XAVIER’S POV
Twenty years.
That’s how long it had been since I last saw my brother’s face. Twenty years ago, my brother Silas was banished.
Our father, the Alpha King at the time, had no choice but to enforce the laws of our pack. Silas had committed a crime—one so severe that exile was the only punishment. The laws were clear: those who betrayed the pack, those who violated the sacred rules, had to be cast out. And Silas, my brother, had crossed a line that couldn’t be undone.
His exile was meant to last twenty years, a punishment for his actions, and no one had heard from him since.
I still remember the day he left. "You know the laws, Silas," Father had growled, his voice like gravel, heavy with the weight of duty. "You betrayed your own blood."
It wasn’t the angry shouting, the curses from our father, or even the tear-filled eyes of our mother. It was the look on Silas’s face—a mix of defiance and regret.
He knew he had messed up, but he also knew the laws. I saw him turn and walk away, his silhouette disappearing into the distance, and I never thought I’d see him again.
But now, after all these years, I was holding a letter from him. "See you soon, Xavier." The words sent a chill down my spine.
For twenty years, Silas had been a ghost—his name rarely mentioned, his existence almost forgotten. But now, out of nowhere, he sends me a letter, telling me he’ll be seeing me soon. I couldn’t shake the uneasy feeling that gripped me. How could he be coming now? Why, after all this time?
And why now, of all times, when I’ve lost my Lycan?
I ran my fingers over the letter again, the words burning into my mind. Silas’s return could mean anything. He could have come back to take what he thought was his—our father’s throne. Or maybe it was to exact revenge for being banished all those years ago. Or perhaps he had other plans entirely.
I didn’t know what to think. All I knew was that I was powerless right now. The Lycan inside me—my strength, my connection to the wolf that made me who I am—was gone. And it left me vulnerable, more vulnerable than I had ever been in my life.
I had to find a healer. I had to find someone who could help me, someone who could restore what I had lost. The longer I waited, the closer Silas got, and the more uncertain I became about what his return would mean. I wasn’t ready for this. I wasn’t ready for a confrontation when I couldn’t even shift anymore.
The thought made my stomach tighten with fear. But I couldn’t show that fear to Hannah, to my kids, to anyone. They needed to think I was still strong. But inside, I was unraveling, piece by piece. And Silas was coming. I had no time to waste.
I had to find that healer, and fast. The clock was ticking, and Silas was closing in on me, on my family. I just prayed it wouldn’t be too late to fix what had been broken.
I could hear the rustle of movement behind me, and a soft voice pulled me from my thoughts. "Xavier?"
I turned to find Hannah standing in the doorway, her expression a mixture of concern and love. Her presence brought a small sense of comfort, but even her warmth couldn’t shield me from the storm brewing inside me.
She stepped closer, her voice gentle. "You’ve been quiet ever since Liam brought that letter. What’s going on?"
I didn’t want to tell her. I didn’t want her to worry, to see the fear in my eyes that I’d been hiding for so long. But it was getting harder and harder to keep the truth from her, and with Silas’s return imminent, I knew there was no hiding anything anymore.
I exhaled sharply, leaning against the stone railing. "It’s Silas. The person who sent that letter. He is my brother!"
Hannah’s brow furrowed, the name clearly unfamiliar. "Silas? Your brother?"
"Yes," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. "I never mentioned him because he’s been exiled for twenty years, but now he’s coming back. He sent me a letter, and now he’s coming to see me as soon as his exile expires."
Her hand found mine, squeezing it as she stepped closer. "I don’t understand. Should we be worried about his return?"
"I don’t know," I admitted, running a hand through my hair. "But I’m afraid he’s coming to take something. Maybe even to destroy everything we’ve built."
Hannah’s expression paled, the worry in her eyes intensifying. "Xavier, maybe he is coming back because he misses you. But I guess losing your Lycan is enough to make you wary of others."
I forced a smile, though it didn’t reach my eyes. "I’m not worried about me, love. I'm more worried that I can’t protect you, or the kids, without my Lycan. And Silas... I can’t predict what he’ll do when he arrives."
