"Oh, i-serve mo 'to doon sa table number 5"
Tinanggap ko ang tray na binigay ng kasama ko at hinanap 'yong sinasabi niyang table. I found out that it was their table that's why they waved their hands on me. Napapatingin tuloy sa kanila yung ibang customers. My classmates were really embarrassing. Why do they have to wave their hands on me?! As if we just meet each other for years. Besides, we're in a freaking restaurant where I was working after classes. Tapos ganoon sila umasta, ewan ko nalang sa kanila.
"Ganyan nga, ayusin mo. You should place our orders properly so that your salary will get higher." Tinuro pa ni Fiona kung saan ko dapat ilagay ang mga pagkain nila. Kinakawawa talaga ako ng bruhang 'to!
"Demanding ka 'te?! As if you're going to pay for her salary, tsk. Umalis ka na nga lang, hindi ka naman kasama sa treat ni Pres," irap na sambit ni Roses.
"Tahimik nga kayo! Baka palabasin tayo ng manager nila dito. You guys couldn't stop fighting whenever you're together," singit naman ni Mau at nagsimula nang kumain.
I just shook my head and left them in their table. Sumama sila sa'kin pagkatapos naming maglinis sa room. It's not that far from the Academy and it's meters away from our house. Mabuti na nga lang at tinaggap ako rito eh. They even order foods here to have more customers. Kahit ganun ang ugali nila, I'm still proud of them for being my classmates.
Ever since the first year, kaklase ko na sila kaya kilalang kilala na namin ang isa't-isa. They're not like the other students that underestimates other because of their state of life. Kahit na mayayaman sila, mas pinipili parin nilang makisalamuha sa mga hindi kagaya nila. 'Yong iba kase, porket mayayaman high standards agad ang gusto nila. I don't even know why are they so picky in terms of having friends or classmates. Maybe because they don't want to ruin their reputation or whatsoever.
"One set of Eat All You Can meal"
Agad akong nag-angat ng tingin ng marinig ko ang boses na 'yun. His brows arched when he saw may reaction. Bakit ba siya nandito? Of all the restaurants near the Academy, he still preferred to eat here.
"Just wait in the table, sir. It'll be there in a minute." Sinulat ko ang sinabi niya at walang pasabing umalis para ibigay 'to sa kasama kong maghahanda ng mga pagkain.
If I could just swap with my co-servers to serve them but I couldn't. Break na nila at ako na lang ang natira dahil nga working student ako. I have to serve all of the customers here for two hours before going home. Kaasar. Bakit ba kase nandito Caseth?!
"Where's the dessert?" inis niyang tanong sa'kin.
Napakunot naman ang noo ko pagkatapos kong ilapag ang mga pagkain sa mesa nila."What?! You didn't say you want a dessert."
"Bingi ka ba?! Just give what your customer want, it's your job right?. Magbabayad naman ako eh," sabi niya pa at nagsimula nang kumain.
I pursed my lips and closed my fists, calming myself because customers were watching us. Napatingin naman ako kina Ziro at Hades pero agad rin silang nag-iwas ng tingin. If I could just punch him right here and right now, but I would be dead if I do that. Hindi lang ako mapapahiya sa mga tao, matatanggalan din ako ng trabaho.
It's okay, Shara. Hayaan mo nalang siya dahil customer mo siya ngayon. But if we meet outside, papatayin ko talaga siya. Pashnea!
It's already 7:00 when my work ended and unfortunately, he wasn't there anymore. Nagsiuwian na ang mga kaklase ko pati narin si Mau pagkatapos naming mag-usap saglit kanina. Nawala narin sa paningin ko ang letseng mokong na 'yon kaya hindi tuloy ako nakaganti. If would count the times that he bullied me, it was a hundred times, I guess? Hindi ko nga alam kung paano niya ako nakilala. I just woke up that he's always mad on me everytime we've met. Tapos kapag hindi ko siya napapansin, siya naman yung magpapapansin at itutulak ako, kunwari hindi niya ginawa. How stupid right?!
"Aish! May araw ka rin sa'king hayop ka. You always ruin my day." Sinipa ko yung bato na nakaharang sa daanan ko kaya nadapa ako. Argh. Ang tanga ko din naman pala.
