"Shara! Anong oras na oh, baka nagstart na ang basketball practice nila Ziro"
Maureen keeps on pulling my hand while I was busy writing an essay for our English subject. 'Yong ibang mga kaklase ko ay nagmamadali rin dahil baka mapuno na 'yong covered court at maubusan daw sila ng pwesto. I just shook my head, not planning to go with them. Why would I? Tataas ba ang grades ko kapag nanood ako sa basketball practice ng mokong na si Caseth. Well, when it comes to him, it's expected that almost all of the students in the Academy would watch him. Siya pa ba?!
"How many time do I have to tell you, Mau?! I don't have time for that. Nagsasayang lang ako ng oras sa mga ganyan, hindi naman 'yan importante." Pinagpatuloy ko ang pagsusulat pero hindi talaga ako makapagfocus dahil sa kanya.
"Don't be so cheesy, Shara. Isang oras lang naman 'yon at hindi naman papasok si maam. Let's go, the court might be fully occupied right now!" Hinila niya ako patayo kaya wala akong nagawa at ibinalik nalang sa bag ko ang mga gamit ko.
Argh. Porket crush na crush na si Ziro ay dinadamay niya na ako sa mga kalokohan niya. Honestly, I don't want to go there. I'm not even interested in basketball especially that the Trio will going to play. Si Caseth, Ziro, at Hades and tinatawag na 'Trio' dito sa Academy. Like, they were the campus heartthrobs all over the Academy. Pero sa totoo lang, wala akong interes sa isa sa kanila.
Caseth, the ultimate bully wasn't on my list. Nililista ko kase 'yong mga crush ko sa diary ko pero wala siya do'n. Simply because I don't like his attitude and the way he treat others. Ziro, who was known as the kindest one has been Maureen's long time crush since the first year. Okay lang naman siya pero parang hindi parin siya pasok sa'kin. Hades, the happy-go-lucky looks so childish that's why I'm not that attracted to him. Siya ata 'yong may dala ng sakit na nakahawa sa lahat pati natin sa mga kaklase ko.
"Go baby Caseth! You're so handsome like goddess"
"You did a great job Ziro! Keep going"
"Yepey! You did it Hades. So proud of you"
The cheerleaders that was suppose to cheer them with a song were shouting some disgusting things. Nakakadiri pakinggan ang mga I love you's nila kahit hindi naman sila pinapansin. What's the purpose of doing that anyway?! Bukod sa hindi sila pinapansin ay nagsasayang lang sila ng laway at boses. If I were them, I won't do some stupid things like that. They're just humiliating themselves in front of them.
"Ouch! Ang sakit!" Napahawak ako sa noo ko ng biglang tumama yung bola sa'kin. Gad! I felt so dizzy.
"Oh my gosh! Are you okay?! Grabe, buhay ka pa ba?" Inalog alog pa ako ni Mau kaya mas lalo pa akong nahilo.
Takte! Wala ba siyang common sense?! Kita niya namang sa ulo ako natamaan tapos tatanungin pa ako kung okay lang ba ako. Aish. Stupid, Mau.
Hindi naman ako nahimatay para hindi malaman kung anong nangyayari sa paligid ko. I'm just feeling dizzy at naghihina rin ako ng konti. I even heard some rumors around us and one thing I knew was someone carried me away. Seems like it was a guy kase may biceps siya at matigas din ang dibdib niya. Hindi ko madilat ang mga mata ko and my vision looks blurred. All I want right now is to rest since my head hurts a bit.
"Nasa'n ako? Anong oras na? How many hours did I slept?," sunod sunod kong tanong kay Mau nang makita ko siyang pabalik balik sa paglalakad.
Agad naman itong lumapit sa'kin at umupo sa kama ko."Gaga ka! It's already 4:00 o'clock at nagring na yung bell. Ganun ba talaga ka lakas ang impact sa'yo nung bola?! You've been sleeping for almost two and a half hours."
