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2024-10-29 19:42:56DAMIEN’S POV
My first night in Lukas’s mansion was not as bad as I would have expected it to be. The only thing that was out of the ordinary was the fact that the woman in my dreams seemed to have completely taken over my head now. She was all I could think of before I went to bed and I had even taken the picture that I had drawn of her and I fell asleep with it in my hand. The fact that my head and my wolf had memorized her scent wasn’t even making things easier for me. Something told me that she was the one who owned the scent that had been driving me crazy ever since I got here.I woke up the following morning with a different mission in my mind and that mission was to find her and at least lay my eyes on her. I really didn’t care if I couldn’t speak to her when I saw her because as far as I was concerned laying my eyes on her was going to be enough for me. I woke up the following morning and took a quick shower and then got dressed. After I put on myRelated chapters
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ELENA’S POVI was slowly fading and when I opened my eyes I met Lukas' own eyes filled with sorrow. He seemed to have been crying and even though I was the one knocking very loudly on death's door, I couldn’t help feeling sorry for him. I wanted to tell him that he didn’t have to do this, but I was too weak to even open my mouth. For a minute I couldn’t remember what was happening and I couldn’t even recognise where I was. It was upon seeing Lukas's face that I remembered that he had kidnapped me yet again after finding out that Damien was my mate. When was this ever going to end?“Water...” I whispered and he gently touched my lips and then got up and got a glass of water with a straw. I didn’t realise how weak I was until I tried getting up to take the glass of water.“You are weak” he said as he got closer to my lips with the glass of water. I took a sip and then rested on the pillow. Lukas stared at me before he finally started speaking.“I am so sorry for putting you through this
