FORREST
What the fuck?
I COULDN’T understand why she loved watching a movie so dreary. The plot was cliché. It was about a woman with a colorful sense of fashion who fell in love with a guy that she met before she knew he was the CEO of the company where she worked. I could appreciate reading than watching it because the acting was awful. I gave credit to the girl, though. Besides having real tits, her eyes were striking blue, but man, the guy was a fucker.
I tried hard to be an average person, sitting beside Megan, but I couldn’t just laugh with her. It was her who I was amused with.
I held a groan most of the time—her excitement caused me a little discomfort—knowing that it was her hand touching my thigh and gripping my arm as she thought it was the exciting moment in the movie, and my little fucker was partying in his cage. Great! My inner goodness had been tested quite a lot lately.
When the main characters shared their passionate kiss--the intimate scene rolled. Fucktastic! I averted my attention like a virgin.
My dumb brain, stupid heart, and even my pesty cock were ecstatic at the thought that Megan and I were in that movie. It was annoying and stupid! What have I gotten myself into?
She bumped her arm against mine when the credits rolled, grinning, eyes sparkled mischievously. “I know you didn’t enjoy the movie.”
I shrugged. “It was okay.”
“Why didn’t you tell me to watch another movie instead?”
“It was your choice, and it was really okay with me.”
She gripped my arm and smiled. “Most men argued about what to watch. They thought rom-com is absurd and the ending is unrealistic.” Well, they’re right, but I don’t want to spoil your moments.
“Then you should know by now that I am not one of most men. Most action movies are unrealistic as well. Imagine punching ten villains’ sidekicks, escaping from the raining bullets, jumping from one rooftop to another, never getting a sprain, and the hero remained unscathed other than a small cut on his forehead at the end of the movie.”
She laughed. “Thanks for coming over, Forrest. I really appreciate your company.”
“Don’t get used to it.” Fuck! Did I just say that out loud?
“Of course, I should be.” She laughed even more and widened her eyes. “We’re friends now, right?”
I stared at her, and she was beautiful. She always took my breath away. Her petite nose was perfect for her small face. Her ruby lips were spread into a smile, and she had a cleft chin that added to the features I liked in her. For more than a year, she never changed her hairstyle, other than curling it or changing hair colors, but she still looked beautiful in my eyes even she was at her lows.
Her pupils suddenly reacted, and the satiny looked lips parted. I realized I’d been checking her out.
We were alone in her apartment. Our faces were merely a few inches apart. Her hot breath was fanning my face, promising me a delicious taste of her succulent lips, and I could feel the adrenaline coursing through my veins, hear the thundering of my heart, and my skin crawling in anticipation.
Still burning with desire, I stood up and took a deep breath. My nerves were still buzzing. “I should go. It’s late.”
“Do I get to see you again?”
I looked down at her again then grabbed my jacket. “It’s a small world, Megan. You know where to find me. So, Yes.”
“Let me walk you out.”
“Don’t you girls usually meet every weekend?” I asked nonchalantly as she led the way to her door.
“They’re all busy. We still meet, though, but not like before.”
When I reached the door, I faced her. “Would you mind me asking how did you get the nosebleed?”
She looked away. And my guilt cut in deep. I didn’t know why I had to open my fucking mouth. What I did was stupid, and I ended up hurting her when my only intention was to keep her away from that knucklehead.
“Megan, I am not a good friend, not even close, and I can’t promise to protect you because I can’t even protect myself, but I hate to see women being hurt, especially when I was there and couldn’t do anything.”
“Is that why you never dated because you don’t have the gut to rip the band-aid off and tell them that you wanna walk out of the relationship?”
My eyebrows met. “What made you think I don’t date?”
She leaned against the doorjamb and crossed her arms over her chest. “First, I never saw you with any women, and the boys never noticed you with anyone. Either you kept your women in your lair, or you don’t date. With this look, I am sure you’re not a virgin anymore. So, either you have a secret girlfriend, or you’re itchy about commitment. That makes the two of us, yay!” She pinched my arm playfully.
My frown deepened. “You guys talked about me?”
She grinned instead of feeling guilty. “Well, duh. Of course. We thought you’re hot and sexy even though you brood most of the time.”
“I prefer to keep my personal life private.”
Her eyebrow lifted. “Why do I feel that you are a secret billionaire?”
I snorted. “Do I look like a billionaire? If I am, I won’t be working in the nightclub. I probably own one.”
“Maybe, keeping a low profile. Or you could be a long-lost son of a billionaire who wants nothing to do with his wealth, or maybe you helped a rich spinster. When she died, she left her billions to you.”
I wished I could tell her who I was, but did it matter? “I hate to break it to you, Megan, but I am not.”
“Don’t you have any day job?”
“No.”
