Lying on the leather sofa in his office, I stare at the ceiling as he tickles my clit with his tongue. Suddenly I remember now of all times, that I still haven’t had my period. Sitting straight up, I stare at him with a startled look in my eyes, even though we have just had a record-breaking love making fest. I should be exhausted but all that is running through my mind is that I may be pregnant. Smiling uncontrollably, I blurt out, “Baby, we need to get a pregnancy test, now!”As he raises his head, I notice that his eyes that were hooded just a few minutes earlier are now as wide as saucers at the prospect of a baby. Clearing his throat, he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand before he leans over me, smiling deliriously as he asks softly, “Really?”Practically yelling, I answer, “Yes, I still haven’t gotten my period, so we need to find out. I am excited, but are you?” I sure didn’t need to ask because a second later he scoops me up off the couch as his fingers dig into
Arriving at the store, I am filled with an overwhelming joy when I notice that the lights are still on. Quickly, I wrap my fingers around the cold steel as I begin to pull and realize that it is locked. Turning to Brandon, I exclaim loudly, “Shit!” before hearing someone just on the other side of the door.Seeing an older man in his 60’s or earlier 70’s with white hair and a thin well-kept moustache, I bang on the door in hopes that he will open for us. “Mr., please open.” I beg because I must know the answer tonight or I will go insane thinking about it.As I glance over at Brandon again, I hear the dead bolt turn and disengage before the man slowly opens the door. When it is about a quarter of the way opened, he stops and stares at me with an expectant look on his face before he asks, “What is it?” in a soft voice that sounds sleepy.“Is there any way we could trouble you to buy a pregnancy test? I have the cash, really.” I say as I jam my fingers into my jeans pocket and pull
Once I finally wake up, I begin to slowly stretch as I sit up and open my eyes while wiping the sleep out of them. As I do, I realize that Brandon is gone. His side of the bed is cold as I slide my hands across the silky sheet and wonder, “How long has he been gone?”Yawning, I struggle to climb out of bed because my feet are tangled up under the covers. Once I free myself, I stand and stretch once again before walking over to the black, room-darkening curtains and open them all at once. Something feels strange this morning as I scan the room and find no traces of his clothes from last night.“Hm. What to do?” I murmur under my breath as I stick out my bottom lip and blow air out. The moment the air hits my nose, I wish that I hadn’t. It begins to tickle and then I sneeze loudly. Rushing to the bathroom, I note that Brandon’s clothes are in the wicker hamper behind the door and that there is a wet towel thrown on top of them. “He clearly has taken a shower without me.” I thin
On the day of my mom’s funeral, I stare out at the rain while the water slides down the windowpane constantly like a river that is never ending. Standing behind me, Brandon has his fingers laced with mine as his arms hug me tightly and he lays butterfly kisses down the back of my neck softly. I close my eyes for a split second to try and stop the tears from flowing because I know damn well that if I don’t, my mascara will run. It is bad enough that it is time, but when I found out two days ago that I am completely barren, my whole world was turned upside down. Apparently, as the good doctor said it, “Your female productive organs are almost nonexistent.” is the nice way of putting that I am so messed up inside a baby could never be conceived.From what I understand, the reason why my period disappeared is the fact that I have no eggs to reproduce with. “Sugar, we must go. This is something we should not be late for.” Brandon states softly in a saddened tone of voice as he releas
A few minutes later, as Brandon turns me around to kiss me, I feel his phone buzzing in his dress pants pocket. “Perfect timing.” I state under my breath as he pulls it out and looks to see who it is.Showing me, he asks curiously, “Why is Macy calling me?”Shrugging my shoulders, I watch as he answers the call and then hear her talk when he turns the speaker on. “Brandon, is Dani alright? She hasn’t been answering any of her calls from me and I am worried right now. I need to talk to her.” She says quite frantically while the tone of her voice rises higher and higher.“Macy, she is right here. Hold on. Alright?” He states flatly with a hint of sarcasm, as he rolls his eyes at me.Not knowing what is wrong, I clear my throat before stating sadly, “Macy we are at my mom’s funeral. What can be so wrong?”“Oh, damn. I have the perfect timing, don’t I? I guess this can wait until later then.” She says as I hear the disappointment in her voice.“No, just tell me. We are standing
After bringing me inside, he ascends the staircase to take me to the bedroom. On the way, I wrap my fingers around his neck and begin to plant soft kisses on his jawline while matching every step he takes. He has such a serious look on his face that I can only imagine what he is really thinking at this moment. When we get to the bedroom door, he kicks it open before he carries me into the room and then throws me down on the bed with such force that I nearly bounce off the side. “Whoops.” He says quickly as I recover my balance and sit up on the edge of the bed.Watching him move as quickly as possible like a thief in the night, he hurries to unbutton his white dress shirt and unzip his black pants as he stumbles around and nearly trips over his own feet. Laughing, I wait until he is done before asking sarcastically, “Did you enjoy yourself? I know I did.” As soon as I say it, he cocks his head as he gives me a dirty look before pulling his boxers off and exposing his substantia
When I finally wake up after such a long nap, I realize that it must be dinner time because my stomach is growling so loudly that it wakes up Brandon. “Woah there.” He jokes as he sits up and rubs the back of his neck gingerly.“I feel like I could sleep for several more hours, but I am famished.” He adds before smiling like a Cheshire Cat and looking me up and down.Now I don’t know if he meant that he wants food or more of me. Unsure, I ask hesitantly, “What exactly are you hungry for?” as I wink at him.Cocking his head, he seems to think about it for a moment until he leans forward and whispers in my ear, “You of course, but my stomach begs to differ.”Giggling as he runs his fingers softly across my inner thigh, I move quickly towards the robe that is hanging on the closet door. As I climb off the bed, he firmly grasps my wrist before he pulls me to him and kisses me hungrily. Eventually, he lets go after a minute so I can make dinner.Watching as I pull the white, plush rob
“Dinner tasted so good. Thank you, sugar.” He says sweetly after we clean up the table.“Thank you. I think the goulash tasted especially tasty tonight.” I remark as I glance over at him and wonder if he really meant what he said earlier.Knowing that this is something to not be taken lightly, I tread carefully as I ask, “Did Macy say how far along she is?” While secretly wondering if there was something she didn’t tell me.Shaking his head, he replies hesitantly as he puts the remaining contents of our meal in the fridge, “No, why?”Running my fingers over the dark wood of the top of the chair, I state, “Oh, nothing. I just wondered how long we would have to wait to find out the sex of the baby.”Shrugging his shoulders, he states, “Well, lets go find out. I left my phone up in the bedroom. Shall we?” before gesturing for me to go ahead of him.Turning to him, I slide my hands up the length of his chest as I wait for him to lean down and kiss me on the lips. Gazing down at me