On the way home, I can’t help but to close my eyes because the tears just won’t stop falling. “How could this happen?” I think to myself before I finally stop and feel his hand brush across mine.Opening my eyes slowly, I cock my head and stare at Brandon while he drives fast down the long dark road towards home. Glancing at the clock, I realize that it is almost 10 p.m. and on a better night, I would have normally been stripping at the club before Brandon and I became truly serious. Wondering what it would be like to do it one more time, I stop to think, “Would he even let me now?”I know I made a promise to not do it, but that was before my mom died. Perhaps, it would be a good thing by getting my mind off her death and it might even stop me from doing something even more stupid later. “Honey, stop here!” I exclaim quickly when an idea suddenly pops into my head.Slamming on the breaks, he stares at me while demanding in a deep tone that sounds more like a growl then anything,
Hours later, as I do my best to get comfortable while Brandon snores lightly next to me, I stretch my arms out straight in front of me and hold them there for a second before I glance over at him. I must admit that he looks so peaceful while he is sleeping. Yet, I doubt that anyone would ever suspect that he would make love to me like he does, with such intensity and power. Just thinking about it, I lick my lips as I begin to wonder if he really would let me strip again. Before I begin to plan out exactly how I am going to approach the subject later, I stare out into the darkness, and I could swear I see a shadowy figure staring at me from the woods. As I get a little creeped out by it, a scary thought pops in my head for some reason, “Maybe they got an eyeful earlier and are now back for dessert.” Swallowing hard, I quickly think of other things as soon as I check to make sure the doors are locked. “Good, now back to the plan.” I whisper as I glance over at Brandon who is stil
All the way home, I sit quietly next to him with my arms folded over my chest because I feel so bad for opening my damn mouth. "Why didn't I just forget about it?" I begin to wonder when I get a bad feeling in my gut. At first, it was this gnawing feeling, but when we turned the corner towards home, I saw the house and it hit me full force. Closing my eyes, I wish that I had never brought it up in the first place because I could lose everything, but now it is far too late to turn back. I have already broken my promise and he probably will never forget it. Scooting down in the seat lower, I glance over at Brandon before one stray thought pops into my head, “Well, I might as well enjoy it for what it is and give it my all tonight.”It disturbs me because I can’t help but to smile at the fact that I won. Shaking my head, I murmur under my breath, “What is wrong with me?”He turns his head to glance at me quickly before giving me a questioning look, “What do you mean?” He asks in a
Once I clean up, we head to the kitchen. "Sugar, I could eat a whole ass cow right now." He says in a sarcastic tone with a smirk on his face.When his stomach begins to growl, I turn to glance at him for a second before a giggle erupts from my lips. He winks at me as he stares lovingly and then says, “Well. I bet you’re as hungry as I am. Do you think we have anything in the fridge to make for lunch?” while he reaches over and wipes a stray strand of hair from my cheek as we reach the kitchen.“Just in time.” I state softly under my breath because I am starting to feel faint. If I don’t get something in me soon, I may just keel over any minute now.Glancing over at me before sitting on the stool directly in front of the counter, he asks, “Hm?”“Oh, nothing. I am starting to feel famished and if I don’t eat soon, you might need to take me to the hospital.” I state absentmindedly as I open the fridge and search for something salvageable to make. Scanning the shelves, I find a li
An hour later the phone rings as we are getting dressed and when I look into his eyes, I begin to wonder what exactly is going on. “Who is on the phone?” I ask him softly, so I don’t interrupt him while he is talking. Shaking his head as he frowns, he waves at me and then takes the phone into the next room. Now, I am really beginning to wonder, but instead of trying to listen in, I sit down on the bed and brush my hair. Making sure that I look perfect for tonight, I start to hear his voice get louder before he walks back in with a smile on his lips. “Sugar are you ready?” he asks happily before he leans down to kiss me on the forehead sweetly.Feeling the warmth of his breath on my skin, I close my eyes and wish that for once, I didn’t have to go strip. Opening my eyes when he straightens up, I nod, and then clear my throat before answering him by saying, “Yep, I sure am.”Standing up, I take his outstretched hand before straightening out my green and red plaid, schoolgirl skirt
For several hours, I sit in the back of the room and watch as Brandon barks out orders to everyone including the new girls. When he seems satisfied that everything is exactly the way he likes it, he walks over to me with a smile on his handsome, unshaven face and states softly, “It’s almost show time sugar.” as his lips brush across the top of my head.Smirking, I can’t help but to feel giddy because I haven’t done this in a while. I know it will hit the spot, right now nothing else will. However, tonight can never happen again, so I might as well enjoy it while I can.As the lights dim, he pats me on my rear end before he whispers in my ear, “You had better hurry up and get backstage before the doors open. I don’t want any of these lecherous men ogling you before you go on tonight.” before he laughs and shakes his head.Looking up into his eyes, I see a twinkle of mischievousness there and wonder what he has up his sleeve tonight. Frankly, there are so many possibilities that run
