But I couldn’t stop it.
I realized that as soon as everything was out of my control. Over the next few days, I took the time to make Ivor’s mistress angry at his heartlessness.
In fact, every week, I always had to give gifts to his mistresses in the name of Ivor. But I decided to stop it because I was jealous that they were his mistresses, that Ivor canoodled them, which I had never achieved.
Ivor didn’t notice this, because he was too busy with his work and he trusted me.
I had used to do everything for the sake of his trust, and now I’m afraid of losing it.
But I was satisfied.
Fear and joy tormented me at the same time.
I tried to hide my jealousy and become professional so that Ivor would not doubt me and our relationship was improved.
And it worked.
Ivor let me go with him to the villa where Elie was living instead of Romeo.
Once, when I went to the villa with Ivor, I overheard Elie’s phone conversation.
“You know, things will get better, my love. I’m looking forward to coming back to you.”
I hid behind the curtain, trying not to make a sound. I could confirm that this was Ellie’s voice, feeling more excited than embarrassed about eavesdropping. Because maybe I found Ellie’s secret. A secret was big enough to keep Ivor away from Ellie.
So many years later, when I remember what I once felt, I laugh shamefully.
I took out my phone and recorded the conversation.
“I really miss you, I don’t want to live in this empty villa anymore, everyone at this villa treats me like a lowly girl, and he treats me like a toy, like a stupid stunt,” Ellie said chokingly. “I’ll definitely come back to you soon. Love you too.”
Ellie hung up, wiped her tears, walked toward the living room where Ivor was, and startled when she saw me.
“Ms. Assistant, why are you here?”
“Miss Jenner, what a surprise, why are you here?”
The two voices echoed at the same time, and I watched Ellie’s expression and realized she was in shock. I smiled at her for finding her weakness.
“I just watered the flowers, and I’m going to the living room to see Ivor,” Elie replied.
I smiled, saying, “I’m going to the kitchen to prepare tea for my boss. Surprised that the butler told me you were on your room.”
I used a knife to make a slit in her defense, letting her quickly reveal her lies. I watched Elie carefully and realized that she was evaluating my attitude.
I was glad what she was doing was proving to me she was lying.
She said, “Oh, I’ve been up to the bedroom since noon and down to the garden since three o’clock in the afternoon, maybe the butler was too busy to be mistaken.”
I burst into laughter at Elie’s gaping lie. Because the butler told me that Elie was just in the room thirty minutes ago. Before she went into the bedroom, she spent all noon reading books in the garden, allowing no one to bother her.
Perhaps she did not know that the butler was always monitoring her actions skillfully.
Haste was the most short-sighted reason for failure. My jealousy and the joy of taking down my opponent prevented me from rethinking it soberly.
I decided to expose Elie.
I smirked, saying, “Say it again.”
“What?” Elie was surprised, answering angrily.
I repeat, “Repeat what you just said.”
My method was a trick to find out if someone was lying. When people lied, what they said were all fleeting thoughts they came up with so quickly so they could hardly remember everything they said.
I looked at Elie with a winner’s eye. Maybe Elie realized it was all just a trap, so she looked at me with a wary eye.
“I don’t need to do that,” Elie said.
“Why?” I frowned, asking again.
“I have no reason to explain that to you, and you have no right to ask me to do anything,” Elie insisted.
“So does that mean you who excuses yourself, accuses yourself?” I said. “You don’t want Ivor to doubt you, do you? Remember, I’m his assistant and you’re just his mistress.”
Elie laughed and said, “Oh, yes, but if he knew that you had a crush on him, how would he react?”
Elie’s question beat me.
Elie seemed pleased with my reaction, she left shortly after.
I could not accept the fact that I had given up on her. Immediately, I clenched Elie’s hand.
“What are you doing?” Elie was startled, angry, shouting.
“What was the content of your telephone conversation, Miss Jenner?” I asked.
“Please give me a reason to answer you. Why should I listen to an assistant like you, remember you’ve only gained Ivor’s trust in a few days,” Elie said.
“How do you know that?” I was stunned, feeling like someone had just exposed one of my embarrassing mistakes.
