Raúl
I park in front of the house, on the other side of the driveway, and watch in front of me a row of cars much better than mine, probably my teammates' cars. I look at those cars, and I remember Tomás saying the other day, in the locker room, “You need to change cars, this one has done its job. You need a more powerful and more attractive car, my friend!” I don't see a problem with my car, but according to Tomás, it's already old and doesn't attract women. I have a great passion for this car, I bought it when I signed my first professional contract, and besides, the woman I want doesn't seem to care much about it, so for me, it's just a big nonsense, but for my colleagues of club seems to be something very important.
I get out of the car, cross the street, go up some steps to the entrance, which is between a large expanse of grass, I notice some people in front of the house, it has a rustic appearance with its stone facade, it reminds of those old castles with huge glazed windows. I arrive in front of a huge wooden door, and before ringing the bell I am greeted by the owner of the house, who looks at me a little awkwardly.
— Raul? I thought you weren't coming, when they told me from the concierge that you were waiting for authorization, I didn't believe it! He says and taps my shoulder.
— I had a few things to take care of, but I thought it would be nice to stop by your party and...
— Come in, man. Feel free, okay?
— Thanks! Do you know if Tomás has arrived yet?
— He was by the pool, talking to some guys on the team.
I enter, walk through a huge room and at the end I see a large glass door open, and I recognize my friend among other guys on the team.
Alana
Honestly, I'm not interested in going to this party, for two reasons: first, it's a Real player's party, and second, I'll meet Raúl there. The last reason is making me nervous, I don't want to see him. The idea of using Raúl to make Dani jealous is pointless, and I still don't know what to do, and maybe Edu is right. My friends already decided to go to the party, in fact, Edu convinced Babi, and then me, and now, chattering in Babi's car non-stop.
— Oh, girls... Am I the only one thinking that tonight promises, or are you feeling the same way too?
— You know what I think? This is madness! Where was my head when I agreed to go to a party where most people are football players? If my mother finds out, she will kill me...
— Stop being dramatic, Babi! — Says Ed.
— Calm down, it's not like that either! — You talk as if they were criminals... And... — I say trying to appease Babi's pessimism.
— Lana, I'm sorry! I know who Dani is, there's also Raúl. They're football players, they're cool... And all, but we know the fame that a career like that brings!
— I understand you, but not everyone is the same and...
— Girls, let's stop! — Today we're going to have fun... Babi, you sound like your mother talking, all full of prejudice! — Edu exclaims and looks at Babi, who doesn't take his eyes off the road.
It doesn't take long until we reach the house described by Edu's Afair . Babi parks on the other side, both sides of the street are already crowded with cars, mostly imported. Before leaving, Edu and Babi review their appearance, he looks in the car mirror, and she in a small makeup case. I always thought the two of them were so handsome, Edu with that tanned skin, black hair and a slight topknot, his eyes the same color as his locks, a wide smile between his full lips, and a wide nose. Babi always reminded me of a fairy tale princess, with that long, naturally red hair, green eyes and white skin, thin, slightly pink lips.
As soon as we rang the bell, we are greeted by a tall, blond, blue-eyed boy who wears a black tank top, giving visibility to his strong, tattooed arms, with designs that I don't understand. As soon as we introduce ourselves, he informs us that he owns the house. Diego doesn't take his eyes off Babi, as soon as he looks at me, or at Edu, I feel that my friend is a little uncomfortable by his constant gaze.
— Come in and make yourself comfortable! Barbara, do you want a drink? — Diego speaks.
— No, thank you! I just arrived and...
— Do you want to see my house? We can talk...
— Which way is the bathroom? — She's not feeling very well, is she Barbara?
The bathroom was the excuse I came up with to get Babi out of that tight skirt, because Diego seemed very interested in her, and I don't know if he just wanted to talk, and Babi doesn't seem to want to go easy on him. He showed us the bathroom next to the pool.
The pool is full of people, both on the edge and in it, people seem to have a lot of fun. We walk among them, I feel out of place in that place, the loud sound touches something I can't understand. I see some doors ahead, I think they are bathrooms, Babi drags us there.
— I do not want to stay here!
— Babi, stop being soft! Diego stayed in his own way, stop being an idiot, he's going to stay like this from zero to zero, until when? Go there and give them some kisses, a really nice make-out, they won't kill you, no! — Ed speaks firmly.