Lying on the leather sofa in his office, I stare at the ceiling as he tickles my clit with his tongue. Suddenly I remember now of all times, that I still haven’t had my period. Sitting straight up, I stare at him with a startled look in my eyes, even though we have just had a record-breaking love making fest. I should be exhausted but all that is running through my mind is that I may be pregnant. Smiling uncontrollably, I blurt out, “Baby, we need to get a pregnancy test, now!”As he raises his head, I notice that his eyes that were hooded just a few minutes earlier are now as wide as saucers at the prospect of a baby. Clearing his throat, he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand before he leans over me, smiling deliriously as he asks softly, “Really?”Practically yelling, I answer, “Yes, I still haven’t gotten my period, so we need to find out. I am excited, but are you?” I sure didn’t need to ask because a second later he scoops me up off the couch as his fingers dig into
Arriving at the store, I am filled with an overwhelming joy when I notice that the lights are still on. Quickly, I wrap my fingers around the cold steel as I begin to pull and realize that it is locked. Turning to Brandon, I exclaim loudly, “Shit!” before hearing someone just on the other side of the door.Seeing an older man in his 60’s or earlier 70’s with white hair and a thin well-kept moustache, I bang on the door in hopes that he will open for us. “Mr., please open.” I beg because I must know the answer tonight or I will go insane thinking about it.As I glance over at Brandon again, I hear the dead bolt turn and disengage before the man slowly opens the door. When it is about a quarter of the way opened, he stops and stares at me with an expectant look on his face before he asks, “What is it?” in a soft voice that sounds sleepy.“Is there any way we could trouble you to buy a pregnancy test? I have the cash, really.” I say as I jam my fingers into my jeans pocket and pull
“Did you find a piece of paper that may have fallen out of my jacket pocket?” He asks hesitantly before climbing back onto the bed and running his fingers up the sensitive skin of my inner thigh. Glancing up at him, I swallow hard before answering flatly, “Yes. I threw it away because I called her and found out it was some chick you used to dick. I made sure she knew that you were married. Honestly, I shouldn’t have had to be the one to say this to her. You should have.” Sighing, he looks away into the corner of the room before he replies in a whisper, “I have always thought that there was something else she wasn’t telling me. When I found out she was pregnant, I needed to know. However, I will never completely know the truth now because I can’t contact her without that number.” Angrily, he looks down at me and then asks while sounding disgusted, “Why didn’t you just wake me up and ask me? Don’t you trust me? I mean, so many men touch you on that stage. The way you acted la
Waking up in Brandon’s arms, I find myself wondering how I am going to balance between being Mrs. Knight and yet still stay true to myself. After all, I have found out that my needs have changed, and I often wonder if I am not becoming a completely different person because of this stripping experience. Could it be that it has changed me beyond what I initially thought it had?While I lay here, I listen to Brandon’s soft snores before I climb out of bed to go to the bathroom. On the way, I glance at the mirror and am shocked at my appearance as I scamper past in hopes of making it to the bathroom in time. I must have drunk so much last night that I didn’t remember the rest of the night. Either way I look like hell and admittedly have even lost some weight over the last several weeks.As I rush to the bathroom, I stare at a small piece of paper poking out of his jacket and it makes me curious. So, after I finish my business and wash my hands, I tip toe back out and look over to wh
After watching the first girl go on while sitting next to Macy, I decide to find Brandon and ask something that has been bugging me. Remembering back to when I found a box in the back of the closet with another woman’s name on it, I couldn’t stop myself from wondering if there was another woman in his life? After all, why would he keep a box hidden in the closet? I can’t let it go or it will eat me up inside. Especially, after the display tonight.Walking up to the office, I hear him on the phone, so I quietly open the door and enter before shutting it behind me. Looking up from his desk, he fakes a smile as he begins to yell at someone on the other end, “How dare you? I paid for that. How can you just not deliver something I have already purchased and paid for?”I can already see the upset look on his face as he squints and then runs his fingers over his furrowed brow. Saying one more thing before he slams the phone down, “Just get it here, now!” He glances up at me and state
