Nate
The previous day
As I enter the forest, I slow down the car and roll down the window to smell the fresh snow in the woods. I can never get enough of this view and scent. It is still early morning, and the sun hasn’t had time to chase away the icy morning weather that almost freezes my windpipe and lungs.
'You can stick your head out with your tongue hanging; I won’t tell anyone.' I hear my inner wolf Dante mocking me.
'No, thanks. You can ask next time when we are riding with someone if you want that, you know,' I reply, knowing he would love doing that very well.
'I’m not a dog,'” he huffs, returning to the back of my mind, enjoying the view.
After driving for a few minutes, I can see my two huskies running alongside the truck, between the trees.
I just arrived back in the territory, and they recognize the sound of my Ford pick-up truck every time and follow me throughout the territory. I whistle at them, and they bark back. My big black and white boy, Champ, has been with me for over five years. I moved out of my room in the packhouse to have our own house with a garden, secretly hoping my mate would love the place as much as I did. My new puppy, Bonbon, has chocolate brown fur, and she is just a cutie, tiring Champ with her playfulness every day.
I was called to our packland’s border because some rogues asked for entrance. As I arrive, I take a moment to observe the scene from my seat. It seems they are not here to fight. They look like a father with three pups.
“Beta Nate.” one of the guards approaches me, while another stays close to the intruders. This was not what I expected when I received a mind link that rogues had been spotted at the border.
“Hi, Scott. What do we have here?” I ask, looking at the intruders while petting my dogs’ heads.
“They claim to be a family. According to the father, his wife was killed when their pack was attacked. They are looking for a new home. They were respectful, stood by the border, and waited for us to show up,” he explains.
I look at them, and the father stands proudly but a bit broken. Two pups stand around him, and he is holding the youngest one. Protectiveness is shown in his movements as he strokes their heads and shoulders while whispering comforting words. They are dirty, and their clothes have seen better days.
“All three of them are under 10,” Scott explains further. “They don’t seem injured, but they look like they've been on the run for a while without food or shelter.”
“What rank was the father?”
“He says he was a guard.”
He is not big enough to be a ranked member but too well-built to be an omega. He looks like what he claims to be. The pups around him feel safe being close to him, so he might actually be their father. I’m suspicious, though, because I haven’t heard of any attacks recently.
“I’ll talk to them,” I tell Scott.
“Stay here,” I order Champ and Bonbon.
As I step closer, the boy hides behind their father while the oldest one stands next to her father fiercely. Her face shows strength she doesn’t have. I smile in admiration. “Hi, I’m Beta of the Black River Pack.” I address the father.
“Hi, Beta. My name is Jacob, and these are my children. We are from the Riven Pack.”
I know that pack. I’ve been there before. It’s far from us, about two days on the road. Have they been attacked? When? Who attacked them?
“We left when the pack was attacked, and I’m afraid we can’t go back. We are looking for a new home.” Sorrow is evident in his face and whole demeanor as he holds his youngest.
“How did you escape? Where is the rest of your pack?” I ask him, and he looks at his pups hesitantly, unsure what to say.
I nod my head, understanding. The pups might have been lucky not to witness the killing. “All right. Two of our guards will show you to a house you can stay in for now, and we will talk about everything later.”
Relief washes over his face, and he looks at his pups to assure them things will get better now. Spending days in the forest during winter with three pups must have been hard. I mind-link Avery, one of the Gamma females, as she is responsible for housing, and ask her to meet me at one of the log houses we keep for situations like this. I also link the head of our guards to make sure two guards watch over the house at all times.
***
I head home with my dogs running next to the truck again. Ivette, my neighbor, greets me when I park.
“Hello, Nate Darling,” she waves from her porch in her usual apron over her clothes.
“Good morning, Ivette.” I wave back. “Thanks for taking care of my guys again.”
She feeds my dogs when I have to leave the pack grounds. I don’t even have to ask anymore. She sees that my truck is not here and looks after them. If she has her grandkids over, they take them for walks too.
“Anytime,” she replies. “Did you have a chance to buy that book for me?”
