We went again moving against each other as we worked to learn our rhythm. We made out while moving together. I was starting to crave his touch on my skin, wanting it more by the second. I need to give in but I’m still anxious about the real thing. He pulled my hips to his and I pulled him down to me. We moved together in a fervent motion and I wanted him even more than I thought possible. I lost track of everything as I kept pulling him to me. He touched every part of me, and I tried so hard to make sure I touched him as much as I could. “I’m going to come to you baby. I want you Karen. I want you!” He murmured against my lips. I felt him tense up in my grasp and then he exhaled. He stayed above me and slipped his hand and between my legs and rubbed until I tensed up under him. “I’m going to have to crawl to the shower.” I replied tiredly. Conor laughed lightly and started kissing me sweetly. “Oh no… I won’t let you crawl, Kay. I’ll carry you- Remember, you’re light like a pillow an
-Karen-Two days passed by full of those growing passionate moments. My feelings were growing for him and there was no way to deny that simple fact. But I wasn’t sure about how to deal with it so I tried to push it away as best I could while still giving into the fiery desire feelings. Tomorrow he had his last day of drills and then he was all mine for three full days. I was beyond excited to have him all to myself for those days.I stood in front of my armoire thinking about what we were going to do today. No doubt there would be touching and caressing each other while sharing hundreds of kisses. I stopped brushing my hair as I observed myself in the mirror. “I look so happy. For the first time in my life, I think I found somewhere I belong.” I bit my lip and looked down for a second. I set the brush in its drawer and observed that I had filled in a bit more since my last observation. I was naked and decided I would take this opportunity to fully observe my body. He said I was plushy
-Karen-“When I was small, I used to try and make stuffed toys since I was alone for so long. As soon as I learned to sew, even terribly, I would collect unusable rags and wash them as best I could and then stuff the small casings. I even named one. It was a small blue chicken… I named it Mae.” I said thinking about the small blue chicken from years ago.“Do you still have Mae?” Conor asked from my left. I shook my head slowly as I cut the biggest piece for the cloak. “What happened to Mae?” I could hear he sounded sad about that.“Lewis found her during one of his attacks. He took her and ripped her to shreds and then just to be an even bigger jerk, he set her on fire.” I sighed sadly as I completed half of the largest piece. “I tried to make a replacement, but he made a new rule saying I wasn’t allowed to have any more scraps.” A few minutes later I finished cutting the largest section.“I’m sorry Kay.” His voice was gentle. I shook my head and sighed, shrugging it off like usual. “
-Karen-I did the first thing that came to my mind. I pulled him over to the bed and pushed him down gently. I climbed onto his belly and started kissing his chest and then up to his neck. I repeated this until he stopped me. We started making out as we felt each other up. Kiss me until the end of time!“I love your distractions.” He growled in a low voice while rubbing my cheek with his left hand and squeezing my butt with his right. “Wanna kick it up a notch?” He gave me a seductive smirk. “You know you want to.”I sat up on his abdomen and let him wait while I acted like I was thinking about it. “I don’t know, Conor.” I said with a half-laugh. He scoffed loudly as I laughed louder. “What do you have in mind?”He rolled us over, pinned me under him and kissed me slowly. “Undressing you… And then myself… And then making you squirm with delight.” Conor whispered. He kept kissing my neck and made me shiver a couple times. “Now, I’m going to distract you.” He whispered against my lips.
-Karen-I was classed as an intermediate Mage and my goal was to get my advanced status by my birthday. It was about a week away now but with Zachary invading, it felt like that goal was not going to get reached at all. I was pushing myself to learn new spells since Conor had graciously made a deal with his father two weeks ago that would allow me to use my soul jewel twice a week for about three to four hours at a time so I could continue to practice my magic. Part of the stipulations that I was not to be left alone during practice, so it was a good thing that Joanne and Bart liked to watch me practice. My current goal was trying to expand my magical stamina without incurring the black marks. The only way to make that happen would be to practice.I was almost finished practicing and I sensed Conor’s presence appearing close to where Joanne and Bart were standing. Yay! He made it after all! “Ground Spears!” I raised my right arm to guide the magic up in the direction I wanted. “Wind S
-Karen-I walked through the portal and stood on the Cliffs of Typher. I unbraided my hair and stood looking out over the deep blue ocean as a cool gust of wind pushed against me. “It’s just another reminder of what I will always be. Just a servant.” I lay down on the ground and watched the clouds roll over me with my arms and feet stretched out. She looked at me so hatefully. I can’t just leave Conor though. I care about him. I want him to be happy! I make him happy- At least, right now I do. Until I sass him too roughly then I’m sure I could set him against me.I felt my depression grow as I thought about how coldly Conor’s mother spoke to me, but I wasn’t surprised one bit. I was stupidly hoping I wouldn’t be treated as a complete outcast still, but it was evident that some things wouldn’t change. I’ve always been an outcast and I guess I always will be no matter what planet I’m on. I stayed on the cliffs until the sun dipped completely past the ocean and twilight had fallen. You c
-Karen-“I have to stop now.” Conor muttered as he exhaled slowly. “Damn you learn fast.” I kissed him again. “Karen- Please, I’m already fighting myself over this.” I took his hands and placed them back on my chest and the look on his face was priceless. No, I have to have this. I can’t fight this fire in my blood anymore. Nervous or not- I need this.I leaned into his ear and whispered, “I want you, Conor.” I met his gaze as he stared at me like he had never seen me before. “I need you.”“Are you absolutely certain? Because I can’t-” I stopped him with a tender kiss. Absolutely! More than you could imagine possible.I pulled off the nightgown, dropping it behind us and pulled his hands back up to my breasts and gave him a smirk. “I’m all yours if you’ll have me.” I murmured seductively, tracing his lips with my finger. I saw him swallow nervously. I will admit that I felt a great deal of anxiety, but I felt an intense desire for him, and I wanted him. “You promise it won’t hurt?” I
-Karen-The second round was just as pleasure filled as the first. I had no idea how late it was, but I now fully understood why Joanne wanted to be able to seal the room when she was passionate with Bart. This next time I was louder and from what I could tell, this made Conor very happy. For the third round, he put me on my hands and knees, and it was all I could do to just keep the pillow to my face. He threw me over the edge of my sanity twice that time. I felt heavy from exhaustion, but he wouldn’t relent and coaxed me to keep going for a bit longer.I could see he was getting tired, but he wasn’t going to let his exhaustion stop him. How will I ever keep up with his stamina?! He had me on top of him for the next two rounds and I knew for sure after this night, there was no way to change this relationship back to where it was before. The first of those rounds ended quickly, in about thirty minutes, so I took advantage of the next round, hoping to make it last a bit longer than tha