As the days dragged on, Vinnie couldn’t shake off the nagging feeling that something was amiss. She had expected at least a courteous response from Mr Doyle or his assistant, Alex, after their meeting last week. But now, a whole week had gone by without a word, leaving her with a growing sense of unease.
What if she was rejected like that woman he met at the cafe?
What if her muteness had once again destroyed her chances?
How many times would life rub it in her face that she was anything but normal?
That she was not enough...
“Shit! I’m out of red lace.” A panicked voice snapped her out of her stupor.
Vinnie blinked and realized she was sprawled on the couch in her best friend Maya’s studio apartment. She looked up from the throw pillow in her lap to see Maya rushing across the room with a pencil behind her right ear.
Vinnie sat up straighter, wondering what was going on.
From the time she was barely knee-high, Maya’s infatuation with fashion had been undeniable. She’d tinker with petite trinkets and conjure up her own designs, meticulously stitching together garments that were uniquely hers. Now, Vinnie wouldn’t necessarily dub Maya’s experiments massive hits all the time, but considering her lack of formal training or a hefty tuition bill from some fancy design school, her best friend’s skills were nothing short of impressive.
“I need to make a quick run to the department store downstairs. Do you think you’ll be okay?” Maya asked while rummaging into her closet and pulling out a black top before quickly pulling it down on herself. Maya had a peculiar habit of wearing only a long t-shirt paired with loose cotton shorts at home. She hated wearing makeup except when she was at work, and more than anything, she hated wearing tight or snug clothes at home. Vinnie, too, basically had the same habit, but she wasn’t exactly crazy about it. Vinnie was more adjustable and adaptable between the two friends.
Vinnie tossed the throw pillow to the other side of the couch and swung her legs to the floor, preparing to go with her.
But Maya quickly gestured to stop her. “No, you stay here. I’ll be back in a minute. I’m going to lock the door from the outside, so if Warren comes by for the rent again, he’ll think twice before barging in.”
Maya was behind on her rent, so it was understandable that she worried about her landlord, Mike Warren, a seventy-something old man, showing up at any time to threaten her with eviction if she didn’t pay the overdue rent.
Vinnie slouched on the couch, resting her head on the armrest as she curled up on her side, watching her friend slip on a pair of slippers before making her way towards the door.
Maya swung the door open, ready to leave, but then she turned back, shifting her weight to her right leg and rolling her eyes. “And seriously, get off that damn couch already. You’ve been lying there like a slug. I’m dragging you out tonight.”
Vinnie let out a whine, emitting a soft groan while shaking her head and making a poor, puppy face.
“Nope. I don’t care if you’re not in the mood. We’re going out, end of story. If I have to witness you walking, sitting, and eating like a zombie any longer, I’ll lose my freaking mind.”
With that, the door slammed shut.
Vinnie sighed dramatically and kicked her legs against the armrest on the other end of the couch, but once the sheer silence of the studio apartment started to press on her chest and throat, she pushed herself off the couch and moved to the kitchen.
She opened the refrigerator and looked for something she could eat. She wasn’t exactly hungry, having eaten lunch not too long ago, but she was bored out of her mind and didn’t have anything better to do so...
Vinnie snatched the leftover meatballs from the previous night and popped them into the microwave, eagerly awaiting their sizzling transformation. As the microwave hummed and the glass plate spun in a culinary dance, she couldn’t resist pouring herself a tall glass of Sprite to accompany her feast.
As she waited for her food to be ready, Vinnie glanced out the window. The sun hung high in the sky, mercilessly radiating its scorching rays upon the world below. Once again, her mind drifted to her meeting with Mr Doyle, and the pang that rose in her chest this time was a lot worse than earlier. She hadn’t mentioned anything about Mr. Doyle and his peculiar request for a mistress to Maya. Keeping secrets from her best friend felt anything but nice or righteous, but how on earth could she break the news without triggering a full-blown meltdown?
Personally, Vinnie wasn’t bothered by the idea of being at someone’s beck and call; she simply yearned for an escape from her life’s monotonous limitations and suffocating constraints. She longed for something new, an experience that wouldn’t remind her of her past, present, or future. For just a small moment, she dreamed of a life free from regrets and the absolute burden of exhaustion.
