Alana
The night passed like a torment, I couldn't sleep well, if I didn't know the reason, I'd say it was due to the time difference, or fatigue from the trip, but it wasn't anything like that, the reason was Dani. I lay down on my bed with the intention of resting, but in my mind an idea was swarming, and like a fool I went to her room, which is two doors down from mine, in front of her I tried to turn the knob, but it was locked, I turned to face her. back to the, and before I took a few steps, I heard a woman's high-pitched moans. He was with her. Why couldn't those moans be mine? Why didn't he want me? I was shaken, tears streamed down my face, and I ran back to my room. I locked myself in, and I stood there in the doorway, leaning against it, slipping until I was sitting on the floor. I grabbed my legs and cried. I stayed there for a long time until I got up the courage to go to bed.
I turned from one side to the other in a frustrated attempt to forget that damn sound, and now I'm in my bed, in no mood for anything, my courage was gone with the moans of the couple in love, but if I came back willing to change this situation, I need to of something, an idea to achieve my goal, but what can I do? Nothing comes to my mind...
Oh, what hate!
My trance is shaken by the tremor of the cell phone beside me, I look at the viewfinder, and Raúl's name appears. I don't want to talk to anyone, but your image comes to my mind, your smile, your dimples, and that's enough to make me smile. I don't know why, but I want to answer the phone.
— Hello...
— Lana?
— Hi, Raul!
— Good afternoon. Are you okay?
— I am, but why are you asking me this? — I had the impression that he knew of my condition.
— You just got back from a trip, you must still be in bed, am I right?
— That's right, Mr. Raúl Ibañez, I'm still lying in bed. You know a lot about my life, I'm impressed! I say, and I hear his laughter on the other end of the line.
— I can impress you even more, cariño! — I don't know, but I think this sentence has an ulterior motive. Is Raúl wanting something with me?
— And what would it be? — I decide to join the game.
— How about we go out today?
— Where?
— I discovered a restaurant in the center of Madrid, it's great. They serve wonderful food, the atmosphere is very nice...
— Wow... You're really impressing me! — You now care about quality and...
— Cariño, you hurt me like that!
— Sorry, I didn't mean to...
— I'm kidding. So what time can I drop by to pick you up?
— Let's see, it's 1 pm. Maybe at 20:00?
— It's great. I'll stop by at 8 pm to pick you up, mi cariño... Kisses!
— Kisses...
I hang up the phone, and remember what Edu said about “mi cariño”. A smile, and a laugh wash over me. Maybe his thinking is right, and Raúl has some interest in me, what if that's true?
No, No, No...
Definitely not... What if he just wants to win me over? No, he wasn't like that, or is he now? Maybe today I'll find that out...
Raúl
— I'm still lying in my bed. — That phrase doesn't leave my mind. Sitting on one of the benches in the locker room, wrapped in a towel, I feel my body react to what Alana said. My thoughts travel to her, completely naked, covered only by a silk sheet. I approach, discover her legs, her breasts, and slide my hand until I reach her thigh, I hold her firmly, I fit between them. Her breasts harden as I bring my hand to her waist. My mouth waters just imagining my hand touching every part of her body. My imagination takes me far, and I bite him with desire, I even hear his moan, it makes me completely hard. My erotic thoughts dissipate when Tomás and other teammates enter the locker room talking about something I don't know.
On the way to Dani's house I think about Allana , and I'm sure I can't chicken out, I need to do something before I lose my nerve. In front of her I always felt like an idiot, I don't know what power this girl has over me, but that has to change. I want her. As soon as I park in front of the house, I take a deep breath and get out of the car, head for the driveway, and ring the doorbell. I'm greeted by my future mother-in-law, Elena, who breaks out into a big smile when she sees me .
— Raul, how are you?
— Good evening, Dona Elena. I'm fine, is Alana?
— She is. You are going to leave, but I think you arrived too soon, she is not ready yet. Come in… — She motioned for me to come in.
— Alright, I hope!
— I just won't be able to pay attention to you, I have an appointment, and I'm on my way out, but feel free, Dani will be here soon!
