Chapter 2

"Napakiharap talaga ang magmahal, masasaktan at masasaktan ka lang, kaya bakit ka pa nagmamahal."

She has a dream, a dream of her own. That is to have a perfect loving husband. Pero lahat ng yun naglaho dahil sa isang pagkakamali lang. Its just because she feel inlove na alam niyang bawal.

Kung alam niya sana na may mahal itong iba, magpaparaya naman siya just she dont want to hurt someone's feelings. Pero huli na ang lahat, hulog na hulog na siya. She can't stop on what she feels, ika nga ng iba you will just cross the bridge when you get there.

She's not be able to know how much she was inlove with Alexandro that time. Nagpakatanga at nagpakamartir siya dahil lang sa isang lalaki.

"You will love me forever Seena, just me and only me. No matter what happened baby always remember that I do love you at ikaw lang ang babaeng mamahalin ko habang buhay."

"I will always remember that ikaw at ikaw lang ang lalaking mamahalin ko."

"Please Seean leave us alone, Alexandro and I are married and its been a year magkakaroon na kami ng anak.Please even just for my baby, please just let go of Alexandro."pakikiusap nito.

Pero sakanya hindi siya naniniwala dito. She meet Alexandro more than a years too. Pero paano ito nagkaroon ng asawa? "Miss if your making a joke please just spare me I don't have any time to chitchat with you. Im a very busy person, please excuse me."

"Lubayan mo siya! Seena hindi mo pa ganoong kilala si Alexandro. Isa ka lang sa pinaglalaruan niya. I'm her true love kaya nagpakasal kami."

Umiling-iling siya. "You're lying, stop miss. Bye."

"Pero maniwala ka, nagsasabi ako ng totoo. You're one of his toy."

Lumapit siya dito."Ulitin mo nga ang sinabi mo? I'm his toy? Kilala mo ba ako miss. Is this thing is your trick para lang makuha si Alexandro sa akin. Sorry but I don't believe you."

Akmang aalis siya ng hinawakan nito ang kamay niya."You're a woman and I'm a woman too, kaya please let go of Alexandro."

Inalis niiya ang pagkakahawak nito pero masyado itong mahigpit. "Please miss, habang maaga pa bitawan mo na ako. Hindi ako ang pagsabihan mo kundi si Alexandro. I'm really busy kaya please lang." No! Hindi ako pakikinggan ni Alexandro kaya lumapit ako sayo.

"Spare me I don't know you, alright."

Sheena! Please ...

Just for my baby...

Leave Alexandro alone...

For my baby...

"Hoy! Santisima Seena kanina ka pa nakatulala girl. Any problem?"

Agad naman siyang umiling sa kaibigan. Wala siyang mukha para umamin dito although Justine is her best friend then. Most likely she's also keeping her secret. She don't want any one else got involve in her situations, naging malapit din sakanya si Justine pero sa oras na ito maglilihim siya.

Sana maniwala ako sayo ateng, eh kanina pa tumutulo yang luha mo. Aber sabihin mo nga sa akin na wala kang problema.

"Wala talaga ito Jus, maybe I'm just stress kaya bigla nalang tumulo ang luha ko." what a lame reason you have Seena. "I don't have any problem."pangugumbinsi niya dito.

Mukha naman itong naniniwala sa sinabi niya. Narinig pa nga niya na napabuntong hininga ito. She don't want either to hide everything from her bestfriend but it needed. Justine is most of her trusted person magmula ng bata pa sila. They share everything about what they love to do, their crushes kapag napapagalitan sila ng kanilang mga magulang. But for now it was really a different scenario. Maalala niya palang ang mukha ni Alexandro ay nawawala niya sa so pokus.

"Earth to Seena? Friend tulala ka, alam mo kung di ka okay you can go home. Siguro hindi naman babagsak ang restaurant mo kapag nagpahinga ka nang isang araw. If you could feel better you can be back, but for now ako muna ang magmamanage ng restaurant mo."

Ngumiti siya dito at saka tumango. How she's thankful to have an understanding bestfriend.

Justine likes an angel to her, maasahan niya talaga ito sa lahat ng bagay.

"Now pack your things and when you finally got home you should need to rest. Huwag mong pababayaan ang kalusugan mo Seena."

She can't help it kaya niyakap niya ito ng mahigpit."Thank you, thank you so much for this, Jus."

Agad naman itong humiwalay sa yakap saka tinapik ang balikat niya. "Don't be nega, bestfiend mo ako kaya nag aalala ako sayo."

"Kahit na I'm blessed that I had a friend like you" ngumiti naman ito ng malawak saka niyakap siya nito.

"No, Seena we're both lucky. Im blessed too that I had a friend like you. Sa una palang alam kong

magkakasundo tayo kaya here nangyari na. We became close with each other."

"Eventhough, nagpapasalamat parin ako." Agad naman itong tumiwalag sakanya."Ang drama natin ano ba. You should really need to go home Seema. Magpahinga ka and call me if you're already okay." Tumango siya dito bilang sagot."Sige. Mauna na ako, Jus. Call me if something happened alright."

Lumabas naman siya ng restaurant.Mga ilang metro pa ang lalakarin niya para marating ang nakapara niyang sasakyan. Kaya nagsimula na siyang maglakad bitbit ang kaninang tatapusin pa niyang papeles. Nakikita na niyang malapit na siya sa kaniyang sasakyan ng may maaninag siyang bulto na prenteng nakasandal dito. Mas binilisan niya pa ang paglalakad baka carnapper ito.

"A-Anong?"shocked was written all over her face"W-What are you doing here, Alexandro?"

Tumayo ito ng maayos saka inayos nito ang nagusot nitong pulo."You forgot it already do you?"

"Huh?" takang tanong ko sakaniya.