"What?! How about our subjects? Hindi ka ba pumasok kanina?" tanong ko rito.
She just rolled her eyes and crossed her arms."How could I?! Edi walang magbabantay sa'yo ritong shunga ka! I told you, don't stand near the ring. Alam mo namang minsan hindi nila ma-shoot 'yong bola kaya ayun sa'yo tumama. Mukha kaseng airport 'yang noo mo eh."
I throwed the apple beside me on her stomach."Are you really my bestfriend, huh?! Imbes na mag-alala ka, iniinis mo pa ako. Tara na nga, our adviser might lock our room."
I was walking slowly while she's at my side, watching every actions that I did. Duh. Okay na kaya ako. Hindi naman na masakit ang ulo ko dahil nga ikang oras akong nakatulog kanina. The bad thing is, hindi ako naka-attend sa 3 subjects ko after lunch. Amp. I don't even know their topics and the worst is, I missed the attendances on my subjects. Wala na akong plus points.
"Wait, I haven't asked you about the guy who brought me to the clinic. Sino ba 'yon?" I asked with full of curiosity.
She raised her eyebrow on me."Seriously?! Alam mong lalaki yung nagbuhat sa'yo tapos hindi mo makilala kung sino?! Are you kidding me?"
"Feel ko lang kase na lalaki eh pero blurred talaga yung paningin ko. Just tell me who is it?!" Napasapo ako sa noo ko ng maalala ulit ang nakakahiyang pangyayari kanina. Gosh!
"It was Racer, you're admirer. Alam mo namang siya ang palaging nandyan sa'yo 'di ba?" sagot niya at nagpatuloy sa paglalakad na para bang wala siyang pakialam. She has a crush on him once but she said that no one would replace Ziro in her heart. Psh.
"I'll just thank him later if ever we've met."
Nagpatuloy lang kami sa paglalakad nang bigla naming makasalubong ang Trio kaya lumingon ako sa ibang direksyon para kunwari hindi ko sila nakita. As much as possible, I'll avoid him so that I won't be in trouble. Kung sino ang kasama niya, napapahamak. He target those students who were weak and loner, most of them were nerds. Hindi naman ako isa sa mga 'yon pero mas mabuti narin yung sigurado 'di ba?!
"May irereto ako sa'yo, Shara. See that guy walking in the hallway? He's almost perfect, right?" Tinuro ni Mau yung lalaking sinasabi niya kaya napalingon din ako. She's right but I'm not interested on that kind of things.
"Yeah. But if yo---Aray! Fishtea!" mura ko ng biglang may bumangga sa balikat ko kaya muntik na akong matumba. If Mau didn't hold my hand, I would probably fall in the ground.
Damn him! He's getting off my nerves!
"What's your problem?!" I asked him tauntingly. Hindi naman ako makikipag-away pero nakakainis talaga siya eh.
He looked around, making sure that he's the person I'm talking to."Me? I don't have any problem."
"Then why did you bump on me intentionally?! I almost fell on the floor, you know that?!" I hissed because of anger. I badly wany to punch him, promise.
He shrugged his shoulders and turn his back on me, walking away."Hindi naman 'yon mangyayari kung hindi ka rin tanga, 'di ba? It's your fault not mine."
Argh. You fucking moron!
"Hayaan mo nalang siya bess, nakahithit lang ata ng katol. Mabuti pa si bebe Ziro ko, ngumiti sa'kin. For sure, I couldn't sleep tonight because of him."
I didn't answer her and closed my fist because of rage. Why does he have to do that?! May galit ba siya sa'kin?! But I didn't do anything to him. He's completely an attention seeker. Palagi lang siyang gano'n, hindi ko nga alam kung anong meron sa kanya.
"Oh? Akala ko habang-buhay ka nang nahimatay," bungad sa'kin ni Fiona ng makapasok kami ni Mau sa room.
I just rolled my eyes on her, looking so irritated."Baka ikaw ang habang-buhay mahimatay kapag nasampal kita. Don't disturb me, I'm not in the mood right now."
