Ryan suddenly became rigid, his stare potent enough to nip my neck in half as he crooned in a somewhat robotic voice. “Because,” he said slowly, his soft pink parting as he drank me in. “It's my wish to fuck a male teacher before I go play for NHL, and you Mr Samuel... you're the chosen one.”
Stunned, surprised, confused, all but morphed into one dangerous feeling that clawed at my guts, pooled in between my quivering thighs and sparked in my glassy eyes. I was beyond mad.
Scooting my chair backwards blindly, I loomed over him with a sneer that contrasted with the sheer delight in his eyes on how his revelation had riled me up so bad. It took all I had in me not to punch him on the face right there. “My deepest apologies, Sir Ryan.” I managed in the calmest tone I could muster yet I could tell he could hear the rage rippling underneath. “I haven't enough brain cells to understand exactly what you're driving at, but to the best of my knowledge it seemed you're looking for every opportunity possible to not get into NHL and make your mother pay a lot more money to keep my pretty mouth shut.”
Now it was his turn to stand and seethe his teeth at me. Despite the height and age difference, I shrank back down onto my seat while he followed me hotly, leaning ever forward with a lopsided smirk etched on his pretty little lips. There was no denying it, he had more power over me than I originally thought and he so damn well knew it.
“Sweetheart,” he drawled, the heart sharp and melodic as it rolled off his tongue. His demeanor was calm, yet firm and unnerving. “Do whatever you want. Tell the whole town that I ran you over. Wreck me for all it's worth. We both know what really happened in the lot that day. You'd only be plaguing yourself with a guilty conscience and risking a potential battle with my Mom. You wouldn't want to rot in jail now, would you?”
His eyes moved to my lips and he placed his hands on the armrests of my seat, trapping me in in between his slender frame. He licked his bottom lip slowly, tilting his head to the side; desire burning in his eyes. A familiar throbbing in my pants caused a gasp to escape my lips as I looked anywhere else but at him.
“The compensation levy for attempted murder is around ninety-five hundred dollars, thanks for asking,” he continued, matter-of-factly.
Suddenly, he leaned back and I drew in a deep breath in relief, then horror when instead of sitting, he began making his way around the table towards me. I was stuck. Unmoving. Heart thumping. The throbbing in my pants urgent and becoming painful with each step he took. I was like a sweet-scented dandelion, and he was like a drone bee, and we were drawn to each other reluctantly, unwittingly, disastrously. My whole body shook with a need that both scared and excited me. It was unlike anything I'd ever felt in my entire miserable life.
Ryan wanted to fuck a male teacher, why? Was it because he was confused about himself and wanted to assert his heterosexuality? Was it a lousy bet between his peers that he needed to win? What was the real reason for all these? And why did I even care? If he wanted to fuck me for reasons best known to him alone, why was I objecting? I had nothing to lose as long as he kept it all a secret. He was hotter than all my exes and better as well. Plus, we were two sensible grown-ups making a conscious decision.
I wanted him. All of him. Badly. He was the first thing that had made me feel giddy in a while. He was the first and only person who'd given me painful boners... the only person whose photo I'd ever masturbated to for hours, since my football days to be exact.
So yes, he was special in an analytical sorta-kinda way.
How sad was that?
“Ryan...” I swallowed, hard. “I'm sure there are more male teachers around here that you can get whatever it is you want and even more. How about Mr Jeffrey? He's divorced from his husband of five years and has been without sex for eleven months.”
He was also older than my grandmother, had an unattractive pot belly and smelt like rotten ginger, but I wanted to gauge Ryan's reaction, and silently prayed one last time against something that was beginning to look quite inevitable. Ryan stopped right in front of me, his destructive smile broadening and the two-inch scar on his left temple all but made his face look so fucking perfect. I might have had an easier time rejecting him if he didn't make my dick nod aggressively in my pants, while admiring how snugly his t-shirt hugged his solid build.
“Incase you didn't get it the first time I mentioned this...” His lips ghosted over mine as he leaned down once more, and I gasped and drew myself further back into the chair, suddenly aware that the door was unlocked and someone might just barge in and see us in such an uncompromising position. “I don't just want to fuck a male teacher. I want to fuck a Lit teacher. I want to fuck Me Samuel Lee Cartwright. He's got brains, a hot bubble butt, long legs that look so nice in pants, and even if he thinks I haven't figured him out, I know he's bisexual and has masturbated at least ten times to a photo of me since our meeting three days ago.”
Damn right, I had. And I had at least twenty wet dreams of him as well and I know it looks creepy to be wishing such lustful fantasies with someone younger...but I digress.
