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Love Me, Alpha Reality
I lived with my nanny before I was five, and I had no idea who my parents were. I used to believe that all kids slept alone at night with the lamps on, just like me.He took me to the Neal Family when I was six years old. He couldn't stand the sight of my unkempt appearance, so he enrolled me in a private tutoring program and forced me to learn the violin. The teacher was extremely strict. He'd hit my palm if I played a wrong note, and he wouldn't let me cry.I was given the cold shoulder by the Neal family because I was an illegitimate son with an ambiguous status. Neal never showed me any concern or affection.He only provided me with food and clothing out of familial inclination.At the age of 14, my mother's lawyer approached me and handed me my mother's suicide note and inheritance.I left the Neal family for an entire 8 years and haven't seen Neal since.Later, in my mother's inheritance, I discovered a cello and a letter. He said it was his favourite thing and that he hoped I
Last Updated : 2022-06-18Love Me, Alpha I HATE YOU
"Um," I said as I nodded.The box contained only a few items, all of which were given by Kevin. Books, brooches, a music box, pillows, and the Princess doll he bought for me after I gave the original to the little girl.I didn't bring my instrument on purpose, giving myself a glimmer of hope, and the privilege of coming back.“Jill.” He called out my name. "I understand your decision because you're still young, but you should know that I'm not so young anymore."He approached me and stroked my hair one last time. "I'm willing to wait for you, but not for long."The doorbell then rang.Seeing Alvin after all this time felt like it had been a century.I used to look forward to him picking me up after class or college and driving me home countless times, but when the time came, I was filled with sadness.We seemed to have always lagged one step behind each other.Kevin handed Alvin my suitcase and said, "The medicines he usually takes are here, and each bottle is labelled. If you're too
Last Updated : 2022-06-19Love Me, Alpha Wedding
"I despise you."Alvin's entire body shook for a split second. "What did you say?" he asked, staring at me blankly as if he'd found that unbelievable."I said, I despise you. I will always truly hate you."I pushed him away and ran away after saying that. I noticed his absent-minded expression as if he were in a daze.I collided with a maid at the top of the stairs, knocking cups and dishes over and breaking them all over the floor. I didn't care what she said at that point, and I continued to run.The courtyard was far too large. I hunkered down on the ground for a long time before discovering the pendant by the pool.The small glass cover had been shattered, and the ash inside had been scattered on the ground, blown away by the wind and unable to be recovered.Perhaps I'd cried too much. Surprisingly, there was only emptiness in my heart at this time.In the end, I couldn't keep him...Regardless of what I did.I knelt and carefully gathered the fragments, burying them beneath the
Last Updated : 2022-06-20Love Me, Alpha Nora
Considering having an affair sounded similarly bad.Before I left, I removed the necklace he had given me and placed it on the desk. He noticed it but said nothing.Currently, as well. I didn't put it back on, but he wasn't upset about it.Something seemed to have changed about him, but I had no desire to investigate further.Each dress set was tried on one by one. It wasn't even my choice in the end. Alvin had decided for me, claiming that the first set was the best.The fever's lingering effects made me tired easily. I sat on the couch, watching as the store manager advised him to slim down his thighs a little more. I didn't bother interrupting.As I sat there dazed, the store's glass door squeaked open, and a tall and slender man waltzed in.My eyes widened unconsciously as I saw him approaching, and I stretched my sitting posture."Senior Nora..."Nora was dressed in a white woollen shit, with half of his hair casually falling on the front and the other half tucked behind his ear
Last Updated : 2022-06-21Love Me, Alpha His Tears Mean Nothing
Alvin and Nora soon returned. I couldn't figure out what they were talking about and didn't bother trying.Nora was one of the few people in the world who dared to scold Alvin in front of his face. They had been friends since they were children, and Alvin had an unequalled tolerance for him.I saw Alvin waiting for Nora outside the cafe's shop to take Nora home. He hasn't done anything like that for anyone else. There is no room for a third party in their relaxed and comfortable environment.Even now, these two clearly had an awkward relationship and were displeased with one another, giving me the impression that my presence is unnecessary.I had been thinking about it when Alvin unexpectedly picked me up.As my body drooped, I let out a soft cry and instinctively hugged his neck, my body clinging to him like a monkey."What exactly are you..."There were a lot of shop employees. He isn't embarrassed, but I am!"I'm going home," he stated flatly.Nora opened his mouth, paused, looked
Last Updated : 2022-06-22Love Me, Alpha Wither
I wish I was as content as they are.I noticed a different person when I opened my eyes.Sometimes I recognize him, and sometimes I don't.Whenever I saw him, I begged him to let me go and went insane trying to escape.When I didn't know who he was, I asked him if he knew of a place called Deep Meadow where a gentleman was waiting for me, and if he could take me there.He inquired as to who the gentleman was.I shook my head and said, "I don't remember."He pummelled a lot of things in anger, then pointed to me and said, "You can't even remember the name, but you still want to go back.""What good do you think he is? He only liked you because you were sleeping in my bed!" He unleashed a torrent of insults.I felt strangely sad and cried out that it was not true.Panicked, he came up to hug me and wipe my tears.But the moment he touched me, the skin on my body began to flare up.The pain was also enjoyable. For a brief moment, the pain would clear my mind.I said everything that came
