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117: Lost Voices

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PHOENIX

Out of all the weird things that have been happening to me, I don't think any of them scared me as much as hearing that voice, coming out of nowhere and telling me things like welcome home.

I am quick to get to my feet. In the back of my head, I can hear a voice telling me to not panic because the snake might be dangerous but I’m beyond caring.

“Who are you?!” I yell in the empty space.

My voice echoes back to me, which makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand.

Didn’t things echo when you’re in a room with walls? This is an open space, why the hell is it echoing?!

“What do you want from me?” I cry out.

Perhaps, if I wasn’t losing my mind, I would have stopped to think of how cliché I sounded asking that question but I am genuinely panicking.

“Please, please, please. Just leave me alone!” I throw my hands apart.

Something clogs my throat and I feel tears spring to my eyes. It makes my heart ache and I’m hit with the sudden need to feel something strong, I can’t explain it.

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