"Hinihintay ka na ni Racer sa labas. Don't you have plan to come with him? Pinagihintay mo pa talaga yung tao."
I immediately fixed my things before going out of our room. Kanina pa ako pinagmamadali ni Mau dahil kakain daw kami ni Racer sa cafeteria. I don't even know kung anong sadya niya pero baka importante kaya pumayag nalang ako. I saw him busy looking at his phone but when he saw me, he immediately put his phone away.
"Uy! Anong sadya mo? Why do you want to see me?" tanong ko agad nang makalapit siya sa'kin.
He just shrugged his shoulders and waved his hands on the girls who were screaming his name."Wala lang. I just want to eat with you and have a little chitchat. Hindi ka naman siguro busy 'di ba?"
Umiling naman ako sa tanong niya."Nah. Ang boring nga eh kase busy lahat ng teachers para bukas. Ikaw ba? You're a member of the SSG Councilors so you should be doing some things right now."
"Yeah. I'm also the in charge in partnering of the students. Bale, I'm going to put the names of the students in a box, by section siya at grade. Then I'm going to exchange the box to the other section and they will pick a paper to know who's their partner. Walang daya kase nakapiring sila kapag bubunot." Sinabayan niya ako sa paglalakad at tiningnan ang reaksyon ko.
Bumagsak naman ang balikat ko sa sinabi niya. I almost forgot about that partners thingy. Every grade has four sections, A, B, C, and D. The A has the students full of populars and I'm pretty sure that they would be our partner. I belong to the section B and since magkasunod sila sa alphabet, alam kong sila ang partner namin. Ugh. I don't like their attitudes pa naman!
"Pwede bang mandaya ako, Racer? Just for this time, please? Ako 'yong papiliin mo ng magiging partner ko," I pleaded him that made him shocked, still processing what I've said.
"Mandaya? Ah.. eh.. Sorry Shara pero hindi ko magagawa 'yun. There were watchers who were going to watch us for the whole time. Mahirap mandaya sa ganun." Napakamot naman siya sa batok niya nang sabihin niya 'yon.
I just pouted like a baby while we're walking in the hallway. Nauna siya sa'kin ng konti dahil kinakausap niya ang mga estudyanteng nakakasalamuha namin. He's friendly so he's already used to it. Nasa kalagitnaan ako ng pag-iisip ng may biglang nagtulak ng noo ko kaya napaatras ako. I was back on reality and there I saw Caseth with his friends. Don't tell me he's the one who did it!
"You look like a walking dead. Anong meron dyan sa itsura mo? Mukha kang natatae na ewan," he commented that made me throw him a deadly look.
Lord naman! Why do I have to see his face whenever I'm walking around?! Required ba talagang magkita kami oras oras?!
"Why are you always ruining my day?! Nakakainis ka na alam mo ba 'yun?" I hissed. Marami na nga akong iniisip dumadagdag pa siya.
Racer probably heard me yelling that's why he stopped talking to the guy. Tumabi siya sa'kin at nakipagtitigan kay Caseth and he did the same way. Seems like there was an electricity connecting to their eyes dahil sa sama ng tingin nila sa isa't-isa. I don't even know what are they doing.
"Hey, guys! Okay lang kayo?" I asked the both of them. Palipat-lipat lang ang tingin ko sa kanilang dalawa na hindi parin kumikibo.
"Dude, tara na. Just let the both of them. We have to do something," pilit na hinihila ni Ziro si Caseth pero hindi parin siya nagpatinag.
I turned my gaze on Racer and shake him a little."Uy! Tara na, hayaan mo na siya. I'm hungry na."
Finally, he looked at me and let out a sigh. Tiningnan niya muna saglit si Caseth bago ako inakbayan at umalis. I don't know why I felt a little bit uneasy that's why I stopped and turned around to see him. Nakatingin din pala siya sa'kin pero agad ding tumalikod ng may ibulong si Hades sa kanya. Seriously, what's with him?!
"You okay? Is he always bugging you? Sabihin mo lang, isusumbong ko siya kay President para mabigyan siya ng leksyon," sambit ni bigla kaya napalingon ako sa kanya.
