Nash's POV My emotions were overwhelming when I saw Ruby come to my room. How could she so presumptuously enter the lion's den? Doesn't Ruby realize her mistake? Has she really lost her sanity? However, I try to control my emotions. Playing with Ruby for a while couldn't hurt, right? I looked at her coldly. I know that Ruby came because she wanted something. She didn't feel guilty at all about what happened to Amber. Even though everything that happened started from her. I know that she deliberately approached me for a reason that I don't need to know. I wanted to play with her, enjoy a traitor who had the heart to stab her own best friend in the back. Very sassy and brave, I admire her attitude. But too careless and hasty. It's terrible to be a woman who dares to play tricks on a king. I pushed Ruby's body until she fell onto the bed. I deliberately threw my body on top of Ruby's body. Staring at her with coldness and turmoil that arose at the same time. The desire
Amber's POV The sun still rises from the west. The light penetrated the glass window of my room. The pain I felt did not decrease one bit. For days I couldn't sleep and just groaned in pain. My stomach still feels unbearable turmoil. I looked out the window, the sky was so bright. I hate it. I could hear very cheerful birds chirping. I hate it. I could hear the laughter of the servants from outside my room. And I really hate it. My breath is still blowing. My heart is still beating slowly. My blood flow flows as usual. And I can still see a world that is so cruel. I really hate everything. The reality that is slowly tearing my life apart. Now replaced with a knife that continues to stab my heart. Then, why am I not dead yet? I thought that night I would lose my life. My life is full of suffering. I thought everything would end and make me calm forever. But, why am I still alive and losing my baby? I saw a servant come and bring food and drink. I averted my eye
Amber's POV My eyes looked at the figure of the woman I really missed. My eyes filled with tears holding back the tears that wanted to break out. The pain and destruction that I experienced seemed to start to collapse and disappear, replaced by my longing for him. I couldn't take my eyes off my Mom who came to me and sat next to me. Her soft hands stroked my face gently. The warmth that I really miss and will never forget. I really want to throw myself into her arms and pour out all my feelings to her. “How could you fall asleep on the road?” she asked. Her face showed a look of worry and anxiety. I never thought that there was still one person who cared about me and worried about me like this. "Will Nash follow here? I'm not sure he knows you're here, so I think we should immediately tell Nash about your whereabouts. Our representatives are heading to the palace to convey this.” The feeling of joy and emotion disappeared instantly when my mother mentioned Nash's name.
Nash's POV Today is quite a happy day for me. Even though I'm still annoyed with Amber's actions, at least her actions made me stronger to dominate the Silver Moon Pack. My father asked for forgiveness for Amber's actions, by agreeing to give me part of his territory. My palace is getting bigger and bigger. Several other groups also asked for forgiveness and support for the sadness I experienced. The performance I put on succeeded in making everyone concerned about me and no longer think of me as a selfish and ambitious king. They were deceived by the false face I showed them. Amber, you can always make me grow and become stronger. Your existence is very important to me. The slightest mistake you make makes me stronger and more powerful. My kingdom's territory is getting bigger and wider, giving me more power over several small groups that oppose my existence. It's true that there are some small groups that oppose me, but I can't touch them. Therefore, I cruelly broke the
Amber's POV Garret stood scared as I climbed out of my bed. I, who was very resigned and hopeless, faced with people who should have made more sacrifices than me, made me very angry and annoyed. My anger aroused Thalia who had been silent for a long time. Without realizing it, I called him. My body felt heavy, as if something had fallen on my body and made me more powerful. My eyes turned red and looked hatefully at my brother. Garret trembled at my change. I howled loudly as a sign that Thalia had succeeded in controlling my entire body. Garret was scared and wanted to run away from the room. But with one blow I managed to block it and made Garret fall to the floor. With one jump I crushed his body. My long nails came out and were about to scratch Garret's face. My anger really made Thalia very difficult for me to control. I raged and rebelled to express emotions that had been suppressed for a long time. I don't know since when Thalia locked herself away and remained c
Everett's POV From there I heard the news that Amber had run away from the palace. I was shocked and couldn't believe that Amber would do that. I've been really worried about her since I heard about Amber's miscarriage. Moreover, Nash treated Amber, who held her back and put so many guards that I couldn't see her for a moment. I was increasingly worried about Amber's unstable condition because of the maid's words. That said, Amber didn't even want to eat or drink anything. I was worried and afraid that something happened to Amber who had run away somewhere. My feet took me out of the house to look for Amber. I hope I'm not too late to find Amber before guard Nash finds her. I know that Nash is having a party. I don't understand why Nash did that in the midst of Amber's suffering from losing her child. Even though Nash yesterday looked really lost even though he was only pretending. However, I can't believe he's really a crazy guy who throws a party after acting like he's
Everett's POV Feelings of regret and annoyance pierced my heart again. I couldn't forgive myself if something happened to Amber. It was a big mistake to let Amber face all this alone. I'm sure Amber is not well and has so many thoughts that are making her lose her sanity. Obviously, who wouldn't be crazy if they had to face Nash's crazy attitude which was no longer normal? The painful treatment and suffering that Nash inflicted on Amber could not possibly make Amber lose consciousness. Crazy and strange thoughts must have filled Amber's head. And when Amber had the opportunity to get out of Nash's hell, she had to go back again and experience this painful thing forever. I'm obviously surprised that Amber's family returned Amber to Nash. I'm sure that Amber has told me everything she experienced to have to do something dishonorable like this. The reason why Amber had to walk this far was just to get help and get out of endless suffering. My hatred for Nash is growing, my re
Amber's POVI was standing on the edge of a very deep cliff. The night wind blew through the thin clothes I was wearing. Cold and dampness penetrated my body which had lost its strength. I stared flatly at the steep ravine below. For a moment I was carried away by magic that offered me the happiness I had always longed for. Happiness that makes me want to live forever. However, Thalia struggled violently and woke me up from what I almost did. Thalia kept screaming my name and asking for help. Trying to wake me up from the imagination I created. To pull me from the edge of the abyss and back to reality. Unfortunately, my mind can no longer take it anymore. I no longer want to survive in this hellish world. A world that only offers endless misery and suffering. Until my legs refused to walk backward and away. My heart feels very empty. I don't feel anything anymore. Even the fear within me did not defeat my determination to end everything here. I've been lost in the dar