— Edu leaves Babi alone! She's not obligated to be with whoever she doesn't want, what if that guy wants something more, and she doesn't?
— Lana, don't you feed this chronic fear that Babi has of approaching men since...
— Edu, you don't need to remind me of that! — Babi speaks gruffly.
Babi stares at him, and then turns to the mirror, looks at herself, lost in thought, I look at her black dress, she pulls it lower. Me and Edu just look at her without saying anything, I decide to do the same as her, I look at my clothes, a black skirt, a little short and round, and a white blouse, with very thin straps. While Babi and I pretend to analyze our clothes and heels, Edu and his impatience get us out of this moment.
— Girls, are you serious? — Are we going to stand here like three crazy people, looking at our clothes because you don't have the courage to face the people in the pool?
— That's not it, Ed!
— Look at that, Lana! You can't speak for Babi, at least she has a trauma from the past, don't you! You've been holding on for years to a feeling that doesn't exist, and when a guy comes along who likes you, what do you do?
— Edu, you're my friend, but you don't have the right to tell me what to do, or who I should be interested in...
— Lana, I… — Before he can finish, I open the bathroom door and step outside.
Edu thinks he owns the truth, he doesn't have the right to say what he said, let alone determine my choices, and treat me like I'm a crazy person who doesn't know what I want out of life. I know what I feel, and what I don't feel. I've been harboring a feeling for years that I never had the courage to live, and this story with Raúl may have left me even more lost, but my friend said things that made me tired. I walk among people, looking for the exit, and I'm so lost in thought, I can't see anything, or anyone, until I bump into someone whose back is.
— Sorry, I didn't... — Before I can finish, the person turns to me and asks.
— Lana? What do you do here? — I can't believe it, I could meet anyone but who I didn't want to meet!
He looks at me in a way that makes me embarrassed, and I end up losing even his eyes, which seem greener than usual, I don't know what's happening to me, naturally, I would never notice him, but today, there's something different In him, I don't know if it's the hair falling over his face, the stubble, the white T-shirt that shows off his muscles, or the slightly tight jeans that show the shape of his thighs. What's happening to me? I bite my bottom lip, and decide to talk to him, by the look in his eyes, he realizes that I analyze him.
— Raúl... How nice to see you here!
— I say the same, I never imagined meeting you here, did you come with someone?
— Yes. With Edu and Babi... They're out there!
I talk trying to sound as natural as possible, but it's hard to pretend that nothing has happened, even though I like Dani, somehow I don't know how, but that day in my room, his kisses on my neck, his arm holding me tight. an overwhelming firmness, her perfume, all this moved me.
— Want me to get you something?
— No, you don't have to, I 'm on my way out... Yeah...
— Are you going with someone?
I don't have much time to answer, I just feel someone pushing me, I'm not sure, but I lose my balance, and I imagine falling into the pool, and before I fall, Raúl grabs me by the waist and brings me close to him, pulling us away from the edge. the pool. I feel something strange when I realize that my body is pressed against his, our faces are just inches apart. I look, but I don't recognize him, something is different, I don't know if it's him or me. Vulnerability takes over me. He decides to break those seconds of silence, and whispers in my ear words that disturb me.
— Calm down, sweetheart!
