Phoebe
The girls gasps in unison, and I do the same because what the hell is happening here? Am I dreaming? Did Adrian just say he plans on making me his Luna? Unlike normal werewolves, an Alpha can claim their own mate, but why me?!
Adrian waits for my answer, his eyes never leaving mine. I feel as though the whole world is staring at me, waiting for me to say something.
What the heck do I do?!
My mind is racing, trying to make sense of everything that’s happening. Adrian, the alpha of our pack, wants me, a simple and weak omega, to be his Luna. It’s a dream come true, but at the same time, it feels surreal.
I’m definitely not Luna material, but I can’t reject Adrian in front of these people.
I take a deep breath, trying to calm my racing heart and jittery nerves. “Yes,” I finally answer, my voice so low it could easily be missed if it weren’t for our superior hearing. “I would gladly be your future Luna.”
Adrian’s eyes light up, and a smile spreads across his face. He steps closer to me and takes my hand in his, bringing it to his lips. “You’ve just made me the happiest alpha in the world,” he says, his voice low and husky.
I can feel the eyes of Linda and her friends burning into me, but I don’t care. All I can focus on is Adrian, the man I’ve secretly been in love with since I was a pup, and the fact that he wants me to be his Luna is just...is this really happening?
Adrian turns to face Linda and her friends once again, a cold look on his face. “You will apologize to Phoebe right now,” he orders.
Linda looks like she’s about to protest, but a single glare from Adrian shuts her up. “I’m sorry,” she mutters, her eyes downcast.
Adrian nods in satisfaction. “Now get out of my sight.”
Linda and her friends hurry out of the café, and the tension in the air dissipates. I look at Adrian, who sighs and runs a hand through his dark brown hair.
“Are you okay?” he asks.
“I am,” I hand him a shy smile before growing serious. “I hope you understand that I only said I would become your Luna so that you wouldn’t feel embarrassed.”
He pauses. “Are you...rejecting me?”
“Well...yes? Don’t get me wrong!” I hold up my hands in the air, hoping it will stop him from getting angry. “I-I really like the idea, but...but I’m not Luna material!”
Adrian’s face softens. “And you don’t think that’s a role you grow into by being given it?”
I swallow thickly. “I...I don’t know.”
“Am I making you nervous?”
“What?” I almost shriek. “N-no, don’t be ridiculous.”
Adrian breathes a laugh, and then he steps closer - too close. His chest is in front of my eyes, and I’m forced to crane my neck to meet his mischievous dark eyes. He is so handsome.
“Are you sure?” he asks, cupping my cheek. I’m pretty sure his eyes are laughing at me. “Because you’re entirely red in the face, Phoebe. It looks like you’re blushing.”
I fight the urge to shiver from his touch. “Y-you must be mistaken.”
Adrian chuckles. “I really like you, Phoebe - I always have. Therefore, I would love to take you as my mate when you turn eighteen.”
“Why?” I search his eyes. “I’m not your fated mate, and if you pick me, then you won’t ever meet them - I would become your mate instead!”
“And?” he looks amused. “I would choose you over them any day of the week,” he purrs. “And who knows? You might be my mate. We won’t know before you turn eighteen.”
“I doubt that I am.”
“Then I will claim you and make it happen. Unless...” Adrian tilts his head, and I’m shocked when I see vulnerability on his face. “Unless you don’t want me.”
“N-no, that’s not what I...” I stop myself from saying too much, but it’s already too late. Adrian looks at me as if he knows exactly what I’m thinking. As if he knows exactly what I want. It angers me.
My mind is a confusing place - how come this boy knows me better than I know myself? It’s part of the reason why I like him so much, but it’s also why I suffer. Because while I like Adrian, I doubt I could become his Luna.
Why could he just be a normal werewolf...
“Well, think about it, okay?” Adrian’s voice is low and inviting as he leans in closer.
His face is just inches away from mine, I can feel the heat radiating off of him. My heart begins to flutter, and for a fleeting moment, I’m sure he is about to kiss me. Instead, his lips press against my forehead and linger there for a good couple of seconds.
It makes fireworks go off in my chest. I’m melting, and when he leans back, he whispers, “Think about it, okay?” before disappearing out through the door with his coffee.
