"Darling, eat properly sister, it's still early so you won't be late for school," mommy fixed some strands of hair that blocked my face and I smiled. I just nodded to mommy and continued eating.
After taking my breakfast I quickly got my things and said goodbye to mommy, I went early to school because I wanted to go around first.
My class will start at 8 am in the morning and it's only 7:15, so, it's ok to go round and round.
I was busy roaming the views in our school when I saw the women gathering to one side as if they were looking at someone. I came because, I felt so curious at what they were looking at, it's a poster about the incoming battle of the band this weekend.
"What's so exciting about that?" I whisper to myself while observing the faces of some girls here. "O M G, I already said goodbye to my mom this weekend for them," said a woman next to me she's talking with her friends.
"Yeah, right I can't wait to see Tove his damn handsome, " one of them said with matching blinking eyes pa. Who is Tove?
"You know, the hottest is Aiden!!" the other girl said. Aiden? Who are they talking about? I do not understand?
I touched a woman "Ahm, miss can I ask you something?" he turned to me so I smiled at him. "Yeah, you're already asking," she said artfully.
"What are you talking about? What's going on in the battle of the band this weekend? Why are you making a fuss?" I ask.
"Duh, you don't know? Cntrl S is playing this weekend so it's a mess" he couldn't believe his answer to my question.
"Cntrl what?" what?
"Cntrl S, the band! Gosh, girl, you’re studying in Mondrian and you don't know them? oh my!" they glared at me. Why is she mad at me, did I say something wrong? And what is Cntrl S?
By the way, our school has a band, why don't I know? I resume my roaming around the campus until the clocks hit 8 am and I enter the room. I caught Venus talking to the rest of my classmates, I approached her and pulled them back into our seats.
"Ouch, ah!" he complained that we were already sitting at our table. "Tell me who is our school band?" I look at him in the face seriously when I ask that question. "Band? Yong Cntrl S?"
"Yes, tell me what is Cntrl S and who are they?" he grabbed her mouth and covered it when I finished my question, he was obviously shocked by what I said.
"What's that Celine, you don't know them? Oh well, I almost forgot don't know people as much and it's happening around you, so you're unaware of the band," she leaned her hands to our table before looking at me.
"Who are they?" I don't know but I’m excited to know about that band.
"Well--------," Venus didn't finish what she was going to say when someone shouted in the field, so we immediately stood up to look at it.
When I saw the commotion outside, I was immediately gripped tightly on both sides of my skirt because of the cold that flowed through my body. Every time I see him, I feel cold and I always feel nervous. The three of them walk in the field like a prince where they are surrounded by so many women.
"They are Cntrl S, Celine," my sight automatically turns to Venus because of what he said.
"They formed the band for this at Mondrian University. They became famous because they were so talented and of course, they were very handsome," he looked at those he was referring to like he was in love with it.
"This band consists of three members only do you see that man on the left," he was referring to a man wearing track pants and a black dresser shirt with three buttons off.It's handsome but looks like a playboy.
"His name is Aiden Xin Castro the drummer of the band he's a totally playboy but even so the women will still chase him and he's really hot," look at this girl it looks like she likes it there.
"And, that one at the center his Apollo Tove Salazar the vocalist and Mr. Right of the campus his a happy go lucky kind of man," she's pertaining to the man I Call Mr. Sky-blue last time.He's wearing denim pants with stripes on the knees and a big T-shirt colored Sky Blue...Well based on his feature, he looks like an angel sent from above and his name Apollo is right for him he looks so nice.
"And, the last one, that guy over there." she pointed to the man on the right wearing a Guitar behind him.My heart! Can't stop beating!!!
"He's Oliver Tagan Ramirez the great, the Suma-cum Laude last year batch and of course you don't know that because you didn't attend our graduation, back to the story Everyone calls him Tagan because he says so, then a mysterious kind and fucking heartless snobbery."
I couldn’t understand the more I couldn’t breathe here as he stared at the chin. He is wearing Cream track pants and paired them with a Black Oversize hoodie. He's just like that but he was really different from me."That's Cntrl S, now can we have a sit?" I made him sit down first and I just kept looking at him until they disappeared inside the field. Because I'm very curious about this band and the first time I said goodbye to mommy who was watching the battle of the band.
"Text me and Gaston when you are going home, darling, take care, ok, I love you," mommy hugged me before letting me leave with Gaston.
"Let's all welcome The CNTRL S-band of Mondrian University," one by one they took the stage and set their instruments.
