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MY SECRET MATE Going Shopping
ELENA’S POVDespite the fact that I had already told Grace that I didn’t feel like going shopping today, she simply refused to listen to me. She claimed that I had delayed her for too long and I realized that she didn’t realize that her brother was to blame for that. Lukas had been keeping me very busy and I felt like sleeping most of the time due to the things he was getting up to with me at night. Although I enjoyed the pleasure that he was giving me and the lengths that he went to just to please me, I still hated his methods and the fact that I was doing all these things with him. Maybe if it was my mate that was actually doing this to me I would have enjoyed it a little more, but it was just Lukas. I just took every moment I spent in bed with him as masturbation although I would occasionally imagine that it was the man who visited me in my dreams that was pleasing me.I found myself looking forward to sleep every night because it was the only time that I could spend by myself with
MY SECRET MATE A matter of time
DAMIEN’S POVEverything in the palace was a buzz and everyone seemed to be excited about the part that was coming up. The alpha of the pack that I was now a part of was a little upset that the venue of the party had been changed and that he now had to travel a long distance just to attend the party. I didn’t care, I just considered his complaints as problems for the rich and they had nothing to do with me. I had bigger problems of my own and they certainly didn’t involve me travelling a long distance to attend a party. Being caught in this pack and being kept there as their slave was better than the life that I had been living. I didn’t remember much about myself or my past life and for the first time in my life I was actually in a place where I was believed when I told my story. They didn’t think that I was bullshitting them and that kind of made me feel good. There wasn’t much that anyone could do to help me remember where I was from or how I had ended up being a rogue wolf so all
MY SECRET MATE dark secrets
LUKAS’ POVI was happy that everything in the mansion was going just as I had wanted and planned for it to, the omegas were very good at following instructions and I prided myself on the fact that my subjects listened to me. Of course, some alphas would say that they didn’t like the fact that their subject had to fear them, but as far as I was concerned, it was that fear that brought about respect. They would never dream of disobeying me because they knew very well what I was capable of. Elena and Grace had bought a few dresses for the night and Grace, being the smart ass that she was, she insisted that Elena give the dresses to her so that I wouldn’t see them. I didn’t like that idea because Grace had her own way of dressing and it was a way that I didn’t necessarily like or approve of. However, Elena seemed to be very comfortable with Grace and, for her, I would agree to anything. That was the reason why I let Grace get away with keeping the dresses in her room. I could only hope t
MY SECRET MATE Eyes on me
ELENA’S POVThe day that everyone had been talking about was finally here and I wasn’t sure how I felt about that. I wasn’t really excited because I knew that Lukas was about to make it all about him, he was probably going to parade me all around the ballroom the whole night and this was something that I really wasn’t looking forward to. I hated being in crowds and what I hated more than that was that I was going to be the center of attention and that I would have to socialize with wolves that I had never met before. I was expected to do that with a smile on my face and pretend that I was enjoying it the whole time. However, there was a flip side to this and that was the fact that I would get to see different faces and maybe my mate would be amongst them. Of course, Lukas was going to try everything in his power to make sure that he didn’t have time alone with anyone. I was certain that he would want to be the only one who had access to me and because everyone around here was afraid
MY SECRET MATE For peace
FmLUKAS’ POVElena was looking very beautiful and judging by the way that everyone was looking at her, I could see that they could all see it too. At first, I was very proud to see that she had caught their attention and they could all see how lucky and blessed I was to have her, but that soon turned into anger. I couldn’t stand the way some of them were looking at her. It was as if they were making it very clear that they wished they could have a very big piece of her. Of course, they all knew that they couldn’t have her and they all knew that I would kill them if they tried to make a pass at her, but at the same time, I was infuriated by the shameless look they were giving her and the fact that they were not acknowledging me being by her side.The bright side was the fact that Elena didn’t seem to be enjoying the attention that she was getting and that she wanted this party to end soon so that she could be out of here. I can't say that I blamed her for that because I was feeling the
MY SECRET MATE who you belong to
ELENA’S POV I just couldn’t believe how Lukas was acting. I mean it wasn't like I liked being flirted with, but I didn’t think that merited the way that Lukas was acting. Alpha Jack also wasn't innocent in all of this because he was also willing to give Lukas a wolf that was meant to take care of me or whatever it was that he thought I needed. I thought of trying to convince Lukas that bringing this wolf here to keep an eye on me was a bad idea, but I knew that today wasn’t a good day for that. After speaking to ALpha Jach he was still very grumpy and angry. However, I also knew that if I didn’t tell him that I thought that bringing this mysterious wolf here was a bad idea n0w it would be too late to do so the following day.“I really don’t think bringing that wolf here is a good idea,” I said as she was sleeping facing the other direction. I wasn’t sure if he was sleeping or awake, but I really hoped that he was awake because I needed him to hear what I
MY SECRET MATE Plots
DAMIEN’S POVI couldn’t believe the state that alpha Jake came in, he looked like he had just been attacked by a bunch of wolves that tried to beat him to death. I was even afraid of asking him what had happened to him because he also seemed to be in a very bad mood. I didn’t really blame him for being in that mood, because I assumed that whatever happened to him must have happened at the party. He had been so excited about going to the party with hopes of meeting his mate and yet the only thing he got was punches.When he got home, he went straight into his room and all of us could see that whatever had happened at the party must have been hectic because he didn’t even go to his office to get an update from us. All of us were wondering what was wrong with him, but only the guards that had gone with him knew what had happened. I couldn’t ask them because I wasn’t close to any of them, but those who did ask said that the alpha was attacked by alpha Lukas.