Dear Lord, if Adrian kissing my forehead feels like magic, then how would it feel if he kissed my lips?
And wait a second, was that a love confession?!
It was... wasn’t it?
I stand rooted in my place even as he leaves, shocked and terrified all at the same time.
Adrian likes me. He actually likes me. I’m happy about that, but I don’t know how to feel about him claiming me. I’ve always been told that there is something special about a fated mate the moon goddess has chosen for you.
But what if Adrian would make me happy?
He is kind and caring and always knows how to make me laugh. He challenges me to be better, to be stronger, and to push myself to new limits.
The thought of not having him in my life is unbearable. But the idea of being with him, knowing that I’m not his fated mate, fills me with guilt. I don’t want to steal him away from someone else.
I think about that as I continue working. Soon my shift is over, and I lock the door to the cafe on the chilly night. I make my way home, lost in my thoughts, when a sudden noise startles me, and I turn around in the dark.
My eyes can’t spot anything in the alley. There are only puddles on the ground and a few scratched posters on the walls. Yet, despite that, I shout, “Is someone there?”
No answer.
I take a few steps forward until I’m standing in the middle of the alley, and suddenly, I hear a loud PANG. It sounds a lot like a gun. Shit...was I shot? I never get to confirm this as everything turns into darkness.
PhoebeMy head is hurting. It feels like I’ve been pulled from a sleep that has lasted a hundred years. My eyes flutter open, and I’m surrounded by white, blinding hospital walls that make me feel even more disoriented and confused.“Fucking hell. I thought you would never wake up...”Who is speaking to me?It feels like I’m being held, and I freeze when I realize strong, tanned arms are hugging me. Someone large is treating me like their personal teddy bear.Is this a dream?“Aurora?”Aurora? Who is that?I’m beyond confused and slowly turn around in the hospital bed, and that’s when I see him. He is the most good-looking man that I’ve ever seen. Not beautiful and soft like Adrian, but rougher around the edges. He has black hair, a square jaw, and the most mesmerizing set of blue eyes that I’ve ever seen, but he is...frowning at me?And wait - why the hell is he hugging me?!Panic kicks in, and I kick the man between his legs. “Release me, you pervert!”The man falls out of the bed,
PhoebeI have no idea what to think or what to make of this situation. At first, I thought I was dreaming, but I’m sitting in the car with Liam now, and I have yet to wake up. If this is a dream, it’s a very long dream. It also feels way too detailed.Liam glances at me from the driver’s seat. “What are you thinking about right now?”“I’m thinking about how fucked up this dream is,” I mutter and cross my arms over my chest.We are driving past streets in the dark since Liam has decided to take me to his place. Normally, I would be nervous about going to a guy’s house, but I don’t have time for that. All of this is too messed up to be thinking about that.“A dream? I can’t believe you…” He chuckles. “It’s not a dream, Aurora. You’re here. This is happening - this is real.”“Well, if this isn’t a dream, then I have no idea what is happening right now or why.”“You’re obviously confused from being in a coma for six months. The doctors said it’s common—”“No, I’m pretty sure that isn’t th
PhoebeI agreed to share a room with Liam, and now we are standing inside of his bedroom, getting ready for bed. I’m unsure if I should strip down or sleep in my t-shirt. I feel out of my element, and it’s so bad that I’m shaking.“You’re shaking,” Liam points out as he takes off his jeans, leaving him standing there in a white pair of Calvin Klein’s boxers. I try not to look at his massive bulge.“Y-yeah... I’m just...nervous, I guess?”“Why are you nervous?” Liam asks and cocks his head to the side to eye me with newfound curiosity.It’s hard to be honest with him. Beautiful people scare me. Everyone except Adrian and Liam is especially scary. When I’m around him, I feel funny. My heart pounds a little too fast, and there is sweat on my hands and back.Yet, despite that, I decide to be honest. “Because...because I’m not used to guys like you.”Liam frowns, insulted. “Guys like me, huh?”“No, don’t look at me like that!” I don’t want I don’t mean anything bad... it’s just...you have