She stood there for a moment, silent, and then pulled me into an embrace. "We’ll find a way to make this right. We’ll figure this out, Xavier. You’re not alone. And the kids are stronger than you think."
I held her tightly, savoring the warmth of her touch, even as the fear continued to claw at my insides. But then, the reality hit me harder than ever.
I couldn’t protect her. I couldn’t protect our family if I couldn’t shift. If I couldn’t regain the strength of my Lycan, Silas’s return would be my downfall—and that of my family.
I pulled back from the hug, feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders. "I need to find a healer, Hannah. I need to get my strength back before Silas arrives. He’s dangerous, and I won’t be able to stop him if I’m powerless."
Hannah nodded, her gaze unwavering. "I’ll help you. We’ll find one. You’re not giving up."
Her words gave me a little more strength, but the fear still lingered, gnawing at the edges of my resolve. How could I face Silas again when I was so vulnerable? What if he was stronger than ever?
JACKSON’S POVThe weight of leadership wasn’t just heavy—it was suffocating.It had been three years since my father, Alpha Xavier, stepped down and handed over the reins to me. I was only fifteen then, barely old enough to tie my shoes, let alone lead the Shadow Moon Pack. But life didn’t care about age, and neither did the pack.I’d learned quickly, but that didn’t mean it was easy. I still had so much to prove. I couldn’t afford to mess up, not with the pack’s survival on my shoulders. I had to be serious, dedicated—no room for childish mistakes. If I failed, the whole pack would feel it. That pressure was constant, a weight that never lifted.Today was no different. I sat at my desk, the paperwork piled in front of me like a mountain I had to climb. Every sheet, every document, carried weight. The pack’s future, its well-being, depended on the decisions I made.As I scanned through yet another pile of papers, a vibration in my pocket broke my concentration. I pulled out my phone a
KAREN’S POV"I reject you, Omega."My breath stuttered at that single, brutal sentence. My chest burned, my heartbeat a frantic drum against my ribs. But I refused to flinch. Refused to let him see how his voice cracked something deep inside me.Alex Scott, future Alpha of the Blue Cross Pack, stood before me, his blue eyes cold, his mouth twisted in disgust. Just two days ago, those same lips had whispered sweet promises, his hands gentle against my skin. Back when he thought I was someone important.Back before he knew the truth of who I really was."I, future Alpha Alex Grayson Scott, hereby reject you, Karen Lukeman, a weak and lowly Omega, as my future Luna."His voice was cold and dispassionate, each word a dagger driving the rejection deeper into my already broken heart. The pack watched in silence, their stares like knives against my skin. Some pitied me. Most enjoyed this. Omegas didn’t get happy endings. We weren’t meant to rise. We were meant to be broken and tossed aside l
JACKSON’S POVI stood beside Liam and Laila, my muscles tense, my wolf restless beneath my surface. Sarah hovered near Laila, her usual quiet presence barely registering in my mind.The car’s headlights cut through the dusk, tires crunching over gravel as it rolled to a stop in front of us. Liam let out a heavy sigh, rubbing his temples like he’d rather be anywhere else."Let’s get this over with so I can go back inside and rest," he muttered, voice rough with exhaustion.Laila, on the other hand, practically vibrated with excitement, her fingers twisting together. "Oh, come on, Liam! This is exciting! A new healer—maybe she’ll finally get you to stop complaining about your headaches."I barely heard them. My entire focus was locked onto the car door as it swung open. And then—her.Not the elderly, seasoned healer I’d expected. No. A girl—no, a woman—stepped out, her wild red hair catching the fading light like fire. She was dressed in all black, her fitted jacket hugging her frame, h