“Yes.” Her favorite chef published a new book, and she asked me to pick it up from a store in the city. I quickly take it from the backseat and run over to her house.
“Thank you, Darling. I’m cooking the first meal from it today; you’re welcome to eat dinner with us,” she hugs me thankfully.
“Thanks, I’ll try to make it in time.” I hug her back and hurry up to get ready for training.
Years ago, when I became Beta, I started training the warriors alongside Gabriel, my brother, and Alpha. This was something we were very excited about. We knew warriors needed more than brute strength to win a fight and started experimenting with different techniques. We even sent some of our warriors to various fighting classes in the nearby cities to learn new skills. Teaching those techniques to every pack member was also crucial.
These changes annoyed our father, but we’ve been planning them for years. We were both fed up with how our father was leading our pack and how he terrified everyone into this regiment of life where we had no fun or laughter, only the painful iteration of regular training and obedience.
Of course, as kids, we looked up to him. He was the biggest and strongest Alpha, and we were always eager to learn from him and follow in his footsteps. However, as teens, we began questioning some of his decisions. We even brought our point of view to his attention, but he shut us down instantly whenever we voiced our concerns. He replied that this was the only way to run a powerful pack that respects their strong Alpha. Soon we accepted that our father doesn’t tolerate anyone questioning his authority, so we kept our mouths shut and played the obedient sons.
Still, the two of us discussed these matters privately as we were unquestionably planning the changes we would make when Gabriel took over as the next Alpha. We had included the Beta’s son Mark at the beginning, but he not only sided with our fathers, he believed they weren’t harsh enough.
Before Gabriel left for college, he decided to name me his Beta when he would take over as Alpha after graduation. I was surprised by his decision but accepted, nonetheless. I always knew that I would never be the Alpha of our pack, but I was never sure where I saw myself in the future.
As our alliances with neighboring and farther packs grew, I had to travel more. I became the person who represented the pack outside our territory. Gabriel preferred to stay on pack grounds, especially since Lucy became pregnant.
Our Gammas take on various roles and usually lead training for each group. Sundays are when I’m home and lead the drill, as they call it. I’m not going easy on them for sure, but as we perfect each technique, we forge a bond too. “Get up, John, and go again. This time raise your elbow and use the edge of your hand.” I tell our new warrior.
He just started training with our best group a few months ago. In the last two years, he grew too quickly and had difficulty regulating his limbs. He has another thing coming if he thinks he can make up for it with his strength. I grin when I see him doing it right and taking down his opponent this time.
Cheering sounds from the forest reach us, and I see our trackers emerging from the trees. Lynn is the new trainee, and it looks like she passed the first test. They are patting her shoulders proudly.
I feel everyone tense behind me and instantly know Gabriel has arrived. In the last few months, I’ve noticed that pack members have been reacting to him this way.
Since he became Alpha, I used to feel unitarily pride from the members through the pack link, but that has changed. Lately, some are conflicted; I also feel dislike and distrust. My anger rises in the protection of my brother, but my reasonable side questions if they have tangible reasons to feel like that.
“Morning, Everyone,” he booms from the stage, and I'm struck by a memory of our father standing and talking the same way.
“Morning, Alpha,” the group of werewolves answers him dutifully, bowing their heads. I shake off my unease and approach him to discuss today’s training.
***
Later, when the rogue family settled in, and the kids fell asleep, a guard informed me that I could go to the house to talk to the father. He was reluctant to leave his children alone, which is understandable, but we have many things to discuss. Questions need to be answered.
“Can you tell me what happened?” I ask the tired man. I’m always fair with lone wolves who aren’t a threat, but he has been on our territory for hours, and we still know nothing about him.
“Yes. Thank you for not making me talk in front of my children. They are too little to hear.”
“I understand,” I reassure him. I’ve learned over the years that if I have an understanding demeanor, they open up more, and when they feel safe, they let their real personality come forward. It’s much easier to catch a lie or what they are hiding.