“Do you want me to lose my father's job?” I inhaled, drawing my legs close together and patting subtle sweaty palms down on my hardened length. Someone had to talk sense into this man. And that someone was me. I had to find one way or the other to make him understand, but it's no news that I had a fickle willpower when it came down to males those days. I had nothing to lose at this point, if at all.
He grabbed my arms and hoisted me up, then sat, grabbed my waist and pulled me into him, and my body clicked into his like a jigsaw puzzle.
“I promise I'd be a good boy and won't tell, hmm,” he whispered sensually into my neck, sending a tirade of shivers down my entire body. My bulge was beyond visible now and there was no use trying to conceal it anymore. “What do you say about that, Sammy? Neither will you, right? A nice, short nasty fling that'd be over before you know it and I'd be off to New York to kick start my NHL career. One you once wanted. One you never had completed. Wouldn't you want that for me? You'll probably move on and find a lady or a man to do that forever shit with. That's all. A win-win for both of us. Don't leave me hanging now, Sammy. Tell me your mind.”
I swear I was about to spell out a capital NO to his face and would have probably did if he allowed me a second longer.
Ryan pushed my head down, catching my lips in an unexpected haze of colours and fireworks. It was the most intoxicating kiss I'd ever had, and probably the most I'd enjoyed in a long while. The moment his mouth molded against mine, I got those fucking butterflies in the pit of my guts and it was damn not because of the urgency of his hot mouth, nor the strawberry sweetness of his bubble gum but his drugging male scent that invaded every pore in my body. He kissed me like he had something to prove, a point to make. I was past any resistance now and grabbed his smooth cheeks with reckless abandon, inhaling softly while he worked his tongue in my mouth, devouring me like I was his last meal.
His tongue attacked mine with such a feriocity that almost knocked me out cold. It was too dominating. He explored every hidden land, swallowing my needy moans. I wasn't surprised when his hand shot forward to grope my erection through the stiff fabric, spinning me around on his thighs so I was practically straddling him on the black leather swivel chair, and guiding his hands to take off my tie and unbutton my shirt, grinding down against his massive length gradually till we found a matching pace that was both so erotic and mind-blowing.
It was wrong. So so wrong. But damn it felt right. I love how out of control he made me feel, how fiesty and rough he could be.
My heart strummed with excitement and a fear I couldn't decipher but knew it had something to do with Principal Churchill. As soon as her face flashed through my mind, I shoved it to the back of my brain. She was such a killjoy and I'd die to see her facial expression if she caught us. It'd be the highlight of my existence, even if she throws me in jail.
But damn. Ryan Churchill had some moves, getting involved with his mother's enemy. With the way she kept going on about him, he'd never do wrong. Ryan Churchill was the perfect son as he made her believe.
She'd have a heart attack if she saw us now and I'd be right on hand to finish her off with a stab at her heart. She deserved that much for how she'd made me feel all these months.
I pulled away, shuddering. “No Ryan, we can't do this. Anyone could just walk in and see us.”
He smirked. “But I locked the door.”
I still shook my head, savouring the lingering strawberry taste on my lips. Yup, he tastes way better than Rachel. “This doesn't just feel right to be done some place as this.” I muttered into another dirty-hot kiss. The air around us rippled with sexual tension, reeking of boiling juices we bare kept hidden under clothing. I could feel his precum soaking through my pants and mine permeating the air as well.
“You're safe with me,” he murmured, nibbling my bottom lip and trapping it between his teeth before moving south. His tongue latched onto my throbbing nipple, stinging and dirty.
Not true. My whole life was doomed with him after me.
“Meet me at your place in an hour.”
“But my Dad's home. And, you don't know where I live.” I sighed softly as he drew light circles on my bare chest.
Ryan pulled me up to stand and shot me his signature mischevious smirk. “I'll see you then, Sammy,” Then he spanked my arse. “Keep that hot and ready, Daddy's hungry.”