“You’re actually an interesting person, Forrest. You’re mysterious, yet I can feel that I can trust you. And you’re the only person who never hit on me.” Oh, you definitely get that idea wrong, love.
“Don’t trust me too much. You might end up disappointed.”
She burst into laughter. “Oh, you’re maybe a man of a few words, but I know you’re a good guy. You said it yourself that you hate women get hurt.”
“Goodnight, Megan.”
***
At my loft, I was staring at the plain ceiling for a good hour, watching the car light streaked through the opened window. I chose to go home to the shop than to my apartment. I didn’t know why. Perhaps, I was expecting to have breakfast at the diner again? With Megan. Jesus, I had it bad.
The image of her parted lips had my skin burning hot. Those innocent touches while we were watching a movie, her rich voice when she laughed, her curves, and her breasts as I pulled her into my arms when she almost got into an accident. How could I get rid of those images in my head?
I realized it wasn’t so hard to get closer to her if I’d done something before. Now I got it why she’d been acting differently lately; she just lost her job, was almost violated by her ex-boss, and was harassed by that asshole. I wished she knew me and I wouldn’t have any problem helping her.
I groaned in irritation--everything kept me awake. I rubbed my tired eyes. Despite being drained, my brain was spinning a million times.
Frustrated, I sat on the edge of the bed and clenched my teeth to shut my mind off. This supercharged fucking sexual frustration with Megan was messing up my brain. She’s their friend, for fuck’s sake.
My fixation over her had to end now.
An hour later, I was sweating like a pig after jumping on the rope and punching a bag—my body gave up and couldn’t take it anymore. After hitting the shower, I finally felt sleepy.
***
The crowd was going crazy tonight, which I liked this evening. I still felt agitated and unable to articulate my thoughts, though. I mixed the drinks wrongly twice, and I almost dropped the bottle of whiskey on my hand when Dice gripped my shoulder, asking for my help to prepare orders. My mind kept coming back to my plan and Megan. I ignored Dice, shooting me a curious look. Then, I noticed Kyland walking toward us.
“Wood, go to the VIP for a while. I’ll take your place. Jim cut his finger.” Kyland immediately got inside the bar and took orders before I could refuse. I didn’t know why he was even out here tonight.
“Where?”
“Hughes.” The VIP had three lounges named after Hughes, Williams, and Rexwell.
I nodded and got out. I passed by the crowd toward the iron-wrought stairs that lead to the VIP.
The room was dimmer than the main bar, with a long C-shaped black leather sofa, a black glass table, and two sofa lounges. The minibar had four stools and a glossy deep red wooden counter, filled with expensive and vintage drinks according to their preferences.
“Wood,” Pyke called, who was leaning on the iron railing. The music was blaring inside since the glass window that served as privacy was slid open.
“Can I get you a drink?” I asked and remained professional even we were friends.
My eyes widened and glued on the crowded dance floor. I cursed silently as a twinge of jealousy speared my chest.
“Take care of her, Wood. She’s not what you think she is if you get to know her.” His warning was almost a whisper that I would have thought he was talking to himself if he didn’t mention my name.
“I’m serious,” he added.
“What are you talking about?” I asked as I watched Megan dancing with a slim guy. With my six foot and three and a half inches in height, I could still see his hands on her hips as their body pressed together. My blood boiled in my veins to how they enjoyed and lost to the music.
“Did you sleep with her?”
“I don’t think it’s any of your business, but I will answer your question no matter how ridiculous it sounds. No.” I rushed out of my words because the last thing I wanted was to let him suspect how I was affected by his words.
I knew I shouldn’t have been silently lusting over his wife’s best friend for years, but I couldn’t just let it go. I couldn’t resist. If I could, I’d done the first time I laid eyes on her. Sometimes, I questioned my feeling if this was just lust or went beyond what I had not even realized.
“Good to know.”
“Good to know what?” I continued watching Megan and that asshole dancing as if they owned the dance floor. Damn it! This was torture.
“Now I know why no woman gets your attention because you, Wood, my friend, is apparently in deep trouble with our Meg.” Pyke laughed boisterously, patting my back in amusement.
My head snapped to Pyke, who was still laughing at me. “I think you’re insane, Hughes.”
“Am I now? I’m gonna jump over here if I am lying, man. Wanna bet?”
Guilty, I broke my gaze from Pyke and searched for Kyland instead. When he saw me, I gestured that I needed a break. Kyland nodded his head in agreement. I left Pyke without a word and exited the narrow hallway to a small exit door leading to the rooftop.
I remembered months ago when Megan told me that smoking was not good for my health. I inhaled the air and closed my eyes while fishing out the pack of cigarettes in my pocket.
I lit a stick and inhaled the smoke deeply into my lungs to fasten the effect. I badly needed to calm my nerves.