“A few days ago, my pack was attacked. I was at home with my children while my wife was at work in the pack’s main kitchen. I heard yelling from the packhouse and ran there, leaving the children at home. In front of the packhouse, a man was claiming our pack. He told everyone he was taking over as Alpha, and we must submit. My Alpha stood next to him, unwilling to submit, to give over his pack. The man threatened to kill everyone if we didn’t submit. My Alpha shifted into his wolf to fight and protect us, but the attackers came with an army. They appeared from the woods and started killing innocent pack members. Men, women, children. My wife was one of the first who fell,” his voice trembles, and he stops to wipe his tears. “My Alpha, seeing the death of his pack members, attacked the intruder but lost to him. I ran home as quickly as I could, took the children, and we ran into the forest. I don’t know how many have been killed after that. We were a small pack, and they arrived with warriors. We had no chance against them.”
“Have you heard that man’s name, the pack he leads, or his intentions?”
“He called himself Alpha Mark and ordered everyone to pack up our stuff and be ready to move to his territory but didn’t mention its name.”
“I see. I’ll send some of my men to look into this. We have to investigate the situation.” Maybe we can gather some information on who he might be. I don’t know any pack with Alpha Mark.
“Of course,” he replies.
“We’ll need all the information on your pack lands.” Although I’ve been to the Riven Pack a few times, I’m unwilling to let him know that.
“If I may?” he asks with shaking hands.
“Go on,” I nod.
“We couldn’t bring anything from the house. And my youngest pup had a stuffed bear he still needs. If your man could get into my house and bring it, that would be a huge help. If that isn't too much to ask.”
“We will see what we can do. Draw a map of your territory, please, so we know what we are dealing with, and you can mark your house. If it’s empty, they might be able to bring you some things.”
“Thank you. Thank you very much,” he says. He seems to be concerned only about his pups. I’m still suspicious, though.
Something is off with his story. His mate was killed before him, and he didn’t fight back? If he was there and saw everything, how could he leave? I know I wouldn’t be able to go when innocents are dying in front of me. Maybe the urge to save his children overpowered that. The other thing is, how did the attackers miss them fleeing? They should’ve caught him with his pups leaving towards the woods if they had surrounded the area. I leave him to rest but instruct the guards to watch them constantly. If we check the pack and everything he has told us proved accurate, we might let them stay. But that takes days. We can’t leave them unwatched.
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Nate It’s Sunday, which means family lunch at my parents’ house. I love spending time with them and Gabriel’s family as long as our father keeps his opinion on how we lead the pack. Although that rarely happens. Most of the time, we argue about things he shouldn’t be concerned about anymore. “Hi, Gabriel,” I greet him as he walks towards me when I enter the house. I’ve never called him Alpha. He asked me not to when he took on the role. We trust each other, and he treats me as his equal. He always says this is our pack, not his. “Oh look, my Beta is here,” he calls out, and I frown. He had never addressed me like this before. “Fill me in on the details. What was the problem at the border?” he motions to follow him to dad’s office. I sit down and tell him everything I’ve discussed with the rogue: my suspicions and plans. We appoint a team to search their pack land. The family lunch goes as it usually goes, I sit with Clara, Gabriel’s oldest, and she explains every new technique s
Nate “I have a presentation to start,” she says impatiently. “You should go and sign that contract. It was nice seeing you.” She moves to walk back. “Sarah, please wait….” I finally say desperation etched in my voice. I try to stop her from walking away by stepping beside her and catching her hand. Our fingers intertwine, and our eyes lock, maybe just for a moment, but I feel the world stop around us. She stops with me, unable to move until she shakes her head and tears her angry eyes from me to look at our hands, so I let her go quickly. The feeling of letting her go leaves my hand and heart with such emptiness that I have never felt before. “Can I see you later?” I ask urgently, putting every hope I have in that and adding a tiny smile as reassurance that I have good intentions. “Why?” that’s all she replies. “To talk, … catch up, I don’t know,” I say, pleading. My palms are sweating as I shove them into my pockets. I already regret every word I said, but she softens up a
