Amber's POV It was getting dark when I realized my legs were no longer strong enough to carry me walking. My tears were dry because I kept crying all the way. I didn't know which way to go home and only focused on my very hurt feelings. I tried to push away all these painful thoughts, but my heart couldn't be lied to. The suffocating heat in my chest made my stomach start to hurt. I endured it and continued in my footsteps. I tried to drag him so he could go home faster. The night wind was blowing very hard, my body, which had been soaking wet, was now cold and starting to shiver. My head felt very heavy and dizzy, even my vision started to blur. My body was weak and unable to hold on any longer. However, it wasn't my body ache that made me feel tormented. But my heart is still reminded of the reality that I know today. Betrayal from my best friend, Ruby. Her cruel treatment made me continue to feel hurt. Tears flowed down my cheeks again. It makes it difficult for my eyes to see
Nash's POV I was shocked to hear what the doctor just said. It felt like the world stopped turning. The anger that I had been holding in for a long time now started to roar and wanted to overflow again. I was very upset and angry hearing what had just happened. I don't care about Amber's condition, I don't even want to know how Amber could be in the middle of the road unconscious. She even experienced bleeding which made me lose my heir. Yes, I'm angry because I had to lose my only heir. The thing that makes me still keep Amber by my side, is because she is pregnant with my child. The heir who will be my future hope. I can't believe that Amber is so careless and not careful in protecting her womb. I stared full of anger and hatred at Amber who was still lying unconscious. Should I kill her for killing my heir? Should I bring her back to life and see me so disappointed because I lost my child? I can't, I can't think long. The surging anger made me really want to kill Amb
Amber's POV My eyes opened and looked at the ceiling. I still feel weak and helpless. The shock of losing my baby began to consume me. I opened the blanket and looked at my stomach, I touched it slowly. My tears broke into silence. Can't believe everything that happened, I feel very guilty and regret everything. Why is all this happening to me? Why does my life have to suffer like this? As if I was born to suffer. Having a husband who never loved me at all. Who only uses me for his interests. A friend who even stabbed me in the back. Is my life really meaningless? Have they never been sincere to me at all? Must they do evil like this? I cried bitterly at the loss of my baby. The only hope in my life. Hope that makes me feel happy. Even though it's only a small happiness, I feel alive. A servant came when he heard the sound of my crying. The waiter brought a tray containing a glass of milk and warm porridge. I can still see the smoke above the porridge that had ju
In the morning meeting, all the leaders came to have a routine banquet. The atmosphere was a little unfriendly because of the rumors that had spread to all corners. The news about Amber's miscarriage shocked everyone and deeply regretted the incident. Nash's POV I looked at myself in the mirror in front of me. This morning everyone must have gathered at the routine banquet which is always held every month. News about the death of my heir must have spread quickly. They'll wonder what happened, and if I defend Amber then everyone will pity her. Can't, I won't let people on Amber's side. I want to see Amber cornered and humiliated in public once again. After Amber did not attend last week's party, this incident will worsen Amber's image, who is indeed unfit to be my companion. While people will sympathize with me and praise me. For still maintaining this marriage after the bad attitude that Amber showed to everyone. Because of that, I must look very pitiful for losing a chil
Everett's POV The atmosphere in the morning is very exciting at this time. I, who was still busy with my business, was disturbed by the noise outside. Reading books all night makes me feel tired and eager to sleep, but why are people so noisy? Curiosity made me go out and find out what really happened. “So Mrs. Amber miscarried? Wow... How did that happen?” "It's clear that Mrs. Amber didn't take good care of her pregnancy." "Is that true? There could be other problems, right?” I heard their conversation with surprise. I remember Amber, who was very careful about her pregnancy and avoided contact with other people. “Is what you guys said true?” I asked them. "Everett... did you hear what we said earlier?" “Yeah, so tell me, is all that true?” "We are also not sure, but the palace is very excited about this news. They said Mrs. Amber had been missing for a long time. And when she was found, she had already miscarried.” I was surprised to hear their words. I rushed t
Ruby's POV In the corner of the room, I was thinking about the past few nights. Leaving Amber alone on the beach made me a little anxious. I was a little worried about Amber who had to go home alone in the middle of the dark night. Feelings of guilt make me uneasy. However, remembering my current goal forces me to remain selfish and become a vicious woman. I can't be soft on myself or Amber. The mistakes I made have already gone too far and I can't fix them. Amber might be very disappointed, angry, and hate me. I know she doesn't have anyone, even Nash can't be relied on. But, once again my interests are most important right now. Until I had to betray our friendship even though this also hurt my heart. I heard news that Nash was looking for Amber like crazy. I don't understand this. Why did Nash have to look for Amber like that? Deployed many guards and searched for Amber until midnight. I became anxious and worried about Amber's condition. I couldn't sleep peacefully