MY SECRET MATE Trouble
LUKAS’ POVI was feeling happy that I had finally marked Elena and that no one would ever take her or even try to take her away from me now. After I had marked her she seemed to be in an immense amount of pain and I knew that was because I wasn't her true mate. This didn’t bother me at all because I knew that she would eventually get over it. I had heard it being said that if a female wolf was marked by a male that wasn’t her mate, the mark wouldn't work, but I had just proven that wrong because Elena did have my mark now. I even got the doctor to look at her and give her some painkillers since she seemed to be in a lot of pain and he did. After taking the painkillers that the doctor had given her, she seemed to be doing a lot better and she even got out of bed and seemed ready to start her day. Of course, Elena was upset that I had marked her. In her mind, I was supposed to ask for her permission to do so. I made it clear to her that I didn't have to get permission fr
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MY SECRET MATE A new beginning
DAMIEN’S POV“It hurts …” Elena cried out as I tried to keep her calm.She had been in pain for a while now and I was beginning to wonder if thus was the way it was supposed to be. A part of me felt like she was going to die because I had never seen anyone in as much pain as she was in right now. I didn’t even know how to help her or where to touch her. I was too afraid that if i touched her in the wrong place I would hurt her even more “Where is the fucking doctor?” She shouted at me almost damaging my eardrum.“HE is on his way” I said as I helped her lay down again while sending another mind link to the doctor. I couldn’t understand what was taking him so long. He responded to my mind link and told me that he was on his way.After a few minutes he was in our bedroom checking Elena’s pulse. “is she going to be okay? Is this supposed to be happening? Is she supposed to be in his much pain?” I interrogated him but he ignored me“doctor, is the baby okay? Will they both be oka
MY SECRET MATE A promise to myself
ELENA’S POV I couldn’t believe that I was actually here and in my mother’s arms. I had missed being held by this woman more than I cared to admit. I missed hearing her voice and being calmed down by her. I had even forgotten that she was once the centre of my world, I had forgotten that she was once a god in my eyes. I couldn’t even believe that I had allowed Lukas to make me hate my own m0ther, but now that I was here I wanted to make up for all the time that we had lost while we were away from each other. Despite being in my mother’s arms, I still couldn’t help noticing that there was someone missing her there. It was my father. I wondered if he didn’t want to see me after all, had I come all this way only to be rejected by him again?” He is inside and I promise you he has the same fears that you have” my mother said and I smiled nervously.“alpha Damien, thank you so much for reuniting us with our daughter. We never thought that we would see her again but life is full surprises.”