Sarah The whole day was crazy after Nate showed up. Focusing on work was a new challenge I’d never had before. He’s been gone for hours now, but I still flush when I think about how he smiled at me. How many times have I dreamed about him smiling at me like that? I can’t even count. My mind is full of questions, though. Why is he here? How is it possible that he looks even better? Are we really going to meet today? What am I going to say to him? Hi, you look sexier than ever. … Hey, long time no see… Hi, I’m Sarah, remember me?... Yeah, like any of that would lead to something good… It’s been like ten years since I last saw him, and I almost forgot how it feels to look into his deep blue eyes. With a flick of his smile, my well-built confidence disappeared just to transport my body back to that shy 14-year-old girl’s mind and heart. The memory of the last time I saw him floods my brain: While packing my bags to leave my home to study in a boarding school, I look out the window
Sarah The way he strides toward me shakes my whole world. The last shred of denial that it’s happening breaks when his smile creates a dimple on his left cheek, making butterflies flood my stomach. He is here. Here to meet me. To smile just at me. Even if the world exploded around us, I wouldn’t notice. My brain slows his movements like slow motion in a movie as he bypasses Britt to stand on the other side of the chair where I left my jacket and bag. My mouth has gone dry, and I can’t seem to form words, standing there stupidly with a bottle in each hand. “Hi, Sarah,” he says, and the gravity of his cheeky gaze slices straight through me, shutting up my thoughts. “Here’s a beer.” I croak out awkwardly, handing the bottle. “Thanks, I thought we were having coffee,” he says casually, with that cocky grin still present. It looks like he successfully woke up from the shock he seemed to have in the law firm when we talked. “Oh yeah, I hate coffee, but you can get one.” I mo
Sarah The afternoon sun emits its last rays, but we barely catch any between the area’s skyscrapers. Brit’s arm is still looped over my own as we walk, balancing our work- and gym bags in the sea of people rushing to catch the next subway or train. “So, tell me, how did it go?” Brit implores me ending our silent walk to the gym. “I don’t know. I’m still processing.” I sigh heavily as I wipe my face with a hand. She has no idea where I'm from, what secrets I have to keep, has to hide to protect others. “Ok, then tell me who he is," her voice jumps an octave at the end of that sentence as she inclines her head towards me. “Arrr. Why is he here?” I let out a growl in frustration. “Maybe if you’d talk to me, I could help figure that out.” She stops in front of me, blocking my way on the pavement. “Ok, ok. So, we grew up in the same town. I lived there till I was fourteen," I tell her the truth, keeping it as simple as possible. "He is five years older than me, and we never hang out
Nate I feel ecstatic about how our date went. It’s good that she remembers me positively because that is clearly not her feelings toward the pack in general. The way she stopped as our eyes locked was everything I had hoped for. Seeing her again was the best thing. She was way more relaxed, and we could talk freely. Her feelings were over the roof. I saw everything on her face, from happy smiles to unshed tears in her eyes. The few hours I spent waiting for Sarah to show up was torture. Topping that with the moment I thought, she stood me up. I have no idea what possibly goes through her mind. It was not the ideal way to meet her. If only I could stop myself and wait to maybe approach her, not at her workplace… But I couldn’t think; I just followed my instinct- more like Dante’s instinct. This was a complete intrusion into her life. I didn’t even knock on her office; I just walked in on her presentation. I couldn’t do worse than that. Making a simple conversation was hard when al
Sarah I’m in the forest. Running and running. This feels like the only thing I’ve been doing for a while. The surprisingly chilly weather already made my face sensitive and my feet numb. Running. The untouched nature in this forest would be dangerous for hiking, but I can safely travel on the ground full of leaves. Every color the fall weather can bring surrounds me as the seeds and leaves from the trees cover the ground. I love this season. Not as much as I love winter, but its beauty is undeniable. It is then that I smell wolves around me. I bend down to smell the ground, seeing my paws sinking into the leaves. How do I have paws? I look down at my body and my brown fur. Since when do I have fur? Then the realization hits me. I’m a wolf. I don’t even have a moment to think it through because the wolves I smelt have arrived. They surround me before I can blink. I look around, seeking an escape route. When I turn to run away, a silver-white wolf approaches me. His eyes lock wit