She says goodbye and heads for the door, leaving me there. I'm a little impatient, so I go upstairs to hurry Alana. In front of your door, I knock lightly and I hear your voice, allowing me to enter.
— Mom, I already... Oh, is that you, Raúl? — As she talks, I analyze her. She looks beautiful, with her hair down, wearing a white T-shirt and denim shorts, exposing her beautiful legs.
— Hi, I... — His mother opened the door for me and walked out.
— You made an appointment at eight o'clock, isn't that too early?
— Sorry, I just came straight from CT, but don't worry, I'm clean! I say and smile at her, and she does the same for me.
— It looks like you'd be dirty, Raúl! Come in, are you going to stand there at the door? Look, I'm choosing my outfit...
— Can I help you choose?
— If it's not a little tiring for you… You can!
She enters the closet, takes a while and leaves there wearing a black dress, short at the thighs, marking her curves, especially her hips and waist. She turns her back for me to appraise him, and the dress is a real downfall for me, it leaves her bare back. I try to control myself, I bite my lower lip, with an immense desire to kiss every part of them. She turns around again, and looks at me hoping I'll say something, my voice seems to be stuck somewhere in my throat.
— So, Raúl, what did you think of this one? — Is it too formal for dinner?
— No… It's beautiful!
She smiles, and enters the closet again, I'm controlling myself not to do or say something stupid that scares her, because I don't want her to think badly of me. It takes a while, she goes out again wearing another dress, light pink, thin straps, a little low-cut, it marks her breasts and her waist. She moves her hair to the side and her neck is exposed, turns her back once more to show me her dress widely, and waits for me to say something, I utter a single word.
— Beautiful...
She smiles again, and heads towards the closet, this time I follow. She is in front of the mirror, which is facing the door, I walk and stop behind her, who looks at me without saying anything. His big black eyes stare at me curiously through the mirror. I approach, and my hand touches her waist, we continue to face each other. I take the liberty of using my other hand to stroke her hair, she doesn't show any negative reaction, she keeps looking at me, I have no doubts, I completely push her hair away and lightly kiss her neck, I feel her shiver. I watch your reflection and see your eyes closed, it gives me the courage to continue. I continue kissing her neck until I reach her ear. Alana seems to like it, I take a light bite of her earlobe, and I squeeze her waist even tighter, I put her body next to mine, and I hear her moan my name, it makes me feel unparalleled.
— Raul...
My friend is happy with that most affectionate moment between Alana and me. I keep kissing her neck, excitement and an immense desire take over me, and suddenly..
AlanaEvery kiss of Raúl on my neck makes me uncomfortable, I don't know how to explain what happens to me. I let myself be carried away by the firmness of his hands on my waist, his citrus scent invading my nose, my skin burning with each contact of his lips. I'm surrendered to sensations, my eyes closed, I don't see anything, I just feel it, and when I feel the hardness of his member against me, I realize that it's going too far, and I push it away. I look at Raúl scared, I realize that I was right with my suspicion, he has some interest in me. He looks at me regretfully, approaches me again, but I push him away once more.— Raul… no ! I think you better go ..— Lana, I can explain it to you! — Sorry , I don't...— I already told you, I think you better go! — She said a little harshly.He doesn't say anything else, lowers his head, looks disappointed, and goes off like a rocket. I stand there not understanding what is happening, or rather what happened, I don't understand why my bod
RaúlI run around the field unwillingly. I haven't slept well for a few days, I spend the nights thinking about what happened. Will Alana want to go out with me? I tried to call her, I went to her house, but it seems like she doesn't want to see me, I think I need to give her space to process what happened that day. Tomás and other players talk non-stop, I can't understand what they're talking about, he's a little ahead of me, and he turns around, looks in my direction.— Hey man, shall we?— To where?— At Diego's house, he'll throw a party to celebrate the last victories, and we'll prepare ourselves psychologically for “El Gran Clasico”...— I don't know, I thought I'd do something later! — As soon as I speak, he stops running and pulls me to the corner of the field.— Dude, I don't know ... I think you should forget about this girl a little, at Diego's party, there are going to be a lot of wonderful cats, and...— Tomás, look… I know you're my friend and you want the best for me, b
RaúlI park in front of the house, on the other side of the driveway, and watch in front of me a row of cars much better than mine, probably my teammates' cars. I look at those cars, and I remember Tomás saying the other day, in the locker room, “You need to change cars, this one has done its job. You need a more powerful and more attractive car, my friend!” I don't see a problem with my car, but according to Tomás, it's already old and doesn't attract women. I have a great passion for this car, I bought it when I signed my first professional contract, and besides, the woman I want doesn't seem to care much about it, so for me, it's just a big nonsense, but for my colleagues of club seems to be something very important.I get out of the car, cross the street, go up some steps to the entrance, which is between a large expanse of grass, I notice some people in front of the house, it has a rustic appearance with its stone facade, it reminds of those old castles with huge glazed windows.