Lumayo ako saglit sa kanya and gave him a convenient smile."Hindi 'wag na, sanay naman na ako dun. Besides, he doesn't hurt me physically so there's no need to worry. Wala rin namang mangyayari kase mataas ang posisyon niya dito."
Pagkatapos naming maglunch ni Racer ay nagpaalam agad siyang umalis dahil marami pa raw siyang gagawin. Of course I agreed because Mau just told me that our adviser assigned us to clean the whole ground together with the other sections. It's okay with me but seeing Caseth was never okay.
"Gosh! Why do we have to clean this gazebo?! It's a private school, right?! Saan naman napupunta yung binabayad nating tuition every month kung hindi rin naman pala sila naghire ng janitor?!" reklamo ni Fiona ng makababa kami sa ground.
"Oh eh bakit kami ang tinatanong mo?! Kami ba 'yong tumatanggap ng mga tuition?!" pambabara naman sa kanya ni Roses.
"Guys, listen to me." Tinaas ni President Jelo ang kamay niya tanda na dapat kaming makinig sa sasabihin niya."As what I've said earlier, we're going to clean the whole gazebo because it's our assigned place. Each one of us will going to do different tasks to make it easier and faster. I'm going to check the attendances and will give you perfect scores if you did it well." he added that made them gasped and nodded in an instant.
"Takte! Ayokong pagpawisan ang gwapo kong mukha. I think you guys should check my attendance even though I won't help you in cleaning the gazebo," singit naman ni Josh na akala mo kung sino, mukha namang kabayo. Chos!
Maureen nudged him and rolled her eyes."Ano ka sinuswerte?! Could you please get out of my sight if you don't want me to kick your ass."
Hinayaan ko nalang silang magbangayan doon at nagsimula nang magwalis ng mga tuyong dahon. Iniipon ko 'yon sa gitna habang sina Mau at Lorie ang naglalagay sa trashcan. I was confused when some of my classmates were screaming like nakalunok sila ng megaphone. Is there any artist or even a model here for them to shout that loud?! They don't even continue their tasks and kept on doing it. Jelo just shook his head and wrote something on the attendance sheet. He motioned me to continue cleaning and so I did. Ako lang naman kase ang dakilang mabait sa aming lahat kaya hindi rin ako nakichismis sa kanila.
"Acckk! Caseth sa'kin ka nalang"
"Hades please, can we go out for a date?"
"Wah! Ziro pansinin mo'ko"
Kaya pala ganun nalang ang saya nila dahil dumating na pala ang mga taga-section A. Good thing thet were blocking the way that's why he couldn't see me. Mas mabuti narin 'yon dahil makakapagfocus ako sa paglilinis. Bahala sila dyan, malaki naman ang points na makukuha ko kumpara sa kanila.
"Hi guys! Are you going to clean the quadrangle?"
I heard Jelo asked one of them but I didn't bother to look up to see them. Why would I? Is it that important?! Well, I bet it's not.
"Of course not! Bakit naman kami maglilinis dito eh high rank kami sa school na 'to. You guys belongs to the ordinary ones so it's your work. 'Wag niyo kaming idamay," rinig kong sagot ng isang babae na alam kong taga-section A. Based on how she talk, I already have a hint that she's one of them.
"Eh? Meganon? Sa pagkakaalam ko, estudyante rin naman kayo dito. Your ranks doesn't indicates the things you have to do as a student. Am I right?" pagsagot naman ni Fiona sa kanya. I think it would lead to a fight knowing that they're both warfreaks.
"What?! Are you demanding us to do the works that you losers supposed to do?! Paano kung ayaw namin, ha?! Anong magagawa niyo?" palaban naman na sabi ng isa.
Hindi na ako nakatiis kaya nag-angat ako ng tingin at saka lumapit sa kinaroroonan nila habang dala dala ang walis. My classmates immediately moved away to give me space before facing the ugly duckling. My brows arched while looking at her while she just rolled her eyes.
"Oh! Kunin mo," utos ko sa kanya.
Tiningnan niya naman ito saglit bago binalik ang tingin niya sa'kin."Ano 'yan?! What am I going to do with that thing?."
