"Celine what are you doing, I've been looking for you for a while, and what happens to your face?" Venus asked anxiously when she saw me here behind the building.
She sat down in front of me and took out a handkerchief to wipe the cheesecake on my face as well as my head.
"No one is just wasting time" I excused.
"It's crazy that Tagan rejected you again," she knows me so well.
I bowed and smiled "Yes eh but it's ok next time at least I told her that I like her right," I try to cheer myself up and look at the bright side.
"Hey Celine, you're really crazy, let's go," he pulled me upright and we walked away on my heels so he took me to the clinic again.
"Celine, how can you hide this new bruise on your thigh and waist from Mommy? You're dead if she saw this," Venus disobeyed me while putting a hot compress on my thigh and hip.
I looked at the bruise he was referring to, and yes, I had another bruise because I fell earlier.
"Don't worry, I'll just wear jogging pants inside the house first so mom won't notice it," I told him and he rested here at the clinic.
***
"Celine darling your brother Francine wants to see you," I heard my mom shout from her room so I immediately got up from the bed and ran to her room even though my hips and thighs hurt.
"Francine !!!" I make it exaggerated to make my older brother happy with my reaction.
"Yes, I miss you, baby?" Francine said softly on skype.
"I miss you too how are you?" I ask.
"I'm doing good, the world cup is near, and do you think I'll win?" my brother is one of the best racers here in the Philippines and I know that he can win this battle.
"Yes, for sure, you’re the best brother in the world, that’s why you need to win, I'll be waiting for the news, that my brother wins the world cup," I cheerfully said, and hope that It will cheer him up, and he laughs at me.
We bound and talk through skype, after that I'll sleep already because I feel so tired. The next day I woke up early again to bake a Chocolate Cake for Tagan.
I thought that maybe he would have a chance to taste it if I didn't give it personally.
"Wow, darling what's that for?" mommy asked when she caught me baking in the kitchen.
"Mommy there's someone in school that really catches my attention" I admit to mommy. He looked at me and smiled then waited for my next words.
"And I think I like him because I'm willing to do this every day for him but he seems didn't like it mommy what do you think I should do mommy?" sad that I looked at mommy."Darling your lucky that daddy and your brother are not here because if we can't do it together, well I will support you to whatever you do and like and my advice is just to follow what your hearts want to do and I know love will conquer after that "mom hold my hands and let me feel her sincerity.
I smiled and hugged her, I had more courage because of what mommy said, she said to follow what my hearts want and my heart wants nothing else now if not just Tagan.
I'll do my best to be noticed by him and he'll remember my name.
***
I slowly walk closer to the door of the audio room here at the university where Cntrl S often practices.
And I know they have practiced this afternoon so I will sneak into the audio room to put there the Chocolate cake I made.
When I put it on the table, I immediately went out, it was just that they were coming so I hid in the wall so they couldn't see me."You don't have anything else to do Aiden if you're not a girl, you're definitely a junior!" I heard Tove say to Aiden.
"You jerk, vegetables are important, so I keep my eggplant healthy hahahha," Aiden joked.
"Hahaha stupid!" Tove, I peeked a little to see that they were close to the audio room while Tove and Aiden were talking quietly with Tagan behind.
When they entered the Audio room I immediately peeked there and waited for them to notice my Chocolate Cake.
"Oh, Tagan Chocolate cake for you," I saw Tove take the cake and show it to the sitting Tagan on the side while holding his Guitar.
"Wow, it looks delicious and it looks great again with miss Sweet treats bro," said Aiden, am I the one they are referring to as Miss Sweet Treats?
I saw Tagan just look at it and ignore it.
"Bro, eat that, it's for you. "Aiden.
"Yes, Tagan tries it it's delicious" Tove dropped the Cholate Cake on Tagan's lap.
"Tsk," Tagan said.
I was sweating while waiting for what Tagan would do next, he grabbed it and lifted it from his Thigh.I think he will taste it this time.
He stood up and approached the table on the left side of the audio room. I taught him he was going to eat it but he just threw it to the trash bean beside the table.I gasp seeing it so do Aiden.
With a shrug, I left there and I couldn’t get my mind off her throwing my Chocolate Cake.
It hurts seeing him throwing my efforts but like I said I won't stop Tagan, that won't stop me.
Three weeks passed that I repeated what you were doing but Tagan was so consistent by not eating the treats I make for him.