"Sige, Shara. Her face needs to experience 360 degrees slap so that she would realize her role in this room," singit naman ng enemy niyang si Roses. Siya lang naman ang mahilig mambara kay Fiona that leads them to fight.
"Uy! Napicture-an ko ang mukha mo kanina, Shara." Winagayway ni Josh and phone niya at nakita ko ang picture ko doon."Look, you're so ugly while you were panting earlier. Whenever I remembered your reaction, it's so priceless." Tumatawa pa siya kaya lumapit ako sa kanya at binatukan siya. There's no other word that will come out on his mouth but 'ugly'.
That's his famous line...
Mau took his phone away and I thought that she would delete but she just laughed after seeing my picture."Ay gagi! Oo nga. Bess, you really look like a witch. You're expression was so epic!"
Hindi ko nalang sila pinansin at pumunta sa upuan ko para kunin ang bag ko. I was about to walk away when Jelo blocked my way while holding a mop. He's smiling widely at me and it makes him creepy on that expression. What's with him?!
"Anong nakain mo pres at nagkaganyan ka?! Could you please get out if my way? Aalis na ako, may trabaho pa akong kailangan gawin," sambit ko pero hindi parin siya umalis sa pwesto niya.
He scratched his head and his smile faded."Uh, sabi kase ni maam cleaners daw tayong lahat. We couldn't attend the Acquaintance Party this Thursday if we won't clean this whole room together."
Kumunot naman ang noo ko."Huh? Acquaintance Party? Don't worry, I won't attend that kind of event. Aabsent nalang siguro ako sa araw na 'yan at aatupagin ko nalang 'yong trabaho ko."
"C'mon, Shara. Bibigyan nalang kita ng pera kung gusto mo, just attend on Thursday. It's an important event in the Academy," singit naman ni Lorie, ang secretary ng section namin.
I just let out a sigh."I want to earn money in my own hardwork, Lorie. Ano namang mapapala ko sa pag-attend ng ganyan?!."
"Shunga! Performance task natin 'yon, uy. It's 75 percent on our grade if we could participate. Bahala ka kung ayaw mo." Tumayo si Mau para kumuha ng walis tambo kaya wala akong nagawa kundi sumunod sa kanya.
"If you guys were lying to me, better prepare yourselves. I'm gonna rip your neck for sure."
Honestly, I'm not into attending events. Kung hindi lang talaga para sa kapakanan ng grades ko, of course I won't attend. But I need to maintain everything on my academics to graduate. Isang taon na lang naman.... kakayanin ko na lang.
"Oh, i-serve mo 'to doon sa table number 5"Tinanggap ko ang tray na binigay ng kasama ko at hinanap 'yong sinasabi niyang table. I found out that it was their table that's why they waved their hands on me. Napapatingin tuloy sa kanila yung ibang customers. My classmates were really embarrassing. Why do they have to wave their hands on me?! As if we just meet each other for years. Besides, we're in a freaking restaurant where I was working after classes. Tapos ganoon sila umasta, ewan ko nalang sa kanila."Ganyan nga, ayusin mo. You should place our orders properly so that your salary will get higher." Tinuro pa ni Fiona kung saan ko dapat ilagay ang mga pagkain nila. Kinakawawa talaga ako ng bruhang 'to!"Demanding ka 'te?! As if you're going to pay for her salary, tsk. Umalis ka na nga lang, hindi ka naman kasama sa treat ni Pres," irap na sambit ni Roses."Tahimik nga kayo! Baka palabasin tayo ng manager nila dito. You guys couldn't s
"Hinihintay ka na ni Racer sa labas. Don't you have plan to come with him? Pinagihintay mo pa talaga yung tao."I immediately fixed my things before going out of our room. Kanina pa ako pinagmamadali ni Mau dahil kakain daw kami ni Racer sa cafeteria. I don't even know kung anong sadya niya pero baka importante kaya pumayag nalang ako. I saw him busy looking at his phone but when he saw me, he immediately put his phone away."Uy! Anong sadya mo? Why do you want to see me?" tanong ko agad nang makalapit siya sa'kin.He just shrugged his shoulders and waved his hands on the girls who were screaming his name."Wala lang. I just want to eat with you and have a little chitchat. Hindi ka naman siguro busy 'di ba?"Umiling naman ako sa tanong niya."Nah. Ang boring nga eh kase busy lahat ng teachers para bukas. Ikaw ba? You're a member of the SSG Councilors so you should be doing some things right now.""Yeah. I'm also the in charge in partnering of t