I believed Elie could not get that information because I had only been in contact with her for a short time.
Why?
“Because Ivor told me, you fool,” Elie said sarcastically.
I felt like things were getting dangerous.
My love of Ivor as a bomb could explode at any moment. If Ivor found out I was loving him, he would fire me.
I was bewildered, but a hope flashed through my mind. If he knew that, why didn’t he fire me?
“Of course not,” Elie denied all my hopes.
It was only then that I realized that I had unintentionally revealed my entire state of mind.
“I guessed it while listening to him tell the story. Lia, take your hand off my hand, you’re hurting me.”
“What?” I wondered, unconsciously letting go of Elie’s poor hand. Her arm was red because I held it tight for too long.
“Shit,” Elie whispered.
I felt insecure, so I took an action immediately because I was worried Elie would tell Ivor that I loved him.
“You don’t even have to tell me the contents of the conversation, because I recorded it,” I said, taking out the phone. “You know what? I just need to give it to Ivor, everything will be over, he’ll hate you because you cheated on him.”
“What the hell are you talking about,” Elie shouted. I believed the phone panicked her.
“You know what you should do then, don’t you?” I said arrogantly. I believed Elie was scared because she cheated on Ivor, she was having an affair. She was certainly afraid that things would get worse when Ivor found out everything that had happened.
“What happened?”
Ivor’s familiar voice pulled me away from thoughts.
His appearance amazed me.
“I,” I wanted to explain to Ivor instinctively, but I couldn’t think of a logical story for the situation between me and Elie.
Ivor looked at Elie, I looked at him.
Ivor was petty when he saw the red mark on Elie’s arm.
“Did something happen?” Ivor asked Elie.
“Nothing,” Elie said, and looked at me visibly.
“Ivor, I know,” I said, and wanted to explain, but Ivor’s cynical and impatient gaze made me lose my confidence.Elie said, “It’s okay, Ivor, we’re just talking.”“I hear your screams. And your arm, too, what happened to it?” Ivor asked, staring at the red mark and frowning.My heart twitches. I did not trust Elie to be a naive girl. What I had seen proved it to me, or at least I believed it was.So I couldn’t let Elie continue her conversation with Ivor, most likely she would turn the story to a different direction.“Boss, I…,” I said hesitantly.Only then did he glance at me. He said, “What’s wrong?”My heart beat fast.I was nervous.I took out my phone, gave it to him. Ivor looked up at the screen and saw a recording displayed.He looked at me; I signaled him to hold it the way he signaled me when we worked together.Ivor opened the recording file.“Hey, don’t,” Elie tried to stop him, but it was all for nothing.The content of the recording file sounded. Ivor frowned, listening to
I could not believe what Ivor had said. “No way. I mean…”, I panicked, trying to resolve this terrible situation. So far, I really regretted what I had done. That was an expensive price. But Ivor didn’t give in to me, he looked at me with stern eyes. Ivor said, “You can write your resignation this morning, I’ll sign it for you right away.” Then he focused on his work. I couldn’t believe Ivor would be so heartless, and I realized I was so reckless and confident in thinking that he would forgive me after all, just because I was his assistant who worked with him for five years. I had to admit bitterly, Ivor might have an assistant who was more professional than me, but I could not find another person I could love as passionately as I loved him. He certainly knew that, too, and he did so. He was going to fire me and found a new assistant. I felt pain. Ivor, you were so heartless. But my reason reminded me I had no right to suffer or regret. Because from the beginning, I knew the
I was dedicated to my job, making myself busier than anyone in the company, so I did not have to worry about Ivor or anything about him. My devotion surprised and pleased Ivor. So I became his only assistant not to accompany him on his business trip to California. Instead, I would assist the vice president in the company's management. On the third day of his business trip, he called me and asked me to escort Elie to the hotel where he was staying. As I had assisted the vice president with most of the important tasks in the company. On a private plane, Elie asked me, “It’s amazing that Ivor left you so busy to see me.” “It’s my job, Miss Jenner,” I coldly replied. I was lazy to think about what it really meant, and I leaned back in my chair and took a nap. I did not believe Elie was a deer, but I did not hate her either. Simply, I wanted brief contact with her. After a nap, I continued to bury my head at work. Recently, Ivor was only interested in Elie, so things related to Iv