"Why are you always so pathetic?!"
I heard his voice but I didn't bother to look at my back. Mahirap na, baka multo pala 'yon. Sa araw araw na naririnig ko ang boses niya, pati ngayong ako nalang mag-isa nandito rin siya?!
"Aray! Ang sakit!" daing ko ng maramdaman ang hapdi ng tuhod ko.
Someone grabbed my hand and carried me on the bench near the post."Ang lampa mo kase! Why won't you take care of yourself?! You act like an elementary student."
I couldn't speak right now. P-Paanong nandito siya?! I saw him left with his friends earlier. And why is he helping me?! We're enemies, right?
"Are you stalking me?! How come that you're here?!" tanong ko sa kanya.
He get something on his pocket and it was a band-aid."Asa ka! Feeler. My grandma told me to buy a flour and I think I was lost. Wala naman kase siyang sinabing lugar kung saan ako bibili."
Harina?! Aanhin naman ng lola niya ang harina? And he's wearing a cap and a mask, huh? Nagmumukha na siyang holdaper sa itsura niya ngayon. But wait, I think there was a store over the karinderya. I bet he saw it when he passed by.
"Wala ka bang nadaanan na ibang store? Didn't you saw the store near the karinderya that you passed by?" Dahan dahan akong tumayo nang matapos niyang ilagay ang band-aid sa tuhod ko.
He just rolled his eyes on me and walked first without waiting for me."Hindi naman ako tanga katulad mo para hindi 'yon makita. It was already closed and I'm tired to go to the mall."
"Ang sabihin mo, tamad ka lang. Ano namang silbi ng sasakyan kung hindi gagamitin 'di ba?! Ano 'yon, display lang?!" I whispered while walking slowly on his back. I don't even know if he heard what I've said.
He suddenly stop and turned around that made bumped on his chest. Darn it. Ang tigas naman, jusko! Pero infairness, he smells like bagong ligo.
"Ano? You want to smell me for the whole time? Sabihin mo lang, hindi ako uuwi," he said arrogantly that's why I pushed him a little.
Wait. A-Am I smell---Oh my gosh! Agad naman akong napalayo sa kanya nang mapagtanto ang ginawa ko kani-kanina lang. I rolled my eyes on him and walked away, leaving him. I know he's smirking right now and he would tease me later. Memorize ko na ata ang mga galawan niya eh.
"Sumama ka sa'kin kung gusto mong bumili ng harina. I think nagstock si Mama sa bakery namin. You can buy if you want."
I heard him smirked at my back that made me turn around and raise my eyebrow at him."Ang sabihin mo, gusto mo lang ulit akong maamoy kaya inaalok mo akong samahan ka sa bahay niyo. But if that's what you want, it's not a problem for me."
Dahil sa inis ko ay agad ko siyang sinapak kaya napadaing siya sa sakit. How could he say that to me?! I don't have any interest on him. Ang kapal naman ng bituka niya, hmp!
"Anak, akala ko hi---Oh, may kasama ka pala. Kaibigan mo ba siya, anak?" Lumapit ako kay Mama nang lumabas siya ng gate para halikan siya sa pisnge.
I immediately looked at him and stuck my tongue out."No, Ma. Nagpalaboy laboy lang 'yan dahil naghahanap ng harina. Maybe he would eat that for dinner."
I almost burst out of laughing when I saw his reaction. Hindi maipinta 'yong mukha niya dahil kitang kita ko 'yon. He didn't wear his mask and cap that's why he looks so handso---este angry pala.
"Aba! Ang sama mo talagang bata ka! Pasok sa loob!" tinuro ni Mama ang bahay namin sa loob kaya napakamot nalang ako sa ulo ko at pumasok."Halika, hijo. Ibibigay ko nalang sa'yo ang harinang kailangan mo. Hindi mo na kailangang magbayad," baling niya naman kay Caseth kaya hindi ako makapaniwalang napatingin kay Mama.
Wait, what?! Why is she so kind on him while she talks to me like I did something bad. Ako naman 'yong anak niya ah?! Why is it like she's on his side?! Hindi naman niya kilala si Caseth pero kung ituring niya, parang siya pa ang nas anak niya kaysa sa'kin. Unfair, amp.
