As the days dragged on, Vinnie couldn’t shake off the nagging feeling that something was amiss. She had expected at least a courteous response from Mr Doyle or his assistant, Alex, after their meeting last week. But now, a whole week had gone by without a word, leaving her with a growing sense of unease.
What if she was rejected like that woman he met at the cafe?
What if her muteness had once again destroyed her chances?
How many times would life rub it in her face that she was anything but normal?
That she was not enough...
“Shit! I’m out of red lace.” A panicked voice snapped her out of her stupor.
Vinnie blinked and realized she was sprawled on the couch in her best friend Maya’s studio apartment. She looked up from the throw pillow in her lap to see Maya rushing across the room with a pencil behind her right ear.
Vinnie sat up straighter, wondering what was going on.
From the time she was barely knee-high, Maya’s infatuation with fashion had been undeniable. She’d tinker with petite trinkets and conjure up her own designs, meticulously stitching together garments that were uniquely hers. Now, Vinnie wouldn’t necessarily dub Maya’s experiments massive hits all the time, but considering her lack of formal training or a hefty tuition bill from some fancy design school, her best friend’s skills were nothing short of impressive.
“I need to make a quick run to the department store downstairs. Do you think you’ll be okay?” Maya asked while rummaging into her closet and pulling out a black top before quickly pulling it down on herself. Maya had a peculiar habit of wearing only a long t-shirt paired with loose cotton shorts at home. She hated wearing makeup except when she was at work, and more than anything, she hated wearing tight or snug clothes at home. Vinnie, too, basically had the same habit, but she wasn’t exactly crazy about it. Vinnie was more adjustable and adaptable between the two friends.
Vinnie tossed the throw pillow to the other side of the couch and swung her legs to the floor, preparing to go with her.
But Maya quickly gestured to stop her. “No, you stay here. I’ll be back in a minute. I’m going to lock the door from the outside, so if Warren comes by for the rent again, he’ll think twice before barging in.”
Maya was behind on her rent, so it was understandable that she worried about her landlord, Mike Warren, a seventy-something old man, showing up at any time to threaten her with eviction if she didn’t pay the overdue rent.
Vinnie slouched on the couch, resting her head on the armrest as she curled up on her side, watching her friend slip on a pair of slippers before making her way towards the door.
Maya swung the door open, ready to leave, but then she turned back, shifting her weight to her right leg and rolling her eyes. “And seriously, get off that damn couch already. You’ve been lying there like a slug. I’m dragging you out tonight.”
Vinnie let out a whine, emitting a soft groan while shaking her head and making a poor, puppy face.
“Nope. I don’t care if you’re not in the mood. We’re going out, end of story. If I have to witness you walking, sitting, and eating like a zombie any longer, I’ll lose my freaking mind.”
With that, the door slammed shut.
Vinnie sighed dramatically and kicked her legs against the armrest on the other end of the couch, but once the sheer silence of the studio apartment started to press on her chest and throat, she pushed herself off the couch and moved to the kitchen.
She opened the refrigerator and looked for something she could eat. She wasn’t exactly hungry, having eaten lunch not too long ago, but she was bored out of her mind and didn’t have anything better to do so...
Vinnie snatched the leftover meatballs from the previous night and popped them into the microwave, eagerly awaiting their sizzling transformation. As the microwave hummed and the glass plate spun in a culinary dance, she couldn’t resist pouring herself a tall glass of Sprite to accompany her feast.
As she waited for her food to be ready, Vinnie glanced out the window. The sun hung high in the sky, mercilessly radiating its scorching rays upon the world below. Once again, her mind drifted to her meeting with Mr Doyle, and the pang that rose in her chest this time was a lot worse than earlier. She hadn’t mentioned anything about Mr. Doyle and his peculiar request for a mistress to Maya. Keeping secrets from her best friend felt anything but nice or righteous, but how on earth could she break the news without triggering a full-blown meltdown?
Personally, Vinnie wasn’t bothered by the idea of being at someone’s beck and call; she simply yearned for an escape from her life’s monotonous limitations and suffocating constraints. She longed for something new, an experience that wouldn’t remind her of her past, present, or future. For just a small moment, she dreamed of a life free from regrets and the absolute burden of exhaustion.
And Mr Doyle could give her that. From whatever she had garnered about the man in the two meetings they had, he was the man who could be trusted. He wasn’t arrogant or narcissistic by any means. Or at least she hoped so. He just looked, well, a tad serious for his own good.