"Walis malamang, asa'n nang utak mo lumipad sa pluto?! Use it on yourself, baka sakaling malinis mo 'yang marumi mong ugali," mataray kong sambit at pinahawak 'yon sa kanya.
My classmates burst out of laughing that made her pissed. Mabait naman talaga ako, sinapian lang ng demonyo. Napunta ang tingin ko kay Caseth na nasa kabilang gilid kasama parin ang mga kaibigan niya. He was looking at me intently but I just rolled my eyes on him. Hindi niya man lang pinagsabihan 'tong mukhang palaka niyang kaklase. But I'm sure panig siya dito kase parehas naman silang lahat ng ugali eh.
"Weyt, you're a scholar right? Sa tingin mo ba ganyan dapat ang inaasta mo dito?" Lumapit sa'kin ang isa na namang kaklase nila and this time, mukha siyang alipunga.
"Bakit? What should I supposed to act?! Maging alalay niyo dito porket mayayaman kayo? Dream on!" umirap ako na ikinatawa niya.
"Exactly! May utak ka rin pala"
"Yeah. Ikaw din naman eh, kinalawang nga lang kase hindi mo naman ginagamit." Tumayo ako ng tuwid at saka matapang siyang hinarap."Look, I studied here to graduate and not to become a slave of yours. Kung gusto mong kumuha ng alalay, edi maghanap ka. If you want, you can wait na magsnow ang Philippines before it would happen." I added and turn my back on her.
It was already 2:00 o'clock in the afternoon when we finished cleaning the gazebo. Maureen decided to go to the mall since we don't have classes na naman. At first I disagreed because I still have to work in the restaurant. Mas mabuti nga na ngayon ako magsimula para maaga akong matapos pero ayaw niya. Knowing Mau, she easily gets mad whenever I'm not in favor of her decision. She even told me that she'll going to treat me but I didn't accept her offer. May pera naman ako at kaya kong bilhin ang gusto ko.
"I already told you, Shara. It's my treat for today so you don't have to spend your money."
Napailing nalang ako habang hila-hila niya ako papasok sa boutique."Nag-aaksaya ka lang ng pera, Mau. I don't need expensive things for tomorrow. Basta makapunta lang ako okay na, hindi naman pagandahan ang ipupunta ko. It's for my grades, you know that."
Kahit anong pigil ko sa kanya, hindi parin siya nagpatalo. She's my bestfriend, what should I expect? Her hobby is fashion and she knows everything on it. Wala akong nagawa kaya hinayaan ko nalang siya kung anong bilhin niya. She brought a silver tube gown with a pair of 5 inches silver sandals. She's not yet contented on it and even added an accessories for me. At dahil siya ang nag-insist na bumili lahat ay ako naman ang nagrepresentang magdala ng mga pinamili niya.
"Where's yours? Don't tell me you just brought these things for me?!" hindi makapaniwala kong sambit.
She just gave me a thumbs up and nodded."Yup. I have so many things like this a home and I know that wala kang masusuot bukas kaya binilhan nalang kita. No buts, it's your bestfriend's choice so just accept it."
"I don't even know how to put this things on. Alam mo namang wala akong alam sa mga 'yan." Tinaggap ko ang perfumes na binigay niya at pumunta kami sa counter para bayaran ang mga 'yon.
She just rolled her eyes on me."As if I won't help you, duh. Magpapaalam ako sa Mama at Papa mo mamaya na sa bahay ko nalang ikaw matulog. Besides, maids lang naman ang kasama ko dahil wala ang parents ko."
My eyes widened and looked at her."What?! Why do I have to sleep on your house?! Pwede namang pumunta nalang ako bukas ng umaga."
"Late na tayo kung ganoon. We still have to fix ourselves and it would took several hours. 'Wag ka na kaseng kumontra pa bess." Napailing lang siya at lumabas na kami ng mall pagkatapos naming mabili ang lahat.
Jusme! May mukha pa ba akong maihaharap bukas?!