And Mr Doyle could give her that. From whatever she had garnered about the man in the two meetings they had, he was the man who could be trusted. He wasn’t arrogant or narcissistic by any means. Or at least she hoped so. He just looked, well, a tad serious for his own good.
Towering over six feet and then some, he donned perfectly tailored suits that accentuated his chiseled shoulders, bulging biceps, and lengthy arms in a way that seemed too good to be true. And those legs? Well, let’s not even start on those heavenly creations. Vinnie would confidently wager her last dollar that she had never encountered a man so annoyingly flawless, possessing the rare combination of humility and an intoxicating level of confidence that sent her heart racing like a caffeine-fueled maniac.
Vinnie was halfway through the bowl of meatballs when the unlocking sound of the main door teased her ear. She looked up from the couch, waited for the door to open, and smiled when Maya came into view.
The scorching heat had clearly taken its toll on her best friend, leaving her looking flushed and sweaty, like she had just completed a marathon in a sauna.
“Goodness gracious, it’s like the sun is extra cranky today. What’s with the fucking heat?”
Vinnie chuckled, placing the nearly empty bowl on the table, and signing with her hands. “So, are we still up for going out?”
Maya rolled her eyes, casually dropping a paper bag on the side of the sewing machine before heading to the refrigerator to grab a refreshing bottle of water. Taking a long swig, she sipped it down and then spoke, still catching her breath. “Guess who I saw across the road? Jace.”
Jace Hunter was Maya’s ex-boyfriend, and their breakup, about five months ago, was far from pretty. It was as nasty as it could get. When Maya discovered that Jace had been seeing another girl in his neighborhood while they were still dating, she stormed over to his place to confront him.
Instead of a simple confrontation, she stumbled upon undeniable evidence of his betrayal. Suffice it to say, she was beyond furious. Finding that girl in Jace’s bedroom, barely covered in sheets, Maya lost control and unleashed her anger, leaving his home in shambles. When she was finished, she turned to a dumbstruck Jace and declared that they were even.
He had broken her heart, and she had broken his home.
That night after her breakup, Maya and Vinnie decided to hit up a nearby bar and indulge in an epic drinking session. They had a blast, getting drunk until they couldn’t count to ten without one of them tripping over nothing but air.
Needless to say, when Matt, Maya’s twin brother arrived to pick them up, he was less than thrilled to deal with their drunken asses. His frustration only grew ten times when he was forced to prove his biological connection to Maya, ensuring that he wasn’t some random stranger attempting to take advantage of two incredibly tipsy ladies.
Vinnie took a final sip, slurping up the remaining drops of Sprite through the straw. Using sign language, she conveyed her thoughts. “You really need to move on from him.”
Maya locked eyes with Vinnie, shaking her head in response. “Trust me, I am so over him.” She said that, but Vinnie could see the lingering pain in Maya’s eyes.
While Maya wasn’t the most convincing liar, Vinnie had a knack for spinning tales without getting caught. It was almost as if she had a secret talent for deception. It was probably the reason she knew that unless someone tried to deliberately pry into her life, no one would ever find out about her interview with Mr Doyle and her secret attempt to bring some change into her mundane life.
Vinnie rose from the couch, taking the initiative to clean up by placing the empty bowl and glass in the sink to wash and dry. As she turned around, she found Maya in the midst of making herself a cup of coffee. The aroma filled the air, tantalizing Vinnie’s senses and tempting her to have a cup as well.
However, that could wait.
Right now, she shifted her attention back to Maya, reaching out and interlocking their fingers—a gesture of comfort that spoke volumes between the two friends.
“I know, I know,” Maya responded, trying to lift the mood with a touch of humor. “I shouldn’t waste any more brain cells on him. Swear to God, I’m not obsessing. But seriously, can you believe the audacity of that guy? He’s at the café right now, cozying up with the same brunette from five months ago. It’s like he’s on a mission to prove his jerk status. Sometimes, ugh, sometimes, I can’t help but wonder, you know, if I was the third wheel. I mean, the asshole didn’t try even once to apologize.”
Vinnie couldn’t relate, considering her lack of experience with boys, but she understood pain and betrayal. Sadly, she understood it far better than anyone else.
Unable to find any other way to lift her best friend’s spirits, Vinnie pulled away from their comforting hand-holding and signed with a mischievous grin on her face, “Ice cream?”