"Perfect! You look so gorgeous, Shara. Ang galing ko talaga mag-makeup."I look at my reflection in the mirror after she finished putting something on my face. Nanlaki ang mata ko nang makita ang sarili kong mukha. Anong klaseng orasyon ba ang ginawa niya at nagkaganito ang itsura ko?!"Jusme! Ako pa ba 'to?! My goodness Maureen, what did you do to me?" Hinawakan ko ang buong mukha ko pero pinalo niya ako dahil baka matanggal daw ang makeup ko.Like duh. Ang kapal kaya nang pagkakalagay niya. I even told her to apply a light makeup but she didn't listen to me. Bruha talaga!"Ayaw mo no'n?! Guys will approach you and will ask you to be their partner? Ganda mo kaya," sambit niya at inayos ang kulot kong buhok.I don't know what's with her and she even changed the style of my hair. According to her, it suits me well since I'm wearing a makeup and a gown. Bagay daw naman sa'kin kase maganda raw ako at babagay kahit anong istilo ng buh
"Owemji! Our Queen of the Night is here!"Napailing na lang ako sa sigaw ni Maureen nang makapasok ako sa room namin. Kagabi niya pa sinisigaw 'yan simula nang malaman nilang ako 'yong nanalo bilang 'Queen Of The Night'. I was even shocked after hearing the result last night. My mind was preoccupied to the point that I don't even talk until I got home. Duh. It was my first time 'no."Yow! Ganda mo talaga Shara, sa'kin ka na lang," sigaw pa ni Josh kaya inirapan ko siya.He even told me last time that I'm ugly."Gago! Si Fiona ang ayain mo tutal siya naman ang pinakamaganda dito sa section na'tin," I said as I sat on my chair."You're right that I'm beautiful, Shara. Pero hinding-hindi ako papatol sa Josh na 'yan. Hindi nga 'yan naliligo eh." Fiona flipped her hair and rolled her eyes."Akala mo naman maganda, mukha ka ngang paa," he answered back.I just let them quarrel and just focused on our lesson for t
"Hi Shara! Ano 'yang ginagawa mo?"Nag-angat ako ng tingin at nakita ko si Hades na nakatayo sa harap ko. Caseth and Ziro wasn't with him and I don't know why. Palagi naman kase silang magkasama at bihira lang na magkahiwalay. I don't even know what's with him."Ah, may pinabibili lang si maam sa'kin. Why?" tanong ko habang inaayos ang plastic na dadalhin ko kay maam."Wala naman. Pumunta lang talaga ako dito para tingnan kung okay ka lang ba," nakangiti niyang sagot kaya napatingin ako sa kanya.My brows furrowed while looking at him."Ha? Bakit naman ako hindi magiging okay? I'm not even sick, Hades."Sa totoo lang, hindi naman kase talaga kami close. We barely talk to each other even if he's a talkative guy. Ngayon lang siya nag-approach sa'kin ng ganito at tinanong niya pa talaga kung okay lang ba ako. Seriously?! Nakahithit ba siya ng katol?He was about to talk when Ziro suddenly arrived. Ngumiti siya sa'kin at m
"What is the full name of Jose Rizal?"His partner raised her hand."Jose Protacio y Mercado Realonda Rizal Alonzo."Agad kong tinakpan ang bibig ko para pigilang tumawa. Caseth looked at me with his frowned eyebrows and looked at the 2nd year representatives in the other side. Napailing na lang siya at bumalik sa pagre-review habang ako ay pinapanood pa rin ang mga batang magreview. They're so cute together."Damn it! Mali ka na naman. It's Jose Protacio Rizal Mercado y Alonzo Realonda," sagot naman ng partner niya.The girl just pouted and while listening to his explanation. They look good on that. Mukhang ilang beses na rin pinapractice ng partner niya and full name ni Jose Rizal pero nakakalimutan niya. Though, we still have 30 minutes to prepare before the contest will start."Hindi ka na nagre-review, ah? Did you already memorize the topics that will possibly come out later?" tanong niya habang nagbabasa pa rin sa tabi ko.
