I lay on my bed thinking about the kiss that happened a few hours ago.God,why did I do this again!I shouldn't have kissed him back. Inviting him here was a very bad idea.I have no one else to blame but Grayson.He fucked me up years ago.If only he didn't leave,I would have been happily married to him and my son would have still been alive and well.I don't understand how I love him and still resent him for everything.I need someone to talk to or else I would go insane. Mark is out of the question because we just ruined our friendship.Now things are going to be so awkward between us.I grabbed my phone from the night stand and went through my contacts.It was almost midnight,my parents would be asleep by now, Jayden is not an option, probably fucking the hell out of Esperanza.*blahh,ewww*.Erica is out of the question. She is busy being pregnant.There is only one person left, Grayson.My hands graze over his name,God what am I doing.I groan and put the phone back on the night
I woke up this morning with two thoughts in my mind.Piper's birthday and Mark's kiss.I have promised myself to keep things professional between us.He called me just an hour ago and apologized,we both promised not to speak about it to anyone.We have forgotten about it. Besides it was a mistake.So today,I am going to focus on Piper's birthday and buying her the best present for her.Which is why I am in a jewelry shop with Erica looking for very expensive necklace for her.I just want to spoil her for today, nothing can change my mind."Do you think she is going to love this?"Erica asks from behind as I take a look at that the P designed diamond necklace.I turn to face her and she was holding a bracelet with green sapphire diamond stones in them."I guess. I really down know what to buy for a teenage girl for her birthday. On my fifteen birthday my dad bought me a Tesla even tho I couldn't drive"I shrug."You dad always spoils you rotten. I am not surprised. Maybe Grayson would be
I did something bad.Very bad. I opened my eyes to a very unfamiliar room, just then the memories of yesterday came rushing back to me.Oh no!Grayson and I had too much whiskey shots and ended up getting drunk.I remember excusing myself to the bathroom and ended up getting lost and going to his bedroom instead.Not long after I entered,he also came in.We were both drunk and started talking nonsense, things got heated between us,we couldn't keep our hands to ourselves and we ended up having sex.Yes we fucked.I can't believe I let this happen. I became weak for him again, something I tried so hard to stop.He is truly the only one who can bring me to my knees.I grabbed his shirt from the floor and wore it. I begun gathering my things from the floor to leave.I was about leaving after taking all my stuffs when the door opened and he entered holding a tray.He stopped his movement when he saw me standing there tensed."Oh you are awake. I brought you breakfast and some advil for th
I took a quick shower after I got home before heading to Mark's office.As I entered the building all eyes where on me. I had only one goal in my mind to get everyone'e attention.My red attire makes everything worth it. I really dressed to please and tease.Like I said,if I can't be happy then no one can.When I got out from the elevator I didn't see the girl I usually see. His personal assistant.Maybe she is on leave or something. Well it is a win for me tho. No interruptions for my plan.I knocked on the door gently and I opened it without waiting for a response.The view was very pleasing for me to see, Mark in his blue shirt,messy hair and lose tie, busily writing in his small note book."Good day"I say with a seductive voice and that got his attention.He quickly looks up and his eyes widen in surprise.He swallowed hard as his eyes lustfully grazes over body.I smirk,he clears his throat and averts his eyes."Miss Jones,you are here already. Sorry for all this,I really needed
Awful.That is what I have been feeling for the past three days.I haven't been out of my house,I only answer calls when they are necessary.I really regret sleeping with Mark. I am a home wrecker.This is all Grayson's fault. He made me this way,he made me a home wrecker and whore.I was cheated on and now I am doing the same thing to another woman again.I never regretted sleeping with Grayson when he was married because I knew Bryanna was going to die anyway.But Mark's wife is still alive and well.Just then something crosses my mind,he never has his wife's picture in his office not even his kid.Does this mean he is lying about his family?No it can't be possible. He says he doesn't want her privacy to be invaded.I sigh to myself and rub my face.I need to get out today.Reasons being I have a meeting with the board members and stakeholders at 11 am.I can't let Jayden go alone or else he'll agree to everything they say.He still has a lot to learn although he is great at makin
Two girls immediately comes and pull her back away from me."Let go of me and let me deal with that bitch!"she yells through her tears."What the fuck are you doing here? You got what you wanted so why are you here. You got your revenge! He is dead now so why come here. Oh you are not satisfied with that too,you want to see my pain. You have won Jane so why the fuck are you here"she shouts at me while trying to free herself."I..am sorry..I really am"I stutter but that makes her laugh humourlessly and her eyes darken."You are trying to play the innocent one yet again. This act of yours is really getting old Jane. You couldn't let things go, your ego is too big for that. This is all your fault,Flynn death is on your head. You killed him,you destroyed his life,you took everything away from him. He became depressed because of you,he became an alcoholic because of you. You had every company in this state and beyond black list him because you couldn't accept rejection. You couldn't let go
I went home straight from Mark's house. I immediately took off my dress and disposed it off into my bin.I entered the shower and turn it on, I let the water hit my skin as I scrub myself rapidly trying to wash off his touch.I destroyed another happy home.I am a whore,a homewrecker,a slut.I couldn't get the broken look on her face out of my mind.Fuck!I through the sponge away and lean back against the wall and slide down to the floor as the burst through my mouth.I need to leave this country. I need to go back to Paris or Grandma's place.That will help.I have to call Jayden and let him make my jet ready,I'll be leaving first thing tomorrow morning.I got out of the shower and dried my self. I put on something comfortable,a white sweatshirt and grey sweatpants.I slip into my duvet and tucked my self in.Everywhere was quiet and everything feels so lonely.When did things start to go wrong?I was happy before.I was happily married, living my life,I didn't care about what othe
I needed fresh air. I couldn't stay in the room anymore. If I did I would have destroyed alot of things not only the lamb.I can't believe she slept with him.But do I blame her?No.Because after all I am to be blame for everything that happened in her life.I caused everything,from kissing her first to sleeping with and letting her fall in love with me only for me to abandoned her.Everything is my fault but damn I am angry. I am so angry I could kill.She is the victim in this case.Her therapist knew she wasn't mentally stable and he took advantage of her.I really hope they listen to her side of the story first.I couldn't bare to hear what she did with the man that is why I left.I have been standing in their back garden for hour now and I need to go back inside.Thank God I spoke called Piper to have dinner without me and keep an eye on her sister for me.I decided to go back inside and see what was happening.When I got to the living room no one was there.Where did they g