Towering over six feet and then some, he donned perfectly tailored suits that accentuated his chiseled shoulders, bulging biceps, and lengthy arms in a way that seemed too good to be true. And those legs? Well, let’s not even start on those heavenly creations. Vinnie would confidently wager her last dollar that she had never encountered a man so annoyingly flawless, possessing the rare combination of humility and an intoxicating level of confidence that sent her heart racing like a caffeine-fueled maniac.
Vinnie was halfway through the bowl of meatballs when the unlocking sound of the main door teased her ear. She looked up from the couch, waited for the door to open, and smiled when Maya came into view.
The scorching heat had clearly taken its toll on her best friend, leaving her looking flushed and sweaty, like she had just completed a marathon in a sauna.
“Goodness gracious, it’s like the sun is extra cranky today. What’s with the fucking heat?”
Vinnie chuckled, placing the nearly empty bowl on the table, and signing with her hands. “So, are we still up for going out?”
Maya rolled her eyes, casually dropping a paper bag on the side of the sewing machine before heading to the refrigerator to grab a refreshing bottle of water. Taking a long swig, she sipped it down and then spoke, still catching her breath. “Guess who I saw across the road? Jace.”
Jace Hunter was Maya’s ex-boyfriend, and their breakup, about five months ago, was far from pretty. It was as nasty as it could get. When Maya discovered that Jace had been seeing another girl in his neighborhood while they were still dating, she stormed over to his place to confront him.
Instead of a simple confrontation, she stumbled upon undeniable evidence of his betrayal. Suffice it to say, she was beyond furious. Finding that girl in Jace’s bedroom, barely covered in sheets, Maya lost control and unleashed her anger, leaving his home in shambles. When she was finished, she turned to a dumbstruck Jace and declared that they were even.
He had broken her heart, and she had broken his home.
That night after her breakup, Maya and Vinnie decided to hit up a nearby bar and indulge in an epic drinking session. They had a blast, getting drunk until they couldn’t count to ten without one of them tripping over nothing but air.
Needless to say, when Matt, Maya’s twin brother arrived to pick them up, he was less than thrilled to deal with their drunken asses. His frustration only grew ten times when he was forced to prove his biological connection to Maya, ensuring that he wasn’t some random stranger attempting to take advantage of two incredibly tipsy ladies.
Vinnie took a final sip, slurping up the remaining drops of Sprite through the straw. Using sign language, she conveyed her thoughts. “You really need to move on from him.”
Maya locked eyes with Vinnie, shaking her head in response. “Trust me, I am so over him.” She said that, but Vinnie could see the lingering pain in Maya’s eyes.
While Maya wasn’t the most convincing liar, Vinnie had a knack for spinning tales without getting caught. It was almost as if she had a secret talent for deception. It was probably the reason she knew that unless someone tried to deliberately pry into her life, no one would ever find out about her interview with Mr Doyle and her secret attempt to bring some change into her mundane life.
Vinnie rose from the couch, taking the initiative to clean up by placing the empty bowl and glass in the sink to wash and dry. As she turned around, she found Maya in the midst of making herself a cup of coffee. The aroma filled the air, tantalizing Vinnie’s senses and tempting her to have a cup as well.
However, that could wait.
Right now, she shifted her attention back to Maya, reaching out and interlocking their fingers—a gesture of comfort that spoke volumes between the two friends.
“I know, I know,” Maya responded, trying to lift the mood with a touch of humor. “I shouldn’t waste any more brain cells on him. Swear to God, I’m not obsessing. But seriously, can you believe the audacity of that guy? He’s at the café right now, cozying up with the same brunette from five months ago. It’s like he’s on a mission to prove his jerk status. Sometimes, ugh, sometimes, I can’t help but wonder, you know, if I was the third wheel. I mean, the asshole didn’t try even once to apologize.”
Vinnie couldn’t relate, considering her lack of experience with boys, but she understood pain and betrayal. Sadly, she understood it far better than anyone else.
Unable to find any other way to lift her best friend’s spirits, Vinnie pulled away from their comforting hand-holding and signed with a mischievous grin on her face, “Ice cream?”
Maya burst into laughter, pouring two cups of coffee for them. “I appreciate the offer, Vin, but I’m fine.”
“Oh, come on!” Vinnie signed, her enthusiasm apparent. “It’s my treat. We haven’t been to Macy’s parlor in ages and this scorching heat calls for the cool treat.”
Maya placed a mug on the counter in front of Vinnie, shaking her head, though a subtle smile played at the corners of her lips. “You’re so annoying, Vin. So damn annoying.”