"Perfect! You look so gorgeous, Shara. Ang galing ko talaga mag-makeup."I look at my reflection in the mirror after she finished putting something on my face. Nanlaki ang mata ko nang makita ang sarili kong mukha. Anong klaseng orasyon ba ang ginawa niya at nagkaganito ang itsura ko?!"Jusme! Ako pa ba 'to?! My goodness Maureen, what did you do to me?" Hinawakan ko ang buong mukha ko pero pinalo niya ako dahil baka matanggal daw ang makeup ko.Like duh. Ang kapal kaya nang pagkakalagay niya. I even told her to apply a light makeup but she didn't listen to me. Bruha talaga!"Ayaw mo no'n?! Guys will approach you and will ask you to be their partner? Ganda mo kaya," sambit niya at inayos ang kulot kong buhok.I don't know what's with her and she even changed the style of my hair. According to her, it suits me well since I'm wearing a makeup and a gown. Bagay daw naman sa'kin kase maganda raw ako at babagay kahit anong istilo ng buh
"Owemji! Our Queen of the Night is here!"Napailing na lang ako sa sigaw ni Maureen nang makapasok ako sa room namin. Kagabi niya pa sinisigaw 'yan simula nang malaman nilang ako 'yong nanalo bilang 'Queen Of The Night'. I was even shocked after hearing the result last night. My mind was preoccupied to the point that I don't even talk until I got home. Duh. It was my first time 'no."Yow! Ganda mo talaga Shara, sa'kin ka na lang," sigaw pa ni Josh kaya inirapan ko siya.He even told me last time that I'm ugly."Gago! Si Fiona ang ayain mo tutal siya naman ang pinakamaganda dito sa section na'tin," I said as I sat on my chair."You're right that I'm beautiful, Shara. Pero hinding-hindi ako papatol sa Josh na 'yan. Hindi nga 'yan naliligo eh." Fiona flipped her hair and rolled her eyes."Akala mo naman maganda, mukha ka ngang paa," he answered back.I just let them quarrel and just focused on our lesson for t
"Hi Shara! Ano 'yang ginagawa mo?"Nag-angat ako ng tingin at nakita ko si Hades na nakatayo sa harap ko. Caseth and Ziro wasn't with him and I don't know why. Palagi naman kase silang magkasama at bihira lang na magkahiwalay. I don't even know what's with him."Ah, may pinabibili lang si maam sa'kin. Why?" tanong ko habang inaayos ang plastic na dadalhin ko kay maam."Wala naman. Pumunta lang talaga ako dito para tingnan kung okay ka lang ba," nakangiti niyang sagot kaya napatingin ako sa kanya.My brows furrowed while looking at him."Ha? Bakit naman ako hindi magiging okay? I'm not even sick, Hades."Sa totoo lang, hindi naman kase talaga kami close. We barely talk to each other even if he's a talkative guy. Ngayon lang siya nag-approach sa'kin ng ganito at tinanong niya pa talaga kung okay lang ba ako. Seriously?! Nakahithit ba siya ng katol?He was about to talk when Ziro suddenly arrived. Ngumiti siya sa'kin at m
"What is the full name of Jose Rizal?"His partner raised her hand."Jose Protacio y Mercado Realonda Rizal Alonzo."Agad kong tinakpan ang bibig ko para pigilang tumawa. Caseth looked at me with his frowned eyebrows and looked at the 2nd year representatives in the other side. Napailing na lang siya at bumalik sa pagre-review habang ako ay pinapanood pa rin ang mga batang magreview. They're so cute together."Damn it! Mali ka na naman. It's Jose Protacio Rizal Mercado y Alonzo Realonda," sagot naman ng partner niya.The girl just pouted and while listening to his explanation. They look good on that. Mukhang ilang beses na rin pinapractice ng partner niya and full name ni Jose Rizal pero nakakalimutan niya. Though, we still have 30 minutes to prepare before the contest will start."Hindi ka na nagre-review, ah? Did you already memorize the topics that will possibly come out later?" tanong niya habang nagbabasa pa rin sa tabi ko.
