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MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS I WANT DADDY
Monday morning!Breakfast has always been enjoyable in this house, except for today. The clock is ticking past seven, and there is a sign of Ray. Angel is staring at her breakfast, untouched. Julie has been incommunicado for the past two days. She has not said a word to me and refuses to respond to anything aside from my greetings.I have checked my phone a million times in the hope of seeing his incoming call or even a text, but it has been all in utter vain. Either he was making fake promises just to build his profile with his daughter, or he does not know the uses of a fucking phone, or maybe he missed a digit while saving my phone that day. I do not know which is which, but if he knows what is best for him, he better get here before I lose it. I might forgive him for being late, but failing is something else.Forgiveness is out of bounds, especially when his daughter has started with her tantrums again. She has not touched her breakfast in the name of ‘I am waiting for Daddy. Wors
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-02-28MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS IN THE ENEMIES' TERRITORY
The cab stops at Mazur’s gate at exactly nine. Perfect.“Here, sir. Thank you,” I say as I hand the cab driver my fare. I jumped right out before he could even say thank you.Standing at the vast gate of Mazur’s flashy neighborhood, I take a moment to arrange my cool. Everything that I went through that day as I left this place is surging in me like a savage river. I wish there was a way to avoid it, but I know there is none. I know it will also not be easy facing these people again after all these years, but I have to.I take in a very deep last breath and breathe out the same amount as I take my first step to confront my past. I knock on the gate gently.The gate opens, and the security man pops his head out without letting go of the door. He probably knows I can’t walk past the giant door, but I can most definitely walk through him. He is a new face that I don't recognize. Five years might be a long time, but I would never miss any of the faces that I was familiar with. This one mu
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-02-28MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS THE ACCUSED
Ray takes long strides from up the side of the rooms and meets Ana, who is shocked to the core halfway. They both make their way to us, their eyes banked on their mother. Ana is suffocating from disbelief. She is seemingly torn between believing what came out of her mother’s mouth and wondering whether she did not hear it well. She is even slightly shaking.“Ray? You... are you done? How long have you been here?” She asks with a tremor. Ooh, why is she shaking now, huh? She should be all bold and continue howling her threats at me.But no. She still wants to play the saint and cover up her crimes. Stupid woman! She should know that the only person in the darkness here is Ana, who is about to find out what kind of mother she is. And this Tarah, the way she is not talking... It seems to me that she is aware of what happened to me back then. I don’t think she would be this calm if her mother-in-law caught her by surprise.“Mom? What are these threats coming from your mouth, huh? How can
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-02-28MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS THE RULES
The drive back to my apartment is reticent. There is no sound in this car except silence. Ana has not recovered from the shock of the brainstorm about what kind of monster her mother is. She is far from recouping from that. Anyone can tell. And Ray, this one is a beardown gem, as far as I know. He is all acold, but his demeanor has been clogged by a much more dark ambiance today. He is daunted and hurt by what his mother did. I would love to know what he is thinking right now, but too bad. I don’t have a mental link with him to know that.That aside.So, this witch woman, the devil incarnate, the devil in a saint’s body, thinks I have no way of proofing what she did to me, huh? She had the guts and the audacity to deny doing anything to me, right to my face, and even challenging me. She has some balls acting like a devil and trying to act innocent and victimized. Her boldness as she lied even superseded that of Mahatma Gadhi. Her sinister facial gestures as she dared me merit an emble
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-01MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS FINDING A SILID GROUND
“Look, Irma!” Ana starts again when we just remain staring at each other with her brother like strangers. We both look at her. “I know that my brother messed up big times. I know that you may still be hurting. But for your daughter’s sake, leave whatever bitterness you have against him and establish a good relationship with him. Your daughter needs to see that—her mom and daddy at peace.” She states.She has a point. And I know that. And I want that for my child. I do not want her to see us fighting like cats and dogs with her father. For all I know, that kid is blamed for every odd thing about her dad. I want that to stop. I do not want her to point her fingers at me again. And above all, I want her to have peace. I want her to be happy. And the starting point of that happiness is us—the way Ray and I conduct ourselves before her.“Look, Irma.” I turn to Ray as he speaks. “You are right. This is all my fault. I caused all this, and you do not know how much I regret it. I know it is s
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-01MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS A FAMILY