"Where are we going? It's Sunday so let's have a best friend's bonding."Patuloy pa rin sa pangungulit sa'kin si Maureen dahil nga kakatapos lang namin magsimba. Sumama kase siya sa'kin na magsimba na palagi rin naming ginagawa. It's like we're twin sisters because wherever I go, she's with me. Whatever I do, she'll accompany me too. Hindi naman magkadugtong ang atay naming dalawa pero parang gano'n na nga."I still have to buy some groceries para sa bahay, Mau. Si Papa kase nagta-trabaho na sa construction site tapos si Mama naman nagbabantay sa bakery namin. Since I don't have something to do, I'll help them na lang," sagot ko naman at pumasok sa kotse niya."Hmmm, okay. I help you, mahilig din naman ako mag-grocery eh. But promise me that we're going to have a bonding after all of it." Tiningnan niya ako ng nangungusap ang mga mata kaya hindi ako makatanggi."Fine. Alam ko namang ikaw ang magwawaldas ng pera kaya bahala ka."
"Anak, bilisan mo nga 'yang kilos mo. 'Wag mong paghintayin ang mga bisita mo."Agad akong lumabas galing sa kusina dala ang tinolang manok para ilagay sa mesa. Nagmamadali na kase si Mama dahil nagugutom na raw sila. Argh. They're making me a servant here!"Wait nga lang, ma. I just have two hands at hindi ako kasing-bilis ni Flash para magawa ang utos niyo nang madalian. If they're going to eat, then they should wait." Nilapag ko sa mesa ang dala kong sabaw at magsasalita pa sana nang makita kong pababa si Papa kaya agad akong tumakbo papuntang kusina.I know he would be mad at me if I treated our visitors in a rude way. Takot ko na lang kay Papa!"SHARA!""Opo, nand'yan na!" Inayos ko ang pagkakatakip ng pitcher na may laman na juice at bumalik kaagad do'n."Mga kaklase mo ba 'to, nak?" tanong ni Papa sa'kin habang pinaghahanda ko sila ng mga plato.I just shook my head and gave each one of them a glass."Si
"Congratulations for passing the board exam in US biggest college University , Mr. Monteserio. You can start in Monday."I just gave the professor a small smile before getting the result of my exam. It was perfect. I know it. Pinaghandaan ko ang lahat ng 'to para makapag-aral ako sa US kahit first year ng college lang. I just want to grant her wish, to achieve my goals in life.Studying in US is my first ever dream. I planned to bring her when we graduated but I failed to do it. I sighed in frustration and packed all my things. Alam kong ngayon ibibigay ang resulta at kapag nakapasa ako, saka lamang ako aalis papuntang US. Matagal na akong atat na pumunta ro'n but I can't just leave my studies here. Actually, I graduated two months ago. Bilis 'no.Napaaga ang pag-take ko ng board exam para sigurado na. I will get a new condo when I got there and I make sure that she's just near with me."Sigurado ka nang ngayon na ang alis mo? Si mom and dad k
"How are you feeling? Do you need something? Baby, you can tell me."Lumabas saglit ang parents ko kasama ang doctor habang 'yong mga kaibigan ko ay napilitang umuwi dahil gabi na talaga. Except for Maureen who doesn't have plan on leaving me especially in my situation right now. I couldn't blame her because she's just worrying about me. Gusto ko rin namang nandito lang siya dahil baka kung anong mangyari sa'kin at sa huling pagkakataon ay makita ko man lang siya.I nodded at him slowly."I-I'm okay. M-Matulog... ka na. Kailangang.. m-mong magpahinga."Ever since I collapsed earlier, my body gets really weaker than ever. Like, I couldn't move my body that easier. I only control my hands but not that easier too."Baby, magpapagaling ka, ha? Ate Casyn will visit you tomorrow so you'll better not give up. She wants to talk to you too." Mahigpit niyang hinawakan ang kamay ko at hinalik-halikan ito.I gave him a small smile and nodded even th