Nash's POV My emotions were overwhelming when I saw Ruby come to my room. How could she so presumptuously enter the lion's den? Doesn't Ruby realize her mistake? Has she really lost her sanity? However, I try to control my emotions. Playing with Ruby for a while couldn't hurt, right? I looked at her coldly. I know that Ruby came because she wanted something. She didn't feel guilty at all about what happened to Amber. Even though everything that happened started from her. I know that she deliberately approached me for a reason that I don't need to know. I wanted to play with her, enjoy a traitor who had the heart to stab her own best friend in the back. Very sassy and brave, I admire her attitude. But too careless and hasty. It's terrible to be a woman who dares to play tricks on a king. I pushed Ruby's body until she fell onto the bed. I deliberately threw my body on top of Ruby's body. Staring at her with coldness and turmoil that arose at the same time. The desire
Amber's POV The sun still rises from the west. The light penetrated the glass window of my room. The pain I felt did not decrease one bit. For days I couldn't sleep and just groaned in pain. My stomach still feels unbearable turmoil. I looked out the window, the sky was so bright. I hate it. I could hear very cheerful birds chirping. I hate it. I could hear the laughter of the servants from outside my room. And I really hate it. My breath is still blowing. My heart is still beating slowly. My blood flow flows as usual. And I can still see a world that is so cruel. I really hate everything. The reality that is slowly tearing my life apart. Now replaced with a knife that continues to stab my heart. Then, why am I not dead yet? I thought that night I would lose my life. My life is full of suffering. I thought everything would end and make me calm forever. But, why am I still alive and losing my baby? I saw a servant come and bring food and drink. I averted my eye
Everett's POV Several weeks have passed, and for some reason, sometimes I remember several events on the day when I attended the appointment of a new Alpha in the Sky Moon Pack. Jennie, even I still remember her name. But that's not the most important thing. Amber's intoxicating scent was there. Unfortunately, the aroma disappeared there right before I saw Jennie's back which was facing away from me. The girl reminded me of a sweet figure who smiled gently at me. Stroking her hair, caressing her lips, hugging her, and giving her warmth and calm from her scent. I ruffled her hair in frustration. Silently I went towards the Sky Moon Pack. I don't know what was going through my mind, but I just wanted to make sure. Why is that scent there? Will I find the figure I've always been waiting for? I don't understand. What I want is clarity on all the things that really give me a headache. The Sky Moon Pack warriors bowed their heads in respect as soon as I passed in front of th
Author's POV Everett took Amber to her dream place. Everett put Amber on green grass with beautiful flowers decorating it. A very beautiful grass field. The sun began to rise and gave a very stunning yellow color. Everett cried seeing Amber who was not beating anymore. His soulmate had disappeared. His soulmate is gone forever. Grief brought Everett deep regret and unable to forgive himself. “I'm sorry for making you have to experience something sad like this. There are many things I want to say to you. Really, but I thought you wanted us to meet in a more beautiful place than this world. Amber, I'll follow you," Everett said desperately and took out the small knife he had in his pocket. Everett raised the knife towards the sunlight which refracted it and hit Amber in the face. The stiff body began to feel warm. Amber's heart, which had stopped, started beating again. Everett was shocked and didn't expect Amber to breathe again. "Leave her here, I'll take her and recov
Author's POV On the other hand, Hans and his troops arrived to take over the leadership of Everett who was helping Amber. Hans, who had long wanted to avenge Nash's cruelty and wanted to end Nash's civilization, chose to attack Nash's troops who had been around to protect the palace and Nash. "Mr. Everett, I know that you really love Amber. I will let you save your world. And now let me save my world and all the packs that have been destroyed because of Nash!" said Hans. But suddenly Hans appeared and led Nash's troops to fight Everett's troops. “Retreat if you don't want this to be your last day seeing the world!” shouted Hans angrily. He was sent by Nash to block the rebels who wanted to destroy his palace. But Hans was not afraid, he instead showed his scary face. "Attack!" shouted Hans and started the war. Hans hit the ground hard. The healing is slow but continues to work. Unfortunately, other warriors were not as lucky. The warriors began to fall, one by one dyi