"Aren't you tired yet Celine some Cakes, Macaroons, chocolates, breads are you going to waste so that Tagan will notice you badly," Venus complained to me.
We're in the Cooking Club room now because there's no class, and I'm trying to make custard rolls for Tagan.
"Venus there's nothing wrong if I keep trying until she notices that I'm forever" I depended on myself.
"I don't know about you, you know you're really crazy and you like Tagan so much, it's getting worse." she seated in front of me.
"I know that and I still want to try it so just let me Venus and just support me please," I said.
"My Celine thank you I really love you and I will still support you in your madness as long as you promise that you will not be physically hurt."
I look at her and smile, I'm so lucky to have her as my best friend.
"I love you," I pouted my lips to gesture a flying kiss on her.
"Yeah, I love you more," she sends back a flying kiss so I catch it.
Opened I was walking around the building when I saw a group of Cntrl S fans is talking about something, I got curious cuz it was about them so I approached and asked a woman."Ahm hello may I know what are you talking about?" I ask, it's a good thing I asked her kindly she smiled at me.“Are you a fan too? Are you new?” he asked me with a smile.I nodded at her as an answer.“Well, we are meetingabout OT’r’s birthday,” she said.OT’r?"Pardon who's having a birthday again?" I clarified because I could not understand who he was referring to."OT'r, the great Oliver Tagan Ramirez is his birthday because next week is the exact date of the opening of our foundati
It’s already Sunday and I just received the package yesterday, the album that I will give to Tagan after that I put it in a matte black paper bag to be ready for tomorrow. Fortunately, my older brother Francine increased my money so I was able to pay it on time.Now I’m here at the grocery to buy the ingredients for the cupcakes needed tomorrow for Tagan’s birthday.As I walk, I notice someone, its Aiden his with a nerdy girl.But I just ignored them and continued to buy the things I needed.After buying these things I immediately went straight home and to be exact I went straight to the kitchen to start the 1 hundred pieces cupcake for Tagan's fans."You can do this Celine fighting" I cheer myself before I tie my hair and start the first batch of cupcakes.I started at 3 pm and now it’s already 11pm and my
I went home because of what happened, it was as painful to see that he threw away my efforts.I don’t understand what is wrong with what I am doing why is he angry?I locked myself in my room all day, I didn’t even eat lunch cuz I don’t feel like eating…I just think and cry inside my room the whole day until I don't realize that I fell asleep and I woke up at 7 am in the morning, but I didn't move a muscle in my bed I just choose to close my eyes again and go backI don't feel like going in now.Peace is what I want right now I don't want to think about Tagan first butMy phone rings at the side table, I reach for it and look at the caller it’s Venus.
"Well miss Amora we still have one week preparation for the contest so don't panic ok" Miss Kristy trying to cheer me cou'z just now I felt nervous when I agreed to what Dean wanted.I remember I’m not used to many people’s attentions; how will I coop up with this contest?We are now in the dance club room to teach us what to do in the contest and what we should know about the core of the contest.I'm the only one here without Tagan so I'm also a little nervous because he might get angry if he sees me here, but I still prepare a Japanese cheese cake for him.I still want to give him treats."Stand up miss amora I'll teach you how to walk with his heels" coach Milan raised 6 inches heels in front of me.I'm not used to heels that are that high "coach is there nothing lowe
"Brother, do you think I can do it?" I ask my brother while were talking through skype in the middle of the night."Of course, Yash you can do that, your beautiful and smart I'm sure you'll win that contest." Kuya is trying to cheer me up through his tone."Ahm brother I have something I want to share" I held the throw pillow next to me and pinched it so I wouldn't be nervous about what I would say to brother.“What is it? Tell me.” He said.“Ahm…. I have…”“You have what?”“ilikeacertainboyinschool” I said quickly. I’m so nervous right now because my older brother might get angry.&nbs
The next day I went to the Dance room early to practice, I wanted our performance to be good so that Tagan could impress me.I want to show him that I have a voice.When I went inside there was no one so I happily went inside and sat on one side, I also took a guitar here and I tried to play it.I know this somehow because I always sing when I was in elementary and older brother Drake taught me some of the chord of the guitar.I’m enjoying playing the guitar when the door suddenly opened so I immediately stood up and hid the guitar behind me.It’s Tagan
