Violen POV
I ignored my novel; I put my full concentration on listening to Daliah's story. It's a matter of the past, how Daliah and Noah met. I was interested because Daliah was by Noah's side since Noah was a child. sHe spent so many years, and until now Daliah is still patient beside Noah. It is possible that by hearing Daliah's story, I can understand a little about how to deal with Noah.
"So, I think I know that Noah almost every end of my life. Noah's mother is a career woman who has a friendly personality, but to me, she is not a good woman to be a mother. sHe is too busy working and doesn't give time and affection for Noah; it doesn't mean he doesn't love Noah, it's just that hse thinks money can make Noah happy.
"Then, my mother worked as Noah's assistant. Why my mom? Because they had attended the same high school. My mother realized that Noah was a gloomy, quiet child like Noah had no friends. Even though Noah has twin cousins, they always tease Noah a
Violen POVLesley and my mom had protested when I suddenly said I was leaving for the New Years holidays suddenly. I explained to them that Noah arranged everything for me, and I didn't know anything except just approving of Noah. they also told me to enjoy my new year laterThis is the first new year for me there is no Lesley, no gifts from my mom and no novels to entertain me as usual. This new year only Noah and my vacation abroad. I think Noah is right, not only for him but for me I feel that Noah is like spring. There are a lot of things Noah has changed in my life after all the sadness and hardships I've been throughTo the airport, I was humming to show how enthusiastic I was right now, I was happy and this feeling I can't express in words. All night I was busy reading articles about Bali, Indonesia. I'm looking for what I can do there with Noah."You are excited," Noah told me. I smiled as I nodded my head "I don't know, I can't wait to get there"
Violen POVI spent time with Noah and did a lot of things until I went to nightclubs and enjoyed some music. Even though the wine I drank warmed my body, Noah and I didn't plan to get drunk. Satisfied we enjoyed the night club, Noah and I decided to go back to the hotel.We passed by the beach to get to the hotel; the breeze seemed to blend with the beach waves. When night falls, then I feel the coldness of the air, lucky the wine makes my body warm "Violen? Have there been strangers around you recently? "Noah asked his hand tightly on mine."hah? what kind of stranger? "I said, surprised. Suddenly I remembered the figure of the man with the hat, Noah looked at me closely and smiled "Never mind, it doesn't matter, Tonight is wonderful, hmmm I want that "Noah raised an eyebrow. I thought Noah was joking around teasing me, I laughed out loud, but my laughter was met with a severe look from Noah, suddenly I stopped laughing "hey? are you annoyed with me? "I asked
Violen POVThere is something amused my nose; I rub my nose roughly. I don't know why I feel sleepy. But the thing that was bothering my nose didn't stop. I'm getting annoyed and open my eyes. The sun shone through the window directly greeted my eyes. Noah swiftly stretched his hand to block the sunlight that dazzled my eyes. Suddenly my gaze turned to see Noah beside me. He was fully clothed, and even his hair looked wet. "Did you finish showering?" I asked NoahWhen my consciousness fully recovered, I immediately saw my body. My body is still wrapped in a blanket from chest to feet. I lifted the blanket, and sure enough, my body was still naked. I looked at Noah irritated "why didn't wake me up?" I asked Noah. Noah lifted and lowered his shoulders "you sleep very soundly. I can't bear to wake you up." Noah got up and closed half of the window with the curtain. My eyes are no longer glare in the sunshine."Are you still tired?" Noah asked me, stroking my hair i
Violen POVNew Year is something that almost everyone in the world has been waiting for. I wore my favourite dress, as well as the necklace Noah gave me to make my appearance more elegant. Noah repeatedly praised my beauty, making me happy almost every second "Really, I can't stop complimenting you. You're wonderful," Noah told me."Let's go," I said. Noah nodded, and we headed for the fireworks display. There were already many people enjoying the beautiful evening. Whether it's a visitor or a native of Bali. I enjoyed every time I spent with Noah. Especially tonight I will go through the new year with the people I love. Even though all this time I always spent time reading novels in my room, on New Years Eve"Very busy," I said to Noah, Noah gripped my wrist tightly. As if he was not separated from him, "I will find a place so that you have no trouble standing" said Noah guiding me. I followed Noah's steps; I am like a princess who is guarded by a prince
--New York, After HoneymoonViolenThe room is the most comfortable place for me. Well, this should be a place that makes me feel better. Since my return from Bali, to be more precise, since the drama-filled honeymoon of my life ended. I never dared meet Noah's eyes againIt took me time to be okay. I didn't see Noah. I didn't see Lesley or Daliah. The point is I don't want to meet anyone. They persuaded me to tell them what happened to me. but, my lips complained, and could not speak to explain what I already feltI even ask myself? What am I going to do after this? will I survive in this fake relationship? Why did Daren and Noah play with me? Is my sincerity just a game of challenge for them ?. With all these questions in my head? How can I stand still?Okay. Making peace with the situation is not easy. Even though in this life, I've been through a lot. But to me, my feelings are my biggest enemy. It's hard to fi
ViolenLesley woke me up in the morning. She even opened the window curtains wide so that the sunlight dazzled my eyes. Even though I was lazy, I walked to the bathroom to wash my face. While Lesley has prepared breakfast for me, "today I will not open a café. What do you want to do today? "Lesley asked me.I chewed my jam bread voraciously. Lately, I rarely enjoy my food, "I don't know. I haven't thought of anything. I'm busy keeping my heart calm. Besides, there is nothing I can do for now, "I replied carelessly. Lesley chuckled irritably "then? You're going to stay at my house forever? "Lesley protestedI wrinkled my forehead, "what? now you forbid me to stay at your house? Whereas you used to take me to always stay here," I replied in protest. Lesley rolled her eyes lazily. "Damn, you're someone's wife now. You used to be a single woman. But now you have responsibilities. Hey sooner or later the year end holidays are coming to an end.
ViolenSuddenly the big house felt cold to me. I want to go back to my apartment. I'm not comfortable living in a home that is too big, and I still feel lonely. It's better to be alone in my apartment. Back my mind screamed if I returned to my apartment. That means Noah and I will live in separate places. This situation will only invite Nandin and Jasmin to insult me even more.Ahh, I'm trapped in a cage with no master. My body still shakes when I have to see Noah. Like this morning, I forced myself to have breakfast with Noah at one table. However, a dish that looked delicious and warm was already on the table. Instead, my appetite is lost somewhere "This is delicious isn't it? I don't know your favorite food. So I only ask them to serve what is appropriate for you," said Noah opening the conversation.I stay focused on my activities to feed my food without thinking of replying to Noah's chat. Just enjoying this food is hard for me the spoon
ViolenThings changed after a few days. I saw Noah not going anywhere but to stay at home. Now and then, I peek into his room, and at that point, Noah was doing something at his desk. Noah looked thoughtfully at the laptop screen. Today I still wonder what Noah was doing in his room, and I peeked at Noah from behind the gap in his door."Well, he's still busy with his job," I grumbled. I'm tired of seeing the same things, when I intend to go back to my room, suddenly Daliah intercepted my steps making me startled and fell "awww" I screamed in pain when my ass hit the floor. Daliah immediately hugged me to stand up, "are you okay?" asked Daliah with a worried expression."Yeah, I'm okay," I replied, lying. Even though my ass was still throbbing from hitting the floor. Daliah pulled my hand toward the balcony of my room, and she made me sit while she looked at various directions of my space. for a moment, she ran slowly closed the door of my room