I didn’t want to face being fired again.For me, there was nothing as important as staying with him, even if I could only be with him as his assistant.I struggled to get out, but he held my waist tight.“Ivor, stop,” I said, almost begging, trying to turn away from his kiss.He did not seem to be satisfied when I did that. Of course, he was a possessive man. He did not allow anything that belonged to him to go out of his control.But I did not belong to him. He should know that better than anyone because he rejected my love. By this time tomorrow morning, when he was awake and found out I had sex with him, he won’t give me a friendly gaze.Ivor hold my head so I could not interrupt the kiss again.I slowly fell into a kiss with the man I loved.But, of course, I did not want to be fired.My reason and my feelings started a battle to find the winner.I was so focused on that battle that I didn’t mind the kiss with Ivor. He wasn’t happy about it, he didn’t want anyone to ignore him and
I was scared and didn’t believe what happened last night. Ivor raped me, but in the end I felt happy. I was crazy, I could feel good when I was raped. A crazy thought came to my mind again, I had sex with Ivor, which was something I never thought I’d get a chance to do. But I panicked, my heart beating fast when I thought about the consequences I would face. No, I couldn’t just sit here and wait for Ivor to wake up, see me and then get mad at me and fire me. I have to get out of here and erase all the evidence. Holy shit! I should have left last night. But, after he finished the last round in the bathroom, he fell asleep right away. I was horrified to think he was in a coma. I had to help him to the bed, and as soon as he laid his back on the bed, he took my hand and pulled me into his lap. I was too tired to stay awake until he fell asleep and ran away. I sat on the bed, rubbing my temples. I had a headache and wanted to go home immediately. But I had a lot of work to do, fi
I brought my fatigue and anxiety back to New York. I couldn’t sense how Ivor’s threats, which he had for the girl who slept with him last night, affected me until I had a bad dream when I took a nap on the plane. I could not remember what I dreamed except Ivor. I tried to fall asleep again, but I couldn’t even take sleeping pills. I did not come to the company immediately after Ivor’s will, but returned to my home, sleeping soundly by the slow effects of sleeping pills. I woke up in the middle of the night. The first thing I did was fumbled for my phone. The battery line was yellow, on the screen was a series of incoming calls. I was tired and hungry so I did not care who called me. I ordered food at a night diner. When I opened the door to pick up the goods, I saw a large box carefully and beautifully packed on my porch. I checked the sender’s address on the box after I had finished having dinner, and was surprised to see the address of the corporation where I was working. I br
“Lia, Lia,” John’s call startled me. I feel my eyes widened.Maybe I looked stupid then. At first, he tries not to laugh, but ended up smiling amusedly. He asked, “I see you motionless for a moment. What’s wrong?”“It’s, no, it’s nothing. I was just thinking about work this afternoon,” I said, then focused on eating noodles without raising my face because of shame.Shit, I had had been thinking a lot, but I still could not figure out what was going on with Ivor that day.Maybe he didn’t get weird, I just thought too much. I tried to hypnotize myself for such superficial reasons. And I felt that my actions were ridiculous and stupid.In the afternoon, I brought the report to him as promised.When I walked into the room, Ivor was still busy with his work. He was so focused that he didn’t notice my appearance.I left the report on your desk and then left his room. But immediately, Ivor raised his head and said, “Stop, I’ll comment on your report right away.”Well, he commented on my repor
Of course, I was telling the truth, but I only slept two hours last night after I took my sleeping pills. The feeling of insecurity has followed me since yesterday, when I learned that the hotel still had backup surveillance tape files.“We have the tape, so you’ll find her soon,” Ivor said.“Yes, of course,” I answered sloppily, although I still wanted to chat with Ivor, as fatigue and the effect of sleeping pills had not dissipated.I fell asleep immediately and when I woke up, Ivor and the staff on the plane were transporting the luggage to the car.I got into the car with my drowsy face and tangled hair. Before the car left, a female employee promptly handed me a comb, a mirror, my handy makeup box, and a cold orange juice bottle. I raised my eyebrows when I saw the orange juice bottle.Although quite shy, I still I still put on makeup when I’m sitting next to the car while the car is moving.When we arrived at the hotel, the hotel manager was waiting.“We’re here to get backup fil