MY SECRET MATE New begginings
DAMIEN’S POVI really hoped that seeing her little sister would make Elena reconsider her feelings for her parents. She needed to forgive them not only for her sake but also for the pups that we were going to have in the future. It was as if I only existed to make this woman happy because the look on her face when she laid her eyes on her sister was enough to get me smiling all throughout the day. When Tasha and Elena were done with their meeting, I asked Charles to take Tasha back home because I wanted to go and hear from Elena how their meeting had gone. I already knew how the meeting had gone because I could hear them laughing as Elena walked her little sister out of the bedroom. Even without seeing her, I already knew that she was very happy.I was glad that seeing her little sister made Elena realise that she needed her family as much as they needed her. I had no family and I wished I had one. I didn’t want her to wait until it was too late before she made amends. Admittedly, her
MY SECRET MATE going home
DAMIEN’S POV I was happy to finally be able to take Elena home with me. We had been apart for too long and it was also time for me to help ease her pain. She had already been through a lot and I just wanted her to get a break. I missed sewing her all happy and I missed seeing her smiling. Ever since Lukas had found out what was happening between me and Elena, things hadn't been smooth for us. First he had kicked me out of the pack and soon after that he ran away with Elena. However, that was now all after under the bridge and everything in order now, well everything except Elana’s health.I had chosen to move me and Elena to a different room because I decided she wouldn’t want to stay in the same room that she shared with Lukas. I didn’t even want to imagine the kind of memories she had in there but I didn’t want her to relive anything. I wanted the old bedroom to be turned into my new office and I wanted Elena’s bedroom to be joined with another room so that we could make it into ou
MY SECRET MATE saved at last
ELENA’S POVI had passed out sometime in the car as we made our way back to the pack. I felt like I could rest easy knowing that I was now back in the arms that I was supposed to be in. I still felt bad for the way things had ended with Lukas but there was nothing that I could do to handle that situation. I still felt that he had changed and that he regretted his actions but it seemed that I was the only one who believed that. I was saddened by the way Damien had turned into a monster just get get revenge on Lukas, but at the same time, I could understand his pain and who was to say that if he hadn't killed Lukas he wouldn’t come after me after I was well. I had to be honest with myself and the truth was that I knew that I would never have felt safe if I knew that Lukas was out there roaming free. I would have lived my life looking over my shoulder and afraid that he would come after me.When I woke up I was in the back clinic and although I was still in pain from the heat, I felt a l
MY SECRET MATE end of pain
DAMIEN’S POVNow that Lukas was dead, Elena and I could finally move on with our lives in peace. We left his body lying there in his yard and figured that some stray animal would get rid of it for us. I decided to believe Mike when he said that he hadn't told Lukas that we were coming but at the same time I made a mental note to keep a very close eye on him. Mike was not to be trusted and there was no way that I was going to give him a position that was going to make him close to me. I wanted to keep him as far away from me as possible for the sake of my peace of mind.As we made our way back to the mansion, Charles was the one that took over the well because I wanted to sit at the back with Elena. She looked horrible and instead of the sweet scent that I could recognise her by, she smelled like death was hovering above her. Even if she was in heat, how the hell was I going to help her and where the fuck was I even going to start? Lukas had really fucked things up for us and I wished
MY SECRET MATE Betrayed again
LUKAS’S POVI was struggling to understand why Mike had done this and why he had betrayed me in the way that he had. Had I ever done anything to him that made him think angry? Had I ever treated him unfairly? I couldn’t think of anything that I had ever done to him that could ever justify all that he had done to me. I had treated him like a brother that I had never had, but I guess he never appreciated that. Here was Mike, a guy that I had treated like my second in command standing over me with Damiena and Charles, the men that wanted me dead. I could understand why Charles hated me, especially after what happened to his father, but how could Mike do that?Charles and Damien kept interrupting my conversation with someone I had considered a brother for such a long time I chose to ignore them. I wanted Mike to answer me before I died so that I would die knowing exactly why he had chosen to betray me like this.“why Mike?” I asked him again.“I didn’t have a choice, Lukas” he finally sai
MY SECRET MATE not buying it
DAMIEN’S POVAlthough I was very happy that we had finally arrived where Lukas was keeping Elena, I was very disturbed when I saw him walking out with her in his arms. My wolf immediately went crazy and I clenched the gun that I was holding. Why the hell was he carrying her and what had he done to her? The fact that he was carrying her drove me crazy, but when my eyes met with hers I realised that something was seriously wrong with her. I couldn’t help feeling like she was trying to communicate something with me but just couldn’t figure out what it was. She kept looking at me and then at Lukas. At some point, whenever looked at Lukas it seemed that he said something to her and I wished I was a fly so that I could hear what, he was telling her. He had better not have been threatening her because there was no way that he was going to escape this today. This had been something that was long time coming0 and he now had to face the consequences of the decisions that he had made. I hoped t
MY SECRET MATE a stand off
ELENA’S POVI was slowly fading and when I opened my eyes I met Lukas' own eyes filled with sorrow. He seemed to have been crying and even though I was the one knocking very loudly on death's door, I couldn’t help feeling sorry for him. I wanted to tell him that he didn’t have to do this, but I was too weak to even open my mouth. For a minute I couldn’t remember what was happening and I couldn’t even recognise where I was. It was upon seeing Lukas's face that I remembered that he had kidnapped me yet again after finding out that Damien was my mate. When was this ever going to end?“Water...” I whispered and he gently touched my lips and then got up and got a glass of water with a straw. I didn’t realise how weak I was until I tried getting up to take the glass of water.“You are weak” he said as he got closer to my lips with the glass of water. I took a sip and then rested on the pillow. Lukas stared at me before he finally started speaking.“I am so sorry for putting you through this