Later that evening, Vinnie and Maya hopped onto Maya’s scooter, all set to head to Macy’s parlor. Just as they were about to take off, Vinnie’s phone chimed with a nursery rhyme ringtone that signaled an incoming call.
Vinnie held up a hand to Maya, indicating that she needed a moment to check the caller ID. Given that Vinnie couldn’t speak, her family members often contacted her through texts, making phone calls a rarity and usually reserved for emergencies. Curiosity piqued, Vinnie had to find out who was calling.
Maya patiently waited, her helmet on and her hands securely gripping the handles of the scooter.
Vinnie glanced at the screen, not recognizing the number. However, she knew better than to dismiss it as unimportant. She answered the call.
There was a brief silence on the other end before a familiar voice broke through. “Oops. I forgot, you can’t speak. My bad. I keep forgetting, don’t I?” The voice belonged to Alex, and it instantly sparked a gleam in Vinnie’s eyes.
“Ms Hart? I hope you’re hearing this. But just in case, I’ll text you too, alright? No worries. Now, getting back to the matter at hand. Mr. Doyle wants to meet with you again if you’re still interested. I’ve scheduled it for 11 AM tomorrow, but if that doesn’t work for you, just text me your preferred time. It would be ideal if you could make it by 11, though, because Mr. Doyle will be leaving for Zurich the next day and won’t be back for another week. So... that’s all, I suppose. I’ll text you the address and other details. Have a good day, Ms. Hart.”
The call ended abruptly, leaving Vinnie in a daze. She must have looked like she had seen a ghost, because Maya leaned in and tapped her cheek.
“Hey, still with me?” Maya asked, concern etched on her face.
Vinnie blinked a few times, snapping out of her trance. She turned to Maya, her eyes wide with excitement and disbelief. She was about to burst into what she just heard, but then she remembered Maya didn’t know and probably wouldn’t approve either.
She had no choice but to swallow her excitement and calm down the pounding of her heart. She gave Maya a thumbs-up and signed, “My brother. He aced another school test.”
Maya looked at Vinnie, her expression softening. “Well, that’s definitely a reason to celebrate, isn’t it?”
Vinnie’s nod was practically bouncing with enthusiasm as she secured her bright red helmet and hopped onto the back of the scooter. She hugged Maya tightly from behind, a wide grin spreading across her face as the butterflies in her stomach fluttered with excitement.
Tomorrow couldn’t come soon enough.
The shiny elevator doors opened up to a horizontal stripe of waiting space, revealing the imposing wooden double doors and luxurious lifestyle one could only dream of.Vinnie’s heart did a somersault as her eyes landed on the posh surroundings—pale walls, sleek lights, and a ceiling that seemed to touch the heavens with its ornate wooden designs. The sight did little to ease her nerves; if anything, it amplified her anxiety to a whole new level.After receiving the call, quickly followed by a text from Alex, Vinnie was bursting at the seams. How she managed to look like nothing absolutely mind-blowing was happening in her life in front of Maya was a mystery even she couldn’t figure out. There was so much happening inside her—so many thoughts and sensations pouring and crashing against each other, like a circus of happiness and uncharted territories, leaving her mentally drained by the time Maya dropped her off at her apartment.Sleep was a distant dream that night as Vinnie tossed and
Ethan had quite a dire feeling about this.He couldn’t quite explain it, but there was something about Vinnie Hart that confused him. And if anyone knew Ethan, they would know that he wasn’t the kind of man who would deliberately stick his foot in the mud, just because. After the incident with his ex-fiancee, it was safe to say that Ethan had worked a lot on himself, and he knew better than to make decisions in the heat of the moment. No. Ethan was the man who took a moment to think. And then acted upon it.But ever since he met Vinnie, that whole cautious mindset had been mocking him. He couldn’t figure out why he couldn’t get her out of his head. It didn’t matter if he was in some important meeting, crunching numbers on a spreadsheet, or schmoozing at a fancy business dinner – she was stuck in his brain like a damn leech, for real.Maybe it was because he couldn’t wrap his head around why a girl like her, with zero experience, would want to be involved in something so… well, unconve
Vinnie bit her lip and tried to feel a little less anxious as she simply existed in front of Angelina Watts, the lawyer lady Mr. Doyle had talked about, the one who was supposed to reach out if any input from Vinnie was required. Considering the fact that Ms. Watts currently sat in her modest apartment, staring at the glowing screen of her laptop and trying not to grumble about the lack of an air conditioner or a more comfortable couch that wouldn’t look like it had seen better days, Vinnie started to feel more and more conscious of the reality she was about to sign up for. Literally. If Vinnie were to be honest, sometimes all of this felt like nothing short of a fantasy. I mean, who could believe that a girl like her, the one who was never taken seriously by most of the people in her life, would end up getting an opportunity like this? For goodness’ sake, she would be moving in with one of the richest men in the city, or maybe the state—who the fuck cared about the stupid rank? Al