AlanaI feel strange with all this closeness, our bodies pressed together, one hand on my waist, and the other holding my arm, I don't know what's happening to me, my legs are shaking, the hairs on my arms are standing on end, and my mouth is opening and closing. Suddenly something seems different, it's as if something is preventing me from breathing, talking, and that's because of Raúl's intense gaze on me.My unease in front of Raúl is strange, after all, I shouldn't feel anything, I like Dani, but why am I trembling? Why is my skin burning right where he touches me? I'm lost in his gaze, which moves between my eyes and my mouth, and when he comes closer and whispers in my ear those words “Calma cariño” it's even worse, hard to admit, but I long for something. I'm not recognizing myself.By the pool I talk to some guys on the team, when someone bumps into me, I turn to look, and I'm in for a surprise. I never imagined finding her here, her scared look, a little lost, her fleshy mout
AlanaHearing that simple nickname that Raúl loves to call me, made an even bigger impact, and when he said he wanted me, I felt a different energy go through my body that reacted warmly to it. What is happening to me?Raúl takes his hand to my chin, and lifts it, his gaze leaves me lost, he approaches his mouth again and kisses my neck, I feel something burning through my body, inside me, an intense heat takes over. The reactions that invade me, frighten me too much, I never expected to be like this with a man other than Dani, and is it Raúl who makes me feel this way? I've liked Dani for a long time, and I've shied away from relationships, I've never allowed anyone to get this close, or touch me like that.One of his hands lands on my thigh, and he squeezes it, his mouth is on mine again, and this time I take the reins of the situation, and I kiss him with pleasure. Raúl squeezes my waist, and quickly pulls me to sit on his lap, and I allow it. What's happening? If you had asked me
AlanaYou know that moment that precedes major changes in your life? I believe I 'm living it. A few weeks ago I was sure how I felt about Dani, but since Raúl kissed me, a lot has changed, and that defender messed with me somehow, and now I don't know what to do.Yesterday after what happened, Dani still knocked on my door, but I didn't answer him, I didn't want to talk to him, his behavior was unacceptable. Raúl called me a few times, left a message, but I didn't answer him either, I'm in a confused moment, I need to think about what happened, I feel like my life has turned upside down, talking to him wouldn't be very good at this moment, I need to think about what to do from now on.Of one thing I'm sure, your kiss is wonderful, and just thinking about those hands touching me, that mouth running through some parts of my body, I start to feel a heat invading me, which excites, and makes me out of myself. I get out of bed, walk to the window, and look at the sky, the weather seems to
Raúl— Hello… raúl ? My heart races just to hear your voice, so melodious, light.— Hi, baby! Good to hear your voice... I need to talk to you, I think yesterday everything happened very fast, and I...— I'm a little busy, no time to talk right now...— Not alright! We can go out tonight, remember I invited you, but we didn't have time to agree.— Oh, I don't know if I should go out with you, I...— Like this? Forbid you to go out with me?— No, it's just that... I... I...— You are afraid of me? She takes forever to answer my question.— Cariño, are you still there?— I'm sorry... It's just that I... I don't know where this is going , and... I'm afraid of...— Are we going to find out where this goes together? — Despite the adversities, yesterday was very good for me, wasn't it for you? — and again she takes ages to respond, and I just hear her breathing on the other end of the line.— I liked it, but I don't know...— Let's do this, we'll go out as friends, and I promise I won't tou
Alana— I don't know exactly, but a story reached my ears... It seems that he said something, and then he had a fight with one of the defenders, I don't know if you've heard about it, is his name Pedro?— I know who it is… — I listen carefully to his every word, but I still don't understand. — But what...— Alana, Raúl got this guy's spot on the team, and he didn't like it...— Yes, so what?— Wow, let me finish!— It's OK!— So, he overheard some conversation from Raúl in the dressing room, and at Diego's party, he was spreading what Raúl would have said about you. I've been talking to some guys I know on their team, and it looks like all of this really is Pedro's invention. But... — I'm getting impatient with this whole story, which seems to have no end, so far he hasn't told me what Raúl said about me.— Damn it, Danny! You talk, talk, but don't say what was said about me!— I think you better not know...— I demand that you tell me, now!— Look, Lana...— Tell me!— Ok
AlanaI couldn't look at Raúl, I couldn't believe what I'd heard. I felt myself shaking from head to toe, how could he say something like that, and leave me in this restlessness?— Are you cold?— Cold? I tried to manage a smile but I couldn't. — No, I'm not cold.How could I be cold when I feel somehow warm inside? It's strange, very strange!— I scared you, sorry!— I'm not scared. Why should I be? I...Embarrassment hangs in the air, and I feel that Raúl is as tense as I am.— So, shall we go for a walk? — he asks.— It's a good idea!He started, and we headed towards the special place he referred to. The weather was a little chilly despite the sun. Raúl follows a path I'm not familiar with, it doesn't seem like we're in Madrid anymore, after passing the main road, he entered a secondary road, which at first had asphalt, but now I can only see dirt. The car continued along this path until it reached a bridge, we passed over the river. All the while we said nothing, as the car climb