"Chill, Shara! I'm not going to get your mother from you. Don't kill me with that stares." Nilagpasan niya ako at sumunod kay Mama papunta sa bakery namin.
Kinabukasan, nagmamadali akong magsuklay ng buhok ko dahil maglalakad pa ako papuntang Academy. After I bid goodbye, I immediately ran outside the gate since I'm wearing a P.E uniform. It's a mixture of red gray and white and has a logo at the right chest. I waved at my friends or should I say, my co-servers inside the Eat All You Can when I saw them. Palagi kase kaming nagkikita sa tuwing dadaan ako papuntang Academy.
Napaigtad ako ng may biglang bumusinang kotse sa gilid ko. I was coughing because of the smoke coming from its pipe. Bumaba ang bintana ng kotse pero hindi ko masyadong maaninag yung mukha niya dahil sa mga usok. Anong klaseng sasakyan ba 'to?! Ba't ang dami namang usok?!
"Look who's there. Ikaw pala 'yan, panget. How's your day?" Binaba niya ang shades niya kaya nakita ko ang walanghiya niyang pagmumukha.
"Ikaw na naman?! Kailan mo ba ako lulubayan, ha?! Look what you've done! I smell like a roasted barbeque right now! Kasalan mo 'to eh," inis kong singhal sa kanya. Nagdadabog akong pinagpagan ang uniform ko at inamoy ito.
Argh. I do really smell like one.
"Ops! I didn't saw your presence so I don't have to say sorry. Kasalanan mo, hindi ka kase tumabi kahit alam mo namang maraming sasakyan ang dumadaan dito." Tinaas baba niya pa ang kilay niya na ikinainis ko lang lalo.
"Baka kailangan mo ng perfume, Shara. Meron ako di---"
"No need. I'm not using perfumes. Ipainom mo nalang dyan sa kaibigan mong may sapak, baka sakaling makapag-isip na 'yan ng maayos," I cut Hades words and left without waiting for his word.
Pinaharurot niya pa ang SUV niya kaya nabugahan na naman ng usok ang uniform ko. Ah, talaga humanda ka sa'kin mamayang lestugas ka! If we're enemies, then I'll treat you as one. Just wait for my revenge.
"Ses! Bakit ang tagal mo? Malapit nang magbell oh," bungad sa'kin ni Kyle or should I call him Kyla. He's a gay.
"Lol! Ikaw nga ngayon pa nagpakita, saan ka ba galing?! You're so handsome today, Kyle," biro ko sa kanya. I know he would get mad because I called him like that.
Hinampas niya ako kaya muntik na akong mapasubsob sa sahig."Gaga ka! I said don't call me Kyle, it's Kyla. Kalorke ka ghorl!"
I just shook my head and sat on my chair. My classmates were almost complete since the flag ceremony will start any minute from now.
"Uy Shara! Are you excited to know who's your partner tomorrow?" Roses asked while walking towards my direction.
My brows furrowed, thinking about what she means."Ha? Anong partner? You said it's an Acquaintance Party so why do we have to know our partner?!"
It has been an important event every school year and was held during the first week of July. I'm not aware that we should participate on it by pair. Like, I've been joining that kind of event for years but it doesn't require partners. Loner nga lang ako last year kahit na may mga nag-aaya sa'king sumayaw. I'm not fond of socializing with others.
"Naku bess! Sabi ni maam kanina 'yon daw ang isa sa bagong rules bukas. The rest will be announced later after the flag ceremony," dagdag pa ni Mau kaya napabuntong hininga nalang ako.
Should I really participate on it? Alam ko naman kaseng lalaki at babae ang partners kaya parang naiilang ako. It's not that I'm sick of guys but it's just that I have a bad feelings on it. Parang hindi magiging maganda ang kalalabasan nito bukas.