Sarah We sit in silence for a while, and I start eating again as a cover for my awkwardness away. He finally loosens up and continues with his food too. “Do you go to that gym often?” Nate asks, and I brace myself to look at him again. “Yes, I’m a coach there and take classes as well. I teach krav maga twice a week," I nod, and the memory of last night's encounter surges through my brain. Dante's angry growl, then his puppy eyes, before Nate's confusion. “That sounds interesting. How did you come to do that?” he puts his forearms on the table, keeping his gaze on me once again. Being his sole focus still makes me squirm in my seat. “I loved training back in Black River. After I left, I missed the exercise, so I tried a few different sports, and krav maga is something I really enjoy. I became a trainer two years ago.” His face lights up at my answer, and he dives in with questions about training and teaching. He obviously has much more experience in both but seems interested in
Sarah My hands shake in the cold as I hide them in my hoodie’s sleeves. I’d say it’s my nerves because they are on the last thread for sure, but as I plan to undress and shift in a few minutes, I chose not to wear enough clothes. That was a wrong move on my part - the early morning of February day in Black River is freezing. Slipping on the frozen snow for the hundredth time, I curse at my clumsiness today. I’m heading to my childhood hiding spot to meet up with Nate. He convinced me to meet him there, as all I wanted to do was hide somewhere and go through my first shift alone. I don’t really know any other way to deal with things. I would’ve met him afterward, but I wanted to leave the bed before he woke up. Obviously, I failed with that attempt. The hurt I saw in his eyes when I told him about my plan washed over me, guided by our bond. I couldn’t leave him there. So, we settled on me shifting alone, but he’ll be on his way by then. So, here I am, attempting to shift at 25 when
Nate With Sarah’s embrace, the pounding in my ears disappears, and her words soothe me back to reality, where the only thing that matters is that she is beside me. More so in my lap, wrapping me in her intoxicating scent. She must have felt my sudden change in emotions because the featherlight kisses she was leaving on the top of my head, moved to my face and jaw. I couldn’t wait till she connected our lips. I took advantage of our proximity and swallowed her moan as I kissed her fiercely. My tongue searched hers, tasting the soft skin on it. Her hands glide down my chest slowly, teasingly, jumping over my belt to gently feel the length of my shaft, making it pulse. I groan with approval, searching her gaze as she separates us for a moment. A cheeky smile spreads through her face as she bites her bottom lip, and I dive back to capture them again. Yesterday she was adamant that I wasn’t healed perfectly for anything more than cuddling. I didn’t complain. Having her in my arms in m
Nate The pack meeting took an unexpected turn, leaving me seething with anger. Gabriel’s actions went beyond outing and humiliating Sarah when he commanded her in front of everyone. Each word he uttered fueled my fury. I had no idea I could be that mad at him. On top of my own emotions, I had to hold back Dante, who grew increasingly enraged as he sensed Sarah’s distress. He had always respected Gabriel’s wolf, but now, he was ready to attack him if he would anger our mate any further. "Was that really necessary?" I ask as I catch up to him. "Why did you use your alpha tone?” "Yes, it was necessary,” he cuts in, turning back to me swiftly before I could finish my thought. “She has to know I won't tolerate rogues on the territory." Won’t tolerate it? Where is his head at? Even if she was a rogue, that’s not enough reason to demand anything or humiliate her. I close the door behind me. I don’t want to have this conversation in front of everyone else. They already feel Gabriel’s ang
Sarah Being in Nate's house feels surreal. The place is simply perfect, with a cozy style in each room and warmth coming from the logs everywhere. Today, I was overwhelmed by the visits from many pack members. I was pleasantly surprised by how kind and friendly everyone was towards me. Many of them reminisced about our childhood and shared stories about our time together, whether it was practicing together or having something in common at school. Once inside, the world seems to come to a halt, and we swim in happiness. However, the moment we step out, I'm reminded of the other pack members, who are not happy with the recent developments. I see their scolding, hear their murmuring behind me, and I’m back to being the little girl who doesn’t belong here. Even with Lena inside me, I still feel out of place. Some even stop to ask Nate about his recovery, only to ignore me completely. Lena watches everything through my lenses and has her guard up, especially around Gabriel. She doesn’t