I didn't go back home immediately just as Ryan instructed. I knew I was digging my own grave. I knew what he very well had in mind to do to me behind completely closed doors. I knew the wrecking implications it'd have on my future and career as a teacher — that's if I was lucky to get another teaching job after this — and also, I knew it was a stab to all my principles and self-dignity as a mature adult. I knew it all. But I was stuck. Stuck in between the devil — Ryan Churchill and his dirty-hot mouth — and the deep blue sea — his irritably, hypocritical mother and my forbidden passions. I decided to spend the afternoon window shopping. Normally, whenever I had a lot on my mind to think about, the sight of nice things I could buy as decorations or gifts helped me relax. And what was more pretty was that I still had a lot of cash to burn from Principal Churchill's bribe paycheck. I'd paid father's medicalbills for an entire year, and a six-month rent advance. The rremainder; a whopp
“What the hell!” Ryan hissed as he tumbled onto the smelly, red-carpeted floor of my room. I dove out from the sheets in fear, eyes narrowing in the realization of what I'd just done. Oh shit. “Oh shit, that's right,” Ryan growled, standing up. I shrank underneath his stare, but then again who really was the eldest in the room? “What the hell did you do that for? You could've broken my waist.” “I'm sorry...it was just... your fingers, three at once... it's too much, you were basically splitting me in half!” “Well, newsflash: my dick is more effective than my three fingers combined so you bloody better get used to it 'cause I'm not leaving this room without fucking you. I would've done it slow and sweet but you kept me waiting. The consequences? Rough and mean. Get on that bed right now with your head turned down and spread that booty like a whore. My whore.” he ordered, his signature smirk not at all matching the hardness of his eyes. “Now. Mr. Sam.” “No,” I replied flatly, a sud
The next week at school was unbelievably too good to be true. The students were so well behaved and attentive that I realized I'd underestimated the influence of my new fuck-buddy. He'd obviously spread the word around not to mess with Mr Cartwright, and to think he wasn't even a student here. No one was smart enough to ask why, not even Mummy Dearest who was avoiding me like the plague. Everyone naturally assumed Ryan wanted to make me happy because he ran me over at the parking lot. No one ever suspected that we were running each other over in our free time. It became like a routine each day; school, home, fuck. School, home, fuck. I taught all my classes then ensured I left the office last. Apart from office work, Ryan kept me distracted with his haunty form poised at the door, his smile bewitching as he teased me to blow him or for us to do a missionary position. Each time, I reminded him of the implications of getting caught on school grounds but his persistence erroded my insis
The days that followed were filled with loads of chain orgasms, kiss bites, and ass squeezing in old storerooms and deserted classrooms. A whirlwind of bliss and grave consequences, addictive lust. How I survived my prickling conscience was not to dwell too much on the moment but to bask in how pleasurable and wrong it felt. I didn't allow myself to think about how my actions would paint a gory future, not just for me but for the air-headed kid who still had a lifetime of dreams and college football to get to. Getting more and more tied up with family dinners and football practice, Ryan found other creative ways to stick around after school each day and spend time with me. I never knew how he did it, since Principal Churchill was obviously getting suspicious of his movements and passed me the stink eye each time I walked out of the school block three hours after dismissal. I swear, she was up to something. Or she knew something. Either way, I couldn't bring myself to care right now. W
Lordee took out a pack of Benson cigarettes and a purple lighter from his pockets. He lit up one smoothly, rolling up his sleeves and steadying his oversized hoody. Inked images of ferocious looking cats graced the back of his arms, up his biceps to his shoulders though it was mostly hidden by the thick fabric. His eyes were bloodshot, hovering over his victims with the preciseness of a cat. He squatted down, exhaling softly, the smoke whirling in fine circles into the face of one of the boys who was now sobbing quietly, dreading the verdict. The guy gasped and choked on a cough, tears streaming down his cheeks as he wheezed hard but didn't dare move an inch. It looked like a public execution and I knew I couldn't let things escalate past this point. The police chief was Lordee's uncle so involving the cops would have gotten me nowhere. Besides I had a personal beef with George Adams years back when he'd tried to talk me into drugs and I reported his fat arse to the Sheriff. Threatenin
“You think I'm kidding?” I asked coolly, trying all I could to look tough and not give myself away of how scared I suddenly felt. “Let them all go now before I involve Sheriff Palsby. You very well know what shit went down the last time he came running.” I added that subtle threat hoping it'd bug him a little. He was neutral at first, but then when he took a step forward and I saw the menace burning in his irises, I suddenly realized that I was the one in fact getting threatened. His eyes were black and void; an empty space filled with doom and anger threatening to pull me underwater. I strengthened my stand and tightened my fists, raised my chin up to him defiantly. Crap, this was happening. I was standing up to Lordee Adams once again. “You think I'd budge under your flimsy threat?” he barked out a burst of maniacal laughter. “Do it, fucker. I fucking dare you. Go ahead and test me. I'd love you for that. It'll get you faster behind bars and I wouldn't have to see your sour-ass fac
