The doorbell rang, waking her up from sleep. May, already knowing who her visitor was, scrambled out of bed to get the door.
"Efua!" May exclaimed after she had opened the door, pulling her friend into a bone-cracking hug.
"It's been like–"
"Six years." May helped Efua complete the sentence.
Efua hugged her again, patting her back lightly. "I've missed you, best friend."
"Me too."
When they pulled away, May couldn't help but admire her friend. Efua was a darker-skinned lady, with big round eyes and a pointed nose that always had thick, prescription glasses sitting on it. She was a bit taller too, but that was because she was wearing heels.
May nodded. "I like your outfit," she complimented.
Efua was donned in a woolly brown long sleeve top, white flare pants with brown lines, and silver-colored heels that accentuated the beauty of her clothes. She looked very deary compared to May who was dressed in a simple black gown.
"I really do like your outfit," May repeated with a weary smile. "You look beautiful."
Efua laughed. "Yeah, I know. Thanks."
May only gave a nod. Gesturing with her hands, she asked Efua to sit down and make herself at home. Efua sat down, but not without wiping the chair with her handkerchief.
Meanwhile, May was in the kitchen to get her friend something to drink. Unfortunately, when she opened the fridge it was almost empty. The only thing available inside was a chilled bottle of Eva table water.
May sighed. Edric wouldn't give her money to buy groceries. When she'd ask him to, he would come up with the pathetic excuse that there was no need to since she didn't know how to cook anything aside from Indomie noodles. He would always blame her wealthy mother for that.
"Here," May handed Efua the container. "Please, manage this. The fridge is empty."
Efua collected the bottle from her, set it on a stool beside her, crossed her legs, and said to May, "I heard everything while I was away."
May forced a smile. "Oh! I forgot you had traveled to Ghana. How was your stay there?"
"It was good, but May, don't try to change the topic."
May looked away, it was something she didn't feel like talking about now. Efua had called her on the phone that morning, after May had dropped Maryam off at school, informing her that she was back in town. Six years before, they were very close friends but Efua had to travel to Ghana to further her studies. Meanwhile, May got pregnant from Edric and was disowned by her father.
They hadn't been able to reconnect until this morning. She'd called saying she wanted to come over and May agreed, even while her husband's strict warning lingered: no friends!
May didn't heed his warning because she missed her friend and needed someone to talk to. But she didn't know how to tell Efua that Edric was no longer the man she had stupidly gotten pregnant for. It was hard.
Talking about everything that had happened in the past only reminded her that she no longer had her family. She was now a lady who was treated like a rag by her husband.
"Are you happy?" Asked Efua, studying her friend. "Is he treating you well?"
May bit her lip, looking down now, she struggled with herself not to cry. "No." She looked up to see Efua's concerned eyes on her. She shook her head, "No."
"Why?"
"I am an imperfect wife." She pressed her lips together, forcing a smile, but her eyes misted with tears. "I don't know how to do anything. I am the fucking faulty daughter of a wealthy man." May went into further explanation about how Edric was treating her.
Efua couldn't make sense out of everything. "But you two have been together ever since... what changed?"
May shook her head, fiddling with her fingers and sniffling bitterly. This was an old friend she was talking to, so she just let it all out and cried in front of her. She was always the emotional one between the two of them. "I don't know. He changed ever since he got a promotion. I think he thinks he's better than me now."
"Absolute rubbish! That doesn't give him the right."
With a feeling of pity for her best friend, Efua stood up and moved to her side, trying to comfort her. "Don't worry."
May snuggled her head in the crook of Efua's neck whilst she rubbed her shoulder. Efua looked around, noting that indeed the house was not tidy.
The white curtains were now 'I was white' because they weren't frequently washed. The television set on the wall and the chairs were dusty as well, the reason she had wiped it before sitting down. The floor looked like it hadn't been swept for a long time. Efua observed.
This could be enough reason for a man to dislike his wife. Every African man (especially Nigerians) wants a woman who can take care of their home and family. Efua didn't need to be told that her friend wasn't that type of woman, but she knew May wasn't lazy. The thing is, the way May's mother pampered her had resulted in her growing up like this. She also knew that it could be changed.