I wondered how did Pyke figure out? I had not told a soul.
The iron door squeaked open, making me freeze in my place.
“You’re not used to be following advice, are you?”
“I still remember the last time you told me.”
“And?”
“You seemed to enjoy dancing with your little date.”
She chuckled. “Did I sense jealousy?”
“Certainly not. As long as I won’t see you getting hurt again.”
“Yeah, that’s what I thought.” Her voice came out a little low. She sounded disappointed.
“He must be waiting for you already. You should go down. It’s not safe for you to be here.”
“I really don’t believe you are this dumb, Forrest.”
“Well, sorry to break it to you, but I am.”
“That’s not true.”
“It seems that you’re okay now.” I shrugged and turned to face her. “I think I’m done with playing guilty.” For a moment, her beauty distracted me. She was gorgeous. Her hair had the same style, but I didn’t think I would get bored looking at it.
Her lips pressed in a frown before she spoke. “He’s not my date—”
“You don’t have to explain. I’m glad you’re enjoying your night,” I said as I walked toward the door.
Before I could reach the exit, she extended her hand to block me, making me stop, and gasped at the sudden touch of her palm on my abdomen. Her scorching touch seeped through my skin like liquid gold.
A shudder wracked me. I cursed under my breath. “Damn it, Megan. Don’t do that again!”
“Tell you what, Forrest. I let this go even I’m a little embarrassed if you answer me the truth.”
I couldn’t say a word. My mind played something worse. All I could think was how good her hand felt on my skin as she let it slowly, painfully, torturously caress the path down below my abs. And it completely conflicted with the sensations of pain and pleasure sending straight to my cock.
“Does my touch affect you like your mind forms naughty thoughts about me? Or does this make you cringe, Forrest? Tell me.”
My breathing came out deep and shaky as I turned my head to warn her. “You’re drunk.”
“Am I?” She arched a brow as if challenging me.
I looked at her glinty eyes, and she never broke the gaze. I was worried that an ounce of self-control I had left would fail me.
“Do you like rough, kinky, or vanilla? Or do you prefer long foreplay until a woman begs you to fuck her so hard?” As her hand traveled lower to the band of my jeans, I almost panted in anticipation, and I could hardly stand the way she was teasing me. Contrasting to a bit of decency left in my brain, my cock already thickened and jerked, and I was afraid she would go further down. She would definitely get the answer she was looking for.
She was testing me, and she got the memo that she already got under my skin.
I grabbed the back of Megan’s head, dove my fingers in her hair, and stared at her for a fraction of moments. Thinking of the pleasure of us kissing at the rooftop became unbearably painful.
Jesus Christ!
My heart went wild in anticipation that I could finally kiss her, but I knew her. She’d be ghosting me once she’d be sober in the morning.
I pressed my lips on her forehead, closed my eyes, and let her go. “Goodnight, Megan.”
MEGAN Crash and burn.That’s how I see my life today. HIS REJECTION did a number on me and had caused me physical pain. No one ever rejected me. In fact, men mostly wanted to stick their dick in me. That was a little bit harsh, but that was the exact truth. I mean, I never pushed myself to anyone just to get their attention, but my bravado did not affect Forrest. I admired his self-control, which pissed me off at the same time. And he kissed my forehead. He. Kissed. Me. On. My. Freaking. Forehead. Did I look like his freaking grandma? “Hey! Look at you. So fucking hot!” My gay classmate, Jonas, gushed as he dragged me toward the crowd. I was surprised to see him here, but I was kind of glad he came all by himself. “So do you. Are you single?” Adrenaline rushed through us as we danced to the new song. “Yup but not ready to mingle.” He placed his hands on my hips, and I raised mine in th
FORREST MEGAN INHALED sharply, and I just froze in shock right there, struggling with fuzzy thoughts. We stared at each other for like a fucking eternity. Then the realization just sucker-punched me in my gut—that day I bumped into her, she came for a job interview. I was the first to look away, still finding it hard to think of anything to say, and it was too late to turn back—she already saw me. She probably was the woman who answered my call yesterday. How the fuck didn’t I recognize her voice? Perhaps, I was used to her twang sexy accent while she sounded like a workaholic receptionist yesterday. A twinge of guilt clogged in my throat. I remembered how we ended up our call last night. I didn’t know what crawled up my ass, but she was right at one thing though I should stay away from her. I was terrible to her, and she was a distraction from my plan. She picked up the phone shakily. “Your 11 a.m is here.” Then she end