I spent the entire weekend wondering what happened to the poor bastards the Kingfishers had interrogated at the lake and whether my meddling with football politics by instigating a face-off between Lordee and Ryan would change the pact between me and my fuckbuddy. I had his number, and absolutely nothing was stopping me from texting him. But I also knew it was risky. Texting would lead to obsessing, and obsessing would lead to complications, and complications would lead to..well, the end. Was I mad at him? Was that incident a wake-up call I desperately needed to remind me that we were worlds apart? That we were so different to become a thing even if we wanted to? He was still a budding teenager, taking small baby steps towards becoming a full-fledged man and there was simply a whole shitload of questions I didn't want to deal with. No. I was counting my days, clinging by a thin thread of hope that before the weekend would be over, distance and time would wash away the fog of lust and
The boundaries between us expanded after that day, cause the next morning I looked up as my phone beeped with a new notification on my desk. It was Ryan, which was to be the most surprising thing ever but I half expected it going with how close we both were getting for the past couple of days. Texting made it easier to form a new bond aside from fucking, making it easier to plan more things involving fucking. More hot dates on the floor of my bedroom. More new, crazy sex positions on the said bedroom floor. More sex after dismissals and lots of other new things. The list went on, and I felt good. At the end of the week, Ryan sent me a photo of him wagging his six inches four-hardened length at the mirror in their locker room. I almost didn't open the message, as I was running late for a class and didn't want to disrupt my mental coordination cause Ryan was fond of sending his nude to me a lot these days. But then I got it into my head that I should at least take a harmless peek in. It
“You're back so soon.”“I don't understand,” Ryan pushes me down on the bed in one effortless movement and attacked my lips. “I thought you wanted me to always return even earlier.”“Yes but still.” I giggle against his hot mouth. “I didn't expect you to take my words for it.”“What can I say? You're my undoing.” He breathes into my neck while his hands work my shorts off, causing my cock to spring out free, head smeared with precum. “God, I love your body.” Breathless giggles escape my lips and I arch my back while he trails hot kisses down my chest down to my navel then cock. I whimpered when he began sucking the tip, bobbing his head up and down to build up to deep-throating. God, the things this man does to me.“R-r-ryan...aster...” I moaned like a slut.He pulled back, mischief gleaming in his eyes, and the corner of his lips curled in an evil smirk. “What? What was that you said?”I rolled my eyes, my hard, needy cock making it difficult for me to negotiate with him further. “O
Ryan didn't come back to my apartment that day. He didn't text, nor call either. Well, I half expected it, seeing as his mind was all truly made up. He was leaving for New York for good, without me.I couldn't sleep, nor did I have an appetite to eat anything. I just sat, moping into the distance, a million thoughts racing through my head. Where I'd go from here, if what I'd done was right, if Ryan missed me, if I'd never see him again...so many things. My chest lurched painfully whenever I thought back to the last time he held me in his arms, and that seem to trigger the tears to keep coming. God, I was so stupid. Really, really stupid.I'd reduced him to nothing. I'd overreacted and allowed Principal Churchill to truly emerge victorious. Now, as I recalled back our moments together, I realized I hadn't been a good lover, nor would I make a great boyfriend in the future either. I always wanted things to go my own way. I'd always disobeyed his instructions, despite the fact that he wa
“Fucking hell,” Ryan muttered, his arm extended above my shoulder, propped on the wall I was leaning on. He ran his other hand through his hair, frustrated. I nodded, rounding off my take on what'd just transpired between me and Mummy Dearest in her office. My breaths were unsteady, I couldn't get her threats out of my head because I very well knew what she was capable of. Ryan had to act fast. He couldn't give in to his anger at this crucial time, and he knew it. Rubbing his face and shaking his head, his gaze moved between me and the school building. We were in my car, behind the biology lab, close to the student parking lot.“But what the fuck, man. I told you not to follow me. that you could get dragged into this whole shit.”“Look, I was worried okay? Besides, you didn't give me cogent reasons why you needed to leave minutes after midnight. That sparked my curiosity and I had to follow you. After all, you know practically everything about me. Where I live, what I ate for breakfa