RaúlFor a moment, I was completely still at Alana's action. I felt the pounding of her heart against my chest. She noticed my reaction and walked away.— Sorry, Raul! Sorry!— Don't be sorry! — I say with difficulty. — But please continue!Then Alana wraps her arms around my shoulders, I grab her around the waist and pull her against me in a growing urge of passion. I notice her shivering slightly and I gently caress the back of her neck with my mouth, moving closer to her ear.— Never apologize when you want to kiss me, cariño!He turns my face to his face, and I notice his altered features. When our mouths meet, I'm the one who trembles, and I feel like I'm out of my mind. The fact is that since I kissed Alana, I feel like I've never kissed anyone before, a kiss with so much passion and desire. I feel my chest crushing her breasts, my legs burning between hers, a feeling of pleasure coursing through my body, which seems to heat up too much.She suddenly lets go, and it surprises me
AlanaMy mouth he goes urgently to look for his, and I lose myself in sensations, while his hands caress my back. I need to stop, I can't go on, I'm confused, after all I'm the one who said about hanging out as friends. Friends don't kiss each other on the mouth, do they? I break the kiss, and place my hands on his chest. We face each other, and I confess that I'm once again lost in his gaze, I don't know what to do, I just turn my face away. He seems to understand, walks away, and before he says anything, I open the door and walk out.A few days passed after that meeting, and I ended up giving up on the picnic. Raúl called me several times, some times I answered , and others, I let the phone ring. Every time he called me, an invitation to dinner was present in his speech, and after much thought, I accepted.[...]On the way to the restaurant, a silence settled between us, and I confess once again that I feel a little lost, and disappointed in myself.When Raúl told me he was in love
Alana6 years laterSitting on the grass, I observe the green immensity around me. Trees, grass, everything is so green. I take a deep breath, I feel a purity in the air and a sense of peace invades my mind, and a childish laugh awakens me from my moment. I look to the side and she looks at me, her face smiling. She approaches me, smiles a lot, holds the ball as if it's something very precious, kicks it lightly in my direction, I reach for it with my hand, and the smile gives way to a closed expression.— Mother, are you better? — he asks in a worried tone.— I am, don't worry, I'm just tired!— So, you have to get out of that chair and master the ball, Dad already explained how to do it...— Julia, the player here at home is your father, understand once and for all!— But you said you'd play with me!— Yes, I said, but I thought you were going to play something else, there are other games and things to do, besides football, daughter!— But I like football, I don't want to play anythi
AlanaA few days passed, but that word echoed in my mind nonstop, I know it was just a dream, but what if it's true? If I really am pregnant, or stay in the next few days? Am I ready to be a mother? What would Raúl's reaction be? There are so many questions in my mind that I couldn't sleep well, I look at the empty space next to me, the bed seems even bigger than it is, Raúl must be at the club by now, while I don't feel like getting up .Sitting at the table, in front of the food, I stare into space. The dream won't get out of my head, and I think I'm going to go crazy if I keep thinking about it. The doorbell rings, snapping me out of my trance. I walk towards the door, and luckily for me, I find Babi's smile. She comes in, talks nonstop, but it's like I can't hear her, I throw myself on the couch, while my friend sits in the armchair next to me.— Alana, can you hear me?— What?— I'm talking to you, and it feels like I'm alone here... What happened?— Sorry , I haven't been sleepi
AlanaSitting by the sea, I watch the waves break up when they reach the sands of the beach. I take a deep breath, face the blue immensity, and a sense of peace invades my mind, my body. A child's smile awakens me from my little trance. I look to the side and look at the smiling face of a small girl who runs towards me, she approaches me, smiles, puts her hands together, offers me a small yellow flower, I reach out to take it, and before it touches, she walks away and runs away without saying anything. It's strange, I feel the need to follow her, I don't know why, but a different feeling takes over me, I can't identify what it is, just that I need to go to the little girl, be close to her. I get up and follow after her, who runs more and more and smiles. Her smile, her black eyes, and her shoulder-length hair remind me of me as a child. She smiles, and when I get closer, she hugs me so tightly, I reciprocate and I feel my heart beat so hard, she loosens up a little and looks at me, op