AlanaI feel strange with all this closeness, our bodies pressed together, one hand on my waist, and the other holding my arm, I don't know what's happening to me, my legs are shaking, the hairs on my arms are standing on end, and my mouth is opening and closing. Suddenly something seems different, it's as if something is preventing me from breathing, talking, and that's because of Raúl's intense gaze on me.My unease in front of Raúl is strange, after all, I shouldn't feel anything, I like Dani, but why am I trembling? Why is my skin burning right where he touches me? I'm lost in his gaze, which moves between my eyes and my mouth, and when he comes closer and whispers in my ear those words “Calma cariño” it's even worse, hard to admit, but I long for something. I'm not recognizing myself.By the pool I talk to some guys on the team, when someone bumps into me, I turn to look, and I'm in for a surprise. I never imagined finding her here, her scared look, a little lost, her fleshy mout
AlanaHearing that simple nickname that Raúl loves to call me, made an even bigger impact, and when he said he wanted me, I felt a different energy go through my body that reacted warmly to it. What is happening to me?Raúl takes his hand to my chin, and lifts it, his gaze leaves me lost, he approaches his mouth again and kisses my neck, I feel something burning through my body, inside me, an intense heat takes over. The reactions that invade me, frighten me too much, I never expected to be like this with a man other than Dani, and is it Raúl who makes me feel this way? I've liked Dani for a long time, and I've shied away from relationships, I've never allowed anyone to get this close, or touch me like that.One of his hands lands on my thigh, and he squeezes it, his mouth is on mine again, and this time I take the reins of the situation, and I kiss him with pleasure. Raúl squeezes my waist, and quickly pulls me to sit on his lap, and I allow it. What's happening? If you had asked me
AlanaYou know that moment that precedes major changes in your life? I believe I 'm living it. A few weeks ago I was sure how I felt about Dani, but since Raúl kissed me, a lot has changed, and that defender messed with me somehow, and now I don't know what to do.Yesterday after what happened, Dani still knocked on my door, but I didn't answer him, I didn't want to talk to him, his behavior was unacceptable. Raúl called me a few times, left a message, but I didn't answer him either, I'm in a confused moment, I need to think about what happened, I feel like my life has turned upside down, talking to him wouldn't be very good at this moment, I need to think about what to do from now on.Of one thing I'm sure, your kiss is wonderful, and just thinking about those hands touching me, that mouth running through some parts of my body, I start to feel a heat invading me, which excites, and makes me out of myself. I get out of bed, walk to the window, and look at the sky, the weather seems to
Raúl— Hello… raúl ? My heart races just to hear your voice, so melodious, light.— Hi, baby! Good to hear your voice... I need to talk to you, I think yesterday everything happened very fast, and I...— I'm a little busy, no time to talk right now...— Not alright! We can go out tonight, remember I invited you, but we didn't have time to agree.— Oh, I don't know if I should go out with you, I...— Like this? Forbid you to go out with me?— No, it's just that... I... I...— You are afraid of me? She takes forever to answer my question.— Cariño, are you still there?— I'm sorry... It's just that I... I don't know where this is going , and... I'm afraid of...— Are we going to find out where this goes together? — Despite the adversities, yesterday was very good for me, wasn't it for you? — and again she takes ages to respond, and I just hear her breathing on the other end of the line.— I liked it, but I don't know...— Let's do this, we'll go out as friends, and I promise I won't tou
Alana— I don't know exactly, but a story reached my ears... It seems that he said something, and then he had a fight with one of the defenders, I don't know if you've heard about it, is his name Pedro?— I know who it is… — I listen carefully to his every word, but I still don't understand. — But what...— Alana, Raúl got this guy's spot on the team, and he didn't like it...— Yes, so what?— Wow, let me finish!— It's OK!— So, he overheard some conversation from Raúl in the dressing room, and at Diego's party, he was spreading what Raúl would have said about you. I've been talking to some guys I know on their team, and it looks like all of this really is Pedro's invention. But... — I'm getting impatient with this whole story, which seems to have no end, so far he hasn't told me what Raúl said about me.— Damn it, Danny! You talk, talk, but don't say what was said about me!— I think you better not know...— I demand that you tell me, now!— Look, Lana...— Tell me!— Ok
