--New York, After Honeymoon
Violen
The room is the most comfortable place for me. Well, this should be a place that makes me feel better. Since my return from Bali, to be more precise, since the drama-filled honeymoon of my life ended. I never dared meet Noah's eyes again
It took me time to be okay. I didn't see Noah. I didn't see Lesley or Daliah. The point is I don't want to meet anyone. They persuaded me to tell them what happened to me. but, my lips complained, and could not speak to explain what I already felt
I even ask myself? What am I going to do after this? will I survive in this fake relationship? Why did Daren and Noah play with me? Is my sincerity just a game of challenge for them ?. With all these questions in my head? How can I stand still?
Okay. Making peace with the situation is not easy. Even though in this life, I've been through a lot. But to me, my feelings are my biggest enemy. It's hard to fi
ViolenLesley woke me up in the morning. She even opened the window curtains wide so that the sunlight dazzled my eyes. Even though I was lazy, I walked to the bathroom to wash my face. While Lesley has prepared breakfast for me, "today I will not open a café. What do you want to do today? "Lesley asked me.I chewed my jam bread voraciously. Lately, I rarely enjoy my food, "I don't know. I haven't thought of anything. I'm busy keeping my heart calm. Besides, there is nothing I can do for now, "I replied carelessly. Lesley chuckled irritably "then? You're going to stay at my house forever? "Lesley protestedI wrinkled my forehead, "what? now you forbid me to stay at your house? Whereas you used to take me to always stay here," I replied in protest. Lesley rolled her eyes lazily. "Damn, you're someone's wife now. You used to be a single woman. But now you have responsibilities. Hey sooner or later the year end holidays are coming to an end.
ViolenSuddenly the big house felt cold to me. I want to go back to my apartment. I'm not comfortable living in a home that is too big, and I still feel lonely. It's better to be alone in my apartment. Back my mind screamed if I returned to my apartment. That means Noah and I will live in separate places. This situation will only invite Nandin and Jasmin to insult me even more.Ahh, I'm trapped in a cage with no master. My body still shakes when I have to see Noah. Like this morning, I forced myself to have breakfast with Noah at one table. However, a dish that looked delicious and warm was already on the table. Instead, my appetite is lost somewhere "This is delicious isn't it? I don't know your favorite food. So I only ask them to serve what is appropriate for you," said Noah opening the conversation.I stay focused on my activities to feed my food without thinking of replying to Noah's chat. Just enjoying this food is hard for me the spoon
ViolenThings changed after a few days. I saw Noah not going anywhere but to stay at home. Now and then, I peek into his room, and at that point, Noah was doing something at his desk. Noah looked thoughtfully at the laptop screen. Today I still wonder what Noah was doing in his room, and I peeked at Noah from behind the gap in his door."Well, he's still busy with his job," I grumbled. I'm tired of seeing the same things, when I intend to go back to my room, suddenly Daliah intercepted my steps making me startled and fell "awww" I screamed in pain when my ass hit the floor. Daliah immediately hugged me to stand up, "are you okay?" asked Daliah with a worried expression."Yeah, I'm okay," I replied, lying. Even though my ass was still throbbing from hitting the floor. Daliah pulled my hand toward the balcony of my room, and she made me sit while she looked at various directions of my space. for a moment, she ran slowly closed the door of my room
ViolenAt first, I didn't want to go home. I want to stay at my mom's house. But I didn't want them to think the trouble I had with Noah was too big. And now I end up eating breakfast with Noah at the table. The sound was only the clink of a spoon. My appetite is not as good as when I ate with my parents last night."Later in the afternoon we will visit Nana's place," said Noah after eating and just walked away. My heart rustled at Noah's coldness. Evil thoughts haunt me. I mean, is Noah starting to change? What I expected anyway. Indeed this is what will happen.I chose to read a novel in my room, without realizing that time passed, and that's when Noah came into my room "put your dress on. Dress up as you like. I'll wait for you in the car, "said Noah briefly and walked away from my room. "But I haven't showered yet?" I protested. Noah ignored my screams. As a result, I do everything quickly. I showered in a hurry and dressed up too in a hurry.After ma
ViolenI don't know because of the accumulated thoughts. Or am I tired of thinking about something that will only destroy me in the end? Sad? Of course, I'm feeling bad. The day I think more and more ignorant. Noah came to me after I didn't have breakfast with him "what are you doing?" asked Noah seeing me tidying up my books."In three days I started going to college, I prepared some of my college equipment," I said while still tidying up my college equipment. Noah stood in front of me, only to get closer to me. I sighed in discomfort for that "what?" I asked, returning Noah's gaze with annoyance. Noah was sweeping the situation around my room. My stuff was scattered "You want me to ask the household assistant to help you?" said Noah attentively"no need. I'm used to myself "I replied firmly and resumed my activities. I want to scream. I miss the times Noah and I were still talking a lot, joking, and Noah hugging me warmly. But now, I'm getting more robust with