"Where are we going? It's Sunday so let's have a best friend's bonding."Patuloy pa rin sa pangungulit sa'kin si Maureen dahil nga kakatapos lang namin magsimba. Sumama kase siya sa'kin na magsimba na palagi rin naming ginagawa. It's like we're twin sisters because wherever I go, she's with me. Whatever I do, she'll accompany me too. Hindi naman magkadugtong ang atay naming dalawa pero parang gano'n na nga."I still have to buy some groceries para sa bahay, Mau. Si Papa kase nagta-trabaho na sa construction site tapos si Mama naman nagbabantay sa bakery namin. Since I don't have something to do, I'll help them na lang," sagot ko naman at pumasok sa kotse niya."Hmmm, okay. I help you, mahilig din naman ako mag-grocery eh. But promise me that we're going to have a bonding after all of it." Tiningnan niya ako ng nangungusap ang mga mata kaya hindi ako makatanggi."Fine. Alam ko namang ikaw ang magwawaldas ng pera kaya bahala ka."
"Anak, bilisan mo nga 'yang kilos mo. 'Wag mong paghintayin ang mga bisita mo."Agad akong lumabas galing sa kusina dala ang tinolang manok para ilagay sa mesa. Nagmamadali na kase si Mama dahil nagugutom na raw sila. Argh. They're making me a servant here!"Wait nga lang, ma. I just have two hands at hindi ako kasing-bilis ni Flash para magawa ang utos niyo nang madalian. If they're going to eat, then they should wait." Nilapag ko sa mesa ang dala kong sabaw at magsasalita pa sana nang makita kong pababa si Papa kaya agad akong tumakbo papuntang kusina.I know he would be mad at me if I treated our visitors in a rude way. Takot ko na lang kay Papa!"SHARA!""Opo, nand'yan na!" Inayos ko ang pagkakatakip ng pitcher na may laman na juice at bumalik kaagad do'n."Mga kaklase mo ba 'to, nak?" tanong ni Papa sa'kin habang pinaghahanda ko sila ng mga plato.I just shook my head and gave each one of them a glass."Si
"Ma, Pa, nakauwi na po ako."Nagmano ako sa kanila at nilapag ang bag ko sa sofa para kumuha ng tubig sa kusina. Kalahating araw pa lang kase nauubos ko na ang tubig ko sa tumbler kaya bumibili ako nature's spring. Knowing them, they always remind me to drink water every hour to prevent dehydration."Ang aga mo ata, anak. Akala ko ba ala sais ang off mo sa trabaho?" tanong ni Mama at sumulpot galing sa likuran ko."Maaga po kase akong pupunta sa school bukas, ma. We're going to have a field trip tomorrow without knowing where. Damay ang grades ko kaya hindi ako pwede tumanggi." Napabuntong hininga na lang ako at pinikit ang mata ko dahil sa pagod."Oh, ano pang hinihintay mo d'yan? Mag-impake ka na at tatapusin ko lang 'tong niluluto ko para makakain na tayo." Tinulak pa ako ni Mama palabas kaya wala akong nagawa kundi umakyat na lang.I removed my uniform and put it on the basket because I'm going to wash it right aftet the field
"All the students, line up by section. I'm going to discuss about the instructions to make it all clear."Nagsitayuan kaming lahat nang pumito si coah Landiman at pumila sa respective sections namin. There were some gossips about our activities and all of them look so excited. Ako rin naman eh, it's my first time kaya."As what I've said earlier. We will be having some activities for two consecutive days. Every morning, we're going to fix ourselves to prepare for some outdoor activities like hiking, volleyball, pulling a rope, and so on. After lunch, we're going to have some contests like Ms. Q&A, cooking desserts or whatsoever, guessing game, and many more. In the evening, we're just going to do only one activity. It's finding a treasure and rules will be discussed later. So is everything settled already?" tanong ni coach kaya nagsitanguan kaming lahat."Yes, sir."Tumango si coach at pumalakpak."Good. Pwede niyo nang i-grupo ang sarili n