I approached him. Ivor was sleeping drunk, his eyebrows squinting as if he still couldn't get rid of his thoughts.I give him a massage to loosen his eyebrows. I sat there, watching his sleeping face for a few minutes. As the time for me to leave was approaching, I felt even more confused, the emotions in me conflicted like the sea when the storm was approaching.I touched his cheek and stroked Ivor's hair. After that, I helped him into my room even though he was heavy compared to me. It took me a while to tie him to the bed. Fortunately, he was drunk enough not to wake up in the process.I found on him his phones, taken from my sim card drawer and put them on the bedside table. I took from the closet the backpack that I had prepared before, inside were the necessary things for my trip.After making sure I could leave at any moment, I was beside him, leaning on him, feeling the warmth of his body.It was the most peaceful time I've ever felt.Not long after, Ivor woke up.He must still
Discovering the secret road was not enough. I had to plan meticulously. Anna seemed to be used to me being cold to her, so I could spend an afternoon with Joy in my room without anyone suspecting me.After crossing the forest, I could only walk to the nearby residential area, however the road was very long, and I needed to be in good physical shape.There was no guard at the helipad or nearby area when I arrived but I could not be subjective.At the same time, I need to get in touch with Bruce as soon as I get to the residential area, otherwise they will quickly take me back to the mansion.And Ivor, I have a plan for him, too.“Lia, it's nice to have your palate back,” Ivor looked at me, his voice cheerful as we were having lunch together.That's the thing, of course, if I need to have the energy to walk a long distance.“Because I've been having so much fun lately,” I said.He laughed, “I should have finished my work sooner and spent more time with you. You must have had a hard time
“Sorry I couldn't always be by your side,” Ivor said, looking at the puppy. “I hope he helps you feel comfortable living here.”My eyes widened in surprise. I looked at the naughty puppy in his arms, happy. I pat his head, he wags his tail vigorously."What is his name?" I looked at Ivor.“Ah, oh,” Ivor faltered a little, avoiding my gaze. "He still doesn't have a name. I hope you can name him.”I pursed my lips, thinking for a moment, “Joy. What was it like?"“Great,” he laughs, dropping the puppy, now Joy, to the ground and patting its head. “Puppy, we will call you Joy from now on.”Joy barked happily. What are we talking about?From the day Joy appeared, life in this mansion became easier for me. At least the other people, whom Ivor sent to monitor me, including Anna, didn't try to talk to me anymore.I spend more time with Joy than Ivor. My emotions were in intense conflict, so I didn't want to meet Ivor, who was the cause of that problem.Joy is extremely naughty. He usually spe
Every time I look at Lia's peaceful face, I don't want her to be sad or miserable.I won't allow anyone to hurt her, even if that person is her biological mother.I stroked Lia's cheek. I don't want to lose a soulmate like her, who has been with me for many years.I get annoyed thinking about the damn man who got her pregnant but so far he hasn't come to see her once. Then he'd better never see her and her baby again.That's why Lia needs to stay in this mansion, live under my protection.I got up, left her room without making any noise and went back to my room.…Lately, Lia often sits alone outside in the garden and reads books, she always seems sad when I'm not with her. She also became difficult to get along with everyone else except me.The proof is that she rarely talks to Anna. After a few unsuccessful attempts to initiate a conversation, Anna could only give up.“She seems to be wary of me,” Anna said after entering my office. “She was very upset knowing she was being controll