Last Updated : 2022-06-23Love Me, Alpha Realisation
I couldn't feel hatred any longer.Freedom...I now closely resemble a bird with crumbling wings perched on the ledge of a mountain. What is the idea of freedom if I can't even walk out of here on my two legs?"Are you afraid I'll die here and tarnish your house?" I asked softly."You're not going to die."I couldn't figure out why he was so infatuated with deceiving himself. Even the doctor who came to the house scratched his head at me, but he's still here because he believes I won't die."I appear to have never said that I like or love you."He squeezed the ring on my hand tightly with his thumb and index finger, gradually removing it."Perhaps Nora is correct, I have no clue how to love someone."The ring fits so perfectly that it didn't budge on my finger at all.Finally, the ring went through my finger joints, leaving only a patch of pale skin behind.His eyes were red as he squeezed the ring and looked up at me."I don't... love you in the least.""You're too skinny, dry, and un
Last Updated : 2022-06-24Love Me, Alpha Innocent
Alvin's eyes were devoid of any rage.Only anguish and disbelief that he was the cause of his child were no longer in this world."Be straightforward about all this..." he continued slowly as he spat blood from his mouth and cleaned the edge of his mouth with the back of his palm.When I looked up, Kevin had a wound on his face as well, although it didn't appear to be very deep.I poked him. "I'll speak."Kevin's gaze was fixed on me as if he wanted to make sure I was okay. He let go of me and stood back after a time of observing.I turned to face Alvin. "I'll tell you everything you want to know."When Alvin opened his mouth, no sound came out."The child. I considered having it." That must have been his primary worry. "But you never gave me a chance.""Do you remember what happened at your Grandfather's place that day?"His pupil contracted abruptly as if he had been hit hard."That day..."“Yes.”That day's sadness was still fresh in my mind. The torture I will always remember in m
Last Updated : 2022-06-26
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Love Me, Alpha Final Chapter
The evening before our departure, I was preparing in my room. The baggage had been pre-checked and consisted of small souvenirs.Kevin bought a little duplex flat there with a view of the Great River when you opened the window.I don't like living in a big house. He joked that I didn't live a rich life since I married into a privileged family and didn't know how to enjoy it.I told him to enjoy himself and that he didn't have to pry into my small quilt if he didn't want to.He bullied me, yanked me up, and threw me on the bed, stating that the kitten was becoming bad.I purposefully tugged his shirt with my toes. "Would you like to give it a shot?""I have sharp teeth but my body is soft..."His gaze was fierce, and it lingered a few times on my waist, telling me to behave appropriately.Why should I be proper if the night would be long?"Sir..." I squatted and walked over to him, nibbling his chin and holding to his neck. " You're not capable? Are you sterile?""Sir" was fantastic.I
Love Me, Alpha After Everything
I was anticipating him to pounce on me... and praying he would.I knew deep down how much I craved his touch, but I was reluctant to show it for fear of upsetting him.But he responded calmly. "Because you will feel uneasy. And it's not good for your health," he held me desperately."I would like to break you, but I'm not ready. Good things are most beautiful when they're broken."I didn't exactly understand what he said. I'm too tired.But that's fine. I didn't hear it, so I'm going to interpret it as "I love you."…Summer has come and gone. A few droplets of rain fell and then the air became suddenly frigid.Adam's exhibition took place at the beginning of November. Before leaving, Kevin gave me a pair of knitted gloves to wear. When I put on my clothes, I noticed that the brooch was a pair and that his tie and my bow tie were the same colour."I'm powerless to stop myself. My little rose is too charming," He remarked as he kissed the back of my ear. "There will be a lot of young,
Love Me, Alpha Playing With Fire
I was still surprised by Adam's feelings for Nora, so I didn't hesitate to tell Kevin about it before heading to bed."I don't think it's unexpected," he said as he encircled me from behind to blow dry my hair."Why?""What happened isn't uncommon since fate is irrational."He talked as if he hadn't said anything. "At first glance, Nora appears to be difficult to pursue." I raised my head and rubbed his face with my half-wet hair."You're also difficult to catch." Kevin bowed his head and kissed my brow. "It's also hard to raise.""At one point, something always goes wrong, as if somebody is worried I'll be too healthy." I exhaled a sigh.Kevin sighed as well, helpless. "At my age, I watch you in anxiousness every day, and if I continue to do so, either good or bad things will startle me sooner or later."I was filled with remorse. "You can't hold it against me...""I don't blame you." He put me into the quilt after blow-drying my hair. "I'm sorry, I discovered myself a little teenage
Love Me, Alpha Towards Happiness
Kevin did not respond right away. After a while, he looked down at me and said, "It wasn't that I don't want to, it is indeed that I am frightened.""I am worried you will realize that he actually loves you and is willing to abandon his old personality in order to become a better individual for you."His hand caressed my cheeks."I said I wouldn't let you go again, and I won't give you freedom again, but if..."He didn't seem to be able to speak further, so I completed the remainder of the lines for him in my head.—If you really want to start over with him, I'll allow you."Liar." I took his hand with my uninjured hand, grasped his hand fiercely, and nipped it hard."Saying this after saying you will love me forever and never leave me again. Liar."Kevin was unexpectedly bitten. He didn't say anything, but his countenance was clearly perplexed.After biting, I started to regret it again. I appeared to have used too much force. My teeth left such a significant mark.Will he mistake me
Love Me, Alpha Over?