In a few moments, they were properly positioned and my eyes remained locked on him. He adjusted the cord that was plugged into his guitar before they started playing. I didn't expect my self-watching this kind of thing but for him, I'm willing to buy every ticket that they are participating in.
"Tagan, so that's your name" I whisper to myself and join the crowd to vibe with the song that they're playing. They have so beautiful voices and playing and I'm truly amazed by them.
"Oh my G, he is so handsome," the women around rumbled. "Hey sorry!" said the woman who stepped on my shoe. I just nodded at her and continue to watch the band. I think I'm going to be their Super Fan from now on.
Tagan, I’ll be your Best Fan ever, I promise.
"Are you serious, Celine?" Venus asked me incredulously as we were tidying up here in my room. I'm planning to go to Cntrl S's Gig tonight at a Club near the University, which is new to Venus because she's used to me always being locked up at home after school.I have never gone anywhere, after school since I was in junior high, but now I want to watch them play. "Will we be allowed?" I looked at him from the bed and smiled."Of course, mommy is there," I know my mom will let me, it's a good thing Dad and older brother aren't there because I'm sure they won't allow me to say goodbye for this."It's up to you as long as I'll just be with you" her face was still not convinced and it was obviously against her heart but I just chuckled at her and pulled her out of my room and run-down the stairs. "Mommy!" I called my mom, she was busy cooking in the kitchen so Venus and I approached her.I hugged her from
"Well, I'm really in love with you too," Venus sits in front of me here in our kitchen, because I'm making cookies to give to Tagan later at school. "Why?" I ask her. He sighed before saying "Duh, I was embarrassed last night and now you're alone again?" I smiled at him and put the cookies I made in the box. “I want to show him and to his bandmates that I’m a true fan,” I said while decorating the cookies inside the box. "It's up to you, Celine," she just let me go and finish my things. After fixing the cookies, Venus and I went straight to school but we went to the Cooking Club because I knew they would pass by Tagan. "As for Celine's time, we might be sick of it," Venus said while leaning in the walk. "Just a minute Venus" I whisper and peek at the door, and I'm right here they pass, it's early so they don't have many fans of a great time, Celine. When they got past the door of the cooking club I immediately wen
"Celine what are you doing, I've been looking for you for a while, and what happens to your face?" Venus asked anxiously when she saw me here behind the building.She sat down in front of me and took out a handkerchief to wipe the cheesecake on my face as well as my head."No one is just wasting time" I excused."It's crazy that Tagan rejected you again," she knows me so well.I bowed and smiled "Yes eh but it's ok next time at least I told her that I like her right," I try to cheer myself up and look at the bright side."Hey Celine, you're really crazy, let's go," he pulled me upright and we walked away on my heels so he took me to the clinic again."Celine, how can you hide this new bruise on your thigh and wais
Opened I was walking around the building when I saw a group of Cntrl S fans is talking about something, I got curious cuz it was about them so I approached and asked a woman."Ahm hello may I know what are you talking about?" I ask, it's a good thing I asked her kindly she smiled at me.“Are you a fan too? Are you new?” he asked me with a smile.I nodded at her as an answer.“Well, we are meetingabout OT’r’s birthday,” she said.OT’r?"Pardon who's having a birthday again?" I clarified because I could not understand who he was referring to."OT'r, the great Oliver Tagan Ramirez is his birthday because next week is the exact date of the opening of our foundati
It’s already Sunday and I just received the package yesterday, the album that I will give to Tagan after that I put it in a matte black paper bag to be ready for tomorrow. Fortunately, my older brother Francine increased my money so I was able to pay it on time.Now I’m here at the grocery to buy the ingredients for the cupcakes needed tomorrow for Tagan’s birthday.As I walk, I notice someone, its Aiden his with a nerdy girl.But I just ignored them and continued to buy the things I needed.After buying these things I immediately went straight home and to be exact I went straight to the kitchen to start the 1 hundred pieces cupcake for Tagan's fans."You can do this Celine fighting" I cheer myself before I tie my hair and start the first batch of cupcakes.I started at 3 pm and now it’s already 11pm and my
I went home because of what happened, it was as painful to see that he threw away my efforts.I don’t understand what is wrong with what I am doing why is he angry?I locked myself in my room all day, I didn’t even eat lunch cuz I don’t feel like eating…I just think and cry inside my room the whole day until I don't realize that I fell asleep and I woke up at 7 am in the morning, but I didn't move a muscle in my bed I just choose to close my eyes again and go backI don't feel like going in now.Peace is what I want right now I don't want to think about Tagan first butMy phone rings at the side table, I reach for it and look at the caller it’s Venus.