Maya burst into laughter, pouring two cups of coffee for them. “I appreciate the offer, Vin, but I’m fine.”
“Oh, come on!” Vinnie signed, her enthusiasm apparent. “It’s my treat. We haven’t been to Macy’s parlor in ages and this scorching heat calls for the cool treat.”
Maya placed a mug on the counter in front of Vinnie, shaking her head, though a subtle smile played at the corners of her lips. “You’re so annoying, Vin. So damn annoying.”
Later that evening, Vinnie and Maya hopped onto Maya’s scooter, all set to head to Macy’s parlor. Just as they were about to take off, Vinnie’s phone chimed with a nursery rhyme ringtone that signaled an incoming call.
Vinnie held up a hand to Maya, indicating that she needed a moment to check the caller ID. Given that Vinnie couldn’t speak, her family members often contacted her through texts, making phone calls a rarity and usually reserved for emergencies. Curiosity piqued, Vinnie had to find out who was calling.
Maya patiently waited, her helmet on and her hands securely gripping the handles of the scooter.
Vinnie glanced at the screen, not recognizing the number. However, she knew better than to dismiss it as unimportant. She answered the call.
There was a brief silence on the other end before a familiar voice broke through. “Oops. I forgot, you can’t speak. My bad. I keep forgetting, don’t I?” The voice belonged to Alex, and it instantly sparked a gleam in Vinnie’s eyes.
“Ms Hart? I hope you’re hearing this. But just in case, I’ll text you too, alright? No worries. Now, getting back to the matter at hand. Mr. Doyle wants to meet with you again if you’re still interested. I’ve scheduled it for 11 AM tomorrow, but if that doesn’t work for you, just text me your preferred time. It would be ideal if you could make it by 11, though, because Mr. Doyle will be leaving for Zurich the next day and won’t be back for another week. So... that’s all, I suppose. I’ll text you the address and other details. Have a good day, Ms. Hart.”
The call ended abruptly, leaving Vinnie in a daze. She must have looked like she had seen a ghost, because Maya leaned in and tapped her cheek.
“Hey, still with me?” Maya asked, concern etched on her face.
Vinnie blinked a few times, snapping out of her trance. She turned to Maya, her eyes wide with excitement and disbelief. She was about to burst into what she just heard, but then she remembered Maya didn’t know and probably wouldn’t approve either.
She had no choice but to swallow her excitement and calm down the pounding of her heart. She gave Maya a thumbs-up and signed, “My brother. He aced another school test.”
Maya looked at Vinnie, her expression softening. “Well, that’s definitely a reason to celebrate, isn’t it?”
Vinnie’s nod was practically bouncing with enthusiasm as she secured her bright red helmet and hopped onto the back of the scooter. She hugged Maya tightly from behind, a wide grin spreading across her face as the butterflies in her stomach fluttered with excitement.
Tomorrow couldn’t come soon enough.
The shiny elevator doors opened up to a horizontal stripe of waiting space, revealing the imposing wooden double doors and luxurious lifestyle one could only dream of.Vinnie’s heart did a somersault as her eyes landed on the posh surroundings—pale walls, sleek lights, and a ceiling that seemed to touch the heavens with its ornate wooden designs. The sight did little to ease her nerves; if anything, it amplified her anxiety to a whole new level.After receiving the call, quickly followed by a text from Alex, Vinnie was bursting at the seams. How she managed to look like nothing absolutely mind-blowing was happening in her life in front of Maya was a mystery even she couldn’t figure out. There was so much happening inside her—so many thoughts and sensations pouring and crashing against each other, like a circus of happiness and uncharted territories, leaving her mentally drained by the time Maya dropped her off at her apartment.Sleep was a distant dream that night as Vinnie tossed and
Ethan had quite a dire feeling about this.He couldn’t quite explain it, but there was something about Vinnie Hart that confused him. And if anyone knew Ethan, they would know that he wasn’t the kind of man who would deliberately stick his foot in the mud, just because. After the incident with his ex-fiancee, it was safe to say that Ethan had worked a lot on himself, and he knew better than to make decisions in the heat of the moment. No. Ethan was the man who took a moment to think. And then acted upon it.But ever since he met Vinnie, that whole cautious mindset had been mocking him. He couldn’t figure out why he couldn’t get her out of his head. It didn’t matter if he was in some important meeting, crunching numbers on a spreadsheet, or schmoozing at a fancy business dinner – she was stuck in his brain like a damn leech, for real.Maybe it was because he couldn’t wrap his head around why a girl like her, with zero experience, would want to be involved in something so… well, unconve