AlanaFlirt a football player is not easy at all. They are always traveling, training, interviewing, and playing games. And that always happens at some important moments, like my birthday, or someone in the family. Not to mention, when he's famous... Sometimes I miss when Raúl was just another one at Real Madrid, today he's a world football star, even more famous than Dani, he became the team's captain and of the national team, it's beautiful... This attracts a lot of women, from fans to those who want to do well at your expense. I'm jealous, I don't deny it. The amount of women who want to surround my boyfriend is absurd, and I've been controlling myself, I'm not as childish as I used to be. Yeah... I've matured a bit!I decided to gather my friends here at home to make small talk. I still live with my mother and stepfather, by Raúl we were living together, or married, but I tried to put off that idea for a while, I love him, but with a step like that comes big responsibilities, and
RaúlSince the day we won the title, these last few days have been crazy. I won the title of best defender in the competition alongside Valdéz , many contracts with companies emerged, interviews on various programs, celebrations, there is a lot happening at the same time in my professional life. My personal life, or rather my love life, seems stagnant, I couldn't talk to Alana after winning the title. I need to find her and I think I know the ideal time for that, because even if she's upset, she'll go to the commemoration promoted by the Spanish Football Federation.I arrive at the party practically on time, and I am informed by one of the organizers of the event that the tributes to the Selection would begin in a few minutes. I look around the room and spot her. She is beautiful, with a black dress that highlights her beautiful curves very well and a discreet neckline that leaves the bosom of her breasts a little exposed, and that makes me a little on. Dani approaches my table, waves
Alana— Raúl! — I say, look in my direction, approach, and extend my hand in greeting. — Congratulations on everything you've accomplished in this Tournament. You were amazing!He just smiles shyly, approaches me and holds my hand. This simple gesture makes my body alert, my desire is to cling to your body, kiss your mouth desperately. Raúl touches my hand lightly, his gaze is intense, I feel naked in front of him. He closes the distance between us, wraps his arms around my waist and hugs me tightly, I return the gesture. It seems like the world stopped for both of us at that moment, I can't hear anything, let alone see anything, it's a unique moment. Unlike my dream, he's not blaming me, we're incredibly connected, and before we say anything, our moment is interrupted by his family. He looks at me as if he wants to ask for something, I move away a little, giving way to his mother and brothers. He is hugged by everyone, but he keeps looking at me, I smile shyly and he smiles back. In
RaúlI walk away from my family, hoping to catch up with them, but I am stopped by some people, probably relatives of the players. And when I finally manage to pass people, and dodge that movement, Alana is no longer there. Damn it! The feeling of loss takes over me, something I had avoided in recent weeks, as I needed to be focused and concentrated on the Cup. I can't get down now, I need to focus on something else right now, we're in the final... And I want to be world champion!The big day has arrived. I couldn't sleep, I spent the whole night thinking about the game and my story so far. The day before I received several calls. Two of them caught my attention, one was from Fernando telling me about the amount of proposals I was getting from foreign clubs, from companies wanting my participation as a poster boy, and that made me happy, I finally conquered the fame I wanted. And the other call was from Alana. I answered, she said absolutely nothing and hung up. I called back but was
RaúlI will the position holder?This is some joke, it can't be, it's surreal.I always dreamed of being in the national team, especially in the most important competition in world football, but I never imagined that I would be a starter like that. It's confusing, I feel a mixture of sadness and joy. It must not be easy for Álvarez , an experienced defender, one of the best today, to be cut by such a stupid injury. However, I'm happy for the trust that Dell Castillo is placing in me, it's proof that I've been doing a good job, and that's wonderful!— Sir, I would like to thank you for the trust. And Alvarez already knows? And the team, do they already know?— He already knows, and as for the team, I'll let them know now, in the cafe. You don't need to thank me, you deserve this place, because you've been playing your role in defense very well![...]It's my debut in the competition. I'm nervous, and at the same time confident, if Del Castillo gave me this opportunity, I'm not going to
AlanaI knew she wasn't a good person, but not of that quality. It's too audacious to hold my arm, think you can say or do anything to me. I try to free myself and turn to face her. Before I open my mouth to speak, or raise my hand to do anything, someone approaches me and says something.— Leave my friend alone, you cow! Who do you think you are to pull her like that?— And who are you? Her security? he asks ironically.— No, I'm her friend. And I think you better get out of here, because if Alana is controlling herself not to put her hand in your face, I'll do it for her... — Edu speaks in a serious tone of voice, which I don't remember seeing him using since we met.— Don't worry, we're leaving! she says, and finally leaves with her friend.I see them walk away. I look at my friends who stare at me with an affectionate look. And Babi questions Edu ironically.— Since when are you so manly? I even believed...— Oh, how dull, Dona Barbara! I had to defend our friend from this crazy