"Well miss Amora we still have one week preparation for the contest so don't panic ok" Miss Kristy trying to cheer me cou'z just now I felt nervous when I agreed to what Dean wanted.I remember I’m not used to many people’s attentions; how will I coop up with this contest?We are now in the dance club room to teach us what to do in the contest and what we should know about the core of the contest.I'm the only one here without Tagan so I'm also a little nervous because he might get angry if he sees me here, but I still prepare a Japanese cheese cake for him.I still want to give him treats."Stand up miss amora I'll teach you how to walk with his heels" coach Milan raised 6 inches heels in front of me.I'm not used to heels that are that high "coach is there nothing lowe
"Brother, do you think I can do it?" I ask my brother while were talking through skype in the middle of the night."Of course, Yash you can do that, your beautiful and smart I'm sure you'll win that contest." Kuya is trying to cheer me up through his tone."Ahm brother I have something I want to share" I held the throw pillow next to me and pinched it so I wouldn't be nervous about what I would say to brother.“What is it? Tell me.” He said.“Ahm…. I have…”“You have what?”“ilikeacertainboyinschool” I said quickly. I’m so nervous right now because my older brother might get angry.&nbs
20 YEARS AGO "Ma don ako oh !!!" A little girl keeps on pocking her ma’am skirt as she pointed the glass door to the garden. "Just come back right away Kalila ah" Her mother hesitated said and let go of her hands. The little girl run to the glass door but immediately stop I she heard something. “Hmm..hmmm… ohhohh…” a lovely harmonic voice where surrounding the whole wide garden of Salazar back yard that is what she heard. As a handsome little boy hum certain music. The little boy didn’t know that underneath the glass door through the garden, the little girl standing and watching him silently. Cute little smiles were puzzled in her lips, as she admires the voice that coming from the handsome little boy. The little girl decided to step out of the door, she silently went near him and accidently step on a small tree branch that made a loud sounds that stop the little boy from humming. The little girl’s whole body feels nervous as their eyes met.She made an awkward smile at him an
Fayre’s point of view “Are you ready to your wedding day tomorrow?” I face my assistant, as she greeted me with that while I’m busy on my phone.I can’t help but to smile at her and nod… finally my dream is coming true…I’m gonna marry Tove, just like what I’ve dreamed off when I was a child. Thanks to my wonderful plan everything is settled…“What are you doing to yourself! Why are you doing this!!!" here comes my dad again nagging like it’s his own favorite hobbies.I rolled my eyes and just walk pass through him and went straight ahead to my room.“Hey Fayre I’m not done talking to you !!!” he followed me to my room, so I just sat on my bed and raised an eyebrow at him.“What ?! I didn’t do anything old man !! ”“WHAT DID YOU DO THEN WHAT IS THIS? FAYRE FUCKING GROW UP !!! ” he showed me his phone with my picture kissing another co-model.I automatically smirk and lick my lips while looking at it. “What’s the problem with that? I’m already 28 dad I can do boyfriends”"Yeah, I know
Coco's point of view"Do you want to kill your son Kalila !!!" Aunt and her but Kalila remained stunned.Since we went home here in the Philippines, she became so sad and silent but she never forgot about her baby’s health she still eats a lot and drinks what she should drink."Auntie, let's let her go first, maybe she's just awake" I said and let Kalila go back to her room.I was the one who put away the broken plate. "I don't know what I'm going to do with that boy. He doesn't talk well with us anymore. His dad. Tell us what really happened when you went to Europe Coline.""Auntie, maybe it's better that we just let Kali go, she'll be ok too, I know that…" I said and tried to avoid her question.What they know aunt is that Kali and Tove broke up because they like the two of them and they don’t love each other anymore but they don’t really know what really happen in Europe Kalila choose to hide it to them and clean that Bastards name…I went up to his room and found him snoring and s
Coco’s point of view“Yes? Who are you? ” I saw how Kali stiffed when Tove asked her that, I feel how her heart stop beating after that. It was as if I could feel the longing on his face. I can’t help but to cover my mouth and control my tears while watching them. ***Kalila’s point of vew“It’s m-me K-Kalila” I said and tried to reach for his hands but he quickly react and move away from me making me gasp from his actions. “Sorry but I don’t remember someone named like you sorry” he respectfully apologies like he really means it. Which really breaks my heart, why it all seems so real, why it seems so real that he doesn’t know me. Why do I feel his blank stare at me? Those eyes they use to look at me like I’m the only person in the world but now I don’t see anything….I held back my warning tears as I watched him closely. “Tove can we stop this joke anymore, I what to talk to you about a serious thing” I tried to chuckle a little for him to understand that I’m not playing with
