MEGAN
MOM HAD been keeping her words, and by meant keeping her words even though she was not feeling well, she didn’t reach out to me.
I had my suspicions that her headache yesterday was not the first time. When her patient rushed toward my desk and said Dr. Reed collapsed, I thought my world stopped, then quaked around me, and I lost control—I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t believe it as I was struck with fresh fear. There was no way I’d be losing another person I loved. I knew this would be my breaking point.
I thought I might blackout when Mike did not shake me. I could feel the haze that alarmed me as I was about to have a flashback. I didn’t want to get through that again. I couldn’t because all I knew was it had been buried deep, so deep, for years.
Mike helped me dial 911 as I tried to do a deep breathing exercise because I was started to hyperventilate in front of my mother, lying unconscious and pale as a ghost on the sofa. Regre
FORREST WHILE DR. REED was lying in bed with oxygen on her nose, she bounced her gaze between Megan and me before a knowing smile curved up her lips. “Mom, how are you feeling?” Megan rushed toward her mom and pulled her into a hug. Her voice was wrapped with worry. “I’m feeling better, Meggie.” I could feel the affection of a mother in her voice and the way she looked at her daughter. Dr. Reed rubbed Megan’s arms, smiling confidently at her. “What are you not telling me, mom? I may not be a doctor, but you won’t just collapse for nothing.” I cleared my throat. “Get well soon, Dr. Reed.” I looked at Megan. “Take your time. I’ll be waiting outside.” I left quickly and let them have some time alone. I wondered how was Megan’s relationship with her mom. They seemed close, yet she didn’t know anything about Dr. Reed’s health. For years she had been my therapist, and I’d known Megan for nearly two years now. I
FORREST “JESUS! YOU don’t know how to hold back, do you? And you’ve been a little too hard on yourself lately. Never. Ever.” I heaved an exhausted sigh. “Never a moment I think of you like that, Megan. You are one of those women I respect most. Believe it or not, that’s the truth. Your choice of not investing in a relationship doesn’t make you a...” I pursed my lips. Saying the word whore did a tiny stab in my chest. “You can’t be judged by your views, your opinion on sex. People make their own choices by the way how they see it right.” “Perhaps you wanna consider psychology?” she asked with sarcasm. “There’s nothing wrong with indulging with your wants, your desires, and your needs. You’re not a sex addict, and neither accepts money for sex. You’re just a grown-up woman who knows what she wants. I just hope you’re not using it to escape from reality. Sex can’t be your band-aid, Megan.” “Wow. You’re one to talk.” I would say sarcasm was
MEGAN I WOKE up in the daze of darkness, tucked under the soft comforter. It took a few moments for me to realize where I was. I used to keep on the lamp on my nightstand. Considering the masculine smell seemed so... familiar, I wasn’t definitely in my bed. I rubbed my eyes and let them adjust to the dark surrounding. I blindly flicked the lamp on the nightstand. The yellow light started to illuminate around. Holy shit! Freaked out, I sat up. The bedroom was sleek and simple in sophisticated gray and white color from the bed to the curtain and the sliding door to my left. Despite the plain colors, it didn’t silently cry out solitude. I dragged my feet out of the king-sized bed to the glossy wooden plank flooring. Out of curiosity, I tiptoed toward the door, sliding it wide. My mouth slacked open. It was a walked-in closet full of fancy tailored suits and shirts arranged in color. Shoes in leather and sneakers. Casual clothes, ja
MEGAN TENSION THICKENED between us, and it coiled up in my gut. I did a big gulp with wide eyes in shock. Oh, boy.Trouble, here I come. Lord Jesus, Forrest was only in a towel wrapped securely around his narrow hips. His presence had me utterly speechless—he was beautiful in every angle—beautiful than I ever imagined. My heart was racing wild. My skin grew hot with searing heat rushing up my neck to my face from embarrassment and his...well, he looked like a forbidden ripe fruit. The longer you look, the stronger the desire to want a bite. I opened my mouth to speak, and I had to close again, afraid I might say something wild and inappropriate that I should be keeping to myself. I’d had a fair share of men, but he was too perfect for me that made me sinfully melt inside. I was right after all—his body was covered with beautiful different filigree tattoos, occupying both ripped arms, his chest, and on his a
FORREST My world just turns fucking upside down. I HAD been holding these indescribable feelings since I left her sleeping in my room. For the first time, I broke my own rules for someone, and I felt something heavy had lifted out of my chest. I could see a million questions forming in her head, though. I knew one question would lead to another, and I wasn’t ready to hand her over my answers. I was grateful that somehow she understood me, and she didn’t press even though she was itching to ask. I just went with my gut to trust her, but it didn’t mean she had to know more than what she already saw. Not yet—not until I was successful with my plan. “Give that to me, Megan.” Damn, this woman was testing me. She just snatched the cigarette from my fingers. Thankfully, I was faster than her, and I had her in my grip before she could escape. “Don’t you wanna call your mom?” She faced me. “Oops! Sorry.” Instead of givin
FORREST I GRUNTED throatily. “If I will break her heart, you will what? What are you gonna do?” I faced Xandry, who was grinning like a bumbling idiot. I actually admired him because he changed a lot, took responsibility for taking care of his kid, Sammer, and stopped manwhoring since he met Blaine. “Punch me? Let someone castrate my balls or cut my dick off and feed it to the dog? Go ahead and tell me. And I am not a goddamn pussy-whipped!” It was pointless, and I knew exactly what he wanted to say. “But you never denied that you’re not into her, are you?” I leaned against the wall and crossed my arms over my chest. My chest was heaving. “Would you believe me?” “Nope.” “Then you got my answer. Find someone to piss off tonight, Williams. I’m done with you and Hughes.” “Blaine would be glad to hear this. They will meet this weekend, and I can’t wait to tell her this wonderful news tonight. Pyke is probably calling Cam rig
MEGAN I SIGHED, a long, deliberate sigh, and paused a moment before I stepped into the King’s mansion. After my long talk with Mom in the morning, and she seemed okay, I received a call from Camila, inviting me to come over tonight. I missed them, but I understood why we couldn’t do it like we used to. “Meg!” Camila looked more stunning than ever in her white strappy dress. “I thought you’re drowned in wine with his come and magically turned into a vine in Italy.” I pulled her into a hug. “Touché. I missed your bad mouth, though.” She chuckled heartily. “Really? So how was your honeymoon? Did he always blow your mind that you thought you’re in a milky way and cuff you that you couldn’t even text me?” “Silly. B and Blaine are already waiting for you. Why am I not surprised anymore that you’re late?” Being early was not really my strong suit when meeting them, but they still loved me anyway. When it came to
MEGAN MY FACE burned with embarrassment. My friends were now giggling as if they got their answers effortlessly and knowing that my reaction said it all. Forrest walked in with the guys, carrying Kelly in his huge arms. He looked delicious and magnificent in a white shirt and navy blue pants. I was still rooted in place when my gaze locked with his, and I swore his scalding gaze buzzed right into my core, making my inner muscles clench.God, this man is just delicious. “Celebrating with us?” Pyke asked me, kissing Camila on the lips with eyes flashing with love and warmth. “Glad you could join us, Meg.” I could feel that there was something more in that statement. Now I felt like I was being set up. “Someone wants to run away, Pyke.” She giggled. “I’m not running away if you weren’t all ridiculous.” Guilty, I faced her. “Don’t mess with her. She has now Broody to defend her,” Pyke whispered, then gl