I woke up to Joanne sitting next to me and Bart writing at the table. “Kay! Hey honey, how’re you feeling?” Joanne asked softly. She brushed my bangs out of my face and hugged me. I heard him get up and come over to us.“Conor and I decided to sedate you so if you feel off, that’s why.” Bart explained as he placed the metal disc on my chest. “Breathe deeply.” I complied as he moved the disc around.“Is that why I feel heavy?” I asked sleepily. Bart and Joanne both nodded. “Oh…” I rolled over to Joanne and snuggled up to her. “It’s okay Karen. We will protect you no matter what. You’re a part of our family and we will protect our own.” Joanne assured softly. I felt her kiss my cheek and hug me again. I’m family?“I completely agree. Conor's running late… I told him she would probably wake up around the time drills were over.” Bart muttered from behind me.“I miss him.” I whispered thinking about Conor. “Wake me up when he gets here please?”“Sure… Rest up, okay? We’ll guard you honey.
-Karen-The next day I woke up alone but there was a solitary yellow rose under my hand. Attached to the rose was a note: ‘Hey my pretty flower, if you’re up to it, I thought you might like to practice with your crystal. I’m stopping by my father’s study so I might be a little bit late. I can’t wait to see you. Miss you! CWV’. I got up clutching the rose and note to my chest. I quietly opened the door and, Clay, the usual servant stood up and bowed to me. I frowned in reply. “I must show my respect to the Prince’s Mistress, My Lady.” He said pointedly. “With all due respect, you should probably grow accustomed to this. It won’t go away.” I nodded sadly. “Porridge? With berries?” He asked with a warm smile. Oh! Porridge!“Yes please. May I have some milk too? If it’s not too much trouble?” I asked as he started to turn away. “Of course, My Lady.” He bowed politely and left quickly. I shut the door and leaned against it. I inhaled the rose’s sweet aroma and decided to get dressed up.
-Karen-I opened the armoire and picked the first dress I saw. I knew it was a dark shade of violet. I grabbed the closest set of black dress flats. I shut the armoire and ran to the shower. I put my new clothes on the vanity and pulled my clothes off as fast as I could. “In a rush?” Conor asked from the shower. I walked up him and started making out with him. “Mm… I like your kisses Kay.” We made out under the water. I can’t get enough. I’m going to lose my mind!“I want to practice but I really wanna keep kissing you…” I admitted looking down feeling embarrassed at the admission. He chuckled and kissed me again.“Let’s finish our shower, we can eat and then practice… And then when I get you back into our bed, I’ll give you all the kisses you want. Sound good?” Conor asked as he immersed himself in the water. I slowly let the water cover me as I watched him. I’m becoming obsessed. I see him and I think a thousand thoughts in an instant. I kiss him and I feel such a fire spring to lif
-Karen-Finish on me? I mean… I guess? I nodded at him as he crawled over me. He leaned down and started kissing again. “Stay still.” He whispered in my ear. He went back to kissing me with reckless abandon so I pulled him down to me enough so I could kiss his neck and chest. I felt something hard start rubbing on me and it made the fiery sensation run even more rampant. “This feels so good.” He changed pace from quick short strokes to longer and more intense ones which made me moan out of pleasure. Then his lips found mine even despite the moans, all the emotions and feelings were driving me wild. A moment later he rose above me and I felt something warm land on my belly. A second later, another warm spot a few inches away. He sighed immediately after looking rather relieved.“I feel so much better now but it’s your turn.” Conor instructed. He started to take my hand, but I shook my head at him.“I’m fine… As long as you’re taken care of, that’s what counts.” I replied quickly. I hav
We went again moving against each other as we worked to learn our rhythm. We made out while moving together. I was starting to crave his touch on my skin, wanting it more by the second. I need to give in but I’m still anxious about the real thing. He pulled my hips to his and I pulled him down to me. We moved together in a fervent motion and I wanted him even more than I thought possible. I lost track of everything as I kept pulling him to me. He touched every part of me, and I tried so hard to make sure I touched him as much as I could. “I’m going to come to you baby. I want you Karen. I want you!” He murmured against my lips. I felt him tense up in my grasp and then he exhaled. He stayed above me and slipped his hand and between my legs and rubbed until I tensed up under him. “I’m going to have to crawl to the shower.” I replied tiredly. Conor laughed lightly and started kissing me sweetly. “Oh no… I won’t let you crawl, Kay. I’ll carry you- Remember, you’re light like a pillow an
-Karen-Two days passed by full of those growing passionate moments. My feelings were growing for him and there was no way to deny that simple fact. But I wasn’t sure about how to deal with it so I tried to push it away as best I could while still giving into the fiery desire feelings. Tomorrow he had his last day of drills and then he was all mine for three full days. I was beyond excited to have him all to myself for those days.I stood in front of my armoire thinking about what we were going to do today. No doubt there would be touching and caressing each other while sharing hundreds of kisses. I stopped brushing my hair as I observed myself in the mirror. “I look so happy. For the first time in my life, I think I found somewhere I belong.” I bit my lip and looked down for a second. I set the brush in its drawer and observed that I had filled in a bit more since my last observation. I was naked and decided I would take this opportunity to fully observe my body. He said I was plushy
-Karen-“When I was small, I used to try and make stuffed toys since I was alone for so long. As soon as I learned to sew, even terribly, I would collect unusable rags and wash them as best I could and then stuff the small casings. I even named one. It was a small blue chicken… I named it Mae.” I said thinking about the small blue chicken from years ago.“Do you still have Mae?” Conor asked from my left. I shook my head slowly as I cut the biggest piece for the cloak. “What happened to Mae?” I could hear he sounded sad about that.“Lewis found her during one of his attacks. He took her and ripped her to shreds and then just to be an even bigger jerk, he set her on fire.” I sighed sadly as I completed half of the largest piece. “I tried to make a replacement, but he made a new rule saying I wasn’t allowed to have any more scraps.” A few minutes later I finished cutting the largest section.“I’m sorry Kay.” His voice was gentle. I shook my head and sighed, shrugging it off like usual. “
-Karen-I did the first thing that came to my mind. I pulled him over to the bed and pushed him down gently. I climbed onto his belly and started kissing his chest and then up to his neck. I repeated this until he stopped me. We started making out as we felt each other up. Kiss me until the end of time!“I love your distractions.” He growled in a low voice while rubbing my cheek with his left hand and squeezing my butt with his right. “Wanna kick it up a notch?” He gave me a seductive smirk. “You know you want to.”I sat up on his abdomen and let him wait while I acted like I was thinking about it. “I don’t know, Conor.” I said with a half-laugh. He scoffed loudly as I laughed louder. “What do you have in mind?”He rolled us over, pinned me under him and kissed me slowly. “Undressing you… And then myself… And then making you squirm with delight.” Conor whispered. He kept kissing my neck and made me shiver a couple times. “Now, I’m going to distract you.” He whispered against my lips.