Author's POV The orange sky was turning reddish with white clouds scattered around. The sun has long since moved from its throne and is now preparing to fall asleep to welcome the night. The barren land of the Dark Land dominated by dusty grains of sand felt slightly trembling. The reason is that a large army joined by many packs is present, preparing to start the battle. Everett was ready with various barriers to prepare for the worst. They fought in wolf form but it is possible that they also carried small weapons which might be useful in times of urgency. The palace of darkness that stood firmly in the barren land of the Dark Land came into view. Hundreds of figures in black robes appeared to surround the palace with a dense, unbearable aura. Thousands of warriors lined up neatly in their armor. Not to forget, the Alphas from various packs who joined Everett were also ready for war. They continued walking until finally, they saw a towering castle. The horror impression
Amber's POV Darkness is my friend. The narrow room that was dark, stuffy, and damp was my shelter from now on. No more mercy for me. I couldn't even sit down and rest to recover from my wounds. I was chained in a standing position. After being whipped and beaten, I was left in a rusty cell with dirt as a floor. The fishy aroma of my blood could still be smelled several meters from the cell. A very sad and despicable situation for anyone who sees it. My closed eyes suddenly opened. I roared. With the rest of my strength, I tried to remove the shackles of the silver chain on my body. However, the sound of the chains rattling actually provoked several guards who immediately whipped and beat me until I fainted so that the prison would return to silence. Ruby's black heels tapped softly on the cold floor of the dungeon. The fishy smell of blood and damp air immediately greeted Ruby's arrival, glancing cynically before walking towards the cell that was her goal in coming to th
Everett's POV It's been a few days since my focus started to wander. Thinking that Amber was kidnapped by Nash, but in reality, it wasn't. I didn't find any Amber there at all, in fact, I only found remnants of Amber in her previous room which had not changed at all. I don't understand why Nash still has Amber's things like that. I was really annoyed and angry because I couldn't find Amber. There was no trace of Amber's presence there. I thought that Nash would cover up his crime of kidnapping Amber. But I could see his overreaction. Nash looked very surprised and actually blamed me for not being able to find Amber. That day I broke into his palace with a limited number of warriors. I could have killed Nash straight away and taken over the palace right then and there. But I felt very uneasy and was more worried about Amber. I'm afraid that someone more evil and cruel than Nash has kidnapped Amber. This will make me really blame myself for not being able to look after Amb
Amber's POV I woke up in the middle of a room filled with horrible ornaments. This room is identical to the colors black and red. There are no windows here, the dim lights only add to the eerie impression of this room. I was really annoyed and angry at Ruby who had trapped me with that man named David. I didn't expect to meet them like this. Even Ruby had to kidnap me like this, what really happened in the palace? I know that Ruby really wants my position, but I never heard of her coronation as queen. Had Nash thrown it away? But why? Isn't Ruby the woman of his dreams? Ah, I felt incredible fear, hearing about the torture Khanza experienced by Ruby made me start to get goosebumps. What will happen to me now? I know that Ruby is a fox in sheep's clothing. She was so cunning that I didn't realize that Ruby had stabbed me in the back. I still remember clearly how hurt and hurt I was when I found out that Nash was having an affair but still wanted to be served. How painfu
Nash's POV Without realizing it, Sarah's tears just fell. My life story turns out to be not as sweet as I always show. So dark and painful. And only to Sarah can I say everything. "Didn't I tell you that when you cry you're ugly?" tease so that Sarah stops crying. Maybe in the past, I always cursed the damn fate I had, but things are different now. I wiped the tears from Sarah's cheeks. My heart warmed to find Sarah who cared about me. "You're so poor," said Sarah, which only made her tears fall even harder. Imagining how painful my life was made Sarah really couldn't bear it and felt very sorry. Sarah's crying became more intense and it actually made her look like a child who had lost her candy. Seeing that made me hold back my laughter. Sarah's crying wouldn't stop and it would only make me laugh out loud seeing how ridiculous Sarah was. I immediately pressed my lips to Sarah's lips. Not a kiss, just a sweet kiss. Succeed! Sarah's crying immediately stopped and she
Sarah's POV On the balcony where I am now, I am looking at the beautiful view of this palace. It's really beautiful and spacious. I even widened my smile if this palace would really be mine. I can't wait for Nash to make me his queen, and father's plans finally begin. However, suddenly someone hugged me from behind, interrupting my thoughts. I knew it was Nash. I turned around and Nash immediately kissed me for quite a long time. "Don't be like this, what if someone sees?" I said stopping Nash's kiss and making him a little disappointed. “So what if someone sees? They won't dare talk about you.” "What do you mean? They still talk about me as your mistress.” “Not from now on.” "Why can?" "Because you are my queen," said Nash very seriously. "What?" I looked at Nash confused. Is this another of his jokes? "How do I convince you?" Nash sighed and seemed to be thinking about something. "Are you serious, Nash?" I looked at him probingly. "Ahh right!" Nash took some