Lara no longer cared about Seno’s presence, nor did she long for the affection he once gave her.
For Lara, being with Seno was merely an obligation that had to be fulfilled as his lawful wife.
“Don’t ever think I’ll divorce you, Seno!” she declared firmly.
Seno smiled in response to her threat. What was wrong with him?
“Of course, Darling. Don’t divorce me. I don’t want to part from you either,” Seno said, gently caressing Lara’s face. His reaction felt strange.
Lara only stared blankly at the hospital ceiling above her. The glaring light briefly banished the disgusting images of her husband’s affair with his secretary.
“Don’t feel so great. I’m not asking for your love. I just don’t want our child to grow up without both parents, like I did!” Lara’s voice was sharp, and Seno was visibly surprised by her change. He looked startled.
Yes. Lara had never been this angry with him before. She was usually silent and indifferent. But this time was different. Lara had to speak out and let him know that she was no longer the foolish woman who longed for love.
“You’re so cruel, Darling.”
Cruel?
Wasn’t it Seno who had been cruel to her?
All this time, Lara had resigned herself to this bitter marriage, accepting all the consequences she had to bear.
She would never forget that there was another life waiting for her: their baby.
She would endure.
She had to endure.
For their child.
“Do you want something to eat?” Seno asked, glancing at his watch. He also seemed to check his phone, but moments later, the flat object was back in his pants pocket.
There was a name that had been bothering Lara for a while. Olivia. His mistress.
Was that woman contacting him right now?
Ah, forget it. She didn’t care.
If she could guess, Olivia was probably finding excuses to report work to her husband. But of course, those were just fabricated reasons.
Olivia was always looking for opportunities to get closer to Seno’s life, and if possible, she would soon replace Lara as his lawful wife.
Lara could understand her cunning thoughts.
But that wouldn’t happen.
She wouldn’t let it happen!
***
“Darling?”
Seno’s second call broke her reverie.
“I don’t want to eat anything. The nurse will bring my food.”
Seno looked at her with a melancholic gaze. Maybe he hadn’t expected her to be this cold towards him. This was a fair retribution for wasting her kindness all this time.
“I’ve been patient with you, Lara. Please, don’t test my patience any further,” Seno half-threatened. His face flushed as he stared sharply at his wife. Seno was disturbed by Lara’s attitude.
“What are you saying?” Lara blinked. Was he now saying that his dignity as a man was at stake?
“Please. My patience is running out, Lara.”
Did he think she couldn’t defeat his ego?
Was he whining like a baby? No. She really didn’t want to talk to him anymore.
“What do you mean?”
“I’ve set aside my ego bit by bit. But you keep being harsh with me! Let’s end this, okay? Forgive me.”
“What are you saying?”
“Please don’t be like this, Lara! I’m your husband! Respect me like a wise wife should!” Seno shouted, his face red.
It seemed his patience had indeed run out. Seno might have felt humiliated by her cold attitude, as if she were treating him like garbage.
Wasn’t he indeed garbage?
“Do you have a mirror, huh?” Lara shouted back. She wasn’t a foolish woman who would accept her husband’s infidelity without feeling hurt.
Her pure love had been betrayed, and now, Seno was talking about being a wise wife?
Was he joking?
“Lara Selene Smith!”
Stab.
Lara’s heart felt like it was pierced by a sharp knife. Seno’s behavior when he was angry was just like her father’s.
Wasn’t he just another kind of scoundrel—like her husband?
“Y—you!” Lara started to cry. Her heart ached just from hearing Seno’s shout. Even though her husband didn’t curse, somehow, her soul felt wounded.
She—a child abandoned by her father—hated hearing her full name called out like that. It reminded her of her father’s anger pattern, which she despised.
“Lar—Lara....”
Seno felt guilty for making Lara—who had been angry—suddenly cry out of the blue.
“Forgive me,” Seno said, kneeling beside her bed. He then stood and embraced her as she continued to cry.
Seno really hadn’t expected his words to hurt her. Yes. She was deeply hurt.
“Excuse me.”
A nurse broke the tension between them. She seemed to enter the room carrying several IV bottles and notes.
Her firm and quick steps echoed, creating a continuous rhythm.
“Yes, Nurse?” Seno glanced at the nurse briefly as he rose from his chair. He then gently wiped Lara’s tears from her face.
