Chapter 76

I lay on my bed thinking about the kiss that happened a few hours ago.

God,why did I do this again!

I shouldn't have kissed him back. Inviting him here was a very bad idea.

I have no one else to blame but Grayson.

He fucked me up years ago.

If only he didn't leave,I would have been happily married to him and my son would have still been alive and well.

I don't understand how I love him and still resent him for everything.

I need someone to talk to or else I would go insane. Mark is out of the question because we just ruined our friendship.

Now things are going to be so awkward between us.

I grabbed my phone from the night stand and went through my contacts.

It was almost midnight,my parents would be asleep by now, Jayden is not an option, probably fucking the hell out of Esperanza.*blahh,ewww*.

Erica is out of the question. She is busy being pregnant.

There is only one person left, Grayson.

My hands graze over his name,God what am I doing.

I groan and put the phone back on the night