MEGAN MOM HAD been keeping her words, and by meant keeping her words even though she was not feeling well, she didn’t reach out to me. I had my suspicions that her headache yesterday was not the first time. When her patient rushed toward my desk and said Dr. Reed collapsed, I thought my world stopped, then quaked around me, and I lost control—I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t believe it as I was struck with fresh fear. There was no way I’d be losing another person I loved. I knew this would be my breaking point. I thought I might blackout when Mike did not shake me. I could feel the haze that alarmed me as I was about to have a flashback. I didn’t want to get through that again. I couldn’t because all I knew was it had been buried deep, so deep, for years. Mike helped me dial 911 as I tried to do a deep breathing exercise because I was started to hyperventilate in front of my mother, lying unconscious and pale as a ghost on the sofa. Regre
FORREST WHILE DR. REED was lying in bed with oxygen on her nose, she bounced her gaze between Megan and me before a knowing smile curved up her lips. “Mom, how are you feeling?” Megan rushed toward her mom and pulled her into a hug. Her voice was wrapped with worry. “I’m feeling better, Meggie.” I could feel the affection of a mother in her voice and the way she looked at her daughter. Dr. Reed rubbed Megan’s arms, smiling confidently at her. “What are you not telling me, mom? I may not be a doctor, but you won’t just collapse for nothing.” I cleared my throat. “Get well soon, Dr. Reed.” I looked at Megan. “Take your time. I’ll be waiting outside.” I left quickly and let them have some time alone. I wondered how was Megan’s relationship with her mom. They seemed close, yet she didn’t know anything about Dr. Reed’s health. For years she had been my therapist, and I’d known Megan for nearly two years now. I
FORREST “JESUS! YOU don’t know how to hold back, do you? And you’ve been a little too hard on yourself lately. Never. Ever.” I heaved an exhausted sigh. “Never a moment I think of you like that, Megan. You are one of those women I respect most. Believe it or not, that’s the truth. Your choice of not investing in a relationship doesn’t make you a...” I pursed my lips. Saying the word whore did a tiny stab in my chest. “You can’t be judged by your views, your opinion on sex. People make their own choices by the way how they see it right.” “Perhaps you wanna consider psychology?” she asked with sarcasm. “There’s nothing wrong with indulging with your wants, your desires, and your needs. You’re not a sex addict, and neither accepts money for sex. You’re just a grown-up woman who knows what she wants. I just hope you’re not using it to escape from reality. Sex can’t be your band-aid, Megan.” “Wow. You’re one to talk.” I would say sarcasm was
MEGAN I WOKE up in the daze of darkness, tucked under the soft comforter. It took a few moments for me to realize where I was. I used to keep on the lamp on my nightstand. Considering the masculine smell seemed so... familiar, I wasn’t definitely in my bed. I rubbed my eyes and let them adjust to the dark surrounding. I blindly flicked the lamp on the nightstand. The yellow light started to illuminate around. Holy shit! Freaked out, I sat up. The bedroom was sleek and simple in sophisticated gray and white color from the bed to the curtain and the sliding door to my left. Despite the plain colors, it didn’t silently cry out solitude. I dragged my feet out of the king-sized bed to the glossy wooden plank flooring. Out of curiosity, I tiptoed toward the door, sliding it wide. My mouth slacked open. It was a walked-in closet full of fancy tailored suits and shirts arranged in color. Shoes in leather and sneakers. Casual clothes, ja
MEGAN TENSION THICKENED between us, and it coiled up in my gut. I did a big gulp with wide eyes in shock. Oh, boy.Trouble, here I come. Lord Jesus, Forrest was only in a towel wrapped securely around his narrow hips. His presence had me utterly speechless—he was beautiful in every angle—beautiful than I ever imagined. My heart was racing wild. My skin grew hot with searing heat rushing up my neck to my face from embarrassment and his...well, he looked like a forbidden ripe fruit. The longer you look, the stronger the desire to want a bite. I opened my mouth to speak, and I had to close again, afraid I might say something wild and inappropriate that I should be keeping to myself. I’d had a fair share of men, but he was too perfect for me that made me sinfully melt inside. I was right after all—his body was covered with beautiful different filigree tattoos, occupying both ripped arms, his chest, and on his a
FORREST My world just turns fucking upside down. I HAD been holding these indescribable feelings since I left her sleeping in my room. For the first time, I broke my own rules for someone, and I felt something heavy had lifted out of my chest. I could see a million questions forming in her head, though. I knew one question would lead to another, and I wasn’t ready to hand her over my answers. I was grateful that somehow she understood me, and she didn’t press even though she was itching to ask. I just went with my gut to trust her, but it didn’t mean she had to know more than what she already saw. Not yet—not until I was successful with my plan. “Give that to me, Megan.” Damn, this woman was testing me. She just snatched the cigarette from my fingers. Thankfully, I was faster than her, and I had her in my grip before she could escape. “Don’t you wanna call your mom?” She faced me. “Oops! Sorry.” Instead of givin