I frowned, very hesitant.But at last I sighed, closed my eyes, took a sip of pea blossom tea.“Not bad,” I said, surprised. “But not good either.”Lia chuckled, “So you can still drink it, right? Drink this cup of tea.”I could only do what she said, drink the whole cup of tea. Lia, who was carrying an empty cup, went outside. Before closing the door, she looked at me and said, “Good night. It's already a new day in Vietnam, so let's go to sleep“Good night,” I smile back at her and after Lia closes the door, I sit down and continue my work.I was tired, leaning back on my chair. It was late, and I had done some work. I needed a few minutes to relax, so I got up, poured a glass of wine, walked over to the window and took in the view.The taste of the wine that I love seems to be different from the previous times. I suddenly remembered the taste of the tea Lia had brought me earlier. The cool aroma of pea tea seemed to be hanging around on the tip of my tongue.The phone rang unexpecte
I smiled and pulled out a chair for her, “Sorry to be so busy with my work.”I could see the surprise in her eyes.I'm happy with that show. I always wanted to get closer to Lia, but I didn't know how to keep her and make peace with her, and my work at the company dominated me.I looked at Lia, who was having fun when the maid brought the plates up for us. I will not wait until I find a way to make peace with her, I will take care of her from now on.We had a nice dinner. During the process, I had to use my serious brain to talk in a funny way. Although some of my jokes seemed bland, at least Lia laughed a lot.“Oh, Ivor, look, you didn't leave any food on your plate,” I heard Lia's surprised voice."Yeah. I'm surprised, I still don't understand what's going on.Lia smiled, “You've been very picky, this is the first time I haven't seen leftovers on your plate.”I was even more surprised, looked down at the plate and then at Lia, and laughed. I didn't expect that one day my picky eating
Ivor's POVI came home before dawn. Upon entering the hallway, I heard Anna's voice, “She asked to play the piano this morning, but we needed time to prepare the piano room so she joined me in listening to music in the morning. In the afternoon, after taking a nap, she learned to play the piano. She's in the piano room now.”i raised an eyebrow. Is Lia playing the piano?Cool I opened wider because I was surprised and interested in Lia's request. Before that, she only made simple and basic requests, this is the first time she made a “complicated” request.Anna seemed to want to say something more, but I didn't care, and went quickly to the piano room.Outside, I could hear the piano. Unequivocal misaligned sounds denounced the skill of the pianist.I turned the doorknob gently and opened the door. The sound coming from the piano needs to become a lot clearer. Then I saw Lia, in her wide white set, frowning, her soft fingers resting on the keys, she was pressing down on the keys clumsi
I pursed my lips.I felt Ivor's hand moving slightly over my cheek.I tilted my body slightly to the side to avoid his touch.His hand stopped and he pulled his hand back.I said, “As always.”Then I added, “Not bad.”“You're six months pregnant-”Ivor hadn't finished interrupting, “I know.”He was silent for a moment and then said, “Don't be too active.”He reminded me of this afternoon, didn't he?I puckered my lips, reminding myself to be more careful.Ivor tried to talk to me afterwards, but I was so tired of walking all afternoon that I just wanted to rest. So the conversation between us became like an interrogation. Ivor always asked me some open-ended questions, but I always answered them through the speaker.He quickly realized the situation, helped me up to my room to rest, then went to his office.In the evening, although my legs were still tired, I tried to go down to the dining room to eat my meal.If Anna had to bring my meal to my room, there was a good chance that I would
I went back to my room, Anna helped me turn off the light. The room was covered with darkness, I still clutched my sim card in my hand, sobering up more calmly than ever.I know what I want. I wanted to see my mother, I was really worried about her condition because she was behaving in a strange way compared to before.I need to find a way to get out of this mansion, but first I need to sleep.I tried closing my eyes and falling asleep, but it didn't work. I sighed, sat up, and put my SIM card deep in the closet.Fortunately, I was able to sleep afterwards.The next day Ivor went down to the dining room to have breakfast later than usual. When I got there, I almost ate my breakfast.I looked at him, seeing the awkwardness in his eyes when he saw me, but very quickly he readjusted his emotions.Ivor ate breakfast, then went to work, as usual. He didn't say anything about what happened last night.He didn't ask for anything after he woke up, did he?I did not think so...I smiled, deftl