"I just missed you that's why I decided to come here. Hindi mo naman sinabi ang lugar na pupuntahan niyo kaya naghanap na lang ako kung saan posible."The boys knew that they arrived earlier when we were gone to change our clothes. Hindi naman sana sila tumatanggap ng ibang guests but since Jelo is a nice guy and they are close to them, he didn't hesitate to let them enter. Nasa iisang hotel pa kami na tutulugan pero syempre, ibang rooms sila."What about that grocery thingy? Is that a lie? Ang sabi sa'kin ni Ate Casyn lumabas kayo ni Ashley para mag-grocery. What was that?" nakataas kilay kong tanong sa kanya.Sumimangot naman kaagad siya."That was true, she didn't lie. Bago ko siya sinamahang mag-grocery, naka-impake na ang mga gamit ko no'n. And when we get back to the house, I told them that I'm going to have my favor since I agreed to come with her. Don't be mad, baby. Hindi naman namin kayo iistorbohin.""Talaga lang, huh? Hindi pala?" N
"Handa na ba ang dadalhin natin? We have to go now. Ilang oras pa tayo sa byahe."Kanina pa kami minamadali ni Kyla dahil atat na siyang makarating sa resort na pupuntahan namin. They decided to have a bonding in a resort para daw maiba naman. Ang sabi pa nila, palagi raw nilang nakikita sa mga posts ni Caseth sa Instagram ang mga pictures naming magkasama na nililibot ang city. Though, we will stay in the resort for only one day.Bilang na lang ang oras na meron ako kaya kailangan kong sulitin 'to ng pantay sa kanila. Tomorrow will be the last day and I'm going to spend it with my parents. Si Caseth, hindi siya sumama dahil bonding time raw naming magkakaibigan 'to pero halata namang ayaw niya akong iwan. He couldn't do anything but to stay with his family. Balita ko kase next week pa sila aalis ulit."How long will it take to get there? Malayo ba ang resort na pinili mo, Jelo?" tanong sa kanya ni Roses.He scratched his head lightly."Uh... Not tha
"Good morning, sleepy head. Mataas na ang sikat ng araw, kailangan mo nang bumangon. C'mon, baby."I groaned when I felt him kissing my head endlessly. Hindi niya talaga ako tinigilan hanggang sa magising ako kaya napasimangot na lang ako at umupo sa kama. I heard him chuckled and then seconds after, he's already hugging me.Mas nauna niya pa akong ginising kaysa sa alarm clock ko. If I know that he'll wake me up, I shouldn't have set my alarm clock. He slept with me here in my room. Though, he wanted to sleep on the floor instead in the couch or beside me. Gusto niya raw kaseng bantayan ang lahat ng kilos ko para siguradong okay ako.He let his parents know about my situation and I didn't ask him what's their reaction. Alam kong naiinis sila sa'kin dahil dito matutulog si Caseth pero wala naman silang magagawa dahil desisyon niya 'yon. He's still mad at them, though."Hmmm. Inaantok pa ako eh. You can wait me in the couch, give me 5 minutes,"
