Amber's POV It was getting dark when I realized my legs were no longer strong enough to carry me walking. My tears were dry because I kept crying all the way. I didn't know which way to go home and only focused on my very hurt feelings. I tried to push away all these painful thoughts, but my heart couldn't be lied to. The suffocating heat in my chest made my stomach start to hurt. I endured it and continued in my footsteps. I tried to drag him so he could go home faster. The night wind was blowing very hard, my body, which had been soaking wet, was now cold and starting to shiver. My head felt very heavy and dizzy, even my vision started to blur. My body was weak and unable to hold on any longer. However, it wasn't my body ache that made me feel tormented. But my heart is still reminded of the reality that I know today. Betrayal from my best friend, Ruby. Her cruel treatment made me continue to feel hurt. Tears flowed down my cheeks again. It makes it difficult for my eyes to see
Nash's POV I was shocked to hear what the doctor just said. It felt like the world stopped turning. The anger that I had been holding in for a long time now started to roar and wanted to overflow again. I was very upset and angry hearing what had just happened. I don't care about Amber's condition, I don't even want to know how Amber could be in the middle of the road unconscious. She even experienced bleeding which made me lose my heir. Yes, I'm angry because I had to lose my only heir. The thing that makes me still keep Amber by my side, is because she is pregnant with my child. The heir who will be my future hope. I can't believe that Amber is so careless and not careful in protecting her womb. I stared full of anger and hatred at Amber who was still lying unconscious. Should I kill her for killing my heir? Should I bring her back to life and see me so disappointed because I lost my child? I can't, I can't think long. The surging anger made me really want to kill Amb
Amber's POV My eyes opened and looked at the ceiling. I still feel weak and helpless. The shock of losing my baby began to consume me. I opened the blanket and looked at my stomach, I touched it slowly. My tears broke into silence. Can't believe everything that happened, I feel very guilty and regret everything. Why is all this happening to me? Why does my life have to suffer like this? As if I was born to suffer. Having a husband who never loved me at all. Who only uses me for his interests. A friend who even stabbed me in the back. Is my life really meaningless? Have they never been sincere to me at all? Must they do evil like this? I cried bitterly at the loss of my baby. The only hope in my life. Hope that makes me feel happy. Even though it's only a small happiness, I feel alive. A servant came when he heard the sound of my crying. The waiter brought a tray containing a glass of milk and warm porridge. I can still see the smoke above the porridge that had ju
In the morning meeting, all the leaders came to have a routine banquet. The atmosphere was a little unfriendly because of the rumors that had spread to all corners. The news about Amber's miscarriage shocked everyone and deeply regretted the incident. Nash's POV I looked at myself in the mirror in front of me. This morning everyone must have gathered at the routine banquet which is always held every month. News about the death of my heir must have spread quickly. They'll wonder what happened, and if I defend Amber then everyone will pity her. Can't, I won't let people on Amber's side. I want to see Amber cornered and humiliated in public once again. After Amber did not attend last week's party, this incident will worsen Amber's image, who is indeed unfit to be my companion. While people will sympathize with me and praise me. For still maintaining this marriage after the bad attitude that Amber showed to everyone. Because of that, I must look very pitiful for losing a chil
Everett's POV The atmosphere in the morning is very exciting at this time. I, who was still busy with my business, was disturbed by the noise outside. Reading books all night makes me feel tired and eager to sleep, but why are people so noisy? Curiosity made me go out and find out what really happened. “So Mrs. Amber miscarried? Wow... How did that happen?” "It's clear that Mrs. Amber didn't take good care of her pregnancy." "Is that true? There could be other problems, right?” I heard their conversation with surprise. I remember Amber, who was very careful about her pregnancy and avoided contact with other people. “Is what you guys said true?” I asked them. "Everett... did you hear what we said earlier?" “Yeah, so tell me, is all that true?” "We are also not sure, but the palace is very excited about this news. They said Mrs. Amber had been missing for a long time. And when she was found, she had already miscarried.” I was surprised to hear their words. I rushed t
Ruby's POV In the corner of the room, I was thinking about the past few nights. Leaving Amber alone on the beach made me a little anxious. I was a little worried about Amber who had to go home alone in the middle of the dark night. Feelings of guilt make me uneasy. However, remembering my current goal forces me to remain selfish and become a vicious woman. I can't be soft on myself or Amber. The mistakes I made have already gone too far and I can't fix them. Amber might be very disappointed, angry, and hate me. I know she doesn't have anyone, even Nash can't be relied on. But, once again my interests are most important right now. Until I had to betray our friendship even though this also hurt my heart. I heard news that Nash was looking for Amber like crazy. I don't understand this. Why did Nash have to look for Amber like that? Deployed many guards and searched for Amber until midnight. I became anxious and worried about Amber's condition. I couldn't sleep peacefully
Nash's POV My emotions were overwhelming when I saw Ruby come to my room. How could she so presumptuously enter the lion's den? Doesn't Ruby realize her mistake? Has she really lost her sanity? However, I try to control my emotions. Playing with Ruby for a while couldn't hurt, right? I looked at her coldly. I know that Ruby came because she wanted something. She didn't feel guilty at all about what happened to Amber. Even though everything that happened started from her. I know that she deliberately approached me for a reason that I don't need to know. I wanted to play with her, enjoy a traitor who had the heart to stab her own best friend in the back. Very sassy and brave, I admire her attitude. But too careless and hasty. It's terrible to be a woman who dares to play tricks on a king. I pushed Ruby's body until she fell onto the bed. I deliberately threw my body on top of Ruby's body. Staring at her with coldness and turmoil that arose at the same time. The desire
Amber's POV The sun still rises from the west. The light penetrated the glass window of my room. The pain I felt did not decrease one bit. For days I couldn't sleep and just groaned in pain. My stomach still feels unbearable turmoil. I looked out the window, the sky was so bright. I hate it. I could hear very cheerful birds chirping. I hate it. I could hear the laughter of the servants from outside my room. And I really hate it. My breath is still blowing. My heart is still beating slowly. My blood flow flows as usual. And I can still see a world that is so cruel. I really hate everything. The reality that is slowly tearing my life apart. Now replaced with a knife that continues to stab my heart. Then, why am I not dead yet? I thought that night I would lose my life. My life is full of suffering. I thought everything would end and make me calm forever. But, why am I still alive and losing my baby? I saw a servant come and bring food and drink. I averted my eye