ESTHER POVSitting on my couch, I press my back on the couch, I guess what Amber did tonight is the rightful thing to do....We will both be okay...I let out an air thinking about that and while I am on my thought, David is trying to call me again."Yes David?""Hi...do you have a minute?""What? What do you mean?""Can I talk to you...""You can talk to me now, is there something wrong?""Hmmmm I just want to see you doc..""What? Where are you?""Outside...looking at the person who caused me this illness""Oh God, you get out of the hospital? Where are exactly so I can get to you!""I will send you the address..""Okay, dont leave there! Wait for me!"And then we end the call and I go straight at the place he sends me, Alighted from the cab, I already see him standing and leaning at the door of his car, I look at his hand and he is holding a bottle of beer,I quickly walk towards him and grab the beer out of his hand,"You know you cant do this! You cant have any alcohol right now
AMBER POVHeading my way to the mall with Casey, I am still on my shock for her coming to Esther's house, I dont know why she needs to do it, we had a talk of coming home early, I just accompany her buying things she needs when I come up with the idea, I know she is still not feeling good with Esther and to make it up to her, I thought of having an out of town with Casey."Hey hon..""Yup..""I have an idea, why dont we get to vacation, out of town alone"I can see how her face formed a smile, I guess this idea will work.Out of happiness she suddenly kissed me in front of crowd, which is with Esth it will never going to happen.And about that kiss...we just kiss last night, but when I thought she is awake she is not, our lips met but she is in deep sleep that makes me laugh hard myself, I really felt nervous about what happen when I realize she is still sleeping so instead I lift her back to the couch, I decided to stay her there than placing her in the room which she might get aw
ESTHER POVFeeling pissed with Casey's attitude towards me, I just prepare myself going to work, I do my rounds and check on my patient when, Caleb call me, "Yes?""Hi, I have meetings with my client near your area so would it be okay if I will invite you for breakfast?""That is okay though I have a lot to do and I cannot go far as much as possible""It is fine then we can have breakfast in cafeteria instead""Alright then, see you later..""Okay.."And then we end the call, blushed is all on my face, I dont know but I kind of enjoying what he is doing, somehow it makes me smile.I had the feeling of making things better with him if ever, I walk towards the emergency to see my new patient, "Hello I am docter Esther, and I will be your attending physician, may I know what seem to be hurt on you?""She has always getting pained on her chest, we are actually having a dinner party with her friends but she had an attack, good thing we quickly brought her here""How long has she's been
AMBER POV3 years ago at Felix bar...."This is so much fun!!!!!""Thank you babe!!! I love you!""I love you most princess!""I didnt know you would give me this kind of surprise birthday party!""Only for you, ahmmm I invite your friends too!""What? Whos friends?""Monica and the others""What? No--""Heyyy girl!!!!! Whoooo!!! This is so fun! Thanks for inviting us!""Hey I am Amber! I am Esther's-""Bestfriend! Amber is my bestfriend Monica....ahmmmm thank you for coming!""Really Esth?""You know I cant be out with my friends yet!""Is it too much Esth, I am open wide to the world that you are my girlfriend!""You dont understand!!! They will rather see me with Caleb than you! They will never accept me as lesbians!""Is that so? Okay..then I better get home!""Amber please....Aaammberr!!!"That was three years ago...it was so painful when she can even deny me at my own created party.I cried my heart out that time...And now we are here again...I am now looking at her, asking her
ESTHER POVIt is such a great feeling....when Amber stays with me the whole night, I get to feel that I am not alone, I can really feel the friend I need for the first time.I can see the surprised on her face knowing that I keep all her stuff, I dont know why I did that, the time she left me, she just walk away and never came back until eight months ago,I decided to keep all her things maybe I had the feeling before that we can fix things and we can be back together...I dont know it will come to this...that she will get back her things while we are friends now,We both go to work together, as we get to the hospital, she right away go to her work at the kitchen and me on my office, I still has left things to do,I still need to see the girls parents from yesterday to ask a few details, After doing some rounds with the interns, I head my way to the girls room and good thing the parents seems to be not busy this time.As I enter the room, they greet me nicely and let me sit besides t
AMBER POVEsther and I walk out of the room having a shocked face about what we just discovered, We both head back to our work as Esther has an emergency and I need to go back to kitchen.As I enter the kitchen I didnt realize that it is already dinner, I almost forgot about Esth, I can see that the team is already prepared a dinner for the cafeteria and I want to cook something better for her since she didnt had any rest after going to Mrs. Albert.When I finish cooking right away I prepared I take it to Esther's office but I was stopped seeing her with Caleb, I can see her smile while holding those flowers and chocolates, I was about to turn away when she look at me and I was stiffined, I dont know how will I react,I feel like being cornered for no reason, to lighten my feelings and make it fair for Esther, I formed a smile to her and walk towards them.."Hey, ahmmmm hi Caleb, I didnt know you came,""Yeah, well taking chance on your friend if she will let me..."He said lookin