May can change that if she's willing to. If May was still the girl she knew from way back, then she was certain she could change. May was the determined type. Once her mind was set on something, she made sure she achieved it. All she needed was a word of encouragement to push her forward.
"You'll be fine, but," Efua paused, making May lift her head to look at her. "Are you willing to win your husband's heart?"
May nodded, using the back of her palm to wipe under her nose. "Yes," she said.
"Then clean up your house," Efua looked around one more time. "And we'll work from there."
Pacing back and forth in the kitchen, May felt restless. She was debating on how to start the clean-up. Efua had left after encouraging her and making her promise that she was going to do better. She said yes because it looked easy to do. Now, looking at how unkempt the house was, she didn't know where to start and this worried her.
May frowned at the beautiful, melanin-dripping figure donning a plain short red gown indicating danger standing in her doorway.She was about to speak when her daughter shouted, "Aunty Bella!"
The road that led to the market was muddy. There were annoyingly large potholes almost everywhere and the water that filled them made the air feel stagnant. May had to clutch the end of her long basket gown so it didn't drag on the muddy floor while she walked and jumped over the shallow pits. Not to mention the sand pieces stabbing her feet and clinging to her gown.As
If someone had told May that another woman would take her place in her own home, she would have laughed. But here she was, reluctantly massaging another woman's shoulders because her husband instructed her to.Maryam was already sound asleep so she didn't get to see her mother's shame.
Everything seemed blurry when May finally opened her doe eyes.Her head felt too heavy for her neck to carry and the sharp pain throbbing from her jaw didn't help. She groaned, rubbing her eyes until she could see clearly, clumsily massaging her jaw.
The wooden door gently closed behind her. She bent down to sit on the floor while resting her back on the door.
May began to explain things to Mama. She didn't forget to add Edric's affair with Bella. She didn't go into detail, but she still managed to express how she felt.
"You heard me right." He said.May rolled her eyes. "So what are you? A psychologist?"
A new yearNew years eve were always a beehive of activities for May's Household. The night before new year, Iby would clean up the entire house with the little help of twelve year old Maryam. If she wasn't helping her step father out, then she was busy playing with her younger brother, Oyins, who was just two years of age. As for May, she would go to the market and buy the food stuff she needed for cooking.After they were all done with the house activities, they took their baths and went to church for the cross over service. They turned off all the lights in church and lit a candle once the time struck twelve o'clock midnight. Out cry or shouts of joy followed with people gyrating and dancing because they'd live to see a brand new year. Meanwhile, other people didn't get to see the previous year.Before May and her family left the church, they took prayers of prosperity a
"When i found out about your pregnancy, i told you to abort the child because I wasn't ready to become a father," Edric continued, "But you refused.""But.. But I remember telling you that i was scared." May reminded him, "I couldn't abort the child. By the way, you recommended a quack doctor and I couldn't risk my life. What if something had gone wrong? Like my womb got damaged and I couldn't get pregnant again, would you have accepted and married me?""May, you could've just swallowed the contraceptives I gave to you. It could've prevented you from getting pregnant.."May rolled her eyes at him, "Well, you shouldn't have eat it raw then.""May, I didn't invite you to my room that night.
It was obvious May had forgotten. So to remind her, Edric had to start from the beginning because every story had one. Since May wasn't planning on letting him into her house, he stood outside and explained his own reasons to her. As he talked, everything played in May's head, taking her back to seventeen. Way back to the time Edric's father was employed. To the time her Dad had promised Edric that he would sponsor his studies abroad because of how intelligent he was and to that night. That particular night that spoilt everything.May tiptoed down the stairs quietly as she could, looking her left and right side to be sure no one saw her sneaking out of the main building and heading towards the Gateman's house that was located just few inches close to the black giant gate.The Gateman's house had two rooms, a portable kitchen and bathroom. Papa Edri
"What would happen now?" Iby asked May who visited him in prison with food and water."I don't know." She sighed, in a sad mood."Would you get back together with him?" Iby asked."Who?" May asked confused.He motioned his head towards Tega, who had accompanied May to the prison and who was standing at the far end of the hot room, waiting for May."No." She told him, "The only man I want to get back together with is you.""But I'm in prison. I'll be here for two years—""I'm willing to wait for you."Iby placed his hand on hers that were on the table separating them, "You seriously don't have to do this. I've only spent almost two months here and it already feels like years. I don't want you to wait for me. Let yourself to love someone else.. Study hard to get a degree, be a good mother and get married to a good man."