Alana6 years laterSitting on the grass, I observe the green immensity around me. Trees, grass, everything is so green. I take a deep breath, I feel a purity in the air and a sense of peace invades my mind, and a childish laugh awakens me from my moment. I look to the side and she looks at me, her face smiling. She approaches me, smiles a lot, holds the ball as if it's something very precious, kicks it lightly in my direction, I reach for it with my hand, and the smile gives way to a closed expression.— Mother, are you better? — he asks in a worried tone.— I am, don't worry, I'm just tired!— So, you have to get out of that chair and master the ball, Dad already explained how to do it...— Julia, the player here at home is your father, understand once and for all!— But you said you'd play with me!— Yes, I said, but I thought you were going to play something else, there are other games and things to do, besides football, daughter!— But I like football, I don't want to play anythi
AlanaA few days passed, but that word echoed in my mind nonstop, I know it was just a dream, but what if it's true? If I really am pregnant, or stay in the next few days? Am I ready to be a mother? What would Raúl's reaction be? There are so many questions in my mind that I couldn't sleep well, I look at the empty space next to me, the bed seems even bigger than it is, Raúl must be at the club by now, while I don't feel like getting up .Sitting at the table, in front of the food, I stare into space. The dream won't get out of my head, and I think I'm going to go crazy if I keep thinking about it. The doorbell rings, snapping me out of my trance. I walk towards the door, and luckily for me, I find Babi's smile. She comes in, talks nonstop, but it's like I can't hear her, I throw myself on the couch, while my friend sits in the armchair next to me.— Alana, can you hear me?— What?— I'm talking to you, and it feels like I'm alone here... What happened?— Sorry , I haven't been sleepi
AlanaSitting by the sea, I watch the waves break up when they reach the sands of the beach. I take a deep breath, face the blue immensity, and a sense of peace invades my mind, my body. A child's smile awakens me from my little trance. I look to the side and look at the smiling face of a small girl who runs towards me, she approaches me, smiles, puts her hands together, offers me a small yellow flower, I reach out to take it, and before it touches, she walks away and runs away without saying anything. It's strange, I feel the need to follow her, I don't know why, but a different feeling takes over me, I can't identify what it is, just that I need to go to the little girl, be close to her. I get up and follow after her, who runs more and more and smiles. Her smile, her black eyes, and her shoulder-length hair remind me of me as a child. She smiles, and when I get closer, she hugs me so tightly, I reciprocate and I feel my heart beat so hard, she loosens up a little and looks at me, op
AlanaFlirt a football player is not easy at all. They are always traveling, training, interviewing, and playing games. And that always happens at some important moments, like my birthday, or someone in the family. Not to mention, when he's famous... Sometimes I miss when Raúl was just another one at Real Madrid, today he's a world football star, even more famous than Dani, he became the team's captain and of the national team, it's beautiful... This attracts a lot of women, from fans to those who want to do well at your expense. I'm jealous, I don't deny it. The amount of women who want to surround my boyfriend is absurd, and I've been controlling myself, I'm not as childish as I used to be. Yeah... I've matured a bit!I decided to gather my friends here at home to make small talk. I still live with my mother and stepfather, by Raúl we were living together, or married, but I tried to put off that idea for a while, I love him, but with a step like that comes big responsibilities, and