KAREN’S POVMy hands trembled—clenching, unclenching—like the frantic beat of a trapped bird’s wings as I followed Jackson through the gravel path. The crisp night air carried the scent of roasted lamb and stew from the nearby homes, but all I could focus on was him.His broad shoulders, the way his muscles flexed beneath his shirt with every deliberate step, the quiet, predatory dominance in his stride—it all made my skin prickle with awareness. Being near him was pure torture.Every breath I took was laced with his scent—sweet and wild, something that coiled low in my stomach and made my pulse stutter. The mate pull was a relentless ache in my chest, a whisper in my blood, urging me to close the distance between us. To submit. But I wouldn’t. I couldn’t.Dinner with his family had been unbearable. Sitting across from him, forcing polite smiles while his gaze burned into me like a brand. His parents had been kind—too kind. It unsettled me, made my instincts scream trap.Back in my ol
KAREN’S POVMy pulse pounded in my ears as the weight of what I had done settled in. Had I gone too far? Would he punish me for this? But if he thought I would cower like some meek omega, he was wrong."Do it," I dared, offering him my cheek, my voice trembling but fierce. "Punish me. But I won’t bow to you. I refuse to—"I was forced to swallow the rest of my words as his mouth crashed onto mine. The world spun. His lips were rough, demanding, stealing my breath, my thoughts, my anger.I pushed against him, but my hands fisted in his shirt instead, pulling him closer like my body had a will of its own. The bond roared between us, a wildfire I couldn’t control, consuming every scrap of resistance I had left.For one reckless, shameful moment, I kissed him back with everything I have got. Then reality crashed over me, cold and brutal. I tore away, chest heaving, lips tingling, my entire body trembling with the aftershocks.His smirk was infuriating, triumphant. "Hold that thought, swee
ALEX’S POVThe bedside lamp flickered weakly against the walls, its dim glow painting the room in shades of amber and gold. The air in my room was thick—heavy with the musk of sweat and arousal, the scent cloying and suffocating.The two female omegas knelt before me, their bare skin gleaming under the low light, their bodies trembling like leaves caught in a storm. Was it due to anticipation? Fear? It didn’t matter. Their purpose was as simple as it was degrading: absolute obedience, pleasure, disposal.My fingers drummed a slow, impatient rhythm against the carved headboard, the sound sharp in the silence. They kept their eyes downcast, lips parted in silent submission, their breaths shallow.How pathetic. Omegas were weak by design, fragile things meant to be used and discarded. And yet— Karen Lukeman. Her name slithered through my mind like poison.That night should have broken her. It should have left her a sobbing, shattered wreck at my feet, begging for mercy. But instead… inst
ALEX’S POVI pushed myself up on shaking arms, my pulse roaring in my ears."What the hell is so special about some weak omega girl, Father?" I rasped. "You taught me—weakness is unacceptable. And she’s nothing but pathetic and weak."His eyes burned with something I’d never seen before—fury, yes, but beneath it… disappointment in me."That weak, pathetic girl—according to you—is not just an omega, you blind fool," he snarled. "She’s the last Lycan healer."Air escaped my lungs in a rush. Last Lycan healer?I thought that was a myth. A fucking legend. A power not seen in centuries. But it turned out she was right under my nose all along—and I had rejected her."...Fuck."The door slammed shut behind my father with a finality that echoed through the room, rattling my bones. My hands trembled—not from fear, but from the molten fury searing through my veins.I lashed out—my foot connected with the chair, sending it splintering against the wall. The crack of wood was satisfying, but not e
KAREN’S POVThe morning air in shadow moon pack was crisp, carrying the scent of dew and blooming flowers. I walked slowly, my fingers brushing against the tips of grass tendrils as I passed, grounding myself.The pack lands were alive with movement—warriors jogging in formation, children laughing near the communal firepit, the distant clang of steel from the training grounds. It was so different from Blue Cross. So… alive and organized.Then I saw her—Laila, Jackson’s younger sister, one half of the infamous twins. She spotted me before I could retreat into the corner, her face lighting up like I was someone worth smiling at."Morning, Karen!" She said, waving me over.There was an ease in her posture, an openness in her smile that caught me off guard. Back in Blue Cross, no one greeted omegas like this. No one even looked at us unless it was to bark an order."Good morning, Laila,” I replied, cautious but unable to resist the small tug at the corners of my lips."You settled in okay
