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Loving you Again Remembrance
ESTHER POVEntrusting me with someone? It isnt good for my ear, I am thinking otherwise, it seems like she is excusing herself for not even following the three month rule of breakup!I ask her a question that seems to stop her but later starts to speak,"Hold to that, dont get me wrong please, I didnt say it to excuse myself okay, I am sincere and worried about you, yes I kind of wondering myself why I got into another relationship right away but how can you blame me? I fall in love with her which I didnt anticipate"She said and I totally get that, I guess I am just making things a little complicated for the reason that I dont know, "Fine, well knowing that it isnt just an excuse is enough for me and you dont need to worry, I have lots of time to flirt and do blind dates okay!""Just make it right""Hmmmm why? Are you sure having Casey as your girlfriend implies that you did right?"And then here she is again, staring weird on me again and again!I can see the surprise on her first e
Loving you Again Confession
AMBER POVEven I am already home after I send Esth to her house, but it is still linger in my mind what she shared to me about the past.I didnt even know she has that kind of experience, I guess we really has a lot that is going on before but didnt give chance for each other to fix and help one another.Even me, I have a situation before and it was the first time I made a distance with Esth..."Hey babe, we will have dinner with the chief doctor later so I guess I will be late""Its okay, I hate a late night VIP coming as well later so I cant go home early either""Okay, well then lets meet at the house if you got home early dont wait for me just sleep and rest"That time when we have both important matters to do, I didnt know that they will be having dinner at our restaurant, I was surprised when their chief doctor called me out and give me a commendation for what I cooked them.I came out of the kitchen and face them but I was surprised to see Esth sitting and smile with them.."Y
Loving you Again Sleeping over
ESTHER POVWe all get down from the rooftop and go back to David's room, we had a bunch of talk and I even introduce Amber to him, I just really love his spirit, she knows me well at a very short time I met him, he is so nice and very brave, how I wish I could be as brave as him, saying to the world what I want.After doing my history and all the medical information I need from David, I head my way out of the room which is Amber is waiting for me outside.I heard her talking to Casey, well they seem very sweet, so I tease her a little, I honestly feel really comfortable with Amber again, us being friends is really working so well.She even hold my hand at the moment I feel hurt and sad about David's bravery which I feel guilty about myself, she always knew when she will comfort me.Since she has enought time to still stay here, she offer herself accompanying me going to my next patient and it is the teenager name Nimfa, Upon entering her room, I can still see the energentic traits o
Loving you Again drinks and kiss
AMBER POVShe kiss me....Fuck! While our lips are still intact, my eyes is open, I dont know what to do, should I response her kiss or should I stop her....Today has been a long day for her, I didnt know that being a doctor is not just curing the patient, it is more than that...She took a different step today just to please all her patient and save them from critical moment, I didnt know this is her kind of life ever since.Thinking about our past, I have lots to failure when it comes to her...I look at the her face kissing me, I am now going to response her kiss when she suddenly got sleep! Damn! She is now sleeping and snoring, I catch her head and make her sleep at my lap,I guess she is indeed exhausted after all, Looking at her sleeping face, I can now finally caress her after long time, she is peacefully sleeping unlike earlier when she needs to be a hero for everyone...Everytime I think of it, I cant help myself but to worry, I cant let her be with someone else who cant
Loving you Again CHAPTER 13
ESTHER POVAs I open my eyes, all that I did suddenly comes back to me!Shit! You are full of shit Esther! Why do you need to do it!I even remember when I kiss Amber, I cannot be like this or else I will deffinitely lose a control!I check the time and is its just 4:30 am, I pack my stuff and get out of her house, I book a cab and get home...While on the road she calls me and I can feel her disappointment towards me leaving the house like that,What can I say, I dont even know now how I feel! Hmmmmmm sob*sob*...my tears fall down while I drop myself on the bed,Hmmmm sob*sob*hmmmmm....I dont know what is going on myself anymore! I work hard to control myself, She dont love you anymore!!!! Why dont you listen!!!!!! Hmmmmmm!!!!I shout to myself crying hard on my bed....She is already gone from you...she isnt the same Amber who loves you the way you want.....so stop...hmmmmm sob*sob*For almost one and half hour of crying I finally get up and prepare to work...With puff eyes, I loo
Loving you Again CHAPTER 14
AMBER POVSweats is all over my face while driving, I didnt see this coming, when Esther suddenly call me about our issue...Good thing Esther knows how to explain things, I as well try my best to stop Casey from asking her too much.I can feel Esther's voice...I know she is sincere and was surprised to hear Casey, but something she said that captured my attention, and suddenly I dont feel settled...Caleb is back...I can still remember how I get so jealous with him around, he is her first love and she admires him so much, And now he is already here...I dont understand but deep within me I dont feel okay, I need to see Esther no matter what...After their call, Casey turn off the cellphone, "That is good to know she has someone around her..I wont feel threatened anymore"She said then check on her cellphone so I look at her, "I need to see the look of that Caleb!""You dont need to do that hon please..""Why not? I was just curious about that Caleb, if he is a good person or what..