After what seems like hours, Macy finally spills the whole thing. “So, you met him here two weeks ago?” I ask excitedly to find out about her mystery man. “Well no. I met him here a couple months back when he handed me a couple hundred-dollar bills and asked to fuck me out in his car. I quickly turned him down and said that it is not how things work around here. Afterwards, he kept coming around every night and watching me like I was his prey. It was creepy, but I enjoyed his generous tips. Three weeks ago, he stopped coming around completely. I had briefly wondered what had happened to him, but when he pulled up next to me while I was walking home from work about two weeks ago and offered to give me a ride home, I finally accepted. After all, it was downpouring. That night, I asked him in for coffee and then one thing led to another, and we fucked. Well, I may or may have not forgotten to wear a condom.” She says with a guilty smirk on her lips and then runs her fingers o
“Dinner tasted so good. Thank you, sugar.” He says sweetly after we clean up the table.“Thank you. I think the goulash tasted especially tasty tonight.” I remark as I glance over at him and wonder if he really meant what he said earlier.Knowing that this is something to not be taken lightly, I tread carefully as I ask, “Did Macy say how far along she is?” While secretly wondering if there was something she didn’t tell me.Shaking his head, he replies hesitantly as he puts the remaining contents of our meal in the fridge, “No, why?”Running my fingers over the dark wood of the top of the chair, I state, “Oh, nothing. I just wondered how long we would have to wait to find out the sex of the baby.”Shrugging his shoulders, he states, “Well, lets go find out. I left my phone up in the bedroom. Shall we?” before gesturing for me to go ahead of him.Turning to him, I slide my hands up the length of his chest as I wait for him to lean down and kiss me on the lips. Gazing down at me
When I finally wake up after such a long nap, I realize that it must be dinner time because my stomach is growling so loudly that it wakes up Brandon. “Woah there.” He jokes as he sits up and rubs the back of his neck gingerly.“I feel like I could sleep for several more hours, but I am famished.” He adds before smiling like a Cheshire Cat and looking me up and down.Now I don’t know if he meant that he wants food or more of me. Unsure, I ask hesitantly, “What exactly are you hungry for?” as I wink at him.Cocking his head, he seems to think about it for a moment until he leans forward and whispers in my ear, “You of course, but my stomach begs to differ.”Giggling as he runs his fingers softly across my inner thigh, I move quickly towards the robe that is hanging on the closet door. As I climb off the bed, he firmly grasps my wrist before he pulls me to him and kisses me hungrily. Eventually, he lets go after a minute so I can make dinner.Watching as I pull the white, plush rob
After bringing me inside, he ascends the staircase to take me to the bedroom. On the way, I wrap my fingers around his neck and begin to plant soft kisses on his jawline while matching every step he takes. He has such a serious look on his face that I can only imagine what he is really thinking at this moment. When we get to the bedroom door, he kicks it open before he carries me into the room and then throws me down on the bed with such force that I nearly bounce off the side. “Whoops.” He says quickly as I recover my balance and sit up on the edge of the bed.Watching him move as quickly as possible like a thief in the night, he hurries to unbutton his white dress shirt and unzip his black pants as he stumbles around and nearly trips over his own feet. Laughing, I wait until he is done before asking sarcastically, “Did you enjoy yourself? I know I did.” As soon as I say it, he cocks his head as he gives me a dirty look before pulling his boxers off and exposing his substantia
A few minutes later, as Brandon turns me around to kiss me, I feel his phone buzzing in his dress pants pocket. “Perfect timing.” I state under my breath as he pulls it out and looks to see who it is.Showing me, he asks curiously, “Why is Macy calling me?”Shrugging my shoulders, I watch as he answers the call and then hear her talk when he turns the speaker on. “Brandon, is Dani alright? She hasn’t been answering any of her calls from me and I am worried right now. I need to talk to her.” She says quite frantically while the tone of her voice rises higher and higher.“Macy, she is right here. Hold on. Alright?” He states flatly with a hint of sarcasm, as he rolls his eyes at me.Not knowing what is wrong, I clear my throat before stating sadly, “Macy we are at my mom’s funeral. What can be so wrong?”“Oh, damn. I have the perfect timing, don’t I? I guess this can wait until later then.” She says as I hear the disappointment in her voice.“No, just tell me. We are standing
On the day of my mom’s funeral, I stare out at the rain while the water slides down the windowpane constantly like a river that is never ending. Standing behind me, Brandon has his fingers laced with mine as his arms hug me tightly and he lays butterfly kisses down the back of my neck softly. I close my eyes for a split second to try and stop the tears from flowing because I know damn well that if I don’t, my mascara will run. It is bad enough that it is time, but when I found out two days ago that I am completely barren, my whole world was turned upside down. Apparently, as the good doctor said it, “Your female productive organs are almost nonexistent.” is the nice way of putting that I am so messed up inside a baby could never be conceived.From what I understand, the reason why my period disappeared is the fact that I have no eggs to reproduce with. “Sugar, we must go. This is something we should not be late for.” Brandon states softly in a saddened tone of voice as he releas