Walking inside the house, Angel runs to her daddy’s arms the moment our noses pop into the house, while Julie remains mouth-ajar after seeing Ana. I shut the door behind me, knowing that her sermons were piling up in her head. I know I will be in for a baking-hot lecture when she decides to break the cold-shoulder strike.“I missed you, daddy.” Ana whimpers while her face is still buried in Ray’s neck.Ray tightens her arms around her in their intimate embrace. He is on his knees to match her height. His eyes are shut, letting the messages for his daughter flow through his system. “I missed you so much, princess.” He says this, kissing her as he pulls her away from the embrace. He cages her tiny arms into his hands, showering her with kisses before speaking again. “Daddy is so sorry, okay? I got caught up in something, but that will never happen again.” He explains—short and straight.“Would you have come, Daddy, if Mom didn’t come for you?” Angel asks softly. It seems like she has cr
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I hate chopping onions. It's poison to my eyes, but since it’s the only inevitible ingredient, I take two and peel them off. I then soak them in water. It’s a remedy that works for me always for easy chopping without tearing up.Next?Wait.What are we even cooking?I turn around, only to find this gross Julie was just leaning on the kitchen counter and gawking at me. I thought she was in a hurry to cook something. I thought she should be in a hurry since the guests are waiting outside.Sigh, though! What does she care about them?She doesn’t. It most likely is the reason why she needed me here. Just to let me know how much she hates how I am doing things nowadays.“What are we preparing?” I ask because the stare challenge is waking me up.“I don’t know. I have nothing in mind. Why don’t you tell me?” She says, shrugging her shoulders.Me? “Why me? I thought you had it all planned, which is why you needed my help.” I state as my head goes on a spree to figure out what to make for the
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-04MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS A SATISFYING FEELING
Watching Angel play with both her dad and auntie has given me such a satisfying feeling. She has almost laughed her ribs out, and that is something I have not witnessed in days. The way she is keeping that smile on her dad’s lap conjures a smile on my face. I desired to see her this way once again. And today, I make a vow that I am not denying her this happiness again. These two souls have nothing to do with the sins of their parents. They deserve to be in her life. I want to always see her this happy.Yes. I am keeping them. I will genuinely allow them to be a part of my daughter’s life while I take advantage of that and take my revenge against their wicket mother. I will have a sample of complete merriment in this game. I will have the best of both worlds. And I think that the time to talk is over. Time for action.“Umh…Angel, baby?” I call her.She grins broadly, batting her eyelashes, and she giggles. “Yes, mom?” She says. She is the little miss, all smiles.“How was your bonding
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MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS HAVOC
“And I will do everything I can to make sure you will never succeed, Mother!” Bravo! God bless this man for me.His mother snaps her face at him. “I cannot believe that you and your father had the audacity to defy my orders and go for this woman. Are you happy now? She has been here only for a few seconds, and she is already wrecking Havok. See how she is disrespecting me in front of even these pesky servants!"Oh, is she crying this early? It sucks, but it is interesting in a way. I mean, seeing her this way is a very heartfelt picture. And having her own son and her husband take my side gives me so much hilarity. I wonder where Ana is. She should be here to add more fun.“The problem is not about her dissecting you, Mrs. Mazur. The question is, do you have any respect for yourself? Do you have any shame, because even up to this point, I am trying to analyze just how a woman who is supposed to be my real mother could be so cruel and shameless to do what you did? So tell me, Mrs. Mazu
MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS TANGLED WELCOME
The drive has been so short and quiet. There is nothing that has been said throughout the seemingly short journey. Everyone has been engrossed in their own thoughts, except for Angel, who has been throwing questions here and there along the way.Coming into contact with the gate, Ray hoots, and the door opens. We drive in together with the jeep that is carrying our luggage.Taping our feet to the ground as we got out of the car, Angel was about to shout her awe at the place she would be living, but her glee was held at her throat by the sight of the antagonistic eyes of Ray’s mother and Tarah. They are here, gawking at us like they have loaded guns and their fingers on the trigger, ready to shoot us and send us to our next lives. If they didn’t have their hands crossed on their chests, I would have been forced to check and be weary of every slight movement. But I guess we are saved since there is no sense of guns. The bullets from their murderous eyes are totally harmless since I am u
MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS THE TRUTH
That day. How can I leave all those memories of that moment behind? I cannot. I do not want to. Just like him. “I am carrying that one too.” I say.“Does that mean that it meant something to you?” He asks. You should see the hope and desperation in his eyes. I never liked the word miserable, but I like how it displays itself in his eyes. It gives them a look that would thaw anyone.I would like to get lost in them and swim through their walls and try to scour what more miseries lay deep there, but I guess there will be time for this and much more. Later? Yeah. When we surpass all these obstacles. When we are free to love and cherish each other without any worries or roadblocks, “I will ask the same thing that I asked your father, Ray. I know your father does not need any form of stress, and heaven knows I want none for him. But your mother and your wife are probably having a grave dug for me and my child the moment we step foot in that mansion. And you know I will not take any sh*t fr
MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS CLOSED CHAPTER