JACKSON’S POVThe night air was cold against my skin as I walked back from Karen’s quarters, the weight of the day pressing down on my shoulders. I lingered just a second longer outside her door, listening—making sure the lock clicked, making sure she was safe—before I turned and forced my feet to keep moving.The scent of beetroot and herbs clung to the wind, but beneath it, I could still smell her—floral and something sweet, like vanilla.She’s exhausted back there, but she kept pushing forward. The thought twisted in my chest. She was working herself raw trying to figure out this sickness, and I could do nothing but watch, helpless.When I finally stepped into the pack house, warmth wrapped around me like an embrace. The dining hall was alive with the rich, savory aroma of our mother cooking.I slipped up to my room, quickly showered, and changed into something fresh before heading back down to find the rest already seated. We all sat around the long dining table, plates full, the
JACKSON’S POVThe angry words of those pack members still burned in my ears—ugly, poisonous accusations spat at Karen as if she were some kind of traitor. My fingers curled into fists at my sides, nails biting into my palms.I still couldn’t believe the garbage accusations. Some even demanded I send her away. Seriously? I didn’t know where the hell they’d gotten that stupid idea, but I wasn’t about to let them drag my mate’s name through the mud. Not while I was Alpha. And certainly not while I was still breathing.She walked quietly beside me now, her boots crunching softly against the leaves as we made our way through the pack grounds. The moonlight filtering through the buildings caught in her hair, making her look even more beautiful than she already was.She hadn’t said much since we left to get the water sample, but I could feel the weight pressing down on her. It pissed me off—seeing her carry it alone.“She’s innocent,” I muttered under my breath. “And I’m going to prove it.”
Karen’s POVI nodded slowly, unsure I could even speak yet. The lump in my throat was thick, but I forced the words out when we returned to my office. “Thank you… for defending me. But are you not going to ask me if I poisoned the food in the kitchen or not?”Jackson leaned casually into my space, his eyes not leaving mine. “I don’t need to ask to know you didn’t harm anyone, Karen. But I’m going to need your help getting to the bottom of this mess.”His faith in me was staggering. Humbling, even—and it took everything within me not to give in to my wolf’s giddy request and wrap my arms around his neck in a hug. Instead, I swallowed hard and looked up into his charming blue eyes.“I’ll try my best,” I told him, and he nodded.“We’ll help however we can,” Laila said immediately, stepping forward. “Right, Liam?”Liam grinned. “Of course.”I blinked, overwhelmed by their support. Thank you. I need to examine one of the victims to understand what’s going on.Jackson and Liam exchanged a l
KAREN’S POVLiam, Jackson’s brother, was seated in the last row in the hall. He grinned as I slid into the seat beside him. “You eat here too?”I nodded, poking at my food. “Didn’t expect to see you here.”He chuckled. “Everyone eats here sometimes. The food’s good, right?”I took a bite, savoring the rich flavors. “Yeah. Really good.”Liam watched me, amusement dancing in his eyes. But my attention snagged over his shoulder, scanning the room.Looking for someone.Disappointment curled in my gut when I didn’t find him.Stupid.Jackson was finally giving me what I wanted—distance. So why did it hurt so much?After breakfast was over, I felt reenergized enough to start my day. Liam and I parted ways shortly—he was heading to the training ground to meet with his brother. My stomach was full, but my mind was restless.Instead of heading straight to my office as I’d initially intended, I found myself drifting toward the kitchen, a place I rarely visited. The cook, a stout woman with flour