Vinnie bit her lip and tried to feel a little less anxious as she simply existed in front of Angelina Watts, the lawyer lady Mr. Doyle had talked about, the one who was supposed to reach out if any input from Vinnie was required. Considering the fact that Ms. Watts currently sat in her modest apartment, staring at the glowing screen of her laptop and trying not to grumble about the lack of an air conditioner or a more comfortable couch that wouldn’t look like it had seen better days, Vinnie started to feel more and more conscious of the reality she was about to sign up for. Literally. If Vinnie were to be honest, sometimes all of this felt like nothing short of a fantasy. I mean, who could believe that a girl like her, the one who was never taken seriously by most of the people in her life, would end up getting an opportunity like this? For goodness’ sake, she would be moving in with one of the richest men in the city, or maybe the state—who the fuck cared about the stupid rank? Al
A week passed with nothing but nervous butterflies causing havoc in her stomach.At first, she couldn’t wait for the week to end, but by the time the weekend rolled by, her heart began to thump like a gong against her delicate chest. She grew more and more restless by the time midnight arrived, fully aware that in the next few hours, her life was about to completely change. For a year, yes, but change indeed.What was she going to do? How was she going to act? What if she came across as too desperate? No. What if she seemed too boring? No. Put that on hold as well. What were the things a mistress was even supposed to do? Just sleep with the man? Or was there something else that she should know? Darn, she spent the whole week just wishing it would end, and now that it finally did, she felt foolish for not preparing for the only role she had.Shit! Shit! Shit!The clock continued to tick away the minutes, while her anxiety only intensified.Vinnie couldn’t help but wonder if she should
Ethan wasn’t sure what to make of it. In all their previous meetings, Vinnie had never appeared so torn—so distracted before. She had always looked nervous, sure, but never had he seen her so out of her element. This was different. Definitely. The way she was sitting so tensed across the desk, a soft frown tugged at her innocent pink lips, as if the world had done something absolutely stupid to piss her off. She almost appeared upset about something, as if he had done something he wasn’t exactly sure about, and now she was silently asking him to figure it out before she broke down. Good Lord, when had he become so attuned to her unspoken emotions? It was beyond him. And that ended up frustrating him even more. He was being ridiculous, that’s all. Or maybe… maybe he was just overthinking. He probably was. But still, something felt off, and he couldn’t help but be concerned. Could it be that she was having second thoughts about their agreement now? Did she no longer want to go th
Vinnie knew she was asking for too much, and, most importantly, she shouldn’t let such things bother her in the first place. Why should it matter if she wasn’t the ‘right one’? What was she hoping to feel if she couldn’t meet his standards and demands? It was all such a meaningless thing now that she thought about it.And yet—yet, she couldn’t stop herself from demanding him to kiss her—to see if she was the right fit and he wasn’t throwing away his money for nothing. If he could really spend a year with someone like her…The truth was that Vinnie didn’t want to be cast aside. She didn’t want to feel hopeless. It might seem like an irrational fear on her part—it probably was—but that was who she was. A girl who was insecure about herself. A girl who didn’t want to be considered any less just because she was unlike others, just because she was lacking somehow.The last thing she wished to happen was for him to realize that she wasn’t worth it, and believe it or not, it would hurt her m
It was a little after dinner when Vinnie’s phone finally came to life.She had been waiting so desperately for a call from Alex since the moment she left the Doyle’s building that now, when his name flashed on the screen of her phone, her hands started shaking and a massive ball of hesitation swelled in her throat.After being restless and uncomfortable the entire day, she thought she would be relieved to finally get a call from him. But to be this nervous, anxious and awkward all at once was not something she anticipated beforehand.Anyway, she managed to move past the nerves that seemed to be gnawing at her. Took a deep breath and told herself to calm the fuck down. It was not the time to stay in her head; her phone was still ringing.Vinnie practically pounced on the phone and swiped to answer.“Good evening, Ms. Hart,” Alex’s familiar voice arrived, and Vinnie thought her heart would almost burst out of her chest. To save herself from embarrassment— as if that could actually happe