RaúlSince the day we won the title, these last few days have been crazy. I won the title of best defender in the competition alongside Valdéz , many contracts with companies emerged, interviews on various programs, celebrations, there is a lot happening at the same time in my professional life. My personal life, or rather my love life, seems stagnant, I couldn't talk to Alana after winning the title. I need to find her and I think I know the ideal time for that, because even if she's upset, she'll go to the commemoration promoted by the Spanish Football Federation.I arrive at the party practically on time, and I am informed by one of the organizers of the event that the tributes to the Selection would begin in a few minutes. I look around the room and spot her. She is beautiful, with a black dress that highlights her beautiful curves very well and a discreet neckline that leaves the bosom of her breasts a little exposed, and that makes me a little on. Dani approaches my table, waves
Alana— Raúl! — I say, look in my direction, approach, and extend my hand in greeting. — Congratulations on everything you've accomplished in this Tournament. You were amazing!He just smiles shyly, approaches me and holds my hand. This simple gesture makes my body alert, my desire is to cling to your body, kiss your mouth desperately. Raúl touches my hand lightly, his gaze is intense, I feel naked in front of him. He closes the distance between us, wraps his arms around my waist and hugs me tightly, I return the gesture. It seems like the world stopped for both of us at that moment, I can't hear anything, let alone see anything, it's a unique moment. Unlike my dream, he's not blaming me, we're incredibly connected, and before we say anything, our moment is interrupted by his family. He looks at me as if he wants to ask for something, I move away a little, giving way to his mother and brothers. He is hugged by everyone, but he keeps looking at me, I smile shyly and he smiles back. In
RaúlI walk away from my family, hoping to catch up with them, but I am stopped by some people, probably relatives of the players. And when I finally manage to pass people, and dodge that movement, Alana is no longer there. Damn it! The feeling of loss takes over me, something I had avoided in recent weeks, as I needed to be focused and concentrated on the Cup. I can't get down now, I need to focus on something else right now, we're in the final... And I want to be world champion!The big day has arrived. I couldn't sleep, I spent the whole night thinking about the game and my story so far. The day before I received several calls. Two of them caught my attention, one was from Fernando telling me about the amount of proposals I was getting from foreign clubs, from companies wanting my participation as a poster boy, and that made me happy, I finally conquered the fame I wanted. And the other call was from Alana. I answered, she said absolutely nothing and hung up. I called back but was
RaúlI will the position holder?This is some joke, it can't be, it's surreal.I always dreamed of being in the national team, especially in the most important competition in world football, but I never imagined that I would be a starter like that. It's confusing, I feel a mixture of sadness and joy. It must not be easy for Álvarez , an experienced defender, one of the best today, to be cut by such a stupid injury. However, I'm happy for the trust that Dell Castillo is placing in me, it's proof that I've been doing a good job, and that's wonderful!— Sir, I would like to thank you for the trust. And Alvarez already knows? And the team, do they already know?— He already knows, and as for the team, I'll let them know now, in the cafe. You don't need to thank me, you deserve this place, because you've been playing your role in defense very well![...]It's my debut in the competition. I'm nervous, and at the same time confident, if Del Castillo gave me this opportunity, I'm not going to
AlanaI knew she wasn't a good person, but not of that quality. It's too audacious to hold my arm, think you can say or do anything to me. I try to free myself and turn to face her. Before I open my mouth to speak, or raise my hand to do anything, someone approaches me and says something.— Leave my friend alone, you cow! Who do you think you are to pull her like that?— And who are you? Her security? he asks ironically.— No, I'm her friend. And I think you better get out of here, because if Alana is controlling herself not to put her hand in your face, I'll do it for her... — Edu speaks in a serious tone of voice, which I don't remember seeing him using since we met.— Don't worry, we're leaving! she says, and finally leaves with her friend.I see them walk away. I look at my friends who stare at me with an affectionate look. And Babi questions Edu ironically.— Since when are you so manly? I even believed...— Oh, how dull, Dona Barbara! I had to defend our friend from this crazy