PhoebeMy eyes flicker open, and I gasp. I’m lying in a warm, comfortable bed but not alone. There is a giant body wrapped around mine, breathing steadily in a slow, sleepy manner behind me. Are they sleeping? And where the hell am I?!My heart races, and I try to break free and get away, but my movements only seem to make the other person cling tighter to me. They are strong and powerful and easily keep me in place with their big-ass arms. Seriously, who is this? Hercules?I’m about to scream before I hear a deep, familiar voice muttering, “Five more minutes...” and that’s when I remember that I went to bed with Liam yesterday.The hot, beautiful Alpha of his pack. The guy who thinks that I’m his confused girlfriend who doesn’t remember her own identity.Shit, I had hoped all of that was a dream...I turn around in his arms, blushing when I’m faced with Liam’s pectoral muscles and dime-sized nipples. It looks like he lives at the gym, and I hesitantly reach out to touch him - don’t h
Adrian “Alpha Liam’s Luna has woken up from her coma, Alpha. I thought you might want to know.” Drake informs me. I clench my fists and stare out through the window, unable to answer my Beta. I’m too angry. Alpha Liam and his pack is the reason Phoebe is dead. Hearing that he is happy and that his beloved Luna has awakened from her coma makes me miserable. Alpha Liam doesn’t fucking deserve to be happy, not when he took everything from me. He might not have murdered Phoebe with his own hands, but one of his pack members did - Phoebe’s body had the scent of the Twilight pack on her - that’s why I hold Alpha Liam responsible for her death. He is a weak Alpha that can’t control his own pack members. Silent rage ticks against my jaw. It’s been five years since Phoebe died, and I’m still not fine. She was my childhood friend and the woman I was desperately in love with. Therefore, I won’t rest until the entire Twilight pack is destroyed and burned down to the ground. “We should send th
Phoebe “Are you sure this is a good idea? I’ve never participated in a pack hunt on this scale before.” “You will be fine,” Liam tells me. “More than fine, actually. You must be dying to come out and run since you haven’t shape-shifted in so long.” ‘He is right, you know,’ a voice I don’t recognize says inside my head. ‘Shape-shifting is essential to a wolf, and I haven’t been running for a long time.’ I fall silent, too shocked to answer. The voice inside my head, I know what it means - special werewolves have a voice inside their head - an alter ego, if you may. I didn’t have one in my old body, but it looks like Aurora has one. There is a giggle inside my head. ‘You can call me Aurora.’ ‘Are you an inner wolf?’ I ask. Silence. I guess Aurora doesn’t want to answer that question. I do, however, find it curious that her wolf shares the same name as her original human. “This will also be the perfect opportunity for you to meet your pack members again,” Liam continues. “I get t
Phoebe They say a werewolf’s eyes turn red after they have taken an innocent life, and this wolf’s eyes are red. This wolf smells like Adrian, but I don’t recognize the beast keeping me down on my back. No, not at all. This is the face of a murderer - not the one of my friend. ‘We should beg for our life here,’ Aurora suggests in a frightened tone. ‘I don’t like it either, but we haven’t awakened to our powers yet. You have to beg Adrian not to kill you, Phoebe.’ I pause. ‘T-this is Adrian?!’ I look up at the murderous creature and get more convinced Aurora must be wrong. This can’t be Adrian - he was kind and gentle, not a beastly lunatic with a thirst for blood. ‘A lot has changed,’ Aurora says. ‘He isn’t the same boy you once knew, but a very formidable Alpha known for his cold heart and murderous nature.’ Her words make me sad. Adrian was such a nice person when I met him, and if this is what he has turned into, I wonder what exactly happened. What made him turn into a monste
PhoebeThanks to the ghouls, it is as if winter has fallen. They have brought the cold with them. The air is crisp and chilly, and each inhale feels like I’m breathing in ice shards. My throat is sore, and there is a metallic taste of blood in my mouth.I glance at Liam. “I thought ghouls were just normal zombie-looking creatures. How can they bring in the cold?”“These ones aren’t normal, but first ones,” Liam informs me in a bitter tone. “And I think they are here for you. To eat your meat and drink your blood.”I scrunch up my nose, beyond disgusted. “Eww, why would they want to do that?”“Because they want to steal your powers.”I breathe a laugh. “Funny how they know I’m special when I don’t know it myself yet.”“That is funny,” Liam agrees. “Anyway, we need to shape-shift and get out of here.”I do as he says and turn into my white wolf while Liam turns into his massive black one. Together we race through the forest, set on escaping from the cold that is biting us in the back. B