“Don’t you think you’re being hasty?” Jackson asked, taking a sip of water before putting the glass back on the dining table. He looked so smug while he said those words that Ethan almost spat out his own sip of wine. Instead, the older brother merely wiped his mouth with the napkin. “And don’t you think you’re being ridiculous? Stop meddling already.” Jackson laughed; he couldn’t help himself. “You’re being so petty. Is she really worth it?” Did she? Ethan wondered. But then he shook his head. No. Vinnie could never be more than what she was. A side thing. A woman he kept around to fulfill his physical needs so he wouldn’t have to waste time finding someone else to casually date and ditch every other week to avoid catching feelings. Ethan considered himself either too old or too busy for a traditional relationship with all its drama and demands. He just needed someone on the side he could turn to when he felt like it, and he could walk away without feeling guilty or anything. “I
She bit the inside of her cheek hard as he pumped his fingers in and out of her at a steady pace. Her toes curled involuntarily, the sensation of being stretched and filled was almost too much for her to handle.A groan escaped past her lips and Mr Doyle responded by slipping his fingers in deeper, hitting spots that no one had ever touched before. The pleasure was almost blinding. She didn’t know what to do or how to respond to this kind of feeling, to this kind of ecstasy that was flowing through her veins like wildfire.“Fuck, I could do this forever,” he growled under his breath, and Vinnie shivered at the way he said it, his voice dripping with so much lust that it left her trembling with want.She gripped his shoulders tightly as he continued thrusting his fingers inside of her at an almost punishing pace, driving her absolutely insane with his movements. But then, as if he suddenly decided that he wanted to punish her a little more, he lifted her other leg and wrapped it around
The hot water hit her skin almost instantly, making her gasp in surprise. It was exactly when Mr Doyle felt her presence behind him and turned. Vinnie held her breath when he glanced over his shoulder, before his body turned completely towards her. Their eyes locked together and the realization of what she had done slowly began to sink in. “Vinnie…?” He breathed out quietly and she swore her heart skipped a beat at the way he said her name. It was soft and gentle and for a brief second, she thought she saw a hint of surprise flash across his face. But then again, she did something unexpected. She had taken the kind of initiative that he probably didn’t expect from someone like her. She swallowed, feeling her throat move. Mr Doyle stayed where he was, unmoving, as if waiting for her to make a move, but she couldn’t. She couldn’t think straight, let alone move. She might have been impulsive when she decided to take such a huge step, but now that she had done it, she was suddenly un
“Did I wake you?” He asked. She shook her head, signing that he didn’t wake her up. She signed that she woke up on her own and was about to ask him whether he wanted something to eat or drink when he interrupted her midway. “Good,” he nodded his head slowly, the lines on his forehead still too tight and tense for Vinnie to relax. “That’s good.” She tilted her head to the side curiously, wondering what was bothering him so much. Was it something that happened at work? Vinnie wanted to ask but she didn’t want to come off as nosy or annoying either. So instead, she waited patiently for him to continue talking. “I see you have been busy,” he stated casually, eyeing the pile of shopping bags scattered all over the floor near the couch. Vinnie blushed slightly when she realized that he might think she went overboard with her spending but then reminded herself that Mr Doyle himself had arranged for Alex to give her a credit card to use however she liked. But still, a part of her felt g
By the time, Jade dropped Vinnie back to the apartment, Vinnie was exhausted like hell. Her feet hurt from walking all over town with Jade for the entire afternoon, and her shoulders and back ached from carrying the heavy shopping bags. Well, if truth be told, it was her fault for not letting Jade call the driver to pick them up after they left the mall. Vinnie refused because she didn’t want to bother the driver arranged by Alex so she could go wherever she wanted. The driver seemed old enough to remind her of her father and Vinnie felt embarrassed asking him to haul so many bags around town with them. And it wasn’t like she couldn’t handle carrying a few shopping bags anyway. Sure, Jade had bought an absurd amount of clothes, shoes, and accessories for her, but it wasn’t that heavy, was it? Well, ask her throbbing feet and aching arms. She rolled her eyes. Nope. Not at all. Jade was good company though and Vinnie thoroughly enjoyed being with her, despite her slightly over-enthus