For the first time in a long while, May actually went down on her knees and pleaded with Edric to let Iby go but he refused. He was bent on making Iby see the four walls of prison, forgetting that he was a dough bag himself, a scum but May had only divorced him instead of taking him to court for domestic abuse.Not like she couldn't arrest him or make him suffer for what he did to her. Been the governor's daughter would've paid off and make it a lot easier of course. But she didn't want to be seen as using her Fathers influence, wealth and authority to her advantage or gossipped to have arrested Edric only because he arrested Iby. There was still something she needed to shape in her life and that was, to stop listening to what the world had to say about her.It was because of Iby's arrest, she found herself standing in fro
"Lies!" Edric shouted, hitting his fist on the table immediately Iby finished his explanation, "You hear me? All what you've said are lies and I'm not going to buy it.""Edric," May turned to him. Her voice low, already too exhausted with everything. "One thing I know Iby for is that he doesn't tell lies, no matter what."Edric wouldn't take it, "No. As far as I am concerned your visitor here is not only a killer but a liar, making up excuses as to why he couldn't save Elene.""Edric listen to yourself. I know you too well. If you were in Iby's shoes, you'd not even think twice. If Ebiere was your sister, and Elene was his, you would have knocked her down on purpose just so she'll get out of the way for you to take your sister to the hospital." May defended, reasonably, "It is only
It was at that very day the accident choose to occur; just directly across the old family house. That day, Edric had graced his siblings get together and Elene had ran out excitedly to buy her brother a drink without knowing that it was going to be the end of her dear life. Her twin brother had claimed to have seen the killers face.That killer was presently sitting opposite him at the dinning table with complete shock written all over his face while Edric dug his fingers into his palm, fighting with the urge to pounce on his sisters killer and squeeze the life out of him.To everyone at the dinning table, the visitor happens to be a killer but to May, he was literally everything to her. It was unbelievable. In fact, May ceased to believe it for the Iby she knew couldn't even hurt a fly.
As for Edric, he had lost hope in retrieving his money back from Bella. She was no where to be found and her line was never going through. It didn't take long for him to accept the fact that she had lied to him from the start about her family's background and now, had ran away with his money. That huge amount of money. It was frustrating, annoying and making him think alot that he lost concentration at work. When his boss couldn't take all the errors Edric would always make at work, he sacked him and that only made matters worse for Edric.He knew he couldn't get another job so easily since he wasn't a graduate but he tried his best, searching for other jobs. On looking at his curriculum vitae, his application was always turned down by the manager of the company saying that Edric wasn't qualified enough to work with them. When he tried more companies and was never accepted, it got him depressed. The sudden turn in his life was making him lose his mind slow
"Hey, Hey, hold your horses there. Iby is not just any guy, Tega. At least, not to me. Why would you lie to him? Are we dating?"He drew closer to her with a smile, "Don't you think its about time we do? It's taking too long for crying out loud." He traced his fingers down the side of her face just like Iby would've. The only difference is, he wasn't Iby and this gave her a stinking feeling in the pit of her stomach.She slapped his hand off her, "We are not dating and we would never date.""Okay, I know you're angry because of my little lie so I'm sorry. But did you see how Iby was looking at you? I knew immediately that he has feelings for you and I can't stand that. It makes me so jealous, May. That's why." Tega explained, hoping to be forgiven."You're jealous to a fault, Tega." May shook her head in negative. "And that's enough reason why we can't be together. Not today, not tomorrow and not even in o