"Hinihintay ka na ni Racer sa labas. Don't you have plan to come with him? Pinagihintay mo pa talaga yung tao."I immediately fixed my things before going out of our room. Kanina pa ako pinagmamadali ni Mau dahil kakain daw kami ni Racer sa cafeteria. I don't even know kung anong sadya niya pero baka importante kaya pumayag nalang ako. I saw him busy looking at his phone but when he saw me, he immediately put his phone away."Uy! Anong sadya mo? Why do you want to see me?" tanong ko agad nang makalapit siya sa'kin.He just shrugged his shoulders and waved his hands on the girls who were screaming his name."Wala lang. I just want to eat with you and have a little chitchat. Hindi ka naman siguro busy 'di ba?"Umiling naman ako sa tanong niya."Nah. Ang boring nga eh kase busy lahat ng teachers para bukas. Ikaw ba? You're a member of the SSG Councilors so you should be doing some things right now.""Yeah. I'm also the in charge in partnering of t
"Perfect! You look so gorgeous, Shara. Ang galing ko talaga mag-makeup."I look at my reflection in the mirror after she finished putting something on my face. Nanlaki ang mata ko nang makita ang sarili kong mukha. Anong klaseng orasyon ba ang ginawa niya at nagkaganito ang itsura ko?!"Jusme! Ako pa ba 'to?! My goodness Maureen, what did you do to me?" Hinawakan ko ang buong mukha ko pero pinalo niya ako dahil baka matanggal daw ang makeup ko.Like duh. Ang kapal kaya nang pagkakalagay niya. I even told her to apply a light makeup but she didn't listen to me. Bruha talaga!"Ayaw mo no'n?! Guys will approach you and will ask you to be their partner? Ganda mo kaya," sambit niya at inayos ang kulot kong buhok.I don't know what's with her and she even changed the style of my hair. According to her, it suits me well since I'm wearing a makeup and a gown. Bagay daw naman sa'kin kase maganda raw ako at babagay kahit anong istilo ng buh
"Owemji! Our Queen of the Night is here!"Napailing na lang ako sa sigaw ni Maureen nang makapasok ako sa room namin. Kagabi niya pa sinisigaw 'yan simula nang malaman nilang ako 'yong nanalo bilang 'Queen Of The Night'. I was even shocked after hearing the result last night. My mind was preoccupied to the point that I don't even talk until I got home. Duh. It was my first time 'no."Yow! Ganda mo talaga Shara, sa'kin ka na lang," sigaw pa ni Josh kaya inirapan ko siya.He even told me last time that I'm ugly."Gago! Si Fiona ang ayain mo tutal siya naman ang pinakamaganda dito sa section na'tin," I said as I sat on my chair."You're right that I'm beautiful, Shara. Pero hinding-hindi ako papatol sa Josh na 'yan. Hindi nga 'yan naliligo eh." Fiona flipped her hair and rolled her eyes."Akala mo naman maganda, mukha ka ngang paa," he answered back.I just let them quarrel and just focused on our lesson for t
"Hi Shara! Ano 'yang ginagawa mo?"Nag-angat ako ng tingin at nakita ko si Hades na nakatayo sa harap ko. Caseth and Ziro wasn't with him and I don't know why. Palagi naman kase silang magkasama at bihira lang na magkahiwalay. I don't even know what's with him."Ah, may pinabibili lang si maam sa'kin. Why?" tanong ko habang inaayos ang plastic na dadalhin ko kay maam."Wala naman. Pumunta lang talaga ako dito para tingnan kung okay ka lang ba," nakangiti niyang sagot kaya napatingin ako sa kanya.My brows furrowed while looking at him."Ha? Bakit naman ako hindi magiging okay? I'm not even sick, Hades."Sa totoo lang, hindi naman kase talaga kami close. We barely talk to each other even if he's a talkative guy. Ngayon lang siya nag-approach sa'kin ng ganito at tinanong niya pa talaga kung okay lang ba ako. Seriously?! Nakahithit ba siya ng katol?He was about to talk when Ziro suddenly arrived. Ngumiti siya sa'kin at m
"What is the full name of Jose Rizal?"His partner raised her hand."Jose Protacio y Mercado Realonda Rizal Alonzo."Agad kong tinakpan ang bibig ko para pigilang tumawa. Caseth looked at me with his frowned eyebrows and looked at the 2nd year representatives in the other side. Napailing na lang siya at bumalik sa pagre-review habang ako ay pinapanood pa rin ang mga batang magreview. They're so cute together."Damn it! Mali ka na naman. It's Jose Protacio Rizal Mercado y Alonzo Realonda," sagot naman ng partner niya.The girl just pouted and while listening to his explanation. They look good on that. Mukhang ilang beses na rin pinapractice ng partner niya and full name ni Jose Rizal pero nakakalimutan niya. Though, we still have 30 minutes to prepare before the contest will start."Hindi ka na nagre-review, ah? Did you already memorize the topics that will possibly come out later?" tanong niya habang nagbabasa pa rin sa tabi ko.
