window. I even took a peek to confirm, and it was confirmed that Daren was there."Oh, God? did he see me? He saw me come in here? "I implored Lesley. I held my hand awkwardly. Lesley touched my forehead. "You still need rest. What did you come here for? What if your fever comes back? "Lesley protested to me. I sighed irritatedly. "That's not important. Daren is out there," I shouted firmly.I'm sure my facial expression is already tense and turning red. Lesley laughed, seeing me panic like this "hahahahah, look at your face," Lesley sneered at me. She even laughe
ViolenI inhaled roughly the air while in front of the Campus. The scent that I miss. My eyes turned to see the students passing by. I walked while seeing some changes in campus buildings. Flowers in the garden also bloom and beautify the Campus. "Ahh, I miss my class," I said and walked towards the class. Almost every semester break, I feel this feeling miss the Campus, especially the smell of books in libraries.When I was almost approaching class, I suddenly stopped seeing Jasmine and Nandin's distance were walking together. They look happy while chatting. I've been beside Nandin. I once felt the feeling of having friends on Campus even though for a moment, "it seems like Nandin has never felt like I lost. Only I feel that I have lost a friend," I said.My feet stepped into the classroom. Already many students sat on their respective benches. There is a boisterous voice chat. Maybe they are discussing their vacation. I chose to sit at the fro
ViolenI grumbled and felt annoyed with myself. After the incident, Noah kissed my lips, and I ran as fast as I could to avoid Noah. I closed the door of my room roughly and locked the door. the sound of the door that slammed made Lesley glare at me in surprise "oh, what the fuck" Lesley protested to meMy breath feels tight, and I immediately walked to the bathroom. I wash my face with water repeatedly until my front hair is wet. "Dude? What is wrong?" asked Lesley over to me. Lesley took my hand and made me sit on the bed "are you mute? Reply me. What is wrong?" asked Lesley. I'm still silent because my mind is not accepting what I'm doing. I already hated Noah, but why did I shut up when Noah kissed me on the lips? Why did I close my eyes when Noah gave me that touch? I can't possibly enjoy it, all right?"Violen? Answer me, "Lesley urged me by shaking my body, made me wake up from my daydream, and spontaneously I shouted," Noah kissed my lips, and I hate it,