"Ok guys please retouch Celine's make up" coach ordered the make-up artists here on the back stage.Now it’s the Contest and I’m totally nervous right now.Extremely nervous"Miss kristy I'm nervous" I whisper to miss kristy while I hold her left hands."Don't be Celine you're beautiful and smart plus your talent will be good later so don't be nervous" she's trying to cheer me up and I can say it helps me a little."Celine !!!" I turned around when I heard Venus' voice, she came near me and handed me mineral water."Stay dehydrated" she said like she's endorsing the
I didn't wait for the whole event to end because I had to go home early because I also didn't want to show up to Tagan today.I was too confident to win but it turns out I lose the contest and the chance for Tagan.I locked myself in my room and didn’t eat Dinner.I was busy crying at my bed, when there was a knock on my door, I immediately wiped away my tears to open it.I wear a sunglasses so I can't see my eyes, I opened the door of my room a little and saw mommy standing outside.She smile when she saw my face with a sunglass in the middle of
20 YEARS AGO "Ma don ako oh !!!" A little girl keeps on pocking her ma’am skirt as she pointed the glass door to the garden. "Just come back right away Kalila ah" Her mother hesitated said and let go of her hands. The little girl run to the glass door but immediately stop I she heard something. “Hmm..hmmm… ohhohh…” a lovely harmonic voice where surrounding the whole wide garden of Salazar back yard that is what she heard. As a handsome little boy hum certain music. The little boy didn’t know that underneath the glass door through the garden, the little girl standing and watching him silently. Cute little smiles were puzzled in her lips, as she admires the voice that coming from the handsome little boy. The little girl decided to step out of the door, she silently went near him and accidently step on a small tree branch that made a loud sounds that stop the little boy from humming. The little girl’s whole body feels nervous as their eyes met.She made an awkward smile at him an
Fayre’s point of view “Are you ready to your wedding day tomorrow?” I face my assistant, as she greeted me with that while I’m busy on my phone.I can’t help but to smile at her and nod… finally my dream is coming true…I’m gonna marry Tove, just like what I’ve dreamed off when I was a child. Thanks to my wonderful plan everything is settled…“What are you doing to yourself! Why are you doing this!!!" here comes my dad again nagging like it’s his own favorite hobbies.I rolled my eyes and just walk pass through him and went straight ahead to my room.“Hey Fayre I’m not done talking to you !!!” he followed me to my room, so I just sat on my bed and raised an eyebrow at him.“What ?! I didn’t do anything old man !! ”“WHAT DID YOU DO THEN WHAT IS THIS? FAYRE FUCKING GROW UP !!! ” he showed me his phone with my picture kissing another co-model.I automatically smirk and lick my lips while looking at it. “What’s the problem with that? I’m already 28 dad I can do boyfriends”"Yeah, I know
Coco's point of view"Do you want to kill your son Kalila !!!" Aunt and her but Kalila remained stunned.Since we went home here in the Philippines, she became so sad and silent but she never forgot about her baby’s health she still eats a lot and drinks what she should drink."Auntie, let's let her go first, maybe she's just awake" I said and let Kalila go back to her room.I was the one who put away the broken plate. "I don't know what I'm going to do with that boy. He doesn't talk well with us anymore. His dad. Tell us what really happened when you went to Europe Coline.""Auntie, maybe it's better that we just let Kali go, she'll be ok too, I know that…" I said and tried to avoid her question.What they know aunt is that Kali and Tove broke up because they like the two of them and they don’t love each other anymore but they don’t really know what really happen in Europe Kalila choose to hide it to them and clean that Bastards name…I went up to his room and found him snoring and s
Coco’s point of view“Yes? Who are you? ” I saw how Kali stiffed when Tove asked her that, I feel how her heart stop beating after that. It was as if I could feel the longing on his face. I can’t help but to cover my mouth and control my tears while watching them. ***Kalila’s point of vew“It’s m-me K-Kalila” I said and tried to reach for his hands but he quickly react and move away from me making me gasp from his actions. “Sorry but I don’t remember someone named like you sorry” he respectfully apologies like he really means it. Which really breaks my heart, why it all seems so real, why it seems so real that he doesn’t know me. Why do I feel his blank stare at me? Those eyes they use to look at me like I’m the only person in the world but now I don’t see anything….I held back my warning tears as I watched him closely. “Tove can we stop this joke anymore, I what to talk to you about a serious thing” I tried to chuckle a little for him to understand that I’m not playing with
