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110: Curses

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PHOENIX

Ezra wouldn’t lie to me. Ezra would never lie to me.

The thing is I don’t want to believe him anymore, not because I don’t think he is not telling the truth but because I know it is the truth. And it hurts.

It hurts so bad that I have to plead with him to stop when he said my parents weren’t my real parents.

I could live with anything but that, I don't even want to hear it. I wish I could delete from that memory.

I wish I could delete everything he has said tonight and just go back to how things were before this afternoon.

I even wish I hadn't slept, this wouldnt have happened if not for that.

How is it that whenever something good starts happening in my life, it never lasts? Am I cursed to never be happy?

Like he could read the thoughts running through my mind, Ezra wrapped me in his arms. He rubs my back soothingly, muttering words of affirmation.

If this was any other day, it would have worked but he has too many things for me to feel better from just his words.

When a cho
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