ESTHER POVAs time goes by, I am not sure how would I feel for Caleb, he is being so serious about courting me,I love how he is being so nice and kind to me, he knows how to make me smile and honestly I do appreciate him now, He used to be my ultimate crush and love of my life for a long time, and now he is the one seeking love from me, On the other hand, about Amber, we became so close and I am now comfortable being with her though I still feel awkward whenever she and Caleb is with me, somehow I noticed her sudden change of moods and action towards him.I dont like to go on conclusion that she dont like Caleb for me though I already know even at first that she is so jealous to him, but ofcourse we are just only friends now so things are way different!I just got home with Caleb he sends me here and manage to wait for me until the end of my shift,As I lay down to my bed, my cellphone rings and it is him."Hi, already in bed?""Yes, and thank you for driving me home earlier""We
AMBER POVBringing the pain of what I have found seeing Casey in her house is the only thing I got going back,I have been away for almost two days and I didnt get the chance to check on my cellphone.When we got back bringing Grandpa, Nan and I right away brought him to the hospital, I try to call on Esther but she seems not answering, I felt bad as well when I didnt get the chance to answer her call last night after leaving Casey's place.Since she is not answering the call I walk towards her office and right there and then I saw her with Caleb getting out of her office and he seems to be leaving and she kiss him on the lips that really shocked my whole system...Damn! So they are together now, I just left almost two days and they are already has a relationship...Even I want to talk to her, I stop myself and was about to walk away when..."Amber...? Oh Amber!!! Good thing you are already here!"She said which I didnt know she would see me after Caleb left,"Yeah.."I said just try
No secrets can be hidden forever, truth is meant to be discovered, and that reality is what I am prepared for, I said I am willing to take Amber's hate towards me for not telling everything...but I am...I am scared...looking around me, I feel like I am at the deep of the ocean...I can't breathe and Amber is reaching my hand but I can't move my arm to hold her hand...and then I woke up..."Esther...! Thank god you are awake now!!!"Mom said and I roamed my eyes around and I can see that I am in the ICU.My head hurts so much and I feel like I have slept for how many years!Mom is in tears now until Vannie and Felisa came to me."Esth!!! Oh god!!! Hmmm sob*sob*hmmm oh my, I just can't believe this! Hmmm, you made it hon!!!"Vannie said with tears in her eyes, I have never seen her like this, she is crying so hard and hon? Are they seriously together? But...I am just, wait...Amber...where is Amber?"W-Where is...where is Amber?"I ask and I can see how they stop after asking where she is
After a sort of chaos and rumbling in our life, do we still know how to restart? Does anyone have able to have another chance? Looking at George and Hellen having a good time now, Hellen seems to be a piece of wonderful music in George's ear, right now, I just couldn't believe either that Esther can handle that very dangerous procedure with just Chloe on her side.For that, I have planned something great for her, about our deal, well originally she should fulfill it but I can't just let her do the thing, I need to give her what she deserves as well so I want to surprise her by going on a vacation.She is so busy at the ER right now so I call her mom to bring some of Esther's clothes and bag.I have already talked to Vannie and Felisa as well to take over everything here while we are away.Later Doctor Rupert arrives and handed me Esther's bag and then leaves, I quickly go to the ER to look for Esther and there she is, having a cool moment with the nursing staff."Hey love""Hey""Mhmm
How much can you do for love? Can you kill? Hurt others? Can you be a bad person? Almost everyone knows all that can be done by any person who is crazy about love but there is something even more strange than all, you change your personality as well as your gender just for the one you love.I can't believe what Amber share with me about George Victor who is one of the best plastic surgeons in the US, but he came back to the country for Hellen who was his childhood friend and dearest, he almost ran out of money for Hellen's treatment and had an offer a one million dollar from a gay mad patient that challenged him to something he could do and that changed his gender and he did it for money and treatment for Hellen.Seriously, I also can't believe that he would do that so even though he is a woman now and only a few people know, they just decided to keep it a secret that Georgie was a man then, her parents and Hellen accepted it, it's just too strong and unbelievable he did it for love,