Kalila’s point of viewFrom CocoThis is this contact Kali try it if it works 08*-***I felt very nervous to see those numbers.I took a deep breath before typing the number in my phone, after that I tried to call it and it rings…Every ringing of the ring is also accompanied by the fast beating of my heart, "Please" I whisper, I hope it's you Love please…"Hello?" I stiffened and trembled to hard after hearing those voices again after a long time, as if he wanted to cry immediately when he heard his voice.I badly know that it’s him.“H-hello” i can’t even utter a proper word right now.“Yes? Who’s this? ” he gently asks in the other line."L-love""What did you say?"You can do it Kali… “Love it’s me Kalila” I said weakly, I felt my babies kicking my stomach, maybe they also heard their father's voice so they get excited too.“Kalila”“Ye----““Sorry I don’t know you maybe you got the wrong number sorry”“Wait! Don’t hang up… Tove I’m Kalila, Orabelle love it’s me” Tears started to
"KALILA DON'T RUN !!!" I didn’t bother to listen to Coco, because the only thing on my mind right now is that I found her and I know where she is.I need to talk to him.I quickly made my way to my room, I grab my phone and laptop immediately. I searched for information about him.There was a lot of information about Fayre but when it came to Tove, only revealing to the public was there.I looked for sources they could contact…Even though my eyes are dimming because of my tears, I still try to find a way to talk to him.“Kali calm down” I heard Coco opens the door but I agnored what she said and continue finding.I can do this, I need to talk to him…"Kali hey calm down don't stress your self can be with Bab -----"“HOW CAN I CALM DOWN COCO I ALREADY FIND HIM!!!! HOW CAN I CALM IF I KNOW WHERE SHE IS AND SHE WILL GET MARRIED NEXT MONTH !!!! ” I suddenly burst out and cried harder in front of her.He approached me and held out my trembling hands.She held it so gentle and full of comf
Kalila's point of view “I can see no complication on your pregnancy Miss Flores; you babies are in good health” “Babies doc?” did I hear him right? “Yes, apparently you’re having twins Miss Flore, look at that” she pointed a small feature on the screen of the monitor while moving the machine in my tummy. "Did you see that he's not alone, there's another heart beat there. I guess you another baby is a little bit shy to show up" the doctor couldn't help but smile while looking at the monitor like me. I want to feel happy with all my heart knowing that I’m having twins but there’s a pain in my chest that keeps knocking every time I’m here. Because I’m found with loneliness, I’m facing my pregnancy months without the man I love and the father of my children. “Aren’t you happy Miss Flores you are blessed with twins?” I smiled and “I’m super happy doc” and I felt small tears running in my cheeks. “that’s great I hope you would maintain your good health until you give birth to the twi
Kalila’s point of view“Do everything just to find him there, I’ll pay even though how much it takes just fucking please find Tove !!!!” I shouted my lungs out because of irritation and stress. It’s been one month of finding find until now there is no lead of him… “I’ll do my very best to find him ma’am” “You better do !!!” I hang up that fucking detective call and throw up to sit in my swivel chair. “Kali can you please don’t stress yourself!” Coco said in front of me while peeling an apple for me."Yeah, Ghurl I want what happened last month to happen again shit you almost!!!" Bannie, raising his eyebrow as he said that. “That’s right we don’t know what will happen next if you continue this state Kali, this might put you and your Baby in danger!” I was caught in the act when Coco said that. I feel guilty of being stress because I know that it would affect this precious thing inside of me. Last month was like a terror to me but thank god he guided me and gives me this kind of b
"WHAT?" Celine suddenly react and all of us are staring at her. "Babe?" I ask and held her shoulder. She looks so shock right now. “Ahm..i you don’t mind may we excuse our self? Ai take care of Nyla for a minute ”My wife stated and quickly grabs me out of the room. When we came out of the don, he pulled me a little farther before stopping and addressing me, "What's the problem Babe?" I ask. “Did I hear it right Babe? She’s Tove’s Girlfriend? ” I can't believe this question. “She said that she’s Tove’s girl,” I said even though I’m not sure too. Well, I have the perspective that Tove is with someone, but he didn’t bother to tell us. Maybe he won't want to share it cause he thinks that it’s his own business handle so I didn’t bother to ask. I know that he was seeing someone before but he didn't introduce it to Aiden and me. “Do you think it’s true?” My wife asks again, I frown my brow cause I don’t really get what she’s up to. "I think so, she said it right" “No babe! I know w