It is that awful day. That day, I am closing yet another chapter and opening a new one of my unknown future. That day, we are saying goodbye to this house that has been our home for the last about six years. Sad, somehow.Darting my eyes around this house and this particular room, I won’t deny that I will not miss this place This is where I started my life all over again. Another phase of my life unfolded. I came into this house about six years ago. My heart was bleeding. I was torn. I was so broken and so lost. So confused. And most importantly, I am so bitter with myself, the world, and everything in general. The graph that depicted my fur was so obscure. I could not tell where I would end up with my baby. All that I knew was that I was a pregnant woman. A broken and broken potential motherI was a pregnant woman whose baby daddy had just toyed with and betrayed me in the most cruel way. That is what I knew back then. I was made to believe that, and I embraced that lie. I was about
MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS A NEW BEGINNING
“Mommy! Mommy! Mom!”Damn!I kick my duvet aside and get out of bed at a light speed. I hike to the door and open it as fast as I can ever do that, and Angel’s face greets me.“Angel? What is the problem? What happened?” I ask as I pull her inside, looking around for anything that is chasing her.“Nothing, mommy!”Nothing? She came all the way to my room, running and screaming my name this early morning, all for nothing. What time is it? I don’t have a wall clock on my face, so I grab my phone from under the pillow and check the time. Huh? Just twenty minutes past six in the morning? This is early, and she is awake? It's not even a school day.“Why are you still sleeping, mommy? What if Daddy comes to get us and we are not ready?” She asks.Ooh, that is it? The excitement? The glee. The enthusiasm and everything within the margins of that for the idea of living with her dad is what woke her up this early. My goodness! We have everything packed. Even the beds have been garbled, and we
MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS AN UNCONVINCED FRIEND
“Okay. I suppose you have bought a gun, then? We really will need one unless you want to die in the hands of Mrs. Mazur and Ray’s wife, Irma. Goodness! I don’t like the kind of feeling that I am getting. We are technically throwing ourselves to the wolves.” Here comes Julie, the lamenter. The fear-freak little bitch She is scared to hell by this news that I just gave her.I know. I know. Yes, believe me, I do understand her. Everyone would look at this scenario from her perspective. Almost everyone would share her sentiments right now about this madness. All this is wrong. All is risky. Wait, risky, yes. Tick that one. But wrong? What exactly is wrong? Me granting an old, ailing man’s plea? Is my daughter getting what she truly deserves? What am I entitled to? Or the possibility of me and Ray perhaps just reuniting? Or is Ray performing his duties as a father to his only child?What exactly is wrong there? Nothing wrong with the above, right? We are just rewriting all the wrongs here.
MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS ALL GRANTED
“First, I need at least about three days to sort things out. I need to prepare my daughter for this first.” I say.I know she will be over the moon with the mind-boggling news of living with her father. I know how much she longs for this—to have her dad close. This will surely blow her mind off. And as early as now, despite the fights that await us ahead because of this, because I know it will evoke a catastrophe, I am happy for my daughter. And I will not deny her this golden chance, nor will I let anyone hinder her from enjoying this new life that she is so entitled to. It is her right. Nobody should stand in her way of this.“I understand. You can have the three days, but please, my dear, don’t take too long. I want to sort things out as early as possible.” Mr. Mazur says:I don’t understand what is chasing this man. Why does he want to speed up things like this? All the same, maybe it’s the need to clear his conscience. If that is the case, I will make sure he gets the peace that
MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS THE MAN'S REGRET
“I was a very vibrant man when you last saw me, Irma. I was the man of the house. I held the sole authority to make you marry my son, and you two could be living happily with each other. No one could have dared go against my word. You wouldn’t need to sneak your hands under the table just to hold each other like your heart wants.”Shieeet! Damn! How does he know? I told you this man is so sharp-witted. I try to yank my hand away from Ray now that we have been caught, but I guess he is glad that we have actually been caught because he does not let go. He pins me more on him, and since I don’t want to arouse any more suspicions, I just let him have his way.I blush as I gaze I look back at Mr. Mazur, though. This is so embarrassing. The old man might be thinking about what we would be doing if there was no one around. But if only he knew that we had already sampled that sin. Sigh!“Instead of choosing what was right, which was my son’s happiness, I put my interests first, my legacy, my
MAKE ME MOAN, BOSS THE MESS AND PEACE
So,their name had no stain, until I decided to stain it. They were stainless untill Irma decided to show up and now she is dragging their name into the mud. And they can not allow that. He is here to ask me to stop this war that I have started because it will stain their name more than it has already done.“I would like to know, do you have any proof of what you are accusing my wife of? Because if you don’t…”“I do have.” I cut him off, nicely, though, after remembering Ray told me not to abset him. “I would also like to let you know that I was not planning on causing any trouble for your family. I was minding my business and doing perfectly fine with my daughter without you all of you in the picture. Believe me, there was no way I would have chosen all this mess over the peace I had.” I explain.“I know. But now you are in this mess. What do you plan to do?”He asks.“I am sorry, Mr Mazur, but that I can not tell you. All I know is that your wife and your daughter-in-law will not leav