“Are you sure this is the address?” The man asked, glancing out the tinted window of the hired car and up the tall building complex towering over them in the distance. “Positive,” Little Jo responded, typing away on his smartphone and only stopping once or twice to stare intently at the screen before resuming his task. “This is where she lives.” “Hmm,” rings of smoke billowed out of the man’s mouth as he took a long drag from his cigarette before stubbing it out in the ashtray attached to the dashboard of the car. “It’s been a while since I last saw her. I wonder if she’s still as beautiful as I remember her to be.” “Man, seriously?” Little Jo’s brows rose in mild disbelief. “Are you seriously calling that bitch beautiful? That woman stood against you in court and sent you to prison for five years, brother! Are you even thinking straight?” The man shrugged in response, unbothered by his brother’s reaction. “What can I say? I’ve always had a thing for those sexy librarian types. Bes
For the next few days, Vinnie heard nothing from Mr Doyle.Strange, as she had expected to see him more often, now that they had…done a little bit of those intimate things. They had kissed. They had touched. And he had made her feel so much more than she could have imagined.Honestly, that man was absolutely good with things that he could do with his mouth alone. Vinnie had no regrets. No shame. And no reluctance to admit that she wanted for it to happen again. She wanted him close, close enough to make her forget about the process called breathing. She wanted his large and warm hands on her body, his lips on her skin and his rugged, hard-as-marble body flushed with her own.Shit. Was she getting ahead of herself? Had she become obsessed with that man somehow? But how could she? He had only spent one night with her. Just one night. And even then they hadn’t gone all the way. She was still a virgin. She knew because she had seen more than enough porns to know what to expect when things
Ethan sat in the board room and stared absentmindedly out of the window while the others argued about which projects were currently a priority. “We should focus more resources on this project because it’s expected to make us a ton of money next year,” one of his vice presidents argued passionately while pointing at the screen where several charts and graphs were displayed. “If we put a lot more effort into developing this technology now, we’ll be able to sell it later for an insane amount of profits.” “I agree,” another VP chimed in. “It makes perfect business sense to invest our money and time into developing something that’s going to pay off big in the future. That’s exactly what investors want us to do anyway.” “But we have to look at the bigger picture here too,” a third VP countered. “Sure, investing in something like this may bring in huge profits later but it won’t necessarily make our shareholders happy right now because most of them prefer short-term returns over long-term
The next morning arrived and Vinnie woke up feeling a bit sore and a little disoriented. She stretched out lazily on the bed, enjoying the sensation of being surrounded by a mountain of soft pillows and luxurious sheets that smelled like lavender. The room was dimly lit, the curtains drawn shut, but even in the semi-darkness, Vinnie could tell that the interior was tasteful and elegant. She smiled happily to herself. Everything looked so beautiful, so classy...so expensive! It was her third day after she left her old, poor and boring life behind and came here—to the most expensive condo in the city—and started living with Mr Doyle as his mute mistress. Speaking of Mr Doyle. Her heart skipped a beat as she suddenly remembered what happened last night in the pool. How they shared a heated moment that had her insides trembling with desire and want, before he brought her back to her bedroom and continued to use his mouth to bring her to new heights of pleasure, something she wasn’t sure
It was the sweetest thing Mr Doyle had ever heard in his life. Her moans, that is. He loved the way she looked, all flushed and breathless. She looked so beautiful with her wet hair clinging to her face and her pink lips parted in a silent gasp. Under the moonlight, Vinnie was breathtaking. When Ethan pushed his hips against her bottom, Vinnie squirmed and let out another sweet moan that had him swallowing hard. He could feel her quivering against him as he placed a soft kiss on her bare shoulder. “Did you miss me?” he said softly as he trailed kisses up her neck, making her shiver in his arms. Ethan was not the man for small talk. He never took the initiative to make anyone comfortable, no matter how cold and distant he appeared to the world. But for Vinnie—for this woman who couldn’t even speak—he was making exceptions upon exceptions and he didn’t even know. Perhaps it was the fact that she could talk—couldn’t speak—he wanted to hear her voice so badly. He wanted to hear her mo