While I was busy waving at the both of them, Karin suddenly elbowed my left side, I stared at her. "Why are you here? I thought you won't be too long here?"
Karin only scoffed. The happiness in her eyes could be traced by me. Even I'd deny that my cousin's not happy in my wedding, she really was. And the happiness in her face right now had been rubbed on my face.
"Yes, I'll be off later. I'll be seeing Mezakiel for our trip," she stated so I nodded. Good thing our guests left already. "Congratulations, Kiana."
"Thank you," I replied. But in every time I thank people who seemed so grateful that I am now married, something so uncomfortable and unpleasant still kept me bugging. "Are you really happy? That I still didn't give up the wedding?"
"Why are you talking like that? As if I was born to decide things for you anyway!" she answered. "And if you're still worried that I'm still in sober after I gave up Aspen for your wedding's sake. You are wrong."
I guess I was wrong for minding Karin's settlement from before. Months ago, I had a problem with my cousin. When we both undergo deciding and who among us should give up on our plans. Because she was into the person she liked before, while I was stuck in a serious arrange marriage for the sake of doing what my foster parents wanted. They were not my Uncle and Aunt but they were the ones who raised me like their own daughter.
So, even if being involved in an arrange marriage as what they wanted could affect Karin----their daughter, I still continued. Even if I hurted Karin, I still fought my decision to marry him.
However, Karin's now fine. She moved on from my brother-in-law and she's now committed to Mezakiel. Karin knew how much I supported her to that guy who's meant for her.
So for now, now that I was married, I shouldn't bother myself from thinking Karin's feelings. We're in different stories now. And I needed to focus on mine.
Because it's still not beginning.
"So it's okay now? That you and Aspen would be in one family?" She didn't give me a reply but her simple nods satisfied me. "Yes, what happened had happened, I moved on from him."
I smiled brightly. "I know, by just seeing how you love Mr. Soren."
"Hey! You know it's embarrasing to hear that other people mention my feelings for him!" Karin shyly returned. But she's blushing and that was her cute side.
I chuckled. "Shouldn't you be this proud that you love Mezakiel?"
"Hmp, anyway! Where's your husband? The last time I saw him was when the toast ended?"
I quieted myself, even I didn't notice that he's gone. But who cared, it's not that I should be looking at him to see where he's going all the time.
Since we're really not a sincere couple. We didn't have labels nor relationship.
The wedding was just a part of the business deal. That's why we got married.
"I don't know where he went," I stated.
"Seriously? Find him and tell him my 'Congratulations'. I need to go now," Karin said and waved her hand.
"See you then. Thanks for attending," I thanked before she stopped walking away. "Make sure you made the right decision, Kiana. I might be younger but I can tell that marriage is one of the most important part of life one takes."
I sighed but it was too light, just to make sure she couldn't feel the bit disappointment in me.
Of course, I was a bit anxious of my decisions. That I'd surely expect for complicated circumstances that would deal with my husband. That marrying Wren, the guy who just agreed with the marriage for the business' sake wouldn't be as sweet and as simple as it would be.
Because on my side, the guy I married sees me as someone who also married him for the business. He would not take me seriously, he would not love me.
That's what I believe.
And it's hurting me every time I think of it.
Knowing Wren Medina, I married him because I love him as well. No one knew my other reason. I didn't want anyone to know it.
"Yes, I am always aware of that fact. And I am prepared of whatever would happen soon, Karin. Thanks."
She smiled. "That's a good response. "
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After all the guests who attended our wedding were all gone, Wren and his family----including Aspen left but Wren said he'd go back earlier for me. Of course, I wasn't able to question him why he needed to go back for me, because why would a wife question his husband about it?
But right at this moment, I already realized why Wren reminded me of him returning here later.
"Are you really sure? Auntie, Uncle? Grandma? Don't you think this was too sudden? That I'd be moving out to live with Wren in a new house?" I asked with so much hesitations to go and leave my parent. I mostly left our house and stay in my apartment when I was still schooling but now was different. I'd be permanently moving and live with someone.
Aunt just kissed my forehead. "You will be fine, honey. Me and your Uncle will visit you sooner, okay?"
I nodded and hugged them. I couldn't take a step back now, they all helped me from packing my things up. My loads were already waiting with me in front of our house. Which meant I'd be really leaving them already.
"I think I will be fine. But please understand that I will not get used to living with him for the first days," I told them.
"Of course we understand that," Uncle replied and fixed my hair. "If he ever do something bad. Or you will not be able to tolerate what it was contracted between you two, you can go back to us."
I didn't reply. They expected that. They didn't force me to marry him anyway, I was also eager but I kept my eagerness in my own self only. So it would be my own fault if my decisions would lead me into something worse.
So, I hope, my decision to marry him and live with him for my sake as well would turn out okay.