A week passed with nothing but nervous butterflies causing havoc in her stomach.At first, she couldn’t wait for the week to end, but by the time the weekend rolled by, her heart began to thump like a gong against her delicate chest. She grew more and more restless by the time midnight arrived, fully aware that in the next few hours, her life was about to completely change. For a year, yes, but change indeed.What was she going to do? How was she going to act? What if she came across as too desperate? No. What if she seemed too boring? No. Put that on hold as well. What were the things a mistress was even supposed to do? Just sleep with the man? Or was there something else that she should know? Darn, she spent the whole week just wishing it would end, and now that it finally did, she felt foolish for not preparing for the only role she had.Shit! Shit! Shit!The clock continued to tick away the minutes, while her anxiety only intensified.Vinnie couldn’t help but wonder if she should
Ethan wasn’t sure what to make of it. In all their previous meetings, Vinnie had never appeared so torn—so distracted before. She had always looked nervous, sure, but never had he seen her so out of her element. This was different. Definitely. The way she was sitting so tensed across the desk, a soft frown tugged at her innocent pink lips, as if the world had done something absolutely stupid to piss her off. She almost appeared upset about something, as if he had done something he wasn’t exactly sure about, and now she was silently asking him to figure it out before she broke down. Good Lord, when had he become so attuned to her unspoken emotions? It was beyond him. And that ended up frustrating him even more. He was being ridiculous, that’s all. Or maybe… maybe he was just overthinking. He probably was. But still, something felt off, and he couldn’t help but be concerned. Could it be that she was having second thoughts about their agreement now? Did she no longer want to go th
Vinnie knew she was asking for too much, and, most importantly, she shouldn’t let such things bother her in the first place. Why should it matter if she wasn’t the ‘right one’? What was she hoping to feel if she couldn’t meet his standards and demands? It was all such a meaningless thing now that she thought about it.And yet—yet, she couldn’t stop herself from demanding him to kiss her—to see if she was the right fit and he wasn’t throwing away his money for nothing. If he could really spend a year with someone like her…The truth was that Vinnie didn’t want to be cast aside. She didn’t want to feel hopeless. It might seem like an irrational fear on her part—it probably was—but that was who she was. A girl who was insecure about herself. A girl who didn’t want to be considered any less just because she was unlike others, just because she was lacking somehow.The last thing she wished to happen was for him to realize that she wasn’t worth it, and believe it or not, it would hurt her m
It was a little after dinner when Vinnie’s phone finally came to life.She had been waiting so desperately for a call from Alex since the moment she left the Doyle’s building that now, when his name flashed on the screen of her phone, her hands started shaking and a massive ball of hesitation swelled in her throat.After being restless and uncomfortable the entire day, she thought she would be relieved to finally get a call from him. But to be this nervous, anxious and awkward all at once was not something she anticipated beforehand.Anyway, she managed to move past the nerves that seemed to be gnawing at her. Took a deep breath and told herself to calm the fuck down. It was not the time to stay in her head; her phone was still ringing.Vinnie practically pounced on the phone and swiped to answer.“Good evening, Ms. Hart,” Alex’s familiar voice arrived, and Vinnie thought her heart would almost burst out of her chest. To save herself from embarrassment— as if that could actually happe
“Don’t you think you’re being hasty?” Jackson asked, taking a sip of water before putting the glass back on the dining table. He looked so smug while he said those words that Ethan almost spat out his own sip of wine. Instead, the older brother merely wiped his mouth with the napkin. “And don’t you think you’re being ridiculous? Stop meddling already.” Jackson laughed; he couldn’t help himself. “You’re being so petty. Is she really worth it?” Did she? Ethan wondered. But then he shook his head. No. Vinnie could never be more than what she was. A side thing. A woman he kept around to fulfill his physical needs so he wouldn’t have to waste time finding someone else to casually date and ditch every other week to avoid catching feelings. Ethan considered himself either too old or too busy for a traditional relationship with all its drama and demands. He just needed someone on the side he could turn to when he felt like it, and he could walk away without feeling guilty or anything. “I