Loving you Again CHAPTER 15
ESTHER POVSitting on my couch, I press my back on the couch, I guess what Amber did tonight is the rightful thing to do....We will both be okay...I let out an air thinking about that and while I am on my thought, David is trying to call me again."Yes David?""Hi...do you have a minute?""What? What do you mean?""Can I talk to you...""You can talk to me now, is there something wrong?""Hmmmm I just want to see you doc..""What? Where are you?""Outside...looking at the person who caused me this illness""Oh God, you get out of the hospital? Where are exactly so I can get to you!""I will send you the address..""Okay, dont leave there! Wait for me!"And then we end the call and I go straight at the place he sends me, Alighted from the cab, I already see him standing and leaning at the door of his car, I look at his hand and he is holding a bottle of beer,I quickly walk towards him and grab the beer out of his hand,"You know you cant do this! You cant have any alcohol right now
Loving you Again CHAPTER 16
AMBER POVHeading my way to the mall with Casey, I am still on my shock for her coming to Esther's house, I dont know why she needs to do it, we had a talk of coming home early, I just accompany her buying things she needs when I come up with the idea, I know she is still not feeling good with Esther and to make it up to her, I thought of having an out of town with Casey."Hey hon..""Yup..""I have an idea, why dont we get to vacation, out of town alone"I can see how her face formed a smile, I guess this idea will work.Out of happiness she suddenly kissed me in front of crowd, which is with Esth it will never going to happen.And about that kiss...we just kiss last night, but when I thought she is awake she is not, our lips met but she is in deep sleep that makes me laugh hard myself, I really felt nervous about what happen when I realize she is still sleeping so instead I lift her back to the couch, I decided to stay her there than placing her in the room which she might get aw
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Loving you Again CHAPTER 80 SEASON 3
No secrets can be hidden forever, truth is meant to be discovered, and that reality is what I am prepared for, I said I am willing to take Amber's hate towards me for not telling everything...but I am...I am scared...looking around me, I feel like I am at the deep of the ocean...I can't breathe and Amber is reaching my hand but I can't move my arm to hold her hand...and then I woke up..."Esther...! Thank god you are awake now!!!"Mom said and I roamed my eyes around and I can see that I am in the ICU.My head hurts so much and I feel like I have slept for how many years!Mom is in tears now until Vannie and Felisa came to me."Esth!!! Oh god!!! Hmmm sob*sob*hmmm oh my, I just can't believe this! Hmmm, you made it hon!!!"Vannie said with tears in her eyes, I have never seen her like this, she is crying so hard and hon? Are they seriously together? But...I am just, wait...Amber...where is Amber?"W-Where is...where is Amber?"I ask and I can see how they stop after asking where she is
Loving you Again CHAPTER 79 SEASON 3
After a sort of chaos and rumbling in our life, do we still know how to restart? Does anyone have able to have another chance? Looking at George and Hellen having a good time now, Hellen seems to be a piece of wonderful music in George's ear, right now, I just couldn't believe either that Esther can handle that very dangerous procedure with just Chloe on her side.For that, I have planned something great for her, about our deal, well originally she should fulfill it but I can't just let her do the thing, I need to give her what she deserves as well so I want to surprise her by going on a vacation.She is so busy at the ER right now so I call her mom to bring some of Esther's clothes and bag.I have already talked to Vannie and Felisa as well to take over everything here while we are away.Later Doctor Rupert arrives and handed me Esther's bag and then leaves, I quickly go to the ER to look for Esther and there she is, having a cool moment with the nursing staff."Hey love""Hey""Mhmm
Loving you Again CHAPTER 78 SEASON 3
How much can you do for love? Can you kill? Hurt others? Can you be a bad person? Almost everyone knows all that can be done by any person who is crazy about love but there is something even more strange than all, you change your personality as well as your gender just for the one you love.I can't believe what Amber share with me about George Victor who is one of the best plastic surgeons in the US, but he came back to the country for Hellen who was his childhood friend and dearest, he almost ran out of money for Hellen's treatment and had an offer a one million dollar from a gay mad patient that challenged him to something he could do and that changed his gender and he did it for money and treatment for Hellen.Seriously, I also can't believe that he would do that so even though he is a woman now and only a few people know, they just decided to keep it a secret that Georgie was a man then, her parents and Hellen accepted it, it's just too strong and unbelievable he did it for love,
Loving you Again CHAPTER 77 SEASON 3