In my parents' eyes, they see me like I did this for the business. But for me, there're still more reasons.
We spent our minutes from talking stuffs about my new life as a wife and their advises helped me a lot. Especially Grandma's words, it inspired me.
Later on, a familiar car stopped by already and Wren hopped out to ask me from my parents. And that was very polite of him.
"Pardon? I am glad that you will let my wife to live with me as early as now. You can see us by our place," he politely told them as I was standing beside him.
"We will be happy for it. You take of care, Kiana. Okay?" Wren nodded to my Aunt as they hugged me. When Wren's chauffeur put all my lugguage in the back of the car, we already left
Damn, this feeling of missing them already was now swallowing me because I couldn't find myself in comfort. I was in the same car with Wren. No one's talking. We're both placed at the backseat and the chauffeur couldn't get over with the awkwardness. This was suffocating. Really. The fact that he was now my real legitimate husband would never spare my mind anymore! ----He didn't talk until we made it to an unfamiliar but new-looking house. No, not just a house. But a mansion. Damn, where on Earth did he find his guts to choose this huge house to buy for us?! As if we're really living on it all day. We both have works, to the point that we could only stay under a house's roof during night time only. That's also rare. My jaw dropped when I entered the huge estate. As if everything was already inside. I couldn't ask for more. "D-Did you buy this? In an instant?" I was too stunned, I even stuttered. Wren only sat with me on the couch of the wide living room as he took his coat off
After dinner, which was a really awkward that it almost creeped the understanding maids out, I hurriedly went back to our room to fix my things in the right place. It took me two hours to organize my clothes in my closet and the other things I brought in their right places. Tomorrow morning's an off from work. Because of the wedding occasion, I have been spared with days as my day offs so I could handle my marriage issues with my family and husband and the rest.I lied down my bed after drying up my wet hair. And he recently entered the room, looking surprised that I was already in the bed.I realized that I looked like some excited wife who wanted to sleep with his husband! Right! It's still past 9am and I was already prepared to sleep.So that's why he's giving me a look that was filled with mischief."It's not what you think it was," I coldly said and got up from the bed so he wouldn't misunderstand. "I just needed an early rest, the whole day was so long and tiring."He finally se
We left from the hosuse right away after the maids helped me pack some pair of my clothes. If I were to calculate how long have we traveled before arriving by the said place for the honeymoon, it's three hours straight. I didn't throw querries to him since we left that's why I did not epect tha we'd head on a private resort. The only thing I could manage to do was to part my lips and it could part forever after I knew that he already plotted the reservations for rooms and all acivities one could do in the resort. Like Wren was really sure that he would bring me here sucessfully.It sounded frustrated for me because I accepted the honeymoon like I was an obedient partner, how exaggerating of me. But everything's now fixed, I could do nothing but to go along. Wishing this honeymoon would only last for a day. As Wren followed the staff of the Inn to guide us to our room, I was also tailing him from behind. My eyes were stained on his large back. Suddenly, I bumped him that I almost fel
Sun finally went down the horizon by the edge of the sea. When the stars appeared with the bright moon from above as it reflected its clear round image on the ocean, I looked at my reflection in the mirror once again. I pinched my cheeks because they started reddening for the nth time. The night would be cold but there's a chance that my hot cheeks would be able to stop me from shivering later. I was properly dressed. This is not what I was expecting as my night would be. It's supposed to be fun and loud and there would be a lot of drinks served before me. But Wren told me that we'd drink the whole night in a ferry for dinner. That's actually fine with me but it's not what I really wanted. I didn't want to reject his dinner offer knowing he already reserved a ferry for a single, fancy, honeymoon dinner. It would be a waste of money if he'd cancel it because I didn't want to go. Since I was certain that he'd immediately waste the ferry reservation just because I didn't arrive. That'
We drove back home immediately and Wren's plan to stay by the resort for another day was cancelled. It was cancelled due to some important reasons and the other reasons were about something we both knew but none of us had mentioned. The car was so quiet but the air was extremely densed. No one's trying to start a conversation. As if our lips were shut by the small pieces of memories we could recall, and it's all about the night we had yesterday. My hands were tingling over my lap, Wren could notice the discomfort since he's seated beside me. His eyes glimpsed on my side fleetingly. He sighed. "Is there something wrong?" He finally ruined the silence. I hope the car was relieved when he finally made a sound. "I am fine, why did you ask?" Okay, I am not actually okay. Because I've been overthinking about the both of us, drunk in bed and we slept together. Wren shrugged. "I just feel like you aren't okay. Do you feel uncomfortable whenever we're in the same car?" "No, that's not