Violen"Why are you torturing yourself? look now you have a fever as this "Lesley protested me. My body still feels wilted, and my face feels hot Well, after spending a long time under the splash of water, I got a fever. Daliah sat on the sofa in my room, while Lesley compressed my forehead so that the heat in my body fell. The doctor has given the medicine to me, and I have taken the drug "Don't scold me again, I don't have the energy to fight with you Lesley" I grumbled irritably.Daliah patted her forehead "this must all be because of Kayla's presence, right?" said the Daliah. I rolled my eyes lazily to hear the woman's name. There is a side in my heart that doesn't care anymore about Noah's life. I love Noah, but I don't think love is always beautiful. Lesley turned to stare at Daliah. "Who is Kayla? is she the woman I passed earlier?" asked Lesley. Daliah sighed and walked over to me. She touched my forehead to check my temperature "You need rest
ViolenI think my day is unlucky. Usually, I will stand in front of Café Lesley when I get there to make sure Daren doesn't visit Lesley's Café. But that day, because my annoyance at Kayla made me lose concentration and just walked into the café. I was stunned when Lesley dragged my hand towards the kitchen and said Daren was sitting at the far right table near the window. I even took a peek to confirm, and it was confirmed that Daren was there."Oh, God? did he see me? He saw me come in here? "I implored Lesley. I held my hand awkwardly. Lesley touched my forehead. "You still need rest. What did you come here for? What if your fever comes back? "Lesley protested to me. I sighed irritatedly. "That's not important. Daren is out there," I shouted firmly.I'm sure my facial expression is already tense and turning red. Lesley laughed, seeing me panic like this "hahahahah, look at your face," Lesley sneered at me. She even laughe
ViolenI inhaled roughly the air while in front of the Campus. The scent that I miss. My eyes turned to see the students passing by. I walked while seeing some changes in campus buildings. Flowers in the garden also bloom and beautify the Campus. "Ahh, I miss my class," I said and walked towards the class. Almost every semester break, I feel this feeling miss the Campus, especially the smell of books in libraries.When I was almost approaching class, I suddenly stopped seeing Jasmine and Nandin's distance were walking together. They look happy while chatting. I've been beside Nandin. I once felt the feeling of having friends on Campus even though for a moment, "it seems like Nandin has never felt like I lost. Only I feel that I have lost a friend," I said.My feet stepped into the classroom. Already many students sat on their respective benches. There is a boisterous voice chat. Maybe they are discussing their vacation. I chose to sit at the fro
ENDWhat I was afraid of happened already. I lost a beloved figure in my life. Everyone cries, seeing Violen's funeral. At the same time, I don't have any more tears to spare. All the dreams I had planned with Violen just vanished. There is no more story that I can share Our hopes for a child just disappeared.
Noah POVI've been through the worst thing in my life. Maybe almost every day that I go through for me is like a nightmare. That's why when I can feel real happiness, whatever it is, I go through with laughter. For me, it's a beautiful memory.Time seemed to stop as I sat in the chair, waiting for Violen to finish his surgery. Everything happened so fast that I couldn't stop it. So far, I've always been nimble. I never sacrifice my best people if I fight. There is a unique and mature strategy that I always put together before facing the enemy.I lost my mind and direction when Violen was involved in this fight. Violen, the wife who was so precious to me, should be a prisoner of my enemy, and it caught me off guard. I didn't think Kayla would be too reckless. I know the devil in Kayla's mind. I know the silly things Kayla will do so desperately. But why, Violen?"Why
ViolenIf my eyes could speak, they would have begged me to stop crying. I fell on my seat to see Martin was lifeless before my eyes. His body was already covered with blood-stained. No matter how hard I screamed, Martin didn't open his eyes anymore. I grabbed my hair in frustration. This place is hell to me. "Get yourself, Violen, you have to get out of here," Daliah shouted to me.My eyes turned to see Noah and Daren. Even Maria was already fighting in front of me. I just realized the situation around me. There were already many groups of people fighting at that time. They hit each other and carried sharp weapons. I hit my head so I can control myself. It looks like Julian's men have attacked us, and Noah's men have also come to help us.My eyes could not be separated from Noah, even though Daliah had been pulling my hand all this time so that I would get out of that place. Daliah squatted