I am really not a fan of being happy literally! I mean it always comes to my mind that once you are happy then sadness comes next but after releasing myself from the hatred that I have been with for a decade, I guess having a peaceful mind can also be called happiness for real.And with that being said, damn! Chief Gilbert is now returning and that means, gosh! We need to face him! I am not sure how to explain things to him but this is Amber's idea so how can I say no!The good thing is that Mom is already fine and I let her go home though her best friend aunt Aida who is a psychiatrist as well finally reaches mom so she will help her with the store and stuff if I am not around, I mean isn't full well to do the heavy stuff.A few minutes and we are now here at the hospital, and I am so nervous about how he is going to react, I mean we had a deal after all!We both head to the chief's office even though I am feeling nervous so much!"Hey relax!""I am scared! What if he won't understan
They say that when you study well, your understanding will expand, and you will be able to understand things and situations more easily, but what if the situation itself is the one that drives you not to be understandable?When I finished crying so hard in Amber's car, I could hardly forgive myself when I saw the tragedy that befell mama's store, the neatest and most beautiful convenience store you'll ever find. here in our area.I just can't believe that's what happened because of those bad people, the Sandoval family, even though I wanted to strike them too I restrained myself, mom was the only one who faced all their allegations and all the shits they did to the store."Everything is my fault, if only I follow her instruction, dad would still be alive today""No one wants that to happen, things happen for a reason, but all that Sandoval's rage to your family isn't right! They should be punished, ask. your mom to file a case and I will support you""That is what I plan to do, I will
When things got broken, we fix it, when a torn paper we buy a new one, when it already cannot be used, we replace it, we can all do something for everything, all our mess can always do something about it, but in reality, in people's lives, not all broken can be repaired over a night, especially if it is a broken soul...a damage heart and mind.Looking at Millie talking to mom, I know she needs it, after all, she has been through, she needs comfort, and she needs a very good psychiatrist that can somehow fix her traumatic experience, though it comes to my mind, is there someone can fix a broken heart and mind? How about a broken soul?"--love! Are you okay?"Amber suddenly asks while I am in my thoughts."Yeah! Of course! Ahem, why?"You are zoning out, I am telling you something but you don't seem to listen""I am sorry, maybe I am just tired, it is just almost one hour left before the end of the shift""Yeah and that is exactly what I am trying to say, I need to go back to the office
They say anything sharp, heavy or fast things can kill you aside from having an illness or being sick. but what if you don't have all the description but rather the feelings you have...Trauma, depression and anxiety that when it will mix all means creating a poison that will easily kill you within.I am looking right now at these couples with sadness on their faces and tears in their eyes. I can feel the mother's pain while explaining what happen to Millie."W-What are we doing here Ma'am?"Mr. Dollan asks which cuts me from my thoughts."Right! Ahem okay, I just want to ask you if you really know or not about what is going on with Millie, because the way we see it, Millie is suffering more than an illness""What do you mean?""This might be very hard to hear and to accept but we think that your daughter is a victim of a bully in the school, this is an act of violence especially if it comes to a point that they will seriously injure her""Bully? Hmmm, I guess you are right, the way th
Determination and pain, they say once you aim for something you need to be determined in doing it but be aware of pain along the way, because not everything we want we'll get...and for that idea, I am now in the middle of deep thought so I seek my girlfriend's advice!"You mean her husband knows that every time they do it, she is in great pain yet he doesn't bother about it?"Amber said."Kind of like that, all this time Kelly believes that her husband doesn't know about it yet she is willing to bear all the pain for him""And once she knew, it may hurt her more""Yes, this isn't about being hurt or what, her life is like a ticking bomb right now, anytime it will explode and that is the end!""I get that part Love but, you can't just tell her he knows without proof that he knows! Medically and physically proof as much as possible!""Should we go investigate first?!""You are being sarcastic! I am just trying to be fair here and to save you from impending patient complaints!""I am not
"I miss this!""I am fucking miss this too!"Amber whisper while pressing me on the wall and kissing me hard on my neck down to the collar bone, she is sucking my skin that made me moan and ask for more!Slowly taking off my shirt and bra and both my mounts are now showing, Amber squeezes it hard and I love it!Sucking and licking my nipples is what I really miss, now she is totally making me naked and lifting me as I hugged my legs on her waist, she starts moving to go to her room and gently put me down on the bed."Faster love...I do miss it when you make me cum!"I said in a very seductive voice looking at her while stripping in front of me, she quickly make a move especially when I open wide my legs."Damn you, woman! You really love doing this to me huh?"She whispers while crawling herself going to me kissing my skin going up and then stopping between my legs.Before doing what she wants to do she gives a spare second to look at me first."It going to be wet"She whispered."I p