I was busy searching my keycar in my bag when Wren suddenly popped up into my sight. He's leaning on his parked car and his calm posture on it seemed like someone who's waiting for someone. I gulped and my feet almost took their steps backward but I controlled myself. Our eyes met. He smirked at me. This was unfair, he just smirked like he's teasing me while this was me, blushing and dying in my face's redness. "What's up. How's your day?" he asked. "It's not how great as it is," I replied and stood up in front of him. "Why are you here? If you're planning to drive me home, I have my own car." "Where's your... car? I don't see it anywhere," Wren asked, looking at the whole parking lot. I roamed my eyes as well and tried cupping my keycar in my bag but I couldn't find it anywhere. And I realized, I didn't drive myself at work this morning. "I'll accompany you to where your car is. And then we'll both drive at home together." He slowly walked toward me so all I could do was to s
I hooked my bag on my shoulder and was ready to leave from my office for lunch when my phone rang. I had hesitations in responding to the one who's calling me. But ended up answering it. "Hello, what is up?" I started as my phone drew closer to my ear. I flinched when he formally coughed across the call. "Are you free right now?""Yes, is there something urgent? It's currently our break," I responded. Days had been usual, I kept piling myself in work for the sake of not having free times. To become busy like Wren. We're both piled up every day and our only chance to see each other was during night time. Never even get to have dinner together sometimes that's why I didn't get any opportunities to talk to him or spend my time with him properly. It's not like I am avoiding Wren, I was just preparing myself to start interacting with him more. Karin's words that night made a reflection to me. It made me have the thought to rely on her tip. To at least make the possibility to make Wren
The days made me busy that living in the workplace would be better than going home to finish my tasks. Good thing I've finished it all and I finally have a rest day considered for me today. Instead of locking myself in our bedroom to take a nap for the whole day, I went to Wren's building to pay him a meaningless visit. But for his workers, I visited him with all the kinds of sweet meanings since I am his wife that they're informed about. "So he's not here?" I asked, uninformed that Wren's not in his office right now that I paid him a visit for the first time. Great timing. But his Secretary's here. "I'm sorry Ma'am, he was called for a sudden meeting. Should I leave a message to him here for you? Did something urgent happen that you needed him? You can stay here if you want," her Secretary responded with all hospitatility. "No, it's fine. I don't have anything to say that is important." It was such an ashame to come here without knowing what he's currently doing. "Haven't he tex
Wearing a proper dress and showing formal gestures would be enough as my appearance to Wren's relatives. I've been very aware that they would expect a fancy dinner that wearing formal dresses was a must as well. Or I was just overreacting in how I see the family of Medina. But it's better to become as proper as how Wren acts and shows himself to them and to other people.After fixing myself, I went downstairs and the maids even stopped to gaze at me. I felt comfortable by the way they looked at me but ended up not minding it. "Where's Wren?" I asked. "Oh, Sir Wren's already outside, Ma'am. He's the one who'll drive the car there." I nodded and smiled at her before walking out. "By the way, Ma'am. You look really pretty tonight. Enjoy your night!" I turned around and let my heart pound faster when my maid complimented me. "Thank you, I will!" And I exited the house with all my confidence. Hoping this night would be better. Wren's rooting for this occasion so I must not make any pr
The days made me busy that living in the workplace would be better than going home to finish my tasks. Good thing I've finished it all and I finally have a rest day considered for me today. Instead of locking myself in our bedroom to take a nap for the whole day, I went to Wren's building to pay him a meaningless visit. But for his workers, I visited him with all the kinds of sweet meanings since I am his wife that they're informed about. "So he's not here?" I asked, uninformed that Wren's not in his office right now that I paid him a visit for the first time. Great timing. But his Secretary's here. "I'm sorry Ma'am, he was called for a sudden meeting. Should I leave a message to him here for you? Did something urgent happen that you needed him? You can stay here if you want," her Secretary responded with all hospitatility. "No, it's fine. I don't have anything to say that is important." It was such an ashame to come here without knowing what he's currently doing. "Haven't he tex
I hooked my bag on my shoulder and was ready to leave from my office for lunch when my phone rang. I had hesitations in responding to the one who's calling me. But ended up answering it. "Hello, what is up?" I started as my phone drew closer to my ear. I flinched when he formally coughed across the call. "Are you free right now?""Yes, is there something urgent? It's currently our break," I responded. Days had been usual, I kept piling myself in work for the sake of not having free times. To become busy like Wren. We're both piled up every day and our only chance to see each other was during night time. Never even get to have dinner together sometimes that's why I didn't get any opportunities to talk to him or spend my time with him properly. It's not like I am avoiding Wren, I was just preparing myself to start interacting with him more. Karin's words that night made a reflection to me. It made me have the thought to rely on her tip. To at least make the possibility to make Wren