“Mr. Sam, I need you to come down to my office in the next five minutes. It's urgent.” Principal Churchill's voice was curt and clipped at the other end of the line. Almost like she was thunder about to crack.My brows shot up as I swung my legs off the sofa to the floor, pushing the bowl of ice-cream I had on my lap on the center table. “Wait you're serious? I don't work for you anymore.”“This isn't about working for me, I need you to get the hell down here as fast as possible. You've got a lot on your plate to explain.”As soon as she'd said that it dawned on me. That the reason for this urgency could be connected largely to the fact that I witnessed her son commit a serious crime last week, and did nothing about it. She was going to serve up a whole shit-storm on me the minute I stepped into that office and I'd be dumb if I allowed her treat me like dirt even after I was no longer working for her. I'd already applied for jobs in New York and had interviews piled up next month.I t
There was no way my cranky, old jalopy wouldn't be spotted across the road overlooking the dirtied, almost hidden path that led to the lake, so I parked it at the back of a deserted gas station on Devil's Hyde Street, near the water and bolted into some thick beanstalk through which I had a good view of Ryan jogging towards some shadows discussing in low tones on the lake's bank. I couldn't make out Lordee's features at the hem of the gang's circle, the swirl of smoke pouring out his nostrils and ascending slowly upwards till it disappeared.The tough beanstalk was the only closest place I could hide, observe and hear every little detail they were saying. It was so conspicuous and thick that even if I made a sound, the boys would dismiss the noise as a rabbit hopping off somewhere. But I stayed quiet, internally justifying my spying on him.He's my boyfriend after all. And he left me in the middle of our amazing sex with no reasonable explanation whatsoever. I deserve some answers. I
A few more days tickled by. My relationship with Ryan became alarmingly intimate and too promising to bother if we'd be caught. But we still took precautionary measures, even though it was difficult, seeing as we couldn't keep our hands off each other. He moved most of his personnel stuff to my place since he spent most of his time there and slept over ninety-nine point nine percent with me in my bed. I could not tell him no after he'd professed his love for me and promised to be beside me if shit went down. And damn right I felt right, cause while we carried on enjoying full mind-blowing sex, pizza and ice-cream dates, movie nights, and what the near future held for us both, we certainly weren't being discreet enough — and the hypocritical, surprisingly observant locals of Nowhere, Todos Santos were beginning to raise their brows.Lordee caught us pants down, blowing each other off while hidden behind Ryan's vehicle in school after dismissal a Monday ago(We hadn't expected him to lur
"You need to get back to football,” Ryan said amidst sloppy kisses, his fingers untangling the elastic rope holding my shorts together on my waist. I moaned as he cupped my arse cheeks, squeezing hard. “Oh fuck.” I muttered, tightening my arms around his neck and grinding down on his groin.“You're all fine now,” he pulled away, leaning back with his arms at the back of his head and staring up at me in childlike adoration. I huffed at the loss of contact, holding back a sniffle. “I'm twenty-three, Ryan. Even if I manage to get in, the chances are slim by the way, I'll be retiring in less than three years. I'm old.”He chuckled, pecking my lips. “Don't say that. You're far from old. Well, seeing as you've made up your mind, I'd suggest you settled for something outside football. What other passion have you got?”“Hmm,” I gazed up at the ceiling thoughtfully. “Lately, I've been thinking of going into writing...you know, smut?”He quirked up a brow, holding back a laugh. “You wanna be
“Let's play Truth or Dare,” I suggested after what was bound to be my fifth beer bottle for the night. The world seemed to tilt as I sat up and leaned back in my drunken state. God, I was so fucked, and horny. “Okay,” Ryan agreed almost immediately as if he'd been contemplating a suitable distraction from the shitty 80's movie we'd been watching. He leaned over and switched off the TV, rubbing his thighs. “Whoah, you seem drunk. I'd suggest you head up to bed instead.” “No.” I belched, brain fuzzy. “I-I'm completely fine. Let's just get on with the damn game. You ready to milk my secrets out of me?” He chuckled, leaning back and giving me room to crawl up onto his thighs. I purred as I rested my head against his chest, while he pulled his arms around me, drawing me even closer. “How did we get this far, Ryan...” I mumbled out of nowhere, small dots appearing in the line of my vision. “How did we end up like this?” “The answer to that, Sir Sam is simple. I blackmailed you to it.” I
A couple more days passed before I finally admitted to myself that yes, indeed, Ryan Churchill had claimed not just my body but stolen my heart as well. Ironically, it was the day I was stepping down as substitute teacher since my Dad was stronger now. And it was also the day that I moved from home. Not wanting to sit around any longer and bear the scathing scrutiny of the Todos Santos locals, I'd found a small place in a beach town just on the outskirts of Todos Santos. Since I no longer taught, I had a lot of time to pack up my things. However, I couldn't miss the smile that crept up Witch Principal Churchill when I turned in my resignation note. She didn't even fake her dislike for me and happiness at seeing me leave in front of my father. But I couldn't care less. I knew she saw me as a threat to Ryan's bright future ever since he lied to her about running me over. Well, guess what, I didn't want to see her horrible face any more than she wanted to see mine. Since I didn't want t