"Anong sasabihin mo, Shara? And why you look so pale? Are you alright?"Ngumiti lang ako ng tipid kay Racer nang makarating kami sa gazebo kung saan walang tao. Whenever I'm going to talk with him or Caseth in school, I always prefer this place not just because it's my favorite spot but also away from everyone. I can have a private talk with him whatever I want to say."I won't take this too long, Racer. Hindi na ako babalik dito simula bukas. I'll stop my studies," diretso kong sagot sa kanya.Kumunot naman ang noo niya."H-Huh? Why? I thought your friends will manage your school fees? Ayaw mo na bang mag-aral dahil sa sakit mo? 'Yon ba ang sabi ng parents mo o ng doctor?"Alam niya pala na kaibigan ko ang gumagastos sa'kin dito. If I know, it was the talk of the town here. Mabilis pa sa kidlat na kumalat ang balita dahil sa mga estudyante na mukhang reporters sa media."Yes, it's because I'm sick. Racer... I-I'm dying... My life will o
"Is that the reason why you don't want to talk to me, huh? Who told you that, baby? Wala akong pakialam kung ayaw nila sa'yo basta para sa'kin ikaw lang ang mahal ko."After what he'd heard earlier, he dragged me away from the cafeteria right after I ate lunch. Nilapag niya sa pwesto ko ang tray niya at hindi man lang kinain para lang dalhin ako rito sa gazebo at kausapin. He's mad, not on me but because of what I've said."It's not about who told me, Caseth. I saw it. I went to the hospital the night before to went to see me," matapang kong sagot.Bakas naman ang gulat sa mukha niya nang sabihin ko 'yon."Y-You were there? Sinong kasama mo? B-Bakit hindi ko alam?""How could you know? Sekreto lang naman ang pagpasok namin ni Maureen do'n dahil wala kaming karapatan na umakyat. It was restricted and they won't accept visitors who were not on the list. Kasalanan ko bang nag-aalala lang ako dahil para na akong baliw kakaisip ko anong nangyari sa
"Shara, baby, please talk to me. Hindi ko na kayang iniiwasan mo'ko. I'm begging you, stop ignoring me."Wala si Mama at Papa dito sa bahay pagkauwi ko galing school at hindi ko rin alam kung saan sila nagpunta. Alam kong hindi sila lumabas para bumili ng groceries dahil sagot na ni Mau 'yon lahat kahapon. Our stocks and refrigerator were all full so I don't have any idea where did they go.And this guy beside me, asking for forgiveness after four days of ignoring me. Ever since I arrived from school, he suddenly came and brought foods for me but it won't kill my anger towards him. Hindi niya ako madadala sa mga sorry at pagbibigay niya ng pagkain.He lied. He freaking ignored me like what I'm doing right now. Magtiis siya dahil nakaya niya naman akong tiisin na hindi pansinin ng apat na araw. I should be the one to take revenge now. I'm not going to talk to him nor even glance at him.I don't care!"Baby, hindi ko talaga sinasady
"Bess, alam kong nag-aalala ka na pero hindi ka naman pwedeng pumunta. If there is a problem, maybe he's not telling you because he can handle it on his own. Alam mo namang ayaw niya na mag-alala ka."Nagpaiwan si Maureen pagkatapos ng bonding naming magkakaibigan. She wants to accompany me since I'm starting to overthink right now. Two whole days. Dalawang araw na siyang hindi nagpaparamdam kaya paanong hindi ako mag-aalala?!How could he resist not to even text me just once?!"Alam mong hindi gano'n 'yon, Mau. I only need one text or call from him but he couldn't even do that. Pinagmumukha niya kase akong tanga eh. Dalawang araw na akong hindi mapakali dahil sa mga nangyayari. I'm his freaking girlfriend. Of course, I have the right to know what's going on! Bakit? Dahil ba wala akong silbi? Pinapamukha niya ba sa'king wala akong kayang gawin?! Huh? Is that it?" I messed up my hair because of madness.Wala naman akong nakikitang mali kung sab