"Where are we going? It's Sunday so let's have a best friend's bonding."Patuloy pa rin sa pangungulit sa'kin si Maureen dahil nga kakatapos lang namin magsimba. Sumama kase siya sa'kin na magsimba na palagi rin naming ginagawa. It's like we're twin sisters because wherever I go, she's with me. Whatever I do, she'll accompany me too. Hindi naman magkadugtong ang atay naming dalawa pero parang gano'n na nga."I still have to buy some groceries para sa bahay, Mau. Si Papa kase nagta-trabaho na sa construction site tapos si Mama naman nagbabantay sa bakery namin. Since I don't have something to do, I'll help them na lang," sagot ko naman at pumasok sa kotse niya."Hmmm, okay. I help you, mahilig din naman ako mag-grocery eh. But promise me that we're going to have a bonding after all of it." Tiningnan niya ako ng nangungusap ang mga mata kaya hindi ako makatanggi."Fine. Alam ko namang ikaw ang magwawaldas ng pera kaya bahala ka."
"Anak, bilisan mo nga 'yang kilos mo. 'Wag mong paghintayin ang mga bisita mo."Agad akong lumabas galing sa kusina dala ang tinolang manok para ilagay sa mesa. Nagmamadali na kase si Mama dahil nagugutom na raw sila. Argh. They're making me a servant here!"Wait nga lang, ma. I just have two hands at hindi ako kasing-bilis ni Flash para magawa ang utos niyo nang madalian. If they're going to eat, then they should wait." Nilapag ko sa mesa ang dala kong sabaw at magsasalita pa sana nang makita kong pababa si Papa kaya agad akong tumakbo papuntang kusina.I know he would be mad at me if I treated our visitors in a rude way. Takot ko na lang kay Papa!"SHARA!""Opo, nand'yan na!" Inayos ko ang pagkakatakip ng pitcher na may laman na juice at bumalik kaagad do'n."Mga kaklase mo ba 'to, nak?" tanong ni Papa sa'kin habang pinaghahanda ko sila ng mga plato.I just shook my head and gave each one of them a glass."Si
"Ma, Pa, nakauwi na po ako."Nagmano ako sa kanila at nilapag ang bag ko sa sofa para kumuha ng tubig sa kusina. Kalahating araw pa lang kase nauubos ko na ang tubig ko sa tumbler kaya bumibili ako nature's spring. Knowing them, they always remind me to drink water every hour to prevent dehydration."Ang aga mo ata, anak. Akala ko ba ala sais ang off mo sa trabaho?" tanong ni Mama at sumulpot galing sa likuran ko."Maaga po kase akong pupunta sa school bukas, ma. We're going to have a field trip tomorrow without knowing where. Damay ang grades ko kaya hindi ako pwede tumanggi." Napabuntong hininga na lang ako at pinikit ang mata ko dahil sa pagod."Oh, ano pang hinihintay mo d'yan? Mag-impake ka na at tatapusin ko lang 'tong niluluto ko para makakain na tayo." Tinulak pa ako ni Mama palabas kaya wala akong nagawa kundi umakyat na lang.I removed my uniform and put it on the basket because I'm going to wash it right aftet the field
"Congratulations for passing the board exam in US biggest college University , Mr. Monteserio. You can start in Monday."I just gave the professor a small smile before getting the result of my exam. It was perfect. I know it. Pinaghandaan ko ang lahat ng 'to para makapag-aral ako sa US kahit first year ng college lang. I just want to grant her wish, to achieve my goals in life.Studying in US is my first ever dream. I planned to bring her when we graduated but I failed to do it. I sighed in frustration and packed all my things. Alam kong ngayon ibibigay ang resulta at kapag nakapasa ako, saka lamang ako aalis papuntang US. Matagal na akong atat na pumunta ro'n but I can't just leave my studies here. Actually, I graduated two months ago. Bilis 'no.Napaaga ang pag-take ko ng board exam para sigurado na. I will get a new condo when I got there and I make sure that she's just near with me."Sigurado ka nang ngayon na ang alis mo? Si mom and dad k