"Congratulations for passing the board exam in US biggest college University , Mr. Monteserio. You can start in Monday."I just gave the professor a small smile before getting the result of my exam. It was perfect. I know it. Pinaghandaan ko ang lahat ng 'to para makapag-aral ako sa US kahit first year ng college lang. I just want to grant her wish, to achieve my goals in life.Studying in US is my first ever dream. I planned to bring her when we graduated but I failed to do it. I sighed in frustration and packed all my things. Alam kong ngayon ibibigay ang resulta at kapag nakapasa ako, saka lamang ako aalis papuntang US. Matagal na akong atat na pumunta ro'n but I can't just leave my studies here. Actually, I graduated two months ago. Bilis 'no.Napaaga ang pag-take ko ng board exam para sigurado na. I will get a new condo when I got there and I make sure that she's just near with me."Sigurado ka nang ngayon na ang alis mo? Si mom and dad k
"How are you feeling? Do you need something? Baby, you can tell me."Lumabas saglit ang parents ko kasama ang doctor habang 'yong mga kaibigan ko ay napilitang umuwi dahil gabi na talaga. Except for Maureen who doesn't have plan on leaving me especially in my situation right now. I couldn't blame her because she's just worrying about me. Gusto ko rin namang nandito lang siya dahil baka kung anong mangyari sa'kin at sa huling pagkakataon ay makita ko man lang siya.I nodded at him slowly."I-I'm okay. M-Matulog... ka na. Kailangang.. m-mong magpahinga."Ever since I collapsed earlier, my body gets really weaker than ever. Like, I couldn't move my body that easier. I only control my hands but not that easier too."Baby, magpapagaling ka, ha? Ate Casyn will visit you tomorrow so you'll better not give up. She wants to talk to you too." Mahigpit niyang hinawakan ang kamay ko at hinalik-halikan ito.I gave him a small smile and nodded even th
"I just missed you that's why I decided to come here. Hindi mo naman sinabi ang lugar na pupuntahan niyo kaya naghanap na lang ako kung saan posible."The boys knew that they arrived earlier when we were gone to change our clothes. Hindi naman sana sila tumatanggap ng ibang guests but since Jelo is a nice guy and they are close to them, he didn't hesitate to let them enter. Nasa iisang hotel pa kami na tutulugan pero syempre, ibang rooms sila."What about that grocery thingy? Is that a lie? Ang sabi sa'kin ni Ate Casyn lumabas kayo ni Ashley para mag-grocery. What was that?" nakataas kilay kong tanong sa kanya.Sumimangot naman kaagad siya."That was true, she didn't lie. Bago ko siya sinamahang mag-grocery, naka-impake na ang mga gamit ko no'n. And when we get back to the house, I told them that I'm going to have my favor since I agreed to come with her. Don't be mad, baby. Hindi naman namin kayo iistorbohin.""Talaga lang, huh? Hindi pala?" N
"Handa na ba ang dadalhin natin? We have to go now. Ilang oras pa tayo sa byahe."Kanina pa kami minamadali ni Kyla dahil atat na siyang makarating sa resort na pupuntahan namin. They decided to have a bonding in a resort para daw maiba naman. Ang sabi pa nila, palagi raw nilang nakikita sa mga posts ni Caseth sa Instagram ang mga pictures naming magkasama na nililibot ang city. Though, we will stay in the resort for only one day.Bilang na lang ang oras na meron ako kaya kailangan kong sulitin 'to ng pantay sa kanila. Tomorrow will be the last day and I'm going to spend it with my parents. Si Caseth, hindi siya sumama dahil bonding time raw naming magkakaibigan 'to pero halata namang ayaw niya akong iwan. He couldn't do anything but to stay with his family. Balita ko kase next week pa sila aalis ulit."How long will it take to get there? Malayo ba ang resort na pinili mo, Jelo?" tanong sa kanya ni Roses.He scratched his head lightly."Uh... Not tha
"Good morning, sleepy head. Mataas na ang sikat ng araw, kailangan mo nang bumangon. C'mon, baby."I groaned when I felt him kissing my head endlessly. Hindi niya talaga ako tinigilan hanggang sa magising ako kaya napasimangot na lang ako at umupo sa kama. I heard him chuckled and then seconds after, he's already hugging me.Mas nauna niya pa akong ginising kaysa sa alarm clock ko. If I know that he'll wake me up, I shouldn't have set my alarm clock. He slept with me here in my room. Though, he wanted to sleep on the floor instead in the couch or beside me. Gusto niya raw kaseng bantayan ang lahat ng kilos ko para siguradong okay ako.He let his parents know about my situation and I didn't ask him what's their reaction. Alam kong naiinis sila sa'kin dahil dito matutulog si Caseth pero wala naman silang magagawa dahil desisyon niya 'yon. He's still mad at them, though."Hmmm. Inaantok pa ako eh. You can wait me in the couch, give me 5 minutes,"