“We’re going to check the patient, could you wait outside?”
“No! I’m her husband. I’ll wait here.”
“Alright, Sir. As long as you can maintain order,” the nurse replied with a forced smile.
Some time ago, Lara had heard that Seno had caused a commotion, so the nurses were annoyed. They tried to avoid confrontation as much as possible and maintain a conducive environment for the resting patients.
Seno sometimes couldn’t control himself. He didn’t know why.
“Alright.”
He watched Seno carefully move to the sofa in the corner of the room to give enough space for the medical team to conduct the examination.
For a moment, Lara felt relieved that he didn’t cause another commotion that would surely embarrass her.
She didn’t know why Seno wanted to be around her. After all, Seno was usually busy with his work in the morning.
Was he trying to make sure the medical team could work well in taking care of her?
Ah, that was unlikely. Why would Seno suddenly be so attentive to her? Wasn’t that unusual?
“Good.”
Lara heard the nurse mutter after checking the IV and writing something in her notes.
“You’re improving, Ma’am. Thank goodness,” she said with a smile. She said that her condition seemed to be improving after yesterday’s surgical procedure.
“Thank you,” Lara said humbly. She was also grateful that her condition had improved.
“Doctor.”
A moment later, a surgeon came in to check on her condition.
At first, Lara didn’t pay much attention to who the doctor was treating her. Until, a voice brought back memories from the past.
“How are you feeling, Mrs. Lara?”
She turned to the voice she recognized.
That voice.
The voice of one of the men she didn’t want to meet.
***
“Y-you?”
Lara stared sharply at the doctor standing before her.A tall, handsome doctor with brown eyes typical of a mixed-race man. His wavy black hair was neatly combed, perfectly complementing the white coat that draped over his body.Andre.He was Lara's childhood friend who has now become her enemy.“Y—you?” Lara's anger suddenly flared—she felt as if she could tear the doctor apart right then and there.Memories of the past relationship between Dr. Andre and Lara suddenly resurfaced, now causing her pain.Andre and Lara were not always enemies, but a horrific incident left a mark on her mind. That incident turned them into sworn enemies until now. Lara even tried to cut off contact, though Andre and his brother often tried to find her, or so they said. Lara never confirmed that.Lara was a girl full of wounds from the past. She hadn’t fully experienced happiness, until one day, a fetus suddenly appeared in her womb. That fetus, Lara's unborn child, became her only strength. She would figh
For several days, Lara had to stay in the hospital. Her recovery process required tranquility, complete rest, and stabilization, both physically and mentally.Seno, her husband, was always around her. Initially, Lara couldn’t understand why his behavior was so different, but eventually, she began to accept it.'Maybe Seno truly regrets his actions,' Lara thought, though she was reluctant to ask him.Unlike Seno, Andre was rarely seen. In truth, Lara didn’t understand why—unconsciously—she was looking for Andre’s presence.But what was their relationship?There was none.Their relationship was purely doctor and patient. That’s it."Lara, do you need anything?" Seno suddenly asked. Lara glanced at him while observing her husband. His shirt was wrinkled, his jacket was off, and his face looked worn. Strangely, Seno’s appearance seemed quite appealing to Lara. At least, it was because he had stayed with her in the hospital for so long."Nothing.""I have a meeting shortly. Is it okay if I
Andre’s orders were immediately carried out by the nurse. The woman in a light blue uniform quickly felt Lara’s pulse and then measured her blood pressure.“Her blood pressure is normal, doctor,” the nurse said while jotting down the results on a clipboard. “But her pulse is weak and irregular.”Andre immediately began CPR—cardiopulmonary resuscitation. His hope was that Lara would start breathing normally again.“Lara, please,” Andre murmured as he placed his hands on Lara’s chest and began chest compressions at a rate of 100-120 compressions per minute. He also opened her airway and gave rescue breaths after every 30 chest compressions. Andre continued the CPR, hoping that Lara would regain consciousness.“How is she, Doctor?” the nurse asked with a worried expression.“Look!” After a few minutes of CPR, Lara’s fingers began to twitch. Shortly after, she slowly opened her eyes. Although she looked weak and confused, Lara started moving her fingers and opening her mouth.Lara whispere