"How are you feeling? Do you need something? Baby, you can tell me."Lumabas saglit ang parents ko kasama ang doctor habang 'yong mga kaibigan ko ay napilitang umuwi dahil gabi na talaga. Except for Maureen who doesn't have plan on leaving me especially in my situation right now. I couldn't blame her because she's just worrying about me. Gusto ko rin namang nandito lang siya dahil baka kung anong mangyari sa'kin at sa huling pagkakataon ay makita ko man lang siya.I nodded at him slowly."I-I'm okay. M-Matulog... ka na. Kailangang.. m-mong magpahinga."Ever since I collapsed earlier, my body gets really weaker than ever. Like, I couldn't move my body that easier. I only control my hands but not that easier too."Baby, magpapagaling ka, ha? Ate Casyn will visit you tomorrow so you'll better not give up. She wants to talk to you too." Mahigpit niyang hinawakan ang kamay ko at hinalik-halikan ito.I gave him a small smile and nodded even th
"I just missed you that's why I decided to come here. Hindi mo naman sinabi ang lugar na pupuntahan niyo kaya naghanap na lang ako kung saan posible."The boys knew that they arrived earlier when we were gone to change our clothes. Hindi naman sana sila tumatanggap ng ibang guests but since Jelo is a nice guy and they are close to them, he didn't hesitate to let them enter. Nasa iisang hotel pa kami na tutulugan pero syempre, ibang rooms sila."What about that grocery thingy? Is that a lie? Ang sabi sa'kin ni Ate Casyn lumabas kayo ni Ashley para mag-grocery. What was that?" nakataas kilay kong tanong sa kanya.Sumimangot naman kaagad siya."That was true, she didn't lie. Bago ko siya sinamahang mag-grocery, naka-impake na ang mga gamit ko no'n. And when we get back to the house, I told them that I'm going to have my favor since I agreed to come with her. Don't be mad, baby. Hindi naman namin kayo iistorbohin.""Talaga lang, huh? Hindi pala?" N
"Handa na ba ang dadalhin natin? We have to go now. Ilang oras pa tayo sa byahe."Kanina pa kami minamadali ni Kyla dahil atat na siyang makarating sa resort na pupuntahan namin. They decided to have a bonding in a resort para daw maiba naman. Ang sabi pa nila, palagi raw nilang nakikita sa mga posts ni Caseth sa Instagram ang mga pictures naming magkasama na nililibot ang city. Though, we will stay in the resort for only one day.Bilang na lang ang oras na meron ako kaya kailangan kong sulitin 'to ng pantay sa kanila. Tomorrow will be the last day and I'm going to spend it with my parents. Si Caseth, hindi siya sumama dahil bonding time raw naming magkakaibigan 'to pero halata namang ayaw niya akong iwan. He couldn't do anything but to stay with his family. Balita ko kase next week pa sila aalis ulit."How long will it take to get there? Malayo ba ang resort na pinili mo, Jelo?" tanong sa kanya ni Roses.He scratched his head lightly."Uh... Not tha
"Good morning, sleepy head. Mataas na ang sikat ng araw, kailangan mo nang bumangon. C'mon, baby."I groaned when I felt him kissing my head endlessly. Hindi niya talaga ako tinigilan hanggang sa magising ako kaya napasimangot na lang ako at umupo sa kama. I heard him chuckled and then seconds after, he's already hugging me.Mas nauna niya pa akong ginising kaysa sa alarm clock ko. If I know that he'll wake me up, I shouldn't have set my alarm clock. He slept with me here in my room. Though, he wanted to sleep on the floor instead in the couch or beside me. Gusto niya raw kaseng bantayan ang lahat ng kilos ko para siguradong okay ako.He let his parents know about my situation and I didn't ask him what's their reaction. Alam kong naiinis sila sa'kin dahil dito matutulog si Caseth pero wala naman silang magagawa dahil desisyon niya 'yon. He's still mad at them, though."Hmmm. Inaantok pa ako eh. You can wait me in the couch, give me 5 minutes,"
