-Karen-Conor woke me up the next morning by rubbing my cheek with his right thumb. “I didn’t mean to fall asleep on you… That massage put me out. I guess I hadn’t realized how much energy I used until I relaxed like that.” He murmured with a sweet smile. “How are you feeling this morning, my flower?”I stretched and yawned. I feel better… But I still feel incredibly insecure. How do I get past that? Can I get past this? “I’m a sleepy flower. Feel better from the massage?” I asked as he stretched and pulled me into his grasp.“That massage was fantastic! It felt so amazing! Would you hate me if I asked for you to rub my back tonight?” He asked laying his head on my chest. “How did you learn to do that?” “Sure, I can knock you out again tonight.” I replied as he started kissing my neck. Ah… I have to focus- Or try to. “There were times when the Queen would get stressed out at times, so they had a couple of us learn how to give massages. So I applied what I learned and watched you pass
-Karen-“I’m going to devour you, Kay. No mercy!” He growled as he eased himself into me. I gasped and moaned from his touch. “I can’t resist you!” He said as he tightened my thighs together.“But the thing!” I tried to get away from him thinking about the medical order as he dragged me back to him.He slipped into me again. “I need you!” He growled in my ear. I felt so overwhelmed from the pleasure that it completely intoxicated me. He was so powerful that it was all I could do to focus on breathing. I felt like I was going to succumb to his overwhelming desire. Might as well kill me with your passion before Bart kills us both! He parted my legs and slammed into me harder and harder. I surrendered as he continued to give us both a great deal of pleasure until we finished one right after the each other for dear life. He collapsed on top of me panting really hard. “I didn’t hurt you, did I? Are you going to be okay?” Conor asked with a note of concern in his voice. “Ugh… Bart’s going t
-Karen-“I realized that I hadn’t gotten you a proper pair of dancing shoes, so I had ordered them last week. They arrived yesterday morning. I hope you like them.” Conor murmured, kissing my forehead.“Thank you! I like all the things you give me.” I smiled, hugging the box to my chest. Especially your kisses and hugs. I unwrapped and opened it eagerly. They were black with a dark purple wispy pattern that had varying shades of purple stones to accent the wisp pattern. “They look like my mage robes!” I squealed excitedly. I heard Conor chuckle while I kicked off the flats and slipped into the surprisingly comfortable two inch-high heels. I never found out what happened to those robes. Guess I never will.Bart and Joanne walked over to the chaise and sat down to watch us. Conor led me to the middle of the room and turned to them. “If you see anything we aren’t doing or that we are doing incorrectly, speak up okay?” They nodded watching us with identical grins on their faces. I felt a
-Karen-“You two are so adorable together!” Joanne crooned from the chaise. She was curled up next to Bart with a light blanket.“Are you feeling okay? I’m starting to worry about you, Jo.” I asked becoming concerned. She’s been unusually tired for the last couple weeks, but I figured it was just because she was helping Bart so much with all the rowdy soldiers.She looked right at Bart when she spoke. “Yeah… I’m just not used to being so tired like this. I wondered why it was harder to stay awake than normal lately. It also explains why I’ve been so moody and hungry all the time.” They exchanged smiles and then he kissed her sweetly. I must have had a confused look on my face. “Come here, Karen.” Joanne said reaching out to me. She stood up as I approached her. “Here... Feel.” She took my hands and pressed them into her belly. I shook my head from confusion. I don’t feel anything? Should I? “You really are so innocent!” She exclaimed hugging me tightly. “Karen, I’m having a baby!” She
-Karen-“Yeah, I had to a lot actually. Lewis thought it would be funny to raffle off my ration book periodically. I had to eat. And it was whatever was there when he and any other servants weren’t looking unless I could sneak into the cooler and get something. I lost a lot of weight after a while and I got shunned even more than before because I was always so thin and frail. I had a hard time pulling my weight on my duties so that just made the other servants angrier at me. Novo tried to take care of me as best he could, but Lewis caught him a couple times. Even though Novo was the Master Chef, Lewis was over him as Master of Staff so to show Novo what could happen to him; he flogged me in front of the entire staff until I passed out. It didn’t stop Novo from trying to take care of me though.” I recalled without any real emotion. I stabbed the filet and a carrot and popped it into my mouth. It was juicy and tasted just like I remembered it. Mm! So yummy!The others were silent as the
-Karen-“My day, Majesty.” I answered pulling my hair out from under the robes. Cold. Don’t feel. Don’t think about your feelings for him. He’s your superior. I walked over to the dresser and pulled out the bottom drawer and picked a pair of black flats and set them down on the floor. The only things you need to feel are the cold silence of solitude. I slipped on the shoes and then pushed the drawer back in with my right foot.“Majesty?” He asked quietly. “You know how I feel about that.” I started to walk past him, and he caught my wrist and stood up. “Where are you going, Karen?” Conor held on to my hand. I missed his warmth, but I was not going to let my loneliness accept his tokens of affection knowing full well I would never fit into his world. You’re not good enough for him and you know it. Stop thinking you could be with him. He needs a noblewoman not a servant.“Majesty, I am going out for my normal routine. I thank you for your kind generosity but even you should know that se
-Bart-Bart was livid at Karen. He grabbed her gloves and pulled them off tossing them over to the old shovel. “How can she be such an idiot? Maybe Conor really doesn’t deserve her. They were so happy and then bang! Right back to the beginning with her! Thanks Lewis. You’ve undone all our progress in just a few hours.” He grabbed the over robe from the hook and tossed it over the limp girl on his left shoulder. “She has a major inferiority complex and I have to figure out a way to snap her out of it. But I did not help that one bit.” As he walked quickly to the Conor’s apartment Bart thought about the cruel things he said to her. “Damn- I really lost my temper with her. And then I scared the hell out of her before the sedative took over. I’m a total jerk. How do I explain this to Conor?” He took a deep breath as he entered the room quietly. I have no idea how Conor is going to react to what I’ve done. Here we go.-Conor-Conor and Joanne were sitting quietly at the table when Bart cam
-Karen-I could hear familiar voices talking around me. I rubbed my face with my right hand and then moved it to site where I was viciously stabbed. Ugh… My neck hurts. I blinked a couple of times and realized that Conor was sitting next to me on the bed. He looked extremely concerned. Don’t feel! Don’t let your emotions in! I instantly pursed my lips and started to crawl away from him as fast as I could. I need to get the hell out of here!He grabbed my ankle. Let go! “Hold on!” I kicked him in the face and made my way to the other side of the bed. I heard Joanne gasp. “That really hurt, Kay!” Conor snapped angrily. Hmph. Good! Maybe you’ll figure it out finally. For a prince, you’re pretty dumb. “Don’t call me that. That’s not my name!” I snapped, glaring at him coldly. At least my bad choices don’t affect an entire empire. I walked around the bed and towards the door without even looking at the three of them. He ran to the door and stood in front of it with his arms outstretched