I am really not a fan of being happy literally! I mean it always comes to my mind that once you are happy then sadness comes next but after releasing myself from the hatred that I have been with for a decade, I guess having a peaceful mind can also be called happiness for real.And with that being said, damn! Chief Gilbert is now returning and that means, gosh! We need to face him! I am not sure how to explain things to him but this is Amber's idea so how can I say no!The good thing is that Mom is already fine and I let her go home though her best friend aunt Aida who is a psychiatrist as well finally reaches mom so she will help her with the store and stuff if I am not around, I mean isn't full well to do the heavy stuff.A few minutes and we are now here at the hospital, and I am so nervous about how he is going to react, I mean we had a deal after all!We both head to the chief's office even though I am feeling nervous so much!"Hey relax!""I am scared! What if he won't understan
Loving you Again CHAPTER 76 SEASON 3
They say that when you study well, your understanding will expand, and you will be able to understand things and situations more easily, but what if the situation itself is the one that drives you not to be understandable?When I finished crying so hard in Amber's car, I could hardly forgive myself when I saw the tragedy that befell mama's store, the neatest and most beautiful convenience store you'll ever find. here in our area.I just can't believe that's what happened because of those bad people, the Sandoval family, even though I wanted to strike them too I restrained myself, mom was the only one who faced all their allegations and all the shits they did to the store."Everything is my fault, if only I follow her instruction, dad would still be alive today""No one wants that to happen, things happen for a reason, but all that Sandoval's rage to your family isn't right! They should be punished, ask. your mom to file a case and I will support you""That is what I plan to do, I will
Loving you Again CHAPTER 75 SEASON 3
When things got broken, we fix it, when a torn paper we buy a new one, when it already cannot be used, we replace it, we can all do something for everything, all our mess can always do something about it, but in reality, in people's lives, not all broken can be repaired over a night, especially if it is a broken soul...a damage heart and mind.Looking at Millie talking to mom, I know she needs it, after all, she has been through, she needs comfort, and she needs a very good psychiatrist that can somehow fix her traumatic experience, though it comes to my mind, is there someone can fix a broken heart and mind? How about a broken soul?"--love! Are you okay?"Amber suddenly asks while I am in my thoughts."Yeah! Of course! Ahem, why?"You are zoning out, I am telling you something but you don't seem to listen""I am sorry, maybe I am just tired, it is just almost one hour left before the end of the shift""Yeah and that is exactly what I am trying to say, I need to go back to the office
Loving you Again CHAPTER 74 SEASON 3
They say anything sharp, heavy or fast things can kill you aside from having an illness or being sick. but what if you don't have all the description but rather the feelings you have...Trauma, depression and anxiety that when it will mix all means creating a poison that will easily kill you within.I am looking right now at these couples with sadness on their faces and tears in their eyes. I can feel the mother's pain while explaining what happen to Millie."W-What are we doing here Ma'am?"Mr. Dollan asks which cuts me from my thoughts."Right! Ahem okay, I just want to ask you if you really know or not about what is going on with Millie, because the way we see it, Millie is suffering more than an illness""What do you mean?""This might be very hard to hear and to accept but we think that your daughter is a victim of a bully in the school, this is an act of violence especially if it comes to a point that they will seriously injure her""Bully? Hmmm, I guess you are right, the way th
Loving you Again CHAPTER 73 SEASON 3
Determination and pain, they say once you aim for something you need to be determined in doing it but be aware of pain along the way, because not everything we want we'll get...and for that idea, I am now in the middle of deep thought so I seek my girlfriend's advice!"You mean her husband knows that every time they do it, she is in great pain yet he doesn't bother about it?"Amber said."Kind of like that, all this time Kelly believes that her husband doesn't know about it yet she is willing to bear all the pain for him""And once she knew, it may hurt her more""Yes, this isn't about being hurt or what, her life is like a ticking bomb right now, anytime it will explode and that is the end!""I get that part Love but, you can't just tell her he knows without proof that he knows! Medically and physically proof as much as possible!""Should we go investigate first?!""You are being sarcastic! I am just trying to be fair here and to save you from impending patient complaints!""I am not
Loving you Again CHAPTER 72 SEASON 3
"I miss this!""I am fucking miss this too!"Amber whisper while pressing me on the wall and kissing me hard on my neck down to the collar bone, she is sucking my skin that made me moan and ask for more!Slowly taking off my shirt and bra and both my mounts are now showing, Amber squeezes it hard and I love it!Sucking and licking my nipples is what I really miss, now she is totally making me naked and lifting me as I hugged my legs on her waist, she starts moving to go to her room and gently put me down on the bed."Faster love...I do miss it when you make me cum!"I said in a very seductive voice looking at her while stripping in front of me, she quickly make a move especially when I open wide my legs."Damn you, woman! You really love doing this to me huh?"She whispers while crawling herself going to me kissing my skin going up and then stopping between my legs.Before doing what she wants to do she gives a spare second to look at me first."It going to be wet"She whispered."I p