Nate Getting back home has proven to be more difficult than I anticipated. I'm concerned that climbing the stairs to my house may reopen my wounds. Leaning on Sarah for support makes me uneasy. This is not how I had envisioned showing her around my place. I’m unable to give her a tour, and even standing seems to be a daunting task. Although I manage to make it to the kitchen, I feel dizzy and realize I'm not as healed as I thought. I spy her facial expressions and movements carefully like a hawk. I want to know what aspects of the house she enjoys and what needs to be changed. Although I trust her honesty and doubt she would mislead me, I’ve been waiting for a long time to witness the genuine joy on her face when she really likes something here. "I love it; it’s perfect," she says, disappearing to look around in the bedroom. Just when Sarah comes back to the kitchen, the doorbell rings. With a bright smile, she gives me a peck on my lips and leaves toward the door, skipping on the w
Sarah This whole situation is absolutely unbelievable. They did everything we suspected. They deliberately wanted to separate us. I’m genuinely at a loss for words. How could any parent do this to their own child? What possible reason could they have? As I lean in to kiss Nate, he pulls me closer to his chest. The tingles rush through me with full force, and I’m speechless by how they spread through my body, waking up every inch and nerve. I find myself leaning against him in an awkward position, desperately yearning for his comforting presence. However, a surge of concern fills my mind, hesitant to get too close, worried that he may not be well enough for such intimacy. Despite putting up a brave front for me, I know his wounds must be causing him pain. Just in time, I pull away as my mum brings food for both of us. I hadn’t realized just how hungry I was. I missed breakfast and lunch, only having a few biscuits Mama packed for me. He whines throughout dinner that he wants steak
Nate The old chair creaks under me in my father’s office as I fidget nervously. We listen intently with my brother and Mark as my father, his Beta, and the pack’s head of security discuss border patrolling. This is the first summer our father asked me to join him and see what it's like to lead a pack. Gabriel has already spent his last three summers with him, training to be the next alpha. He is 14 years old, and I’m 11. As the second-born, I’ll never be the alpha of this pack, so sitting here is a privilege, as my father puts it. The head of security turns his head to the side. His eyes glaze over - the tell-tale sign of mind-linking. “Alpha, someone has entered our territory on the east of the forest,” he informs all of us a moment later. “Just one rogue?” my father asks with a suspicious face. “Yes, only one they could detect,” he answers, eyes glazing over again to get more information. “Who is in the area?” My father stands, and everyone follows. “We have three guards sur
Sarah I’ve never been to this part of the hospital—a long white corridor with many doors on each side. OR1, OR2, and so on. An opening door stops me as two people rush out, discussing a surgery. Then I cross to the area of recovery rooms, and it isn’t just busier; the walls are covered with paintings and photos, and the rooms are filled with chatting relatives. I follow Lena’s instincts to find Nate as our bond pulls me to him. Knowing that the bond is there gives me the greatest comfort and reassurance, strengthening my optimism that he will fully recover. Still, my palms are sweaty my heart is pounding as I quicken my steps again. I reach them just when they push the bed into a room. My heart is about to break out from my ribcage. When my eyes land on his pale face, I let out a huge sigh—probably one I’ve been holding for hours. I stand at the door, desperately waiting for them to set everything up and give me a sign that I can go in. Maybe running from the doctor was not the bes
Sarah It’s been a while since they took Nate for surgery, or at least it feels like it. I pace back and forth in the busy hospital's waiting area, receiving a few confused looks, but I'm too scared to look at anyone. The hospital staff hurries to help everyone, but the waiting area remains empty. The families are just about to leave the safe rooms, and I dread the moment when Nate's parents see me. I hear my name, and someone hugs me tight. The scent of lavender fills my nose, taking my mind back to a long-forgotten childhood, and I realize it is my mum, Amy. “Hi, Honey. I’m so happy to see you.” I feel myself easing a bit, and I finally hug her back. The care and love I received from her those years ago overwhelm me, and my brain is foggy again with all my emotions running through me. When she pulls away to look at me and I see her, I immediately start crying. I see her tearing up as well, and she hugs me again. “I heard from Daniel that you are here.” “Yeah, I finally met my b