"There is one thing I didn't mention to you. In truth, your cooking isn't particularly appetizing."Alvin suddenly shifted the subject, even laughing.But I have always let you cook since I prefer looking at your scuffed hands."I understand Kevin isn't like me. He would love and care for you, whilst I am a jackass who only wants to watch you weep.""You made the correct decision by leaving me."I had no idea why he would be telling me this."I'm well aware that my cooking isn't particularly tasty. I'm always disappointed when you eat so little every time."Now that I was talking about the past, it felt like a dream."I've tried countless times, but I just can't seem to get it right. I'm using the same ingredients and processes, but I just can't get it to taste well."After talking, he stated, "Leave it... when you like someone, you can't wait to show him the entire universe. It's because I didn't quite understand it earlier and felt you didn't really love me enough.""It's amusing t
Love Me, Alpha Aftermath
He asked if I was alright and that the stairs had been blown up and the only route was now lost, which I vaguely remembered hearing from my hazy consciousness.As the fire became hotter and the smoke thicker, Alvin claimed he sought a helicopter, but the structure was too small and tight for it to land."First, wait by the window." He gave instructions.As a result of the fire, roof tiles fell from time to time. Kevin's arms protected me. They both moved slowly since they needed to avoid falling rubble on their heads and keep a close eye out for unforeseen fires.When the hollow shaft collapsed to the floor, I instinctively reached out to shield Kevin.A single stroke should be enough for the scorching metal to scorch the skin of my palm into a blackened pulp, and the agony caused me to sob.It hurts ten times as much as a cigarette burn...Kevin and Alvin both exclaimed, "Jill!" at the same time. I'd never heard them yell at me with such intensity.I tried to act normal, but all I co
Love Me, Alpha Who Comes First?
"How foolish that Alvin deserted his marriage and wealth just because of a beta.""What was even more ludicrous was that he didn't keep you when he took this step. He lost both his lover and his money.""Do you know what I was thinking that day when I saw you in Kevin's apartment? I actually laughed out loud. Alvin had been cold-hearted for more than 20 years. The only gentleness he had was used on you, but you didn't give a damn.""He didn't have the heart to harass you during his susceptibility phase, however, you went with some other alpha during his susceptibility period. HAHAHA!Zen erupted in laughter. His charming features turned vicious and contorted, and his eyes darkened and became icy.I could now confidently state that he was not in his right mind."You have no clue how frightening Alvin was during his susceptible time. It was too much for even an omega. He might have killed you during sex if it had been you."He scowled. "Do you believe he was harsh to you? No, because
Love Me, Alpha Kidnapped
I couldn't be stopped.My hands continued to turn the page of the journal without hesitating."Don't interfere with his life.Don't meddle with his decisions.Don't do anything that you shouldn't.The most critical thing is Jillian's happiness.Don't act rashly.Put aside all of your crazy ideas.Never, ever, ever hurt him.If anyone is going to be trapped, it'll be me.He should be freed.'Time stood still four years ago. Kevin penned the final sentence before departing abroad.‘Goodbye.’There were numerous photographs in the diary. He had never missed a period in my life, from childhood to adulthood.I should have been terrified, but instead, I was relieved.It gave me the confidence to pick up the phone and call Kevin.The call was immediately connected, and there were a few rummaging sounds on the other end before Kevin's exhausted voice came through. "Jill?""Sir..." I didn't want to look anxious, so I didn't turn on the video. "Are you finished? When will you be back?""I..."H
Love Me, Alpha His Diary
Before inserting the disc into the projector, I waited for a moment. It would have been way too embarrassing if it had contained Kevin's adult collection.Thankfully, it wasn't.After a few seconds, the screen turned black, and a little stage appeared. I paid attention to what the presenter stated."Now, please welcome Jillian from class F. He will perform 'The Snow Prince' as a solo. Please have fun!"Class F?Oh, yes, this was my high school graduation recital.The curtain parted to expose my 16-year-old face, considerably younger than it was now, with a sombre expression and an indescribably funny tinge of baby fat.My eyes sparkled. I wasn't always as ugly as I am now... Maybe Kevin fell in love with the old and lovely me?The footage, which the school kept for archive purposes, was in high definition. I recognized a familiar face as the camera went across the audience.I returned to pause the footage. It was Kevin.In his twenties, he looked much different, with bright eyes and