PhoebeAfter everything that has happened, I have trouble falling asleep at night. I toss and turn in Liam’s bed, my mind plagued by nightmares and anxiety. No matter what I do, I can’t seem to relax. I wake up plenty of times, panting while scanning the darkness. It shocks me how Liam hasn’t woken up a single time from me twitching around. How isn’t he bothered by it?As I wake up for the billionth time, I glance down at Liam. He is sleeping soundly in the dark on his back without a single care in the world.“Phoebe...”My heart clenches when he mumbles my name - such a sweet guy. Would it be wrong to cuddle up to him? I want to, but I also know I have to decide between Adrian and Liam. I can’t lead them both on.‘But you need to learn the flavor of both of them before you can make a decision. Maybe seeing you with both guys will help the moon goddess too?’ Aurora helpfully asks. ‘It’s not a crime to touch Liam. You’re not exclusively dating Adrian OR Liam right now.’I hesitate. ‘Wh
Phoebe Liam is holding my hand while I call Adrian. The long empty beeps are excruciating, and when Adrian finally picks up his phone, my heart is beating so hard I’m afraid I might pass out. I’m so nervous to hear about what happened to my mom. Is she still alive, or did she...die? “Adrian,” I breathe. “It’s me.” He is silent for a little while before he chuckles in amusement. “I can tell.” Even though this is hardly the time, I smile a little before it falters the second I remember why I’m calling him. My heart clenches, and Liam gives me a hesitant smile before squeezing my hand reassuringly. “I’m here,” he whispers. “Just go on, ask Adrian what you need to ask him. Be brave.” I hand Liam a smile before blurting out the question that is weighing my mind, “Adrian, is my mom still alive, or did she die in my absence?” Adrian is silent for a long moment. It’s enough to make tears prickle behind my eyelids. I was gone for five years - of course, my mom is dead. There is no way—
Phoebe Liam is holding my hand while I call Adrian. The long empty beeps are excruciating, and when Adrian finally picks up his phone, my heart is beating so hard I’m afraid I might pass out. I’m so nervous to hear about what happened to my mom. Is she still alive, or did she...die? “Adrian,” I breathe. “It’s me.” He is silent for a little while before he chuckles in amusement. “I can tell.” Even though this is hardly the time, I smile a little before it falters the second I remember why I’m calling him. My heart clenches, and Liam gives me a hesitant smile before squeezing my hand reassuringly. “I’m here,” he whispers. “Just go on, ask Adrian what you need to ask him. Be brave.” I hand Liam a smile before blurting out the question that is weighing my mind, “Adrian, is my mom still alive, or did she die in my absence?” Adrian is silent for a long moment. It’s enough to make tears prickle behind my eyelids. I was gone for five years - of course, my mom is dead. There is no way—
Phoebe I look at the hydra with wary eyes, unsure if it can be defeated. I haven’t awakened yet, which means I won’t be much help here. Dang. Will Adrian’s powers be enough to kill this monster? He struggled to defeat it when it had one head - now it’s even more powerful. Maybe we should run and call it a day just so that we don’t die? I look at Adrian, blinking when I see him step in front of me as if wishing to protect me with his own life. “You should get away from here,” he says, peering down at me over his shoulder. “Run to the middle of the island. I plan on unleashing my powers, but there is no telling what will happen after I’ve done that. I sometimes lose...control.” My eyes widen. “You what? You can’t do that if you lose control! What does that even mean?!” His lips twitch in amusement. I get the feeling that whatever is going to come out of his mouth will be a lie. He has a sort of mischievous look to him. “It means that I’ve accidentally killed pack members before,” he