"Anong sasabihin mo, Shara? And why you look so pale? Are you alright?"Ngumiti lang ako ng tipid kay Racer nang makarating kami sa gazebo kung saan walang tao. Whenever I'm going to talk with him or Caseth in school, I always prefer this place not just because it's my favorite spot but also away from everyone. I can have a private talk with him whatever I want to say."I won't take this too long, Racer. Hindi na ako babalik dito simula bukas. I'll stop my studies," diretso kong sagot sa kanya.Kumunot naman ang noo niya."H-Huh? Why? I thought your friends will manage your school fees? Ayaw mo na bang mag-aral dahil sa sakit mo? 'Yon ba ang sabi ng parents mo o ng doctor?"Alam niya pala na kaibigan ko ang gumagastos sa'kin dito. If I know, it was the talk of the town here. Mabilis pa sa kidlat na kumalat ang balita dahil sa mga estudyante na mukhang reporters sa media."Yes, it's because I'm sick. Racer... I-I'm dying... My life will o
"Is that the reason why you don't want to talk to me, huh? Who told you that, baby? Wala akong pakialam kung ayaw nila sa'yo basta para sa'kin ikaw lang ang mahal ko."After what he'd heard earlier, he dragged me away from the cafeteria right after I ate lunch. Nilapag niya sa pwesto ko ang tray niya at hindi man lang kinain para lang dalhin ako rito sa gazebo at kausapin. He's mad, not on me but because of what I've said."It's not about who told me, Caseth. I saw it. I went to the hospital the night before to went to see me," matapang kong sagot.Bakas naman ang gulat sa mukha niya nang sabihin ko 'yon."Y-You were there? Sinong kasama mo? B-Bakit hindi ko alam?""How could you know? Sekreto lang naman ang pagpasok namin ni Maureen do'n dahil wala kaming karapatan na umakyat. It was restricted and they won't accept visitors who were not on the list. Kasalanan ko bang nag-aalala lang ako dahil para na akong baliw kakaisip ko anong nangyari sa
"Shara, baby, please talk to me. Hindi ko na kayang iniiwasan mo'ko. I'm begging you, stop ignoring me."Wala si Mama at Papa dito sa bahay pagkauwi ko galing school at hindi ko rin alam kung saan sila nagpunta. Alam kong hindi sila lumabas para bumili ng groceries dahil sagot na ni Mau 'yon lahat kahapon. Our stocks and refrigerator were all full so I don't have any idea where did they go.And this guy beside me, asking for forgiveness after four days of ignoring me. Ever since I arrived from school, he suddenly came and brought foods for me but it won't kill my anger towards him. Hindi niya ako madadala sa mga sorry at pagbibigay niya ng pagkain.He lied. He freaking ignored me like what I'm doing right now. Magtiis siya dahil nakaya niya naman akong tiisin na hindi pansinin ng apat na araw. I should be the one to take revenge now. I'm not going to talk to him nor even glance at him.I don't care!"Baby, hindi ko talaga sinasady
"Bess, alam kong nag-aalala ka na pero hindi ka naman pwedeng pumunta. If there is a problem, maybe he's not telling you because he can handle it on his own. Alam mo namang ayaw niya na mag-alala ka."Nagpaiwan si Maureen pagkatapos ng bonding naming magkakaibigan. She wants to accompany me since I'm starting to overthink right now. Two whole days. Dalawang araw na siyang hindi nagpaparamdam kaya paanong hindi ako mag-aalala?!How could he resist not to even text me just once?!"Alam mong hindi gano'n 'yon, Mau. I only need one text or call from him but he couldn't even do that. Pinagmumukha niya kase akong tanga eh. Dalawang araw na akong hindi mapakali dahil sa mga nangyayari. I'm his freaking girlfriend. Of course, I have the right to know what's going on! Bakit? Dahil ba wala akong silbi? Pinapamukha niya ba sa'king wala akong kayang gawin?! Huh? Is that it?" I messed up my hair because of madness.Wala naman akong nakikitang mali kung sab