I was busy searching my keycar in my bag when Wren suddenly popped up into my sight. He's leaning on his parked car and his calm posture on it seemed like someone who's waiting for someone. I gulped and my feet almost took their steps backward but I controlled myself. Our eyes met. He smirked at me. This was unfair, he just smirked like he's teasing me while this was me, blushing and dying in my face's redness. "What's up. How's your day?" he asked. "It's not how great as it is," I replied and stood up in front of him. "Why are you here? If you're planning to drive me home, I have my own car." "Where's your... car? I don't see it anywhere," Wren asked, looking at the whole parking lot. I roamed my eyes as well and tried cupping my keycar in my bag but I couldn't find it anywhere. And I realized, I didn't drive myself at work this morning. "I'll accompany you to where your car is. And then we'll both drive at home together." He slowly walked toward me so all I could do was to s
We drove back home immediately and Wren's plan to stay by the resort for another day was cancelled. It was cancelled due to some important reasons and the other reasons were about something we both knew but none of us had mentioned. The car was so quiet but the air was extremely densed. No one's trying to start a conversation. As if our lips were shut by the small pieces of memories we could recall, and it's all about the night we had yesterday. My hands were tingling over my lap, Wren could notice the discomfort since he's seated beside me. His eyes glimpsed on my side fleetingly. He sighed. "Is there something wrong?" He finally ruined the silence. I hope the car was relieved when he finally made a sound. "I am fine, why did you ask?" Okay, I am not actually okay. Because I've been overthinking about the both of us, drunk in bed and we slept together. Wren shrugged. "I just feel like you aren't okay. Do you feel uncomfortable whenever we're in the same car?" "No, that's not
Sun finally went down the horizon by the edge of the sea. When the stars appeared with the bright moon from above as it reflected its clear round image on the ocean, I looked at my reflection in the mirror once again. I pinched my cheeks because they started reddening for the nth time. The night would be cold but there's a chance that my hot cheeks would be able to stop me from shivering later. I was properly dressed. This is not what I was expecting as my night would be. It's supposed to be fun and loud and there would be a lot of drinks served before me. But Wren told me that we'd drink the whole night in a ferry for dinner. That's actually fine with me but it's not what I really wanted. I didn't want to reject his dinner offer knowing he already reserved a ferry for a single, fancy, honeymoon dinner. It would be a waste of money if he'd cancel it because I didn't want to go. Since I was certain that he'd immediately waste the ferry reservation just because I didn't arrive. That'
We left from the hosuse right away after the maids helped me pack some pair of my clothes. If I were to calculate how long have we traveled before arriving by the said place for the honeymoon, it's three hours straight. I didn't throw querries to him since we left that's why I did not epect tha we'd head on a private resort. The only thing I could manage to do was to part my lips and it could part forever after I knew that he already plotted the reservations for rooms and all acivities one could do in the resort. Like Wren was really sure that he would bring me here sucessfully.It sounded frustrated for me because I accepted the honeymoon like I was an obedient partner, how exaggerating of me. But everything's now fixed, I could do nothing but to go along. Wishing this honeymoon would only last for a day. As Wren followed the staff of the Inn to guide us to our room, I was also tailing him from behind. My eyes were stained on his large back. Suddenly, I bumped him that I almost fel
After dinner, which was a really awkward that it almost creeped the understanding maids out, I hurriedly went back to our room to fix my things in the right place. It took me two hours to organize my clothes in my closet and the other things I brought in their right places. Tomorrow morning's an off from work. Because of the wedding occasion, I have been spared with days as my day offs so I could handle my marriage issues with my family and husband and the rest.I lied down my bed after drying up my wet hair. And he recently entered the room, looking surprised that I was already in the bed.I realized that I looked like some excited wife who wanted to sleep with his husband! Right! It's still past 9am and I was already prepared to sleep.So that's why he's giving me a look that was filled with mischief."It's not what you think it was," I coldly said and got up from the bed so he wouldn't misunderstand. "I just needed an early rest, the whole day was so long and tiring."He finally se
Damn, this feeling of missing them already was now swallowing me because I couldn't find myself in comfort. I was in the same car with Wren. No one's talking. We're both placed at the backseat and the chauffeur couldn't get over with the awkwardness. This was suffocating. Really. The fact that he was now my real legitimate husband would never spare my mind anymore! ----He didn't talk until we made it to an unfamiliar but new-looking house. No, not just a house. But a mansion. Damn, where on Earth did he find his guts to choose this huge house to buy for us?! As if we're really living on it all day. We both have works, to the point that we could only stay under a house's roof during night time only. That's also rare. My jaw dropped when I entered the huge estate. As if everything was already inside. I couldn't ask for more. "D-Did you buy this? In an instant?" I was too stunned, I even stuttered. Wren only sat with me on the couch of the wide living room as he took his coat off