PhoebeAdrian and I decided to spend the night on this island, even if things turned a bit heavy after he said he basically didn’t deserve me. I didn’t know what to say, but Adrian seemed to sense my reluctance to leave, so he called the jet ski company - it’s okay to return the vehicle tomorrow. For that, I’m eternally grateful, but this night didn’t turn out to be as romantic as I had hoped.Even though I’m lying beside Adrian, it feels like we are miles apart. It saddens me. He used to be my best friend, and now it feels like we just go on each other’s nerves.Could it be that we have grown apart?I sit up to watch him, mesmerized by his beauty. The pale moonlight casts a light blue glow over his perfect skin, and his long eyelashes fall over his high cheekbones to make him look even more like an otherwordly elf or something else inhumanely beautiful.“You’re staring at me...” He mutters, and I immediately turn away, embarrassed for being caught checking him out.“Y-yeah...I was ju
Phoebe I still can’t believe that I’m on a date with Alpha Adrian - it feels so surreal. The sun is hot on my skin as I ride the jet ski with him. The waves crash against us as we speed along the coastline, and I cling to Adrian’s strong torso, trying to focus on the salty air and the beauty of the scenery. But it’s hard. Even through the fabric of his shirt, I can feel the rippling of his abs beneath my arms. Adrian barely speaks, but when he does, it’s something about how beautiful it is outside. I can’t help but agree and look around at the majestic view, but in my head, all I can think about is how sexy he looks. He’s mysterious and sexy but also reserved. We ride for what feels like forever until we spot a tiny island in the distance. Adrian slows down and navigates us toward it. I can feel my pulse quicken as we get closer. I’m not sure why, but I’m excited to take this break with him. Adrian parks the jetski on the beach and gets off with a smirk. I can’t help but stare at
Phoebe I’ve lived with Liam for a week now, and I have the day off. Liam is playing a football game in another city tonight, which has given me the perfect opportunity to call Adrian. The only problem is that I’m nervous. My hands are actually shaking as I stare down at my phone. Ugh, do I really have to do this today? ‘Do you want me to do it?’ Aurora teases, and my face immediately flames up in red. ‘You’re a lousy inner wolf,’ I tell her. My mood has turned more sour than nervous. I still can’t believe Aurora threatened me and said she would call Adrian herself if I didn’t do this. It has left me with no choice other than to call him. Without further ado, I gather the courage to finally dial his number. The phone rings a few times until he finally answers. His deep, melodious voice comes on the line, and my heart beats like an unsteady drum. “Hello?” My cheeks are flushed, and I stammer like an idiot. “Uh, hi, it’s me, Phoebe.” I hear him chuckle on the other end before spea
Phoebe “You’re hurt,” I point out from the passenger seat, which results in Liam gripping the wheel tighter. Hurt ticks against his jaw, and I wait for him to speak. “Of course, I’m hurt,” he glances my way. “You kissed Alpha Adrian when you were my Luna - I still can’t figure out why. Why did you do that, Aurora?” There is no easy way to explain what happened to Liam, and even if I did tell him exactly what happened tonight, I don’t know if he would ever believe me. Adrian spoke to my inner desire, and honestly? I’m not Liam’s Luna - I’m not Aurora, which means I’m technically not his girlfriend. I didn’t choose to be with him, but I also don’t want to hurt him because I’ve come to care about him during our time together. Sigh. Why do things have to be so complicated? “I’m not Aurora,” I say in a low tone. “I’m Phoebe. I used to be the Omega of the Eclipse pack, and Adrian was my first love. I’ve always wanted to kiss him, so all he needed to do was speak to my inner desires and
PhoebeAdrian gives me a cruel smile. “Perhaps.”I narrow my eyes at him. “You’re such an asshole.”“Am I?” he arches an eyebrow. “I didn’t force myself upon you - I’m pretty sure you even kissed me back.”“Only because I’m unexplainably drawn to you! And I don’t understand why. Are you secretly a part vampire? Did you compel me or something?!”“No,” it actually doesn’t sound like he is lying. “I didn’t compel you at all. I simply made you surrender to your own desire.”“That’s the same as compulsion!”“Is it?” Adrian challenges, sounding amused. “Because compelling someone is making someone do something against their will, but speaking to someone’s desires and making them act upon them? That’s just me helping you go for what you want. In my eyes, that’s rather helpful.”I growl in my throat. “I can’t believe that I was ever in love with you. When I look at you now, I just get frustrated. You’re not half as cute as you were five years ago.”Those words make emotion flicker in Adrian’s