KAREN’S POVThe past few days had blurred together in a haze of restless energy. Work had become my refuge, my only distraction—anything to keep my mind from circling back to him. Jackson Bonnet. His name echoed in my thoughts like a song stuck on replay, lingering no matter how hard I tried to shake it.I buried myself in research, healing routines, cataloging herbs—anything to keep my hands busy and my mind occupied. But even the sharp scent of medicinal plants couldn’t drown out the memory of his presence. The way his voice curled around my name. The way his gaze burned into me, like he could see past every wall I’d ever built.And yet… he hadn’t come. Not once did he stop by to see me. The only visitor had been his father, Alpha Xavier—a man whose kindness was as steady as his presence. He’d stop by, offer help, ask if I needed anything. His warmth was like a blanket, unlike the son who haunted my thoughts.Was Jackson like him? The question gnawed at me.The less I saw of Jackson,
JACKSON’S POVThe door clicked shut behind me, but I couldn’t move. My fingers stayed locked around the handle, the cold metal biting into my palm as if grounding me to this moment—to her.Karen.The memory of her hit me like a punch to the gut. The way her breath had stuttered when my fingers brushed her wrist. The flush staining her cheeks, pink as dawn, betraying what her stubborn lips refused to say. And those eyes—wide, wary, flickering between defiance and something softer. Something afraid.Mate. My wolf surged against my ribs, claws scraping bone. Ours.I gritted my teeth. “I know.”I’d known from the first second I caught her scent—wildflowers tangled with something sweet and sharp and achingly familiar. My body had recognized her before my mind could catch up, every muscle locking tight like she was the only thing worth holding onto in this world.But she didn’t want to be held.I’d seen it in the way she stiffened when I stepped too close, the way her fingers curled into fi
KAREN’S POVThe morning air in shadow moon pack was crisp, carrying the scent of dew and blooming flowers. I walked slowly, my fingers brushing against the tips of grass tendrils as I passed, grounding myself.The pack lands were alive with movement—warriors jogging in formation, children laughing near the communal firepit, the distant clang of steel from the training grounds. It was so different from Blue Cross. So… alive and organized.Then I saw her—Laila, Jackson’s younger sister, one half of the infamous twins. She spotted me before I could retreat into the corner, her face lighting up like I was someone worth smiling at."Morning, Karen!" She said, waving me over.There was an ease in her posture, an openness in her smile that caught me off guard. Back in Blue Cross, no one greeted omegas like this. No one even looked at us unless it was to bark an order."Good morning, Laila,” I replied, cautious but unable to resist the small tug at the corners of my lips."You settled in okay
ALEX’S POVI pushed myself up on shaking arms, my pulse roaring in my ears."What the hell is so special about some weak omega girl, Father?" I rasped. "You taught me—weakness is unacceptable. And she’s nothing but pathetic and weak."His eyes burned with something I’d never seen before—fury, yes, but beneath it… disappointment in me."That weak, pathetic girl—according to you—is not just an omega, you blind fool," he snarled. "She’s the last Lycan healer."Air escaped my lungs in a rush. Last Lycan healer?I thought that was a myth. A fucking legend. A power not seen in centuries. But it turned out she was right under my nose all along—and I had rejected her."...Fuck."The door slammed shut behind my father with a finality that echoed through the room, rattling my bones. My hands trembled—not from fear, but from the molten fury searing through my veins.I lashed out—my foot connected with the chair, sending it splintering against the wall. The crack of wood was satisfying, but not e
ALEX’S POVThe bedside lamp flickered weakly against the walls, its dim glow painting the room in shades of amber and gold. The air in my room was thick—heavy with the musk of sweat and arousal, the scent cloying and suffocating.The two female omegas knelt before me, their bare skin gleaming under the low light, their bodies trembling like leaves caught in a storm. Was it due to anticipation? Fear? It didn’t matter. Their purpose was as simple as it was degrading: absolute obedience, pleasure, disposal.My fingers drummed a slow, impatient rhythm against the carved headboard, the sound sharp in the silence. They kept their eyes downcast, lips parted in silent submission, their breaths shallow.How pathetic. Omegas were weak by design, fragile things meant to be used and discarded. And yet— Karen Lukeman. Her name slithered through my mind like poison.That night should have broken her. It should have left her a sobbing, shattered wreck at my feet, begging for mercy. But instead… inst