"Anong sasabihin mo, Shara? And why you look so pale? Are you alright?"Ngumiti lang ako ng tipid kay Racer nang makarating kami sa gazebo kung saan walang tao. Whenever I'm going to talk with him or Caseth in school, I always prefer this place not just because it's my favorite spot but also away from everyone. I can have a private talk with him whatever I want to say."I won't take this too long, Racer. Hindi na ako babalik dito simula bukas. I'll stop my studies," diretso kong sagot sa kanya.Kumunot naman ang noo niya."H-Huh? Why? I thought your friends will manage your school fees? Ayaw mo na bang mag-aral dahil sa sakit mo? 'Yon ba ang sabi ng parents mo o ng doctor?"Alam niya pala na kaibigan ko ang gumagastos sa'kin dito. If I know, it was the talk of the town here. Mabilis pa sa kidlat na kumalat ang balita dahil sa mga estudyante na mukhang reporters sa media."Yes, it's because I'm sick. Racer... I-I'm dying... My life will o
"Is that the reason why you don't want to talk to me, huh? Who told you that, baby? Wala akong pakialam kung ayaw nila sa'yo basta para sa'kin ikaw lang ang mahal ko."After what he'd heard earlier, he dragged me away from the cafeteria right after I ate lunch. Nilapag niya sa pwesto ko ang tray niya at hindi man lang kinain para lang dalhin ako rito sa gazebo at kausapin. He's mad, not on me but because of what I've said."It's not about who told me, Caseth. I saw it. I went to the hospital the night before to went to see me," matapang kong sagot.Bakas naman ang gulat sa mukha niya nang sabihin ko 'yon."Y-You were there? Sinong kasama mo? B-Bakit hindi ko alam?""How could you know? Sekreto lang naman ang pagpasok namin ni Maureen do'n dahil wala kaming karapatan na umakyat. It was restricted and they won't accept visitors who were not on the list. Kasalanan ko bang nag-aalala lang ako dahil para na akong baliw kakaisip ko anong nangyari sa
"Shara, baby, please talk to me. Hindi ko na kayang iniiwasan mo'ko. I'm begging you, stop ignoring me."Wala si Mama at Papa dito sa bahay pagkauwi ko galing school at hindi ko rin alam kung saan sila nagpunta. Alam kong hindi sila lumabas para bumili ng groceries dahil sagot na ni Mau 'yon lahat kahapon. Our stocks and refrigerator were all full so I don't have any idea where did they go.And this guy beside me, asking for forgiveness after four days of ignoring me. Ever since I arrived from school, he suddenly came and brought foods for me but it won't kill my anger towards him. Hindi niya ako madadala sa mga sorry at pagbibigay niya ng pagkain.He lied. He freaking ignored me like what I'm doing right now. Magtiis siya dahil nakaya niya naman akong tiisin na hindi pansinin ng apat na araw. I should be the one to take revenge now. I'm not going to talk to him nor even glance at him.I don't care!"Baby, hindi ko talaga sinasady
"Bess, alam kong nag-aalala ka na pero hindi ka naman pwedeng pumunta. If there is a problem, maybe he's not telling you because he can handle it on his own. Alam mo namang ayaw niya na mag-alala ka."Nagpaiwan si Maureen pagkatapos ng bonding naming magkakaibigan. She wants to accompany me since I'm starting to overthink right now. Two whole days. Dalawang araw na siyang hindi nagpaparamdam kaya paanong hindi ako mag-aalala?!How could he resist not to even text me just once?!"Alam mong hindi gano'n 'yon, Mau. I only need one text or call from him but he couldn't even do that. Pinagmumukha niya kase akong tanga eh. Dalawang araw na akong hindi mapakali dahil sa mga nangyayari. I'm his freaking girlfriend. Of course, I have the right to know what's going on! Bakit? Dahil ba wala akong silbi? Pinapamukha niya ba sa'king wala akong kayang gawin?! Huh? Is that it?" I messed up my hair because of madness.Wala naman akong nakikitang mali kung sab