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DAMIEN’S POV
I was feeling horrible, I felt like a child who had been given a toy as a gift and then had it taken away from him. I hadn't seen Elena in a few days and I couldn’t understand why she was avoiding me. I was still working in the garden with Charles and, thankfully, he hadn't noticed that I was always jumpy. The reason why I was convinced that Elena was avoiding me was that she knew that I was here and yet, despite knowing that I was here and waiting for her, she still didn’t come to see me. I wondered if Lukas realized that she had found her mate and decided to imprison her and I also wanted to ask Charles if he had seen her or if he had heard anything, but I was afraid that he would know that there was something between us.I could only hope that he would be the one to bring it up and, unfortunately for me, Charles just didn’t seem interested in Lukas and his family. Charles loved working in the garden and most conversations that I had with h
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