"Today is our wedding day woman, you agree on it. Don't ever try to agrue anymore just come to me."

Umiling siya dito."I-I d-don't want to get married on you. I just don't want. H-Hindi kita mahal and that is my reason kaya ayaw kung magpakasal sayo."

Bigla nalang nito hinablot ang braso niya."I DON'T FUCKING CARE! IF YOU DONT LOVE ME. Wala akong pakialam sa naramdaman mo. I just want us to get married. Nothing more, nothing less."

Humigpit ang pagkakahawak nito sakanyang braso".A-Aray n-nasasaktan ako, Alexandro. L-Let go of me."

"I won't. I won't let you go. Seena don't be hard to get you're a low class bitch remember. It doesn't suits you. I'm offering you a good choice ikaw pa ang hihindi. Hindi ka talo Seena you'll benefiting too." Nagpupimiglas naman siya sa pagkakahawak nito. Pero masyadong mahigpit ang pagkakahawak nito.

"Don't make me mad you won't like it what I can ever do to you. You dont want to get rich again? Mmm. I know you don't like young men's like me you prefer old man right. But sad to say you need me this time its because of your father's company."

"Alexandro hindi ka pa napapagod? Hindi mo ba kayang patawarin ako? Forgive me this time. I promise I don't need your money even what you have. I have my own restaurant, sapat na yun para makabangon ulit kami."

Pinakawalan nito ang kamay niya saka tiningnan siya ng nakakamatay na tingin. Its makes her felt nervousness kung kanina pa tumalab ang mga tingin nito siguradong nakahandusay na siya kanina pa. What might get happened to her if Alexandro hurt her physically?

"FORGIVE YOU? You are asking for FORGIVENESS?" diing sabi nito. "Can you see yourself that I will forgive you? Walang kapatawaran ang kahayopang ginawa mo Seena. Hindi ka bagay sa kapatawarang nais mo. You should just be thankful eventhough I became good to you and been offering you a choice that you can't be lose. Think practically, you will just agree on marriage and your parents company sail again. If don't you know what will happened." Nagtataka siya,bbakit sa lahat ng babaeng nagkakadarapa dito. Eh siya pa ang pinili nito.

"B-Bakit ako? Bakit ako ang gusto mong pakasalan? I'm not even your ideal woman. Alexandro, can we just move on! Please I beg you." pagmamakaawang saad niya."A-Ayaw ko na ng gulo."

Ngumisi naman ito sakanya na para bang nang -iinsulto."May I remind you that we don't even started yet. Ayaw mo na bang maranasan ang mahalin ako ulit."Lumapit ito sakanya at hinaplos ang mukha niya. Agad namang nagsitayuan ang mga balahibo niya.

The feeling of being touched by Alexandro giving tickles on her belly. The similar sensation when she still inlove with him, akmang lalayo siya dito ng bigla hapitin nito ang bewang niya. Agad naman siyang napayakap dito. She felt his breath, so enticing."B-Bitawan mo n-nga ako." agad na sabi niya. Pero hindi parin ito bumibitaw at mas lalo pang inilapit ang katawan nito sa katawan niya.

"Your still attached to me, I feel it Seena." saka tiningnan nito ang mga mata niya. Para siyang maduduling sa klase ng tingin nito. Seeing Alexandro pair or eyes makes her weak. Mabuti nalang sa ganun ay nakahawak siya dito.

"I-I d-don't"pagsisinungaling niya rito. She won't let Alexandro knows that she's still inlove with him. She still hates this man, pero bakit ata nanawala ang galit niya dito sa simpleng pagtingin nito sa mga mata niya.

"You don't mean it that you dont want me. Iba ang isinisigaw ng kaloob-looban mo. I know you still want me."saka nito inalis ang pagkakahawak sa bewang niya. "Meet me again later at 5pm. I'll call you the place." Tumalikod na ito saka hinawakan niya naman ang puso niya sobrang bilis ang pintig nito kaya ganun nalang ang pagpasok niya sa kaniyang sasakyan.

"Kumalma ka, Seena. You feeling nervous towards him at walang ibang ibig sabihin yun. Natatakot ka lang sa kaniya. Alright kaya kumalma ka." pangungumbinsi niya sa sarili.

Pero wala paring nangyayari. Maybe on this time she really need a cold drink. Inistart na nito ang sasakyan saka naghanap ng bukas na bar 24/7.

Agad naman siyang nakakita ng bukas na bar. Mukhang naayon ang tashana sakanya, pumasok siya sa loob and she didnt even bother to look at the people who's staring her. Pakialam ba nila'ika niya

"Give me your fucking hard drink."Mukhang nagulat ang barista sa sinabi niya.

"M-Ma'am?" Nagtatanong na sagot nito. "Just give it to me or I will call the manager to fired you." Mukha namang nagulat ulit ito pero agad naman nitong pinagtuunan ang pag mixed ng inumin. Actually it was her first time to be in this place. Even she feel problematic for sometime she never got here but now wala na siyang pakialam.

"I-Ito na po." Agad naman nitong inabot sakanya ang inumin. She drink it bottoms up. She just want to forget all about her life even just one night. She want to be wasted tutal her life was nothing, how funny it is isa siyang tagapagmana ng palugmok na kompanya.

"Give me another glass!"nag-alinlangan pa ang lalaki kung susundin siya o hindi pero sa huli binigyan siya ulit nito. Bigla naman siyang nakaramdam nang pagkahilo. "M-Ma'am tama na ho, lasing na po kayo." Agad naman niya itong tiningnan. "W-Wala kang p-pakialam. Just give me another shot,"

"Patay talaga ako nito,"Narinig niyang wika ng barista sa sarili.

W-WHO SAID YOU'LL BE DRINKING IN THIS KIND OF PLACE!"