Someone suddenly knocked on the door.It was Olivia."Madam, may I come in?" she asked with a suspicious smile, holding up a lewd photo of Seno with another woman. Of course, that woman was Olivia herself."Come in!" Lara ordered, panting. She didn't want the scandal to become public knowledge or be overheard by the nurses or anyone passing by.Andre was gone. And now? Olivia had come? This day was truly cursed for Lara."What do you mean by this?" Lara yelled as soon as Olivia entered and closed the door. Lara immediately stood up, lunged at Olivia, snatched the indecent photo, and tore it into unrecognizable pieces.Olivia laughed slyly. "I have a thousand more nude photos of Seno that are even more shocking than the one you just destroyed, you fool!""W-what?!""Come on. Divorce him, Lara. Seno is too good for you." Olivia's words were like those of a drunken person with no sense of decorum. How could a sane woman like her force someone to suddenly divorce their husband? Especially
Lara contemplated the impact of Olivia's threats. But as usual, Olivia was dangerous.That sly woman could never think too deeply or maturely. It was likely that the threat was just an empty one she had concocted.Lara had realized this since their first encounter. Olivia often tried to appear superior to her but ended up in misery.Every job or task that Olivia snatched always failed. Olivia wasn't as smart as Lara."What are you going to do?" Lara challenged, refusing to give in to the situation.Olivia scowled, disbelief flashing across her face at Lara's tough response. Wasn't Lara supposed to obey her? Stubborn!"I'll send those photos to the newspapers. I'll make them viral on social media. I'll make sure your husband has no face left to show!""Lowly whore!" Lara retorted, her voice weak but still sharp. She wanted to shout louder but failed. Her throat was dry. Lara wasn't in good shape."Call me whatever you want! But you'll never know that I'm not joking!" Olivia's voice shri
For several days, Lara had to stay in the hospital. The ultimatum was clear, and Andre would not make Lara’s mood any worse. He had no choice but to comply, though his heart ached.Lara.When would Andre ever get to talk to her again as old friends, share stories, and also … the warmth that had long disappeared from his life?***Andre washed his face with the rushing tap water. The reflection of his face in the mirror annoyed him. Andre looked at himself. The fine lines indicating age could not be denied.He had waited for Lara for over a decade. And this was the end result.Lara already had a family … though that family … was it … bad?“Damn it!” Andre growled, clenching his fists. “Family? Husband?” Andre laughed bitterly. How could a man like Seno end up with Lara?“Why not me?” Andre muttered as he raked his hair roughly. Lara. She had walked down the aisle, and all the chances Andre had been waiting for had practically evaporated. Time that could not be turned back had destroyed
Andre glanced briefly at Olivia’s thick lips. To him, Olivia wasn’t particularly attractive. He had met much more interesting women, especially his sister.Andre’s sister was a captivating woman who inherited the best genes from their Canadian father. Her blonde hair was natural, unlike Olivia’s fake blonde. No matter how long he studied Olivia’s appearance, nothing captured his attention. Olivia was definitely not his type.“Please step back a little,” he said sharply, starting to feel uncomfortable. Olivia’s overpowering perfume was making his head spin.“Huh?” Olivia stepped back, her demeanor suddenly awkward. This awkwardness hadn’t been present when they first met.“So, what now?” Andre raised an eyebrow. He had heard enough of Olivia’s nonsense, and it was time to end it.It was an extremely disturbing encounter for him.“Have you been working here for long, Doctor?” Olivia asked, fiddling with the ends of her hair blown by the night wind. Her voice sounded somewhat odd, too aff
Meanwhile, Lara was still deep in sleep. However, the silhouette of the sun peeking through the window suddenly dazzled her eyes. A nurse arrived to perform a routine check. Lara nodded and allowed her to proceed, though she was also curious about the absence of someone.Andre."Um… is Dr. Andre not on duty, Nurse?" Lara asked awkwardly. She knew her question might not be relevant—or perhaps it was? Lara acted as if the question was not unusual to ask."The doctor's rounds are still two hours away, ma'am. I'm here just for a routine check," the nurse explained with a smile.Lara nodded and tidied her disheveled hair. She then lifted her sleeve for the nurse to examine as directed."Everything looks good. Nothing to worry about," the nurse said, then took her leave to return to her station.Lara was alone again and wanted to get some fresh air outside her room. How long had she been in this room? A week? Two weeks? Lara didn’t even remember. Her muscles felt stiff, and it would be good