-Karen-I felt like I had been smashed under a very large boulder and then dropped off the Cliffs onto the jagged rocks on the beach. Everything hurt and I felt sick to my stomach from all the pain. Bart approached me and sat on the bed next to me. “Hey Karen. Can you hear me?” I squinted at Bart as he kept talking. “Do you remember anything about what happened to you?” Ugh… I feel absolutely horrid.I struggled to focus on the question from the various pains I felt. I thought back to this morning with the wonderful surprise of all the roses. I thought of the passionate time I had with Conor and how wonderful I felt in his embrace. I remember going to get some clothes because we were going to shower. He was going to teach me to dance. What happened after that? I sat on the bed for several minutes trying to think of what happened after that. As soon as I remembered his voice in my ear, my heart went into a panic. I froze in place as I clenched my fists while I felt a horrible sense of
-Karen-“As Bart said, I’m stubborn and you of all people should know that! I want to do things myself despite my injuries. The pain, no matter how great, reminds me that I’m still fighting even though I may want to give up sometimes.” I whispered hugging him tighter. I can never repay your kindness, Conor. Even if I did everything you asked of me in ten lifetimes, it would never equal the great kindness you have shown me since day one.He picked me up and set me back in the bed while I pouted. “What am I going to do with you? You’re so reckless sometimes.” Conor stated picking the plate off the floor and putting it on my lap. “I’m relieved that you’re alright but please rest.” He gave me a serious look as I nodded. “Really Kay… I need you to cooperate with me on this.”“Okay you two… Joanne and I are going to retire for the night. No sex at all for at least two days. We need to make sure you are healed completely before I will release you for… pleasure duties.” Bart commanded as he h
-Karen-Conor woke me up the next morning by rubbing my cheek with his right thumb. “I didn’t mean to fall asleep on you… That massage put me out. I guess I hadn’t realized how much energy I used until I relaxed like that.” He murmured with a sweet smile. “How are you feeling this morning, my flower?”I stretched and yawned. I feel better… But I still feel incredibly insecure. How do I get past that? Can I get past this? “I’m a sleepy flower. Feel better from the massage?” I asked as he stretched and pulled me into his grasp.“That massage was fantastic! It felt so amazing! Would you hate me if I asked for you to rub my back tonight?” He asked laying his head on my chest. “How did you learn to do that?” “Sure, I can knock you out again tonight.” I replied as he started kissing my neck. Ah… I have to focus- Or try to. “There were times when the Queen would get stressed out at times, so they had a couple of us learn how to give massages. So I applied what I learned and watched you pass
-Karen-“I’m going to devour you, Kay. No mercy!” He growled as he eased himself into me. I gasped and moaned from his touch. “I can’t resist you!” He said as he tightened my thighs together.“But the thing!” I tried to get away from him thinking about the medical order as he dragged me back to him.He slipped into me again. “I need you!” He growled in my ear. I felt so overwhelmed from the pleasure that it completely intoxicated me. He was so powerful that it was all I could do to focus on breathing. I felt like I was going to succumb to his overwhelming desire. Might as well kill me with your passion before Bart kills us both! He parted my legs and slammed into me harder and harder. I surrendered as he continued to give us both a great deal of pleasure until we finished one right after the each other for dear life. He collapsed on top of me panting really hard. “I didn’t hurt you, did I? Are you going to be okay?” Conor asked with a note of concern in his voice. “Ugh… Bart’s going t
-Karen-“I realized that I hadn’t gotten you a proper pair of dancing shoes, so I had ordered them last week. They arrived yesterday morning. I hope you like them.” Conor murmured, kissing my forehead.“Thank you! I like all the things you give me.” I smiled, hugging the box to my chest. Especially your kisses and hugs. I unwrapped and opened it eagerly. They were black with a dark purple wispy pattern that had varying shades of purple stones to accent the wisp pattern. “They look like my mage robes!” I squealed excitedly. I heard Conor chuckle while I kicked off the flats and slipped into the surprisingly comfortable two inch-high heels. I never found out what happened to those robes. Guess I never will.Bart and Joanne walked over to the chaise and sat down to watch us. Conor led me to the middle of the room and turned to them. “If you see anything we aren’t doing or that we are doing incorrectly, speak up okay?” They nodded watching us with identical grins on their faces. I felt a
-Karen-“You two are so adorable together!” Joanne crooned from the chaise. She was curled up next to Bart with a light blanket.“Are you feeling okay? I’m starting to worry about you, Jo.” I asked becoming concerned. She’s been unusually tired for the last couple weeks, but I figured it was just because she was helping Bart so much with all the rowdy soldiers.She looked right at Bart when she spoke. “Yeah… I’m just not used to being so tired like this. I wondered why it was harder to stay awake than normal lately. It also explains why I’ve been so moody and hungry all the time.” They exchanged smiles and then he kissed her sweetly. I must have had a confused look on my face. “Come here, Karen.” Joanne said reaching out to me. She stood up as I approached her. “Here... Feel.” She took my hands and pressed them into her belly. I shook my head from confusion. I don’t feel anything? Should I? “You really are so innocent!” She exclaimed hugging me tightly. “Karen, I’m having a baby!” She
-Karen-“Yeah, I had to a lot actually. Lewis thought it would be funny to raffle off my ration book periodically. I had to eat. And it was whatever was there when he and any other servants weren’t looking unless I could sneak into the cooler and get something. I lost a lot of weight after a while and I got shunned even more than before because I was always so thin and frail. I had a hard time pulling my weight on my duties so that just made the other servants angrier at me. Novo tried to take care of me as best he could, but Lewis caught him a couple times. Even though Novo was the Master Chef, Lewis was over him as Master of Staff so to show Novo what could happen to him; he flogged me in front of the entire staff until I passed out. It didn’t stop Novo from trying to take care of me though.” I recalled without any real emotion. I stabbed the filet and a carrot and popped it into my mouth. It was juicy and tasted just like I remembered it. Mm! So yummy!The others were silent as the
-Karen-“My day, Majesty.” I answered pulling my hair out from under the robes. Cold. Don’t feel. Don’t think about your feelings for him. He’s your superior. I walked over to the dresser and pulled out the bottom drawer and picked a pair of black flats and set them down on the floor. The only things you need to feel are the cold silence of solitude. I slipped on the shoes and then pushed the drawer back in with my right foot.“Majesty?” He asked quietly. “You know how I feel about that.” I started to walk past him, and he caught my wrist and stood up. “Where are you going, Karen?” Conor held on to my hand. I missed his warmth, but I was not going to let my loneliness accept his tokens of affection knowing full well I would never fit into his world. You’re not good enough for him and you know it. Stop thinking you could be with him. He needs a noblewoman not a servant.“Majesty, I am going out for my normal routine. I thank you for your kind generosity but even you should know that se