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Hopelessness

Author: Genuinely Curious
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Lizette’s P.O.V.

*TRIGGER WARNING* *Self harm, suicide! *

“As long as you are alive, you feel the pain, but what if there’s no relief after pain?

What if tomorrow is the worst version of today’s suffering?”

After seventy miscalls, I lost every kind of hope, Vincent had switched off his cell phone for his harem lady. A glimpse of that harem lady’s influence on him was enough to open eyes.

Evangeline was one of the countless gorgeous girls around Vincent, serving him for years. He was the King, the most powerful person in our supernatural world, how could an omega like me garner his attention?

He was a very nice man, giving me the benefits of mate-bond, but for how long? One day, he would be fed up with an omega, visually ok, dumb teenager, resuming his life with his drop-dead stunning women.

Like, why would he compromise for free giveaways when he could afford top brands?

Until now, I acted all carefree and a generous girl, thinking about adjusting to the Lycan’s traditions. T
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