Violen POVIn this despair, I was not expecting much. Kayla hated me so much. She even laughed when she hit me many times. I also realized that Kayla would never be satisfied. Maybe if I was dead, then Kayla was satisfied. Dizziness is very intense. I feel. I can feel the liquid flowing from my mouth. The thick liquid that had been dripping on my pants at that time, of course, my mouth was bleeding. The blow was very hard, and I was already on the verge of despair.The tears that flowed represent my voice that was unable to scream anymore. I was willing for everything that happened. even though I cried calling Noah's name, but I hope Noah doesn't come looking for me. I can't let Noah meet heartless monsters like Kayla and Julian. Even if I have to die today, I don't want those closest to me to get hurt."Kayla, get out of here. You're satisfied hitting this woman, right?" blurted Julian. wit
Noah POVMy life seems to have left me. I was living in hell when I received information that was like a nightmare to me. Someone kidnaped Violen and what upset me the most was Martin was involved in all this. I don't even know how Violen is doing now. Emotions and anxiety have been mixed up. If it weren't for Daliah, I would have killed Martin, who is now prostrate in front of me.Daliah reminded me that Violen would not forgive me if I killed Martin. From the start, I was suspicious of this stranger's presence. Daren, Daliah, and Mira gathered in my office. I stand while pulling my hair occasionally. While Martin prostrated with both knees to support him and lowered his head wistfully"No-fly dared to disturb my life. And you ordinary boy dare to bother my wife. Tell me, martin. Where's Violet? What did you do to my wife?" My voice snapped. I'm not used to being like this; I don't like ask
ViolenMy mind is still not calm because of the things that I feel right now, plus Martin is currently running in front of me "Martin. I beg you to stop. What's wrong with you? It's me, violen," I shouted convincingly. Martin looked back. I'm sure his eyes and mine had met each other. Still, Martin doesn't want to stop. Until Martin took me running on the edge of the residential road "I beg you to stop. I tried to find you and Cici at your house," I shouted again.I had to stop chasing Martin cause my breath was already short, and my chest was hurting too. Suddenly, Martin also stopped and stood not far in front of me "I, I'm tired," I said with my breathlessness. I tried to step closer to Martin, but Martin walked backward. "What's wrong with you?" I protested irritably"Get out of here right now. Hurry and go, "exclaimed Martin. I wrinkled my forehead. Martin yelled at me and asked me to l
ViolenI breathed a sigh of relief after finishing my college assignments. I glanced at the wall clock without realizing it was already showing midnight, "oh my God, I forgot to go to Noah's room," I complained. I rushed to go to Noah's room, but when I opened the door to my room, Noah was already standing in front of my room, putting on a sad face. "Hey, are you here, dear?" I told Noah hiding the guilt"Are you done with your college assignments? I've seen you nearly ten times in the past, and you're still doing your job. I'm sleepy, Violen," Noah complained to me. Noah's face spoiled me, and I pulled Noah's hand to go back to his room "I'm sorry, I want to finish all the assignments, so tomorrow I can rest. Come on, let's sleep, "I asked.Noah hugged me tightly while I rubbed Noah's head so he could sleep soundly. This is the only way I can do to make Noah comfortable. If I don't rub Noah's head before he
ViolenQuite a few gave me advice or warnings about Martin. I just listened to what my little heart said. I always pay attention to Martin every time I work. Martin is even diligent at work. Lesley also noted that so far, Martin is working according to her expectations. Martin is fast and does whatever deserves to be done.I'm tired of my mind, Lesley is busy with work, Noah and Daliah are alive. While I heard Daren was dating a woman he had told me about. I decided to eat ice cream at a café downtown. Seeing the tiramisu ice cream with a chocolate topping made me tasteful."Alright, you have to make my mood go over the ice cream," I said, speaking to the Icecream that was served in front of me. one mouthful into my mouth, the taste of the ice cream is just what I expected. I closed my eyes, enjoying the cold sensation in my mouth. "Ahh, this is better," I said.I saw some caf&
ViolenAccording to my promise to Martin, I waited for Martin to come to Lesley Café. I didn't tell Lesley my plan until Martin came and met me at the café. I immediately introduced Martin to Lesley and said Martin would work at Lesley's cafe as a waiter. Of course, Lesley was shocked and flabbergasted because suddenly I asked a 13-year-old boy to work at Lesley's café.Lesley pulled my hand to the back room, "Are you crazy? How could I possibly want to employ a boy like that here? How can I believe it? What's this all about, Violen? "Lesley protested. I smiled and scratched my head, which didn't itch at all. "Calm down, Lesley. Listen to my explanation first. It's not a bad idea," I saidLesley snorted in annoyance and asked me to explain in detail everything. "I feel sympathy for the boy. he works at Noah's partner's party because he has to earn money to pay for his si