Kalila’s point of viewFrom CocoThis is this contact Kali try it if it works 08*-***I felt very nervous to see those numbers.I took a deep breath before typing the number in my phone, after that I tried to call it and it rings…Every ringing of the ring is also accompanied by the fast beating of my heart, "Please" I whisper, I hope it's you Love please…"Hello?" I stiffened and trembled to hard after hearing those voices again after a long time, as if he wanted to cry immediately when he heard his voice.I badly know that it’s him.“H-hello” i can’t even utter a proper word right now.“Yes? Who’s this? ” he gently asks in the other line."L-love""What did you say?"You can do it Kali… “Love it’s me Kalila” I said weakly, I felt my babies kicking my stomach, maybe they also heard their father's voice so they get excited too.“Kalila”“Ye----““Sorry I don’t know you maybe you got the wrong number sorry”“Wait! Don’t hang up… Tove I’m Kalila, Orabelle love it’s me” Tears started to
"KALILA DON'T RUN !!!" I didn’t bother to listen to Coco, because the only thing on my mind right now is that I found her and I know where she is.I need to talk to him.I quickly made my way to my room, I grab my phone and laptop immediately. I searched for information about him.There was a lot of information about Fayre but when it came to Tove, only revealing to the public was there.I looked for sources they could contact…Even though my eyes are dimming because of my tears, I still try to find a way to talk to him.“Kali calm down” I heard Coco opens the door but I agnored what she said and continue finding.I can do this, I need to talk to him…"Kali hey calm down don't stress your self can be with Bab -----"“HOW CAN I CALM DOWN COCO I ALREADY FIND HIM!!!! HOW CAN I CALM IF I KNOW WHERE SHE IS AND SHE WILL GET MARRIED NEXT MONTH !!!! ” I suddenly burst out and cried harder in front of her.He approached me and held out my trembling hands.She held it so gentle and full of comf
Kalila's point of view “I can see no complication on your pregnancy Miss Flores; you babies are in good health” “Babies doc?” did I hear him right? “Yes, apparently you’re having twins Miss Flore, look at that” she pointed a small feature on the screen of the monitor while moving the machine in my tummy. "Did you see that he's not alone, there's another heart beat there. I guess you another baby is a little bit shy to show up" the doctor couldn't help but smile while looking at the monitor like me. I want to feel happy with all my heart knowing that I’m having twins but there’s a pain in my chest that keeps knocking every time I’m here. Because I’m found with loneliness, I’m facing my pregnancy months without the man I love and the father of my children. “Aren’t you happy Miss Flores you are blessed with twins?” I smiled and “I’m super happy doc” and I felt small tears running in my cheeks. “that’s great I hope you would maintain your good health until you give birth to the twi
Kalila’s point of view“Do everything just to find him there, I’ll pay even though how much it takes just fucking please find Tove !!!!” I shouted my lungs out because of irritation and stress. It’s been one month of finding find until now there is no lead of him… “I’ll do my very best to find him ma’am” “You better do !!!” I hang up that fucking detective call and throw up to sit in my swivel chair. “Kali can you please don’t stress yourself!” Coco said in front of me while peeling an apple for me."Yeah, Ghurl I want what happened last month to happen again shit you almost!!!" Bannie, raising his eyebrow as he said that. “That’s right we don’t know what will happen next if you continue this state Kali, this might put you and your Baby in danger!” I was caught in the act when Coco said that. I feel guilty of being stress because I know that it would affect this precious thing inside of me. Last month was like a terror to me but thank god he guided me and gives me this kind of b
"WHAT?" Celine suddenly react and all of us are staring at her. "Babe?" I ask and held her shoulder. She looks so shock right now. “Ahm..i you don’t mind may we excuse our self? Ai take care of Nyla for a minute ”My wife stated and quickly grabs me out of the room. When we came out of the don, he pulled me a little farther before stopping and addressing me, "What's the problem Babe?" I ask. “Did I hear it right Babe? She’s Tove’s Girlfriend? ” I can't believe this question. “She said that she’s Tove’s girl,” I said even though I’m not sure too. Well, I have the perspective that Tove is with someone, but he didn’t bother to tell us. Maybe he won't want to share it cause he thinks that it’s his own business handle so I didn’t bother to ask. I know that he was seeing someone before but he didn't introduce it to Aiden and me. “Do you think it’s true?” My wife asks again, I frown my brow cause I don’